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So finally breakdown from Kunal. So yes I must torture with my post no matter how sleepy I am.
So episode starts out with hug. We knew very-well Siddhi fell asleep in Kunal's arms so it was expected. But A-R🤢 has to come there and spoil the party. It was like Kunal had forgotten these two are coming. Chipkoo again took Siddhi away from Kunal's arms, decided to carry her. Kunal was obviously hurt but he couldn't react right there or may be didn't know how to react. But he did go after Siddhi to make sure everything is fine. Liked how chipkoo went out and left SINAL alone. Now Kunal admiring Siddhi and looking at her wound. Almost trying to touch her wound to see how bad it is? To me that appeared very symbolic. was he just looking at her physical wound or also emotional wounds as she confessed it. But again she had to stop him. It seem before Kunal can think of responding, chipkoo came back and started nursing Siddhi. Kunal looked at R🤢, back at chipkoo and stopped himself from reacting. But his jealousy and more so pain was evident due to fist and his facial expressions. If it couldn't get any bad, R🤢 had to grab his wrist where he gave expression like what the hell? So I guess whole point of letting Abhay carry and care was to show jealous yet secure Kunal as he knows what's in Siddhi's heart.
With that being said, still they could have shown Kunal doing it all. Sure he can't say dude back off (as much as I would like it); he should reserve that when Siddhi is conscious. But only people who can touch SINAL are SINAL. We saw enough jealousy from both Kunal-Siddhi; now stop this touchy nonsense, didn't like it for one bit. 😡
Next liked how Kunal just took his hand away and like what do you want lady? But it is her asking that with you said this and that. Liked Kunal's answer yes I said it. Next Richa going with caring for her and keeping her in your arms, are you ending it or "us rishte ki nayi shurvat kar rahe ho?" We are hearing this line a lot lately so I hope it is significant. But R🤢 going you can't avoid me anymore or my questions. So you do understand from 9 years he is avoiding you but still you don't get it. The asking him, "do you want to go away from Siddhi or not; do you want to leave her or not?" Lady it is not in his power to make that decision, he can't help it. If you think by 9 year physical separation he left Siddhi, 🤣 more jokes on your comedy. Just think, all these years you feed him with lies, get help form his parents, even use his son to blackmail, manipulate him yet he doesn't give in; so did he really leave Siddhi?
But now Kunal gives it to her, don't care about your stupid questions. That's right he said it😎 Next part was even better, Richa darling just interpreted his actions to show how much Kunal loves Siddhi. Kunal could have left her for blah blah reason but he didn't do it. Siddhi you wanted Kunal to give proof for his love, well ask Richa as she knows it very well.😆 Sure go ahead how Kunal stayed with her at eveyr step making her realize he still... oh why did you stop, even Kunal wondered, yeah why did you stop as it was pretty good. But finally it hits her, truth is neither Kunal wants to move away from Siddhi, nor Siddhi wants to move away from him. Again lady, they can't help it as it is pure love; something you will never get.
As if what already took place wasn't enough, your last words pushed Kunal more to think about their rejuvenated love. Love how he is lost in Siddhi and only Siddhi. Kunal looking back at whole confession, starting from Siddhi's pain for him, her love for him and finally the solace she experienced in his arms. Just too good. While Kunal is lost in wonderful world, that lady is going on and on, best ignoring I have seen.😆 Even when she turned him around asking are you even listening, still lost in Siddhi. He didn't acre what she had to say just so happy that Siddhi still loves him. Such bliss he was under, he didn't realize where he was. and again comes, just leave me alone. Yes lady, finally he said it.
Now while R🤢 is being put down so good, chipkoo starts his crap. Not interested. I don't even remember what he said, just stay far far away from Siddhi or before Kunal, we will jump in.
Now comes part I have been waiting for so long. I am going to brag and say I was right about his perspective. Yes Kunal is able to see it all. He CAN READ Siddhi's eyes. He sees her pain, love for him, her longing for him, he can see it all. He even reflected back on Siddhi's words about 9 years and how she was planning to tell him everything. Here he no longer can hold it and simply bursts out. All he that he had bottled up for all these years starts coming out as it is open now. He too waited long time. Due to all the lies and what was said, he tried to move on but simply couldn't. Life put him at the same place she left him.
He was not able to move on as no matter what was told to him, his heart simply refused to believe it. He couldn't believe his Siddhi would do so he stayed at the same place Siddhi left him. May be with hope she will come back at the same place?
Each day he battled within himself to pick a side. World says Siddhi left, but his heart simply wouldn't accept it. So all that came out of this battle was questions that made him lost. Didn't know where to go so he started lying. He lied to Siddhi (So was it really AC1 or he was simply lost and just didn't know), tried to lie to himself about he no longer cares for Siddhi, actually hates her. and finally with honesty, he accepts that his destiny is Siddhi, it starts from her, ends at her, his every breath, heartbeat, his heart, his brain; it's all her. He no longer can deny it. And yelling out "I love you" was needed as he needs to let go of the load he had kept inside of him all these years. Him acknowledging he is dead with out while hitting his head on wall; what can I say? Remember "Kunal Chopra is Dead?"
Again I will brag I was right about him. He had kept everything bottled up so far. His pain, sheer agony, yearning and love for Siddhi was all was kept inside. He really couldn't open up to anyone. Only person he can really expose himself to was Siddhi. But since the day she left, again he was a shell where nothing would come out. He took in pain, taunts of the world and it all simply added to the conflict and emotional turmoil he experienced every day. He was in bad fix. From what was presented before him, Siddhi didn't care, but his heart refused to accept that and raised questions. If he really believed Siddhi did all that was told to him, well there shouldn't be any conflict. Only person who could have resolved this conflict or open him up is very person responsible for it, SIddhi. Kunal was fearful and had feeling of uncertainty in his life given Siddhi's absence. Now he sees that "His Siddhi" is back, he feels secure and is able to be honest to himself. The denial or resistance to accept his feelings only resulted in self-destruction. But now honest acknowledgment has opened it up. With this sense of security, comes peace, confidence and belief in himself and much more.
Also liked Kunal's convo with Abhay. Loved how confident Kunal was talking to that politician and the way he said I am a lawyer. few months ago he was afraid to go near court, and now willing to drag a politician to court-room. Glad to see happy and confident Kunal after so many months. Kunal thanking goons was also good, we too thank them very much. Abhay questioning why only slap? Dude you don't want this guy to start, just ask Rakesh😆 Liked Kunal's answer as some confusion as how far he should go or can go. We did see Siddhi questioned him later on and he gave most pathetic answer or lie. Kunal thanking Abhay and saying anything for boss, of course boss in your life😆😉. Loved him saying whatever he did was for himself. So I see honest acknowledgments are coming out of you. Good, about time.
I know it's long but don't care today...😛
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