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This story is from the Pov of madhu...
I trust you...now!!! An os...
Standing near the window, I look at the gulmohar tree... Its just like me...
A tear drop down my cheek... I didn't wipe it... As I remember the day I was told by the doctor that my right leg was paralyzed for life time...
I moved from the window and open my drawer and took out my dairy... Which my father presented to me a few days after the doctors word..
I flipped over the first page... I was just 10 years then...
I read in my mind what I wrote... I don't write frequently nor in details just a few words.. To express myself...my feelings...
" my leg is paralyzed forever"
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"i don't like to go to school"
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"i hate to sit ideal and watch my friends play"
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"my mommy was crying"
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"i can't take part in sports day"
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"my father bought me chess board and told me i will take part in sports day"
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"i came second in chess"
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I came 3rd in class...my parents is super happy"
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"i have no friends now..i broke up with them... I don't like sympathy"
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I close my dairy and my eyes and think of my life...
my parents were my real support... I can't hurt them...but i have...
How can i hurt rishav... My love...
i was always sympathize for my incompleteness...
So I never trusted anyone...
I was soon in college... I saw girls putting makeup and over exicted as any good looking guy passed them... I was least bothered... I never put on make up...what's the benefit...
I never bothered to make any friend ... But then rishav came in my life...
A smile automatically came to my face...
I remember how rude I was with him... When he wanted to make friendship with me... I tried to avoid him... But he always was patient with me... I liked his calmness...
But I never trust him...
He was the one who made me publish my poems... I always resitated... By he was confident..it irritated me
I always found ways to go away from him...
he always found ways to come back... Irritating...
I never trusted him...
I was confused...
Why he wanted to be my friend????
was there any ulterior motive??
What was his benefit??? I wasn't beautiful... Though my mommy says I m...but I never believed...
For heaven's sake I can't walk properly... I always needed braces... A support... N
And I hated it.. In fact I hated myself...
I still remember rishav bought the form of the national poetry competition... He had to walk so far to bring the form... In the rainy weather and there was flood everywhere... He didn't even complain was he fell sick after this and I didn't go to visit him in hospital... I want him to hate me... But I wasn't successful...
But now you are... A voice inside me told... I opened my eyes and smiled sarcasticly... Ya now I guess he does...
I opened my diary again... And flipped over few pages...
I updated a few lines...😛
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