MAANEET OS-Pehle Pyaar ka pehla gum!!! Sequel's link-pg 142. - Page 24

Rembring that night...she couldnt help comparing..."tonight" with "that night"...
In a way, both the nights are same!
...She couldnt sleep "that night"... And she dont think that she will be able to sleep "tonight" also!

Even the reason for these sleepless nights is same...its.."HIM"
he is the only reason! Both the nights...her mind & heart couldnt think anything...other than him... Its only he & his thoughts that had captured her whole being!

But...Yes!... There is a big diffrence also.
..."That night", was filled with... her first realisation, some sweet memorise, some unanswered questions, feeling of being Special, new emotions & excitment...excitment coz of these new feelings...excitment to meet him again the next day!

Where as... "Tonight"...she knew excatly what were those new feelings! Now She has found answers for those questions...she knew what "those feelings are called"!
But with all this...there is a pain & longing "Tonight"...which is making her heart restless...with the thought that this time she couldnt console her heart saying... "its just few hours...next morning she will meet him again!"

She knew that she wont be able to see him next morning... leave that...she cant see him for days.. 10 DAYS!
And With this thought...more tears came in her already teary hazels.
At that moment...her restless heart wish for its relif...and that was...to see him once... Just once!
But sadly its not possible...and she knew that!

And suddenly a thought came to her mind...or may be her heart was the one asking that to her...
"will he be missing her also??"
"did he also wish to meet her...like she wishes every moment??"
..
Again, she dont have any answer! She smiled sadly. Strange naa! She didnt know anything about his feelings...
Whether, she held that special place in his heart like he did??
Whether, he also think about her in same way as hers??
..
A soft voice called out to her that may be...may be.. he also think about her in the same way!
It was her heart... reminding her of those moment...when she had sometimes felt..that she was also special to him!

And then, she was again lost... thinking about that time when her new found feeling were increasing day by day..after "that night"... And some moments when she had felt that may be..he also had Some...or Same feelings for her!

this time she couldnt console her heart saying... "its just few hours...next morning she will meet him again!"..

That was painfully beautiful..

As diva said you are improving with each update..i completely second her..you are one step ahead towards the perfection today..

love you dear and thank you so much for adding that poem..Your poems rock..😊