HEY MY ALL TREE HUGGERS & JJKN FAN
I saw the road I left back which was full of thorn you all land up there. I was really upset and finally I saw that today the topic is closed.
We came here to enjoy not taking extra tension and as per my experience I got every thing here. When I needed a shoulder to lean I got it, when I need a hand to hold I got it, when need a friend to share my thought I too got, I need a sister to care I got, even when I cry I again got a motherly touch and keep head on her lap. So nothing to repent.
But I got hurt, being bashed, poorly remarked, without reason been attacked.
Again when I open my bag and count pennies what I earned here in this forum and the Ratio comes is : 99 : 1 ( love : hatred).
Me not that innocent one, I too criticize, bashed, made mock. Yes I have done but not upto senseless situation. I bashed SS initially for having fun and when some one oppose also I took as fun. But sometimes after I realized went to the extend of abusing some one even personally me too is not jeopardize to bow head and take that. I started replying hard but the reason was not that as I don't like SS. But she was a guest character in JJKN forum MONA, APU are being bashed and SS became top priority. This would done in KSBKBT forum not here.
I CAN'T CHANGE MYSELF LIKE MONSOON just like someone's mood WHO WAS FIRST JJKN FAN then JANDA ROMANCE FAN, then APOORVA'S FAN & DEFENDER, then SHILPA SHAKLANI BASHER ……………. then turn into SHILPA SAKLANI FAN & DEFENDER then MONA BASHER, then APROOVA BASHER then JJKN BASHER….. finally MEMBER BASHER.
But I would prefer without changing myself according to Monsoon than to opt for A SWEATER IN WINTER, AN UMBRELLA IN RAIN, WHEN THERE IS STROM I WILL PREFER TO STAY AT HOME .
Every has right to give their own view, they right to go according to their choice. Its also not expect they yes whatever I say. There is nothing wrong in criticism rather it helps a person be more perfect and can find out own lacuna. But they are is no right to abuse a person.
So many provocation came but I could sustain it was because my friends you all were there with me to comfort me, Elders to advise me to ignore. And I kept silence even stopped remarking and also praying for stop bashing. Me tried to control my temper share my feeling with you through PM. But You, yourself, as much as anybody else in the entire universe, deserve your own love and affection and me not other than that too. To prove myself I will not waste my time to dig out old thread and paste some quote.
But seeing you all who are close to my heart in the same way I just write this thread. We have lost so many members due this but don't want more. I will request you all not to land into any controversy. We can share our feeling and views through pms. Just to obey seniors, keep unity in this forum. There are so many things to enjoy and lets do that.
Moni's game Instant reaction helped to increased my post. Priya Award ceremony was Awesome to read, Poetry contest made like a person me into a Poet. And I am thankful to them.
If I didn't fire back it doesn't mean I am afraid. Yes I can shoot a person even giving me death penalty but not before without giving change to them to improve.
I KNOW AFTER POSTING THIS I MAY GET AGAIN ATTACK BUT I WILL NOT COMMENT BACK ……………. As I know SOLDIERS REMAIN ALWAYS SOLDIERS BUT THEY DO NOT FIGHT BACK UNLESS WAR IS DECLARED BECAUSE IF THEY DO SO IT WILL BE CALLED NONE OTHERTHAN TERRORIST ATTACK.
BUT STILL I AM READY TO HOLD THEIR HAND SAY MY FRIEND COME BACK.
IF THIS POST MADE ANY INCONVENIENCE TO ANYONE I APOLIGE FOR THE SAME.