Why is Loving someone so painful? (On Hold)

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INDEX: (On Hold)

Prlouge: BELOW
Chapter 1 : BELOW
Chapter 2: BELOW
!!!NEW CHAPTER 3: Page 4!!!

REALLY IMPORTANT NOTE ON PAGE 5

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Posted: 12 years ago
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I KNOW I DIDNT UPDATE FOR A LONG TIME AND NOW I AM STARTING A NEW FF...BUT I
COULDNT STOP MYSELF...I WILL TRY TO UPDATE AS SOON AS POSSIBLOE...

BUT PLZ READ THIS ONE TOO AND TELL ME HOW IT IS AND IF I SHOULD CONTINUE THIS😃


Prlouge:

Choote its time that you forget her...you have your whole life infront of you and I cant see you like this...

What you want me to do???

Marry her...

Marry who???

Khushi Kumari Gupta...

I wont...I cant

Ok if this is your last desicion then We will also leave from here forever...

Dont you dare to say that againa ever...Ok I will marry her...
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Ms.Gupta I will marry you...BUT

BUT???

But you will be my wife infront of my family and for the rest of the world...You are free to do anything but it shouldnt effect my personal or my profesionall life...You are not allowed to question any of my desicions...You will get all the facilities which all Raizada members get...Basically in MYroom we will be stragners and you will not try be my wife...
Got it???
...Before I agree I have a question...Why are you doing this?
Why are you marrying me if you dont want to...

This is none of yourf buisiness...
(I am really sorry...I know that you didnt deserve me as a husband...But I can never forget her...NEVER...And no other person can take her place in my heart...EVER...So it would be better for you to deny my wedding proposal...)

OK...I agree...

And yes maybe I add more clauses to the contract...
(Please say No)

What kind of...

I said dont question me back...anyways I will not add any clauses in which Ihave to be intimate with you or ect...so you dont be happy...bcoz like I said we will just act as happy husband and wife
but we will never be one...
That means no future plans

How long we have to act like this?

I dont know...

With that he left a crying Khushi behind him...
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Why???

Why this has to happen with me????
A wedding without any future...

Why did I say Yes when I know that someday I have to leave...
What will I do after this????

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Why???

Why did you say Yes???
Couldnt you say NO???

But I cant change it I will hurt you till you breake down and leave as far away from me as possible...
...AND I DONT CARE WHAT THINGHS I HAVE TO DO TO YOU WHETHER IT WILL GO AGAINST MY OWN CLAUSES.
...I am Sorry but I cant forget her...
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What do you do if you have to sacrafice your life & love for someone???
What do you do if you think that your life cant get worse but it goes???
What do you do if you find your true happiness and love...but your past comes across your present and shadows your future????
What do you do if you have to choose between past and present???
What do you do if you have to choose between resposibility and love???

WHY IS LOVING SOMEONE SO DIFFICULT???

...If you want to know than join Arnav Khushi on their journey...
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Plz tell me if you liked it and if I should continue...

As you all understood that Arnav will marry Khushi...but the reason why both agree will be the twist in the story...and the twist is in their past which I will update sooon...

So plz like and comment...😃
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Posted: 12 years ago
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prologue
nice...
cont soon dear...

PS - when will u update Arranged or Forced Marriage?No its a LOVE MARRIAGE?
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Originally posted by: spvd

prologue
nice...
cont soon dear...

PS - when will u update Arranged or Forced Marriage?No its a LOVE MARRIAGE?



I am glad tht you like my FF
I am trying to update it as fast as I can
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Originally posted by: MyAnastasia18



I am glad tht you like my FF
I am trying to update it as fast as I can



see u soon in that FF dear and pm me...
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Chapter 1:

Anjali and Nani come in Arnav's room...

Anjali: Choote can we come in??

Arnav looked up from his laptop...

Arnav: Sure Di Come in...Come in Nani...

They sit on his bed...

Arnav: What happend Di? Do you want to talk about something??

Anjali: Do we need any excuses to come in your room and spend some time with you???

Arnav: I didnt meant that Di...Anyway if you want to spend some time with me then you sit here I will do my work...

With that he turned back to his place to do his work but Anjali stopped him...

