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LOVING YOU WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE
I m tired , tired of finding a new hiding spot for me everyday ... probably this was the last place left in my house where I could hide ... My father knows all places where I hide ... ducking behind the huge study table I tried to hold my breath fearing that my uneven breathing may give away that I m chickened here... I saw my father enter the room with his long brown leather belt ... one end of his belt was held tight between his palm while the other end with 'Nike' badge was waiting to test the tenderness of my skin ... my father knows that getting thrashed by the bronze badge will kill one to death perhaps that is why he is using it against me... I ducked down further if that is possible... I heard his footsteps nearing me ...all I wished was that the earth open and pull me down...
" ah ha u r here little bug " i heard his voice that trembled me
I tried to hide my face in my palm hoping that closing my eyes would take me away from all the things that i wished never existed ... well thinking on that ground i wish i had never existed in first place ...
" don't run from me i have told u,ain't i ? " he said with defined anger
What is my mistake? Why am i being beaten ? i wondered ... but living with all these crap these years i gave up reasoning out why i m being abused...
I saw my father raise his belt in air and i closed my eyes expecting a blow ...One...two...three...before that leather could hit my skin hard i heard my mom shout at the top of her voice that made my father stop ... What if my mom hates me so much that she wish that i was never born at this point she is my saviour...
I saw my parents walk into the living room...i heard heated argument between them... After about 20 minutes calming myself i walked to them ...i saw my father holding my mom by hair and she was shouting to him some profanities that any 13 year old kid in a normal house is not allowed to hear ...i silently stood there watching them ... it was as if all innocence inside me faded away and the scene before me is as common as winter snow ...
But what happened next was definitely not common ...i saw my father remove pistol from his pocket and point at my mom's forehead ... i gasped in fear probably that was loud enough to make my father turn towards me ...he gave me his infamous cruel smile ...
" say bye to ur b**** of a mom " he said his smile growing bigger
Before i could understand what was happening my mom was shot death in front of my eyes ... i stood still not knowing what to expect ... in about few seconds i saw myself stand pressed to a pistol on forehead my father let out the same evil grin ...
"Time for u to go son of a b***** " he said
I stood still ... i know its time for me to go and i m happy about it ... no more being beaten by my father whenever he is drunk , no more facing my mom's hatred , no more seeing my father fu**** another man , no more being a watch man to my mom enjoying her time with neighbor uncle , no more hiding my bruises from my friends , no more crying ... i can be free ...set free ...
But god was too cruel to let me free ... i heard sound of cop vehicle and found my father shooting himself before telling me that he ll never let me in peace ... everything around me stopped and i ceased to think ...
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People say life is very interesting and lively... I don't wish to get all luxuries others enjoy me just want to be treated a human who has feelings ...maybe I had long forgotten that I m a human... I forgot that a thing called smile ever existed facing hatred , abuse and pain all these years I almost forgot what a normal life is ...thinking about a normal life I have never had one ... Everyday facing venomous hatred in your mothers eyes, getting physically abused by your father or at times being used as a punching bag as his friends never makes your life normal ...I wish I had ever had at least one day in my life which I could cherish well at least a day which I could recollect without being scarred and shivering...
Times like this i sit awake in the middle of the night due to my nightmares ...i looked at my palm i was sweating profusely... i heard the door open and Mr.& Mrs. Handa came into my room worried followed by their annoying daughter who is just a year younger to me ...
" are you ok maan ? " i heard Mr.handa ask
I looked at them blankly ...Mr and Mrs.Handa are my legal guardians till i reach 18 which means 2 years remaining ...Mr.handa is into social works and when the police rescued me from my hell of a parents they trusted my responsibility in their hands ... They are kind to me but i could never get myself to trust anyone not after what i underwent with my parents ...when my own parents hurted me and abused me how can i get myself to trust any stranger... handa family has always tried to help me but still i couldn't ignore the fear and unsure feeling i get seeing them ...
