OS: A letter to RK
I feel for Madhu so much that I had to write on her behalf. Now, the content is not something a sane person would write. But, love can make you insane. If you are looking for a story that has a happy ending, this is not for you. Let me know what you think of this emotional outburst, internet :)
"Izzat kamayi jaati hai. Yeh vrat rakh ke, rasme nibha ke maangi nahi jati".
But, I thought I had earned my place in your life.
"Aur yeh tum jitni jaldi samajh jaao, tumhare liye utna accha hoga".
You stormed out of the room and left me to pick the pieces of broken china and a broken heart. I cannot help but ask, why? What did I do wrong?
Aji rooth kar ab kahan jaayiyega?
Jahan jaayeyega,
Humme paayiyega.
May be, you are not in a place to reciprocate my feelings. I understand that. There is too much broken in you to mend with kind words.
I will have to hold back and endure until you heal. I hope and pray that the day comes soon. Even if doesn't, I can spend a lifetime waiting for you to come around. You are worth it, RK. You can corner me to your liking but, I will always follow you, close behind.
Nigaaahon se chup kar dikhao toh jaane
Khayalon mein bhi tum na aao toh jaane
I hope you realize that you need me. Or, that I need you. Just anything that will make you acknowledge my presence. I will not stop loving you no matter what you say or do. I will simply hide it from you until you are ready.
You have filled so much love in my heart that the thought of losing it scares me to death. I am not asking you to love me back. But, please do not stop me.
They say if you love someone, set them free. Except, I don't care what they say. I will not set you free, ever! You will always be within my reach. I will make sure I can come running down when you are pain, feeling vulnerable or just need someone to yell at. I will make sure I can find you when you need me.
Aji laakh pardon mein chup jaayiyga
Nazar aayiyege
Nazar aayiyege
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