Anjali: Choote wait...
Anjali looked with pleading eyes to her Nani...

Nani: Yes Choote..plz sit with us...

Arnav: Would you both plz tell me what do you want to say??

Nani: Ok..Choote we wanted to talk to you about..

Arnav: My Marriage...right??he said in a bit angry and irritated voice...

Nani looked down...

Arnav: Nani how oft do I have to tell you that...

Anjali: you dont want to marry...right?? she said in an angry voice...
Fine...we aren't here to fight with you...if you dont wont to get married again...then I and Nani will leave from here...forever...Now its up to you...Come Nani...with that both went out of his room...

Arnav clenched his jaw and his fist in anger...He closed his eyes and took a deep breath...He tried to forget the memories which were coming back...He followed them...
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Anjali and Nani were packing their things when Arnav came in their room...

Arnav: Di...Nani...

But both ignored him...

Arnav was getting more angry by each passing second...

Arnav: Ok fine...I will marry again.

Anjali and Nani turned around...

Anajli: Really Choote...

Arnav: Yes...You start searching for a girl...and never ever in my life say that again that you both will leave me...with that he left for his room.

Nani: Shouldn't we tell him that we already choosed a girl for him??

Anjali: No Nani..This was enough for today...Let him breath...Tomorrow morning we will tell him...

Anjali and Nani went to get some sleep...
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Arnav came back into his room...

He remembered his past...

flashback:
I love you
I love you too

Will you Marry Me???
Yes, I will

Sorry, we couldnt save her
No...No...
We are really sorry...
flashback ends

He couldnt sleep the whole night...her memories were hunting him...

Arnav: I'm Sorry...I coudn't fulfill my promise...I lost you...forever...
I Love you...Plz come back...
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Khushi I am asking you...answer me...

Khushi: What should I answer Amma???she said while eating chips..

A: Should I say yes to the proposal??

K: Why are you asking me Amma??she was so engrossed in her chips...

A: What do you mean?? Its your marriage so you should decide if you want to marry him or not...with that she took the chips packet from her...

K: Ya..Ya...I know...But Amma I'm sure that yours and babuji's choice is the best choice...so from my side its a yes...ok...happpy??

A: Yes very happy...

K: Fine...Now can I leave...

A: Yes...And be sure that you behave good in the evening infront of them and that you have to prepare the food.

K: Ok ma'am...she quickly hugged her amma took the chips packet and went to her room..

A: KHUSHI...I SAID YOU WILL PREPARE THE FOOD...DID YOU LISTEN..she screamed...

K: YES MOM...I WILL DO IT...LATER ON...

A: Oh god I hope the groom likes her and says yes...
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Precap: Arshi first meeting...what will happen??

I know that it was a bit boring but this has to be...but next updates will be better and more interesting😉
I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS STORY...
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Posted: 12 years ago
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part 1
nice...
Arnav is already married i mean was married?
cont soon...
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Posted: 12 years ago
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😈IF SOMEBODY WANTS A PM HE/SHE HAS TO COMMENT😈

ENJOY:

Chapter 2:

It was afternoon and Arnav had to come back home bcoz his Di called him up for an emergency...

Arnav: Di...I'm back...where r you?

Anjali and Nani came down...

Anjali: Choote...come have your lunch with us...

Arnav: You called me home to have lunch with you? Is this your emergency?
You know I always eat in my office..

Nani: Yes Choote we know you eat in your office but still spend some time with us...we also called Akash and Shyam from Office...

Arnav: Never Mind...with that he went to the dining table...

Akash, Payal, Shyam, NK, Mami and Mama also joined them...
(Payal is not a relative of Khushi)...
They all started their lunch...

Anjali: Choote do you have time in the evening??

Arnav: Why Di? he asked in a different but calm voice...

Anjali: Bcoz...she looks to Nani...

Nani: Bcoz we have seen a girl for your marriage and we want to visit the familiy in the evening she stopped to see everyones reaction...

NK was about to ask something bcoz he as usual doesn't understood wht Nani meant but Anjali stopped him, Shyam had a smile and showed thumbs up to Anjali...Akash and Payal were exchanging smiles...just Mami's face droped at this...She was about to interrupte when her husband, Manohar stopped her and reassured her..
Arnav wasn't reacting for a while...he stopped eating and stood up...
He was about to leave from there...

