Disclaimer: Beauty lies in the eyes of Beholder...
My Dear IF friends,
I risk nothing because, everyone can consider themselves as beautiful as they want to...
When I say I was reasonably good looking - that means - a well put face, that you can look at without being afraid and having nightmares...
Then "Iss Pyaar Ko Kya Naam Doon" happened to me...
so, I fell in love... I fell in love with the show...with the direction to begin with, then with Khushi's different facial expressions... particularly when Arnav would catch her doing some weird stuff...
with Arnav and Khushi... With Barun and Sanaya... with beautifully shot scenes.. with Mami's dialogues.. With Anjali's ..smile.. and sisterly love.. With Shyam...ARE YOU CRAZY?... No, I did not fall in love with him but to keep up with the title of show - Nafrat ie Hate for Shyam... Love for everyone else!
I stopped being with my family... I stopped going out... I stopped watching movies... I stopped watching any other show.. I stopped catching up on news... catching up on stock market... on any other gossip.. I do not know what my best friend is up to...I do not know what I may have to eat this evening...
ALL I KNOW IS THAT I MUST WATCH THE SHOW and then write my post... make VMs etc
I started staying up whole night... being on forum.. not getting my beauty sleep ... has made my skin glow less... Ahhh Sanaya... now your glow is even more attractive...
My eyes are always puffed up no matter what I do as I am awake night after night..peeking at the forum on computer or watching previous episodes...
I am always dehydrated as I do not even drink enough water...
I am starting to have split ends as I do not oil my hair anymore..takes time out of my busy IF-IPKKND schedule...
I am putting on weight as I do not sleep, eat right..and no exercise...
I know more about Sanaya and Barun's life that I do about my own...
YOU GET THE PICTURE!
Then Barun takes off for the movie and I worry... about the success of his movie for all the reasons we know well!
I worry about the show's TRP more than my scholarly work...
I worry more about what may happen to Khushi and Arnav than what may happen to me...
I do not talk to my sister on phone everyday anymore .. or my non-IF friends...
I am MIA for everyone else but my IF friends...
AHHH
EVEN IN MY OWN EYES!
AH, What should I name my love for IPK>>>>?
Ab Isss Pyaaar Kooo Kyaaa Naaam Dooon?
When I look at myself in the mirror now, this is how I feel:

Still , I am not giving up my IPK life!
Venice, Paris, London, New York can wait...
Please join me in calling me 'ugly' officially but still a die hard fan of IPK -
hit 'LIKE' to celebrate my ugliness
and do comment - with tomatoes, rotten eggs, different creams, recommendations for plastic surgeons, cosmetic surgeons,,, etc etc..
Now What Should I do?
Being Beautiful is only my right but everyone has a right to be ugly so..read the note below:
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