" did u have nightmare again ? " i heard Mrs.handa ask
" o...k..." i managed to say
" do u want me to stay ? " Mr.Handa offered
I nodded no ... Mrs.handa was to talk something more when Mr.handa stopped her ... they both looked at each other and it was as if they had some own language to communicate through eyes ... that is what a married couple do which i never got to see ...They both walked out after giving me a sympathetic glance...
" geet go to ur room " i heard mrs.handa say that is when i turned my attention to look at the girl sitting there looking at me as if i was an antique piece in museum ...
I looked at her eyes which i hate the most because it made me feel things that i m never allowed to ... a strange feeling creeped in my stomach and a wave of pleasure seemed to pass my spine ... all these new feeling gave me a head ache and that is why i decided to stay away from her ... i gave her a W*F look ...
" u r ohk ? " she asked me
" umm " i said
" do u want a hug ? " she asked me
That is what she asks all the time when i m upset ... i wonder if that is any exclusive question for me or she goes about asking this to everyone who is upset ... well the thought that she give anyone that comforting hug gave me unexplainable discomfort...
" can u get the f**** out of here ? " i asked irritated
She gave me a combined look of frown and pout that is her speciality that can make anyone go weak on their knees ... i looked the other side not being able to resist it ..
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After another sleepless night due to nightmare i walked down the stairs to dining table like a zombie ...i saw handa family waiting for me there already...
" morning maan are u fine . ? " i heard mrs handa ask
I wonder why every day she asks me that question its not like i m going to open my heart to them ... The breakfast was regular and then i went to school with geet ...Alas we both are in the same school ... As soon as our car stopped we recieved so much attention as usual ... geet says she is pretty among the girls and so many boys die to talk with her did i forget to tell you that even though i m least interested she keep talking with me ... she also told me the other day that all her friends are interested to talk to me but she denied ... This girl is crazy ...
The day was uneventful for me as usual but probably not same for geet as i was standing in the car after school waiting for her she came hopping like a rabbit ...
" guess what ? " she told her almond eyes glowing
I gave her indifferent look ...
" Akram asked me for the winter ball " she told me clearly not minding that i m not interested
" i m so excited i never thought that football caption will ask me out ... i thought i should go with you as no one else can tolerate u and ask u out but then you never said anything so i agreed to go with him ...---- " she went on talking but i chose to ignore after that...
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Every punch on Akram's face must have hurted him to death ... i was taking out all my anger on him and using my entire strength to tackle that b***** ... Today is the day of winter ball and i saw geet going with Akram ... as usual i wanted to be blind to the happenings but something inside me warned me to go with her ... i couldn't keep myself in the room my head and heart was having major fight ... it was as if i was under some magic spell that walked me to the venue of the ball ... i saw geet lauging and talking with her friends ... some kind of peace filled me ...but then all that changed when i saw her dancing with Akram ... the main cause of my anger was that A***** was forcefully trying to kiss her when geet was fighting to free herself ...amongst the crowd none seeemed to notice that ... without any second thought i pounced on that idiot and started hitting him ...
I heard geet shout my name from behind ... i felt her arms on my back trying to calm me ... few boys pulled me away from that b***** ... i was still furious about whole thing ... geet huggd me by waist and my hands involuntierly went around her ... Her head leaned on my chest i could feel her rapid breath and tears touching my chest which raised my anger i stiffened probably she felt that and that is why she cupped my face and made me look at her ...
" maan " i heard her call my name " lets go " she said
The ride to house was silent ... Mrs.&Mrs.handa was already in sleeping as they know that we would be late ... We climbed up the stairs my room was adjacent to geet's ... She was about to walk to her room and that is when we noticed that our hands were entwined ... we both looked at each other we din't speak but it was as i i could understand what she is thinking ...
" do u want a hug ? " she asked
An unintentional chuckle left my lips ..
.