Anjali: Choote...is this the way you beahve with Nani...atleast give us an answer...

She waited but there was no reaction from Arnav...Arnav took a deep breath and without turning around...

Arnav: Yes I will be ready...with that he left..

All were really happy except Mami..

Mami: Hello Hi Bye Bye...Why nobody tells me about whats happening heres..humph...with that she left from the table...
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Arnav was in his room...

Arnav (to himself): Oh Man they really mean it this time with my marriage. What should I do??...I know what I have to do...

With that he sat on his bed and started to do some work to distract himself...
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It was evening:

A: Khushi?...Khushi?...where are you?...Did you prepared the food?
Khushi?...And did you changed?...KHUSHI...she screamed trying to find her...

At last Garima found Khushi in the Kitchen, eating all the Gulab-jamun, Jalebis and Samosas...

A: Khushi...wht are you doing...this was for the guests...

Khushi wasn't listening bcoz she was listening to music...Garima saw the headphones in her ears and put them out...

K: Who is it? she asked annoyed and turned to the side...her gulab-jamun and jalebi were about to fall from her hand...she quickly stuffed both in her mouth and run from there with her Amma behind her...

A: Khushi stop there...

K: No Amma I know you will beat me up...She saw her father and quickly hide behind him...

Bauji: Let it be Garima...

At this Buaji came: Sanka Devi you eat all the stuff didn't you?

K: No Bauji I didn't...

A: Don't you dare to lie to us...

But before they could do anything else the door bell rang...Khushi took this opputunity and pecked his father: Thnx Bauji...she pecked her mom who was distracted and gave a hard peck to Buaji: Yes Buaji I ate everything...She run away still laughing...

Bujai: Sanka Devi...Stop...Wait till I get you...After that nobody can save you from me...she screamed behind her...

K: Try it Buaji but you will never get me...she screamed still laughing...

Garima just shook her head: I hope they like this crazy girl...

We do...said someone from behind...
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Arnav and his family members reached Khushi's house...It was a normal house...not that big and not that small...just perfect for a 4-Person family...
Before they could ring the bell they saw that the door was open and that there was a war going on between a girl and an elder women...

Arnav's eyes widened: What the!!!

He heard the girls laughter but couldn't see her as she was standing with her back to the door...

The other Raizada's were smiling seeing Khushi like this...

Arnav rang the bell with that he distracted the women who was trying to beat the girl...He saw how this girl used this oppurtionity and run away but before that giving all a peck and provoking her Buaji more...

He was amused...The house was full with her laughter...The atmosphere her was much lighter then at home, he thought...
He was brought back from his thoughts when Anjali took him inside the house...They all sat there...
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Garima: I'm extremly Sorry for my daughters behaviour...She is just nervous...

Nani: Its Ok...

Anjali: Btw where is your daughter now??

A: I have to search for her...she sighed with a embarressed smile...

Buaji: No need Garima sit here...I know who knows where she is know...Am I right Shashi??

Shashi: Ehmmm...I will call her...he said and quickly looked away from Garima...she was quite emberressed at Khushi and Shahi's behaviour...

Shashi went into a corner of the house and called Khushi:
Hello...Khushi beta...where are you??

K: Oh Bauji...I'm in my room...I totally forgot which dress Amma said me to wear and I'm struggling with the dresses here..I just rememeber she said Khushi wear this light blue dress...but I don't know which one it was...
Help me..

B: Choose any light blue dress and plz come fast or else your mom will not leave me...

K: Ok..Ok...she cut the call.
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Arnav was getting restless he had to talk to her...Shashi came back...

Shashi: Ehmm...Khushi was waiting upstairs...she thought Garima will call her...I mean get her here...he lied to them...

All Raizada members just smiled and nooded...Garima was about to bring her down when Arnav intrrupted...

Arnav: I need to talk her alone...so its better if she is upstairs...

Nani and Anjali thought that Arnav wanted to tell her everything...but they couldn't do anything bcoz Garima nooded in approval and showed him her room...

