Um, well I'm not a silent reader of the forum and nor do I watch the show regularly. I am just aware of the basic plot and the current story line. So I wrote an OS. I can't really send out PMs because I don't know anyone from this forum but still, those who are reading, I hope you enjoy it. 😛
Anandi
I wiped away a tear spilling down my cheek. He caught it. Ringing with curiosity, I looked up into his disconcertingly penetrating eyes. Why? Why me? Why was I the one whose life had crumbled into uncountable fragments? Why was I the one who had lost someone I loved, found someone that was meant for me and then was being pushed to marry the one that left me long ago because he needed me now? What about the times when I needed him? Was he there? No, so why me? 'Because God thought that you were the only one who had the courage to be bear the pain,' he said reading my mind. I loved it how he understood everything without me saying a word. He knew what I felt, what I thought and what I meant without me having to explain myself. This was another time when I felt as if we were meant to be. 'You know that your tears are crystals Anandi?' he asked in his honey-soothing voice, 'They are too precious to let go of.' I wanted to smile but couldn't. More than tears, the weight of the sadness in my heart was too heavy to avoid. 'But what if I there are too many tears to hold in my eyes. What if I need to let them out so my vision doesn't get blurred?' I asked tilting my head. 'Then you'll always have my shoulder to lean so you can cry,' he replied welcomingly. I let out a small, sarcastic laugh, 'I will never have you Shiv; you left me, just like happiness.' Shiv turned his head and stared out towards the mountains in the view of where we were sitting as he replied to my remark, 'If that's how you want to put it you can but all I want you to know is that I didn't leave your for myself.' There was a piercing silence. I didn't say anything because I had no words to express the countless emotions whirling inside me. Finally he broke the killing pause of speech, 'He loves you Anandi,' he said unexpectedly. 'No he doesn't,' I replied instantly, 'He wants me.' Shiv's voice was unusually blunt as he asked me, 'How do you know that it's want not need?' I replied in the same tone as him without thinking twice, 'How does it matter anyway? He left me so I moved on. Now that Gauri isn't with him, why should I step back into his life again? Won't that just make it seem as if I was waiting for him all along?' 'But what if you were waiting for him? What if you just didn't realize?' he enquired. I turned my head to look him in the eyes. I couldn't find the words so I used my eyes to speak to him instead. He understood, I know he did.
Shiv
Her eyes, the way she looked at me, everything about her tempted me. It was the biggest challenge in the world staying away from her because it killed me. Her eyes revealed everything in her heart, to me at least. 'If I was waiting for him Shiv, then why would I have accepted to marry you, why would I have accepted you and why would I have accepted your love?' they asked me. I had no reply. 'He said you still loved him,' I said dragging my eyes away from hers. 'Jagya said that and you believed him?' she questioned with pain in her voice. 'Anandi please try and understand.' 'Try and understand what?!' she snapped at me, 'Try and understand that yesterday you told me that you loved me and now you are saying that we're not good enough for each other?' I swallowed my anguish and misery and forced the words out of my mouth, 'I don't love you.' 'Well if you don't love me then what are you doing here with me now Shiv?' she exclaimed. 'You were crying, so I thought to come,' I replied. 'If you don't love me then why do my tears and my sadness matter to you?' she asked aggressively. 'They don't,' and as soon as I said that I realized I had gone too far, I'd hurt her. She stood on her feet and walked away from where we were sitting on. She was crying because I'd hurt her, I'd gone way overboard. I really didn't mean to do it. I just wanted her to be happy ' and I'd realized that maybe her happiness was Jagya, not me. All I wanted was her to live her life with him because ' well to be honest I don't have a reason.
Anandi
He ran up to me as I was walking away, took me by the hand and pulled my body to his. 'Leave me alone!' I screamed as I fought his firm hold. 'No,' he replied stubbornly. 'Let go of me Shiv! I don't want you! I don't need you! Just go!' 'Anandi, stop it!' he ordered over my voice but I didn't stop. 'Go away! I want nothing to do with you!' 'Anandi, stop it! Listen to me, Anandi!' I continued fighting him away from me, 'Leave me alone Shiv! Go away! Just go!' He'd had enough. He grabbed both my shoulders aggressively, pushed me to his car beside us and put his lips on mine. I stopped pushing him away and crunched his collar into my fists. We kissed passionately, endlessly and eventually broke apart; both gasping for breath.
Shiv
'Listen to me Anandi,' I said now that I had her attention. Her forehead was resting on my shoulder. I held her chin so her face was looking into mine and then I saw the most unexpected and beautiful thing in the world-a smile, her smile. She burst herself into my arms speaking the words which meant the universe to me, 'I love you.' I was shocked at first, my muscles and body were tensed. I closed my eyes and the first thing I saw was her face. I smiled. We were undoubtedly meant to be. I smiled and wrapped my arms around her pulling her close. 'I love you too,' I lovingly told her. I felt her grin widen against my shoulder. I knew I had made a mistake. I shouldn't have believed Jagya when he told me that Anandi still lived in the memory of him because she didn't. Jagya was her pain not her happiness. He needed her, wanted her but she, Anandi, the love of my life needed me. She had done enough for others, now it was time for me to make her do something for herself. I broke apart from the hug and went down on my knees. 'Anandi, will you marry me?' She smiled that beautiful smile. 'I will.'
...and she became mine, forever.
The End
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