" u don't want ? " she asked with the most cutes pout
She was about to walk away when i pulled her towards me and wrapped my arms around her ... HUG *sigh* i ve never hugged anyone in my entire life ... i didn't know if generally hugging feels so warm or its because of geet ... she parted her head and looked at me ,her arms were still wrapped around me tight ...
" do u like me ? " she asked me
I nodded no ... she fowned ... she tried to push me away but i lifted her bridal style and walked to my room ... i placed her in my bed ... she looked at me confused...i removed my watch and shoes then i pulled a duvet and lay down on my bed ...the confusion in her face was replaced by a huge grin she threw her sillhoutes and slipped beside me ... i didn't react she put her arms around me and placed her head on my chest ...
The bliss lasted for a moment before she raised her head and looked at me ... My eyes were fixed on the ceiling ...
" u don't like me ? " she asked
I dind't even look at her ... she crawled up and we were facing each other ... she slightly bent down that our lips were millimetres away ... my heart began to pound fast ...she withdrew ... she repeated that for another two times before i held her head and slammed my lips on hers... that was the first kiss for both of us and it felt bliss in every way for me ... i felt secured in her arms and pulled her close to me ... she pulled away fom me lack of breath else i could have gone on and on ...
" i hate u ... u are very bad " she complained
" do u mean it ? " i asked her with a serious expression
She nodded a no ...
" then never ever tell it " i told her truly
She pressed her petite body against mine and we both drifted to sleep ...
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If you think that whatever happened between me and geet was just a spur of the moment then u are completely wrong... It has been a month since 'that ' night and since then we both are like exclusive... But unfortunately everything between us reminded confined to our four walls or whenever we are alone ... i din't know why i told geet that i didn't want to accept our relationship in front of the world yet ... i was still being the old insecure and scared little kid ...i didn't even let her tell anything to her parents i feared they would take her away from me ... who wants their daughter to date a delinquent...
I checked the clock it was already 11 at night and i heard the door open to see geet walk in hugging her polar bear stuff toy ... it has been our routine since 'that' night... either she would come to my room or i would go to hers mostly it would be the former as i couldn't get to sleep in that all girly room of hers ... i know i m not being loyal to the Handas who trust me but geet is the only magical medicine to wash away my nightmares and give me proper sleep ... it is as if i can't sleep without hugging of kissing her..
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Geet bent her head and started to kiss me i returned with equal passion ...i pulled her on me and her hands moved on my bare chest ...Her other hand rhythmically led my free hand inside her shirt and that is the moment i knew i must stop as i can never stop myself later ... we both are two young to take any further step and i m much aware of it ...We have whole life for us and i have all time to make her mine in all way ...everything about us was pure and i began to believe that it was my life alas i was wrong ... god has something different store for me...
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I tried hard to open my eyes ... it was all blurred for a moment i wondered if i was stuck in a maze and nothing made sense ... i could see a glass of water on the table and i splashed it on my face saving some to wet my throat ...wiping my face with the corner of my shirt i looked around to capture the surroundings ... it was familiar ...the wardrobe ,tables , curtains and wall screamed my father's name ... indeed it was my father's house ...Oh god how did i come here ... Last thing i remember is that i had a fight with geet as she wanted me to take her to her friends party and i refused ... after our heated argument i came out of the house ... i was walking along a deserted road when a iron rod was hit on my head and ---...and nothing else i could remember ...Why the hell am i in my father's house ... i thought it was demolished ...Was i here by chance or someone got me here ...
My train of thoughts was broken by the old evil laugh...My father... is that possible? Isn't he dead? Oh God what is happening around me... That man my father stood before me his eyes fixed on me ... i prayed that it was all a dream and i would wake up cuddling beside geet but his vile laugh proved me wrong ...
" did u miss me maan ? " i heard his hideous voice
I found myself crawling behind in fear when he was still glued to his place ...
