MN FF-*Kuch to hain Tujhse Raabta* Prt-14,Pg-83 - Page 32

On the other side , there was complete silence , Nupur completely shocked she haven't expected or had thought such bitter reality of one's life in her dreams or infact in nightmares also.

This was something which left her in complete shock.

Slowly slowly she came out from the trance and slowly slowly salty water trickle down fom her eyes travel through her face and fall on the keypad of her laptop .

Soon,the one drop was joined by his friends which wee coming from bothe eyes,Nupur was clueless that upto this extreme misforutne had happened to Mayank's life,She was feeling his pain ,and could easily understood what might have felt to him at that moment , he must be completely broken from inside.

This vulnerable side of Mayank had shaken Nupur from inside.

She has lost her capability to think furthur; she had already seen that Mayank had logged off.

Its better neither he nor she was in any condition to move forward their conversation furthur after this secret which has been open infront of her.

She was cursing herself,"What I have done'.i didn't want tohurt him ,but unintentionally I did it,I bring the most moments of most dreadfull of his life again infront of his,I am so bad,I won't be able to forgive myself,I don't know how Mayank would be feeling this time, I sure he must be cursing me for bring this up,Sometimes I became so stubborn what he must be thinking of me, I had hurted him so much '.I shoudn't force him'Now I do not deserve his friend anymore , who want such a friend who hurts them,I such a bad friend''..I am sorry Mayank,If could possible please forgive me'Please 'I know I have committed the very big mistake which cannot be forgiven so easily but still I just hope that, you could give one more chance, I am sorry for hurting you,I am really sorry, I am so idiot,hope you will forgive me'I am really very very sorry".She silently logout from her account without replying him anything as she wanted give time him and herself.

Saying so'Nupur slowly drifted to sleep but still she was sobbing in her sleep , she was feeling guilty for hurting Mayank,and was again and again murmering "I am sorry ",Even in her sleep, She held herself responsible for bringing most worst day of his life infront of his eyes again'

They don't know when they slept'. All this time they need was sleep as both were so tired of the emotional happening happened few hours before that it's really very difficult for them to think furthur in that turmoil so without any wait for the sleep to come.

Their eyes themselves got so heavy that gradually gone to sleep, hope that could help them to figure out something.

Both were waiting for sunrise having a hope in their heart that this morning would bring something in their life.New morning could bring new hopes, new aspirations and ideas.Let's see'.

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Sunrises , lighting the swhole room with his fresh yellow light, enabling the flowres to feel the fresh air,bringing new aura to people's life.

Newpaper vendors have set up their shop .All the fruits vendor had setup their portable shop, bringing fresh and healthy fruits.

People are going for their morning walk gaining fresh air and talking about their daily routines to each other.

With slow steps Sunlight enters his room, making him aware that a new day has been started, he should wake up now.

This is new day, brings new hope and aspirations, and also give him way to settle down the unexpected turns of life in past if could possible.

Sunlight falls on his enabling him to open his eyes.Lazily he open his welcoming the new day.Streching his arms he looked towards his side table watch.

It's only 7'o Clock, he closed his time as he still has an hour but as soon he closed his eyes last night conversation came across his mind.His mind drifted towards the reaction of Nupur, he is completely unaware how she must be feeling, he had already cursed himself for nth time for letting this secret open infront of her where he knows that she sensible yet strong girl.

Sleep has gone miles away from his eyes and mind.He got up and walks towards the balcony to feel the fresh air.May this fesh air could able to cool down his nerves and enable him to reach any decision on this.

Leaning over the railing of his balcony he inhaled the fresh air and welcomed the bright sunlight with his arms ,it felt so peace,these morning air have a sort of magic in them ,they give him a feeling of content and relaxation to his mind so that he could take proper step and proper decision throughout the day.

Seeing the people outside the road and how the small chilren are clinging on their father's shoulder briught a cute smile on his face and then he saw a girl was bargaining to a fruit vendor, seeing her he recalled of Nupur, when she is with him she is no longer a introvert or shy girl but became a stubborn and highly irritating girl.

*Should I talk to Nupur'I know I logged off without knowing her reaction'?

I do not have any clue what is going in her mind and heart.

What should I do..!!!!

Should I apologise her for letting this out or should just talk to her like same as I used to and wait for reaction and should observe how she behaves with me'*

*No'this is not good.

What to do'.Let's just a send a morning message to her and wait for her reply as well as her reaction'*

*Should I send a message to her or should wait for her any messege or any initiation from her side'*

*WHt if she is pitying on me'.God'I can't able to bear that'"

*Mom 'I so need you this time why do't you visible me in the morning, why you come only at the night'*

What should I do'.??

Do I deserve her friendship, after my serect being revealed does she want to be my friend, will she share my pain or will show sympathy or mercy like other of this unmercifull world'!!!

My head will soon blown up thinking'I am not able to take any conclusion'

Why I don't want to hurt her, just want her comfort.She certainly has some magic in herself'

Thinking of her a cute smile played in her lips and his thought completely indulged in thinking about her.

His chain of thoughts was broken by the tweeting sounds of the pair of birds.They were making their nest and it seems they love each other very much'

He awoke each morning with the desire to do right, to be a good and meaningful person, to be, as simple as it sounded and as impossible as it actually was, happy.

And during the course of each day his heart would descend from his chest into his stomach. By early afternoon he was overcome by the feeling that nothing was right, or nothing was right for him, and by the desire to be alone. By evening he was fulfilled: alone in the magnitude of his grief, alone in his aimless guilt, alone even in his loneliness.