" don't be scared i m here to settle the scores then we all can be free " he gave me a meaningful stare
I hid my face behind my palm not wanting to see him ... he took a couple of steps towards me but was stopped by some noise that made him walk to the living room leaving me alone in a room which was my bed room before years ...I was still weeping hiding myself behind my palm preparing myself to die all i could wish was to see geet's face one last time
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I felt a familiar hold on my shoulders and snapped my head up to see geet standing beside with a worried expression...
" geet what are you doing here ? " i asked
" hussshhh " she told before grabbing my hand and leading me to the bathroom and bolting the door
" what are u doing here " this time i asked with more determined voice
" i came here for you " she said placing her palm on my face
" how did u know i was here ? " i asked specticidal
" i heard dad talking to mom about your father who escaped from the prison " she told
" but my father is dead " i told ... she gave me a confused look
" what made you think that ? " she asked
" i saw him shoot himself " i said
" but maan he shot him on his shoulders how can he be dead then ? "
Really ! then how didn't i know it ? was i so much caught in my own misery that i never noticed that the man who tried to kill me wasn't dead ... by settling scores did he mean killing me ?... i can't let geet stay here last thing i want is to her getting hurt because of me ...
" you can' be here geet its dangerous " i told almost my voice chocking
" i want to be here for you don't ask me to go ... I heard dad talking to the police and i knew u are in danger ... police will be here any time and i want you to be safe ..." i heard her tell
I wanted to protest but then we heard My dad's voice ...i gripped Geet's hand in fear ...
" i know u are up there in the bathroom and trust me i won't hesitate to break it and get you my little boy " he said
I looked at geet who seemed to be as scared as i was ...we heard the door being knocked with something strong and geet quickly pecked my lips that gave me strange strength ...
The next moment i saw my father standing there with that same vile grin ... he looked at me then at geet then back at me ...
" seems that we have a guest " he told looking at geet
I stood hiding her from his eyes and she pressed her face on my shoulders ...
" ah love is such a **** " he laughed hysterically " u both can unite in heaven "
He pointed the gun at me ... i felt geet stiffen behind me ...i closed my eyes awaiting the bullet to pierce me ... Geet who was till then behind me pushed me aside and stood hiding me before i could do anything i heard a bullet fire and the last thing i saw before fainting was her beautiful eyes filled with pain
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I opened my eyes adjusting it to the bright light ... the walls were white and a Jesus statue was on the wall ... where am i? i wondered before i could voice my thoughts i saw the most serene scene in the world geet was sleeping with her head on the bed and she was sitting on the chair her hands were holding mine ... that was then the scenes of my father trying to hurt us passed my mind and i stiffened suddenly ...disturbed by my moment geet woke up and her drowsy eyes met mine ...
" maan " she called with all love of life " u r fine?"
I nodded yes ... so much questions were in my mind as if taking a cue geet answered them...
" thank god u are awake i was scared ... it was the police who shot ur father and i wonder why u fainted ...doc told it was perhaps due to all the stress " she told
Everything started to make sense ...My father trying to kill us and geet coming before me not minding her safety and the gun shot was by the police ... i looked at geet who was now caressing my hair ...i looked at her in awe how can she put her life in trouble for me ... i heard footsteps and saw Mr.&Mrs handa approaching us ...i tried to get away from geet but she was holding my hands firmly ... i glared at her but she wasn't affected ... After giving me few words of strength they took a leave ...
" you can stay with him i ll come pick u both in the evening " i heard Mr.Handa say geet before leaving
I gave her a questioning look ...
" did u tell them ? " i asked sternly ... she just shrugged
" is my mom a fool not to notice swollen lips and occasional love bites ... They have always known it but ..." she left it incomplete
" but ? " i echoed
"They are fine with it " geet jumped in excitement
She hugged me and i couldn't stop smiling seeing my life finally getting perfect... geet lifted her head to look at me ... i tried to kiss her on lips but she stopped
" mom's rule no more kissing " she said making a baby face
I narrowed my eyes
" but we can break it " she winked
I took her lips in mine promising love in that kiss forever...
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loving with everything i have
I m tired , tired of finding a new hiding spot for me everyday ... probably this was the last place left in my house where I could hide ... My father knows all places where I hide ... ducking behind the huge study table I tried to hold my breath fearing that my uneven breathing may give away that I m chickened here... I saw my father enter the room with his long brown leather belt ... one end of his belt was held tight between his palm while the other end with 'Nike' badge was waiting to test the tenderness of my skin ... my father knows that getting thrashed by the bronze badge will kill one to death perhaps that is why he is using it against me... I ducked down further if that is possible... I heard his footsteps nearing me ...all I wished was that the earth open and pull me down...
" ah ha u r here little bug " i heard his voice that trembled me
I tried to hide my face in my palm hoping that closing my eyes would take me away from all the things that i wished never existed ... well thinking on that ground i wish i had never existed in first place ...
" don't run from me i have told u,ain't i ? " he said with defined anger
What is my mistake? Why am i being beaten ? i wondered ... but living with all these crap these years i gave up reasoning out why i m being abused...
I saw my father raise his belt in air and i closed my eyes expecting a blow ...One...two...three...before that leather could hit my skin hard i heard my mom shout at the top of her voice that made my father stop ... What if my mom hates me so much that she wish that i was never born at this point she is my saviour...
I saw my parents walk into the living room...i heard heated argument between them... After about 20 minutes calming myself i walked to them ...i saw my father holding my mom by hair and she was shouting to him some profanities that any 13 year old kid in a normal house is not allowed to hear ...i silently stood there watching them ... it was as if all innocence inside me faded away and the scene before me is as common as winter snow ...
But what happened next was definitely not common ...i saw my father remove pistol from his pocket and point at my mom's forehead ... i gasped in fear probably that was loud enough to make my father turn towards me ...he gave me his infamous cruel smile ...
" say bye to ur b**** of a mom " he said his smile growing bigger
Before i could understand what was happening my mom was shot death in front of my eyes ... i stood still not knowing what to expect ... in about few seconds i saw myself stand pressed to a pistol on forehead my father let out the same evil grin ...
"Time for u to go son of a b***** " he said
I stood still ... i know its time for me to go and i m happy about it ... no more being beaten by my father whenever he is drunk , no more facing my mom's hatred , no more seeing my father fu**** another man , no more being a watch man to my mom enjoying her time with neighbor uncle , no more hiding my bruises from my friends , no more crying ... i can be free ...set free ...
But god was too cruel to let me free ... i heard sound of cop vehicle and found my father shooting himself before telling me that he ll never let me in peace ... everything around me stopped and i ceased to think ...
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People say life is very interesting and lively... I don't wish to get all luxuries others enjoy me just want to be treated a human who has feelings ...maybe I had long forgotten that I m a human... I forgot that a thing called smile ever existed facing hatred , abuse and pain all these years I almost forgot what a normal life is ...thinking about a normal life I have never had one ... Everyday facing venomous hatred in your mothers eyes, getting physically abused by your father or at times being used as a punching bag as his friends never makes your life normal ...I wish I had ever had at least one day in my life which I could cherish well at least a day which I could recollect without being scarred and shivering...
Times like this i sit awake in the middle of the night due to my nightmares ...i looked at my palm i was sweating profusely... i heard the door open and Mr.& Mrs. Handa came into my room worried followed by their annoying daughter who is just a year younger to me ...
" are you ok maan ? " i heard Mr.handa ask
I looked at them blankly ...Mr and Mrs.Handa are my legal guardians till i reach 18 which means 2 years remaining ...Mr.handa is into social works and when the police rescued me from my hell of a parents they trusted my responsibility in their hands ... They are kind to me but i could never get myself to trust anyone not after what i underwent with my parents ...when my own parents hurted me and abused me how can i get myself to trust any stranger... handa family has always tried to help me but still i couldn't ignore the fear and unsure feeling i get seeing them ...
" did u have nightmare again ? " i heard Mrs.handa ask
" o...k..." i managed to say
" do u want me to stay ? " Mr.Handa offered
I nodded no ... Mrs.handa was to talk something more when Mr.handa stopped her ... they both looked at each other and it was as if they had some own language to communicate through eyes ... that is what a married couple do which i never got to see ...They both walked out after giving me a sympathetic glance...
" geet go to ur room " i heard mrs.handa say that is when i turned my attention to look at the girl sitting there looking at me as if i was an antique piece in museum ...
I looked at her eyes which i hate the most because it made me feel things that i m never allowed to ... a strange feeling creeped in my stomach and a wave of pleasure seemed to pass my spine ... all these new feeling gave me a head ache and that is why i decided to stay away from her ... i gave her a W*F look ...
" u r ohk ? " she asked me
" umm " i said
" do u want a hug ? " she asked me
That is what she asks all the time when i m upset ... i wonder if that is any exclusive question for me or she goes about asking this to everyone who is upset ... well the thought that she give anyone that comforting hug gave me unexplainable discomfort...
" can u get the f**** out of here ? " i asked irritated
She gave me a combined look of frown and pout that is her speciality that can make anyone go weak on their knees ... i looked the other side not being able to resist it ..
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After another sleepless night due to nightmare i walked down the stairs to dining table like a zombie ...i saw handa family waiting for me there already...
" morning maan are u fine . ? " i heard mrs handa ask
I wonder why every day she asks me that question its not like i m going to open my heart to them ... The breakfast was regular and then i went to school with geet ...Alas we both are in the same school ... As soon as our car stopped we recieved so much attention as usual ... geet says she is pretty among the girls and so many boys die to talk with her did i forget to tell you that even though i m least interested she keep talking with me ... she also told me the other day that all her friends are interested to talk to me but she denied ... This girl is crazy ...
The day was uneventful for me as usual but probably not same for geet as i was standing in the car after school waiting for her she came hopping like a rabbit ...
" guess what ? " she told her almond eyes glowing
I gave her indifferent look ...
" Akram asked me for the winter ball " she told me clearly not minding that i m not interested
" i m so excited i never thought that football caption will ask me out ... i thought i should go with you as no one else can tolerate u and ask u out but then you never said anything so i agreed to go with him ...---- " she went on talking but i chose to ignore after that...
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Every punch on Akram's face must have hurted him to death ... i was taking out all my anger on him and using my entire strength to tackle that b***** ... Today is the day of winter ball and i saw geet going with Akram ... as usual i wanted to be blind to the happenings but something inside me warned me to go with her ... i couldn't keep myself in the room my head and heart was having major fight ... it was as if i was under some magic spell that walked me to the venue of the ball ... i saw geet lauging and talking with her friends ... some kind of peace filled me ...but then all that changed when i saw her dancing with Akram ... the main cause of my anger was that A***** was forcefully trying to kiss her when geet was fighting to free herself ...amongst the crowd none seeemed to notice that ... without any second thought i pounced on that idiot and started hitting him ...
I heard geet shout my name from behind ... i felt her arms on my back trying to calm me ... few boys pulled me away from that b***** ... i was still furious about whole thing ... geet huggd me by waist and my hands involuntierly went around her ... Her head leaned on my chest i could feel her rapid breath and tears touching my chest which raised my anger i stiffened probably she felt that and that is why she cupped my face and made me look at her ...
" maan " i heard her call my name " lets go " she said
The ride to house was silent ... Mrs.&Mrs.handa was already in sleeping as they know that we would be late ... We climbed up the stairs my room was adjacent to geet's ... She was about to walk to her room and that is when we noticed that our hands were entwined ... we both looked at each other we din't speak but it was as i i could understand what she is thinking ...
" do u want a hug ? " she asked
An unintentional chuckle left my lips ..
.
" u don't want ? " she asked with the most cutes pout
She was about to walk away when i pulled her towards me and wrapped my arms around her ... HUG *sigh* i ve never hugged anyone in my entire life ... i didn't know if generally hugging feels so warm or its because of geet ... she parted her head and looked at me ,her arms were still wrapped around me tight ...
" do u like me ? " she asked me
I nodded no ... she fowned ... she tried to push me away but i lifted her bridal style and walked to my room ... i placed her in my bed ... she looked at me confused...i removed my watch and shoes then i pulled a duvet and lay down on my bed ...the confusion in her face was replaced by a huge grin she threw her sillhoutes and slipped beside me ... i didn't react she put her arms around me and placed her head on my chest ...
The bliss lasted for a moment before she raised her head and looked at me ... My eyes were fixed on the ceiling ...
" u don't like me ? " she asked
I dind't even look at her ... she crawled up and we were facing each other ... she slightly bent down that our lips were millimetres away ... my heart began to pound fast ...she withdrew ... she repeated that for another two times before i held her head and slammed my lips on hers... that was the first kiss for both of us and it felt bliss in every way for me ... i felt secured in her arms and pulled her close to me ... she pulled away fom me lack of breath else i could have gone on and on ...
" i hate u ... u are very bad " she complained
" do u mean it ? " i asked her with a serious expression
She nodded a no ...
" then never ever tell it " i told her truly
She pressed her petite body against mine and we both drifted to sleep ...
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If you think that whatever happened between me and geet was just a spur of the moment then u are completely wrong... It has been a month since 'that ' night and since then we both are like exclusive... But unfortunately everything between us reminded confined to our four walls or whenever we are alone ... i din't know why i told geet that i didn't want to accept our relationship in front of the world yet ... i was still being the old insecure and scared little kid ...i didn't even let her tell anything to her parents i feared they would take her away from me ... who wants their daughter to date a delinquent...
I checked the clock it was already 11 at night and i heard the door open to see geet walk in hugging her polar bear stuff toy ... it has been our routine since 'that' night... either she would come to my room or i would go to hers mostly it would be the former as i couldn't get to sleep in that all girly room of hers ... i know i m not being loyal to the Handas who trust me but geet is the only magical medicine to wash away my nightmares and give me proper sleep ... it is as if i can't sleep without hugging of kissing her..
.
Geet bent her head and started to kiss me i returned with equal passion ...i pulled her on me and her hands moved on my bare chest ...Her other hand rhythmically led my free hand inside her shirt and that is the moment i knew i must stop as i can never stop myself later ... we both are two young to take any further step and i m much aware of it ...We have whole life for us and i have all time to make her mine in all way ...everything about us was pure and i began to believe that it was my life alas i was wrong ... god has something different store for me...
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I tried hard to open my eyes ... it was all blurred for a moment i wondered if i was stuck in a maze and nothing made sense ... i could see a glass of water on the table and i splashed it on my face saving some to wet my throat ...wiping my face with the corner of my shirt i looked around to capture the surroundings ... it was familiar ...the wardrobe ,tables , curtains and wall screamed my father's name ... indeed it was my father's house ...Oh god how did i come here ... Last thing i remember is that i had a fight with geet as she wanted me to take her to her friends party and i refused ... after our heated argument i came out of the house ... i was walking along a deserted road when a iron rod was hit on my head and ---...and nothing else i could remember ...Why the hell am i in my father's house ... i thought it was demolished ...Was i here by chance or someone got me here ...
My train of thoughts was broken by the old evil laugh...My father... is that possible? Isn't he dead? Oh God what is happening around me... That man my father stood before me his eyes fixed on me ... i prayed that it was all a dream and i would wake up cuddling beside geet but his vile laugh proved me wrong ...
" did u miss me maan ? " i heard his hideous voice
I found myself crawling behind in fear when he was still glued to his place ...
" don't be scared i m here to settle the scores then we all can be free " he gave me a meaningful stare
I hid my face behind my palm not wanting to see him ... he took a couple of steps towards me but was stopped by some noise that made him walk to the living room leaving me alone in a room which was my bed room before years ...I was still weeping hiding myself behind my palm preparing myself to die all i could wish was to see geet's face one last time
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I felt a familiar hold on my shoulders and snapped my head up to see geet standing beside with a worried expression...
" geet what are you doing here ? " i asked
" hussshhh " she told before grabbing my hand and leading me to the bathroom and bolting the door
" what are u doing here " this time i asked with more determined voice
" i came here for you " she said placing her palm on my face
" how did u know i was here ? " i asked specticidal
" i heard dad talking to mom about your father who escaped from the prison " she told
" but my father is dead " i told ... she gave me a confused look
" what made you think that ? " she asked
" i saw him shoot himself " i said
" but maan he shot him on his shoulders how can he be dead then ? "
Really ! then how didn't i know it ? was i so much caught in my own misery that i never noticed that the man who tried to kill me wasn't dead ... by settling scores did he mean killing me ?... i can't let geet stay here last thing i want is to her getting hurt because of me ...
" you can' be here geet its dangerous " i told almost my voice chocking
" i want to be here for you don't ask me to go ... I heard dad talking to the police and i knew u are in danger ... police will be here any time and i want you to be safe ..." i heard her tell
I wanted to protest but then we heard My dad's voice ...i gripped Geet's hand in fear ...
" i know u are up there in the bathroom and trust me i won't hesitate to break it and get you my little boy " he said
I looked at geet who seemed to be as scared as i was ...we heard the door being knocked with something strong and geet quickly pecked my lips that gave me strange strength ...
The next moment i saw my father standing there with that same vile grin ... he looked at me then at geet then back at me ...
" seems that we have a guest " he told looking at geet
I stood hiding her from his eyes and she pressed her face on my shoulders ...
" ah love is such a **** " he laughed hysterically " u both can unite in heaven "
He pointed the gun at me ... i felt geet stiffen behind me ...i closed my eyes awaiting the bullet to pierce me ... Geet who was till then behind me pushed me aside and stood hiding me before i could do anything i heard a bullet fire and the last thing i saw before fainting was her beautiful eyes filled with pain
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I opened my eyes adjusting it to the bright light ... the walls were white and a Jesus statue was on the wall ... where am i? i wondered before i could voice my thoughts i saw the most serene scene in the world geet was sleeping with her head on the bed and she was sitting on the chair her hands were holding mine ... that was then the scenes of my father trying to hurt us passed my mind and i stiffened suddenly ...disturbed by my moment geet woke up and her drowsy eyes met mine ...
" maan " she called with all love of life " u r fine?"
I nodded yes ... so much questions were in my mind as if taking a cue geet answered them...
" thank god u are awake i was scared ... it was the police who shot ur father and i wonder why u fainted ...doc told it was perhaps due to all the stress " she told
Everything started to make sense ...My father trying to kill us and geet coming before me not minding her safety and the gun shot was by the police ... i looked at geet who was now caressing my hair ...i looked at her in awe how can she put her life in trouble for me ... i heard footsteps and saw Mr.&Mrs handa approaching us ...i tried to get away from geet but she was holding my hands firmly ... i glared at her but she wasn't affected ... After giving me few words of strength they took a leave ...
" you can stay with him i ll come pick u both in the evening " i heard Mr.Handa say geet before leaving
I gave her a questioning look ...
" did u tell them ? " i asked sternly ... she just shrugged
" is my mom a fool not to notice swollen lips and occasional love bites ... They have always known it but ..." she left it incomplete
" but ? " i echoed
"They are fine with it " geet jumped in excitement
She hugged me and i couldn't stop smiling seeing my life finally getting perfect... geet lifted her head to look at me ... i tried to kiss her on lips but she stopped
" mom's rule no more kissing " she said making a baby face
I narrowed my eyes
" but we can break it " she winked
I took her lips in mine promising love in that kiss forever...
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