Arnav went from there to talk to her...Nani and Anjali decided to tell them the truth behind this marriage...
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Arnav was standing infront of Khushi's room...he knocked but there was no response...he knocked again...but there was again no response...he was about to leave when he heard the voice of Bangles and Payal's...how he hated these voices...
He silently opened the door and locked it behind him...
Khushi on the other side was selecting bangles and Payal's for herself...
Arnav just stopped where he was and couldn't believe what he was seeing:


A petite girl, with some bangles on her wrists and some still in her hands...a blue flower ring on her finger...Payals around her anklets and some still in her hand...
He could see her back...he himself didn't know wht happend...he saw so many women wearing backless dresses in his parties or photo shoots but he never reacted this was...

A: Shit...Wht happened to me??

At this Khushi realised that there was someone in her room...and it was a man...she quickly turned around and the bangles and Payal fell from her hand and broke on the ground...She was hell shocked...

K: Who are you?...What are you doing in my room?...What do you want?...
she said in a shaky...

Arnav was just looking at her from head to toe...

Khushi: I'm asking you for the last time...answer me or I will beat you up and I swear I'm really good in beating up boys...

Hearing this Arnav came back to his ASR-Mode...and started to walk towards her...Khushi was looking here and there to find something that she can beat him up...She turned around but couldn't see anything which could help her...On the other side Arnav stopped there as he again saw her back...but this time he saw that her 2nd dori was about to open and with that her 1st dori was also about to open...He quickly got near her...She felt that he was close to her...He put her hair aside and touched her dori...for a moment she couldn't move...But as soon as he touched her dori he also touched her back and she came back to her senses...on the other side Arnav was also feeling bizzare he don't know wht happend to him...But before he could think further...she turned around and pushed him away...she began to throw all things at him...earings...necklace...bangles...Payals...all things which were lying on the table...

K: You disguisting man...Dont you feel ashamed doing this kind of things... Don't you have any sister at home...pervert...she said while throwing the things at him...

Arnav was hell shocked at wht was happening...He tried to defend himself from her by using his arms and hands...But then he let her throw everything on him and didn't moved from there...She was still throwing things at him and talking some nonsense which was coming to her mind...

Khushi noticed that the things on the table were now lying everywhere in the room and she had nothing to defend herself...She just looked at him...His eyes were closed and he was taking deep breaths...His jaw and fist were clenched...She took the oppurtionaty to run away...

Just as she was running away from him he catched her wrist, with closed eyes...Her breath got catched...He turned her around to him, so her chest collided with his hard chest...his eyes were now open and fire was visible in them...Khushi gulped..

A: What the hell were you doing?? he asked through greeted theeth...

Khushi didn't answered...

A: Answer me damn it...he yelled at her...

Khushi flinched at his tone...she was hell scared bcoz nobody ever talked to her in this tone...Sh struggled to get her hand out of his strong grip...

A: How dare you to throw things on Arnav Singh Raizada? he said in an angry voice

Khushi's tear were now flowing down on her cheeks and she was looking on the ground...He brought her closer and she looked up at him...

A: I.SAID.ANSWER.ME...he again said...but then he saw her tears and realised that he was scaring her and she wouldn't answer him...he slowly let go of her wrist...She didn't moved from there and just looked at him with teary eyes...She didn't know how he hated to see tears...
He put her hair aside and again tried to close her dori...this is when she came back and tried to push him away...but he held her arms but couldn't balance himself with her and both fell down on the bed with Khushi lying on top of him...

She was shocked, her eyes were wide open...he was also shocked but didn't showed her...He was looking at her innocent face and she was looking at him...he didn't realised when her hand reached for an iron which was lying on the bed...he saw from the corner of his eyes something coming in his direction..He could just hold her left wrist and held it behind her back...

A: What the!!! he said suprised and a bit amused

Arnav (to himself): Girls die to spend some time with me and here she is with me on the bed and she is hell bent down to kill me...

Before he could think further he felt some movement under his back...it was her right hand which was about to be squeezed under his heavy weight...she somehow managed to get it out and tried to slap him...but her hand stopped some inches away from his face...he was confused...she tried to get up...when she stood up he again pulled her this time he was above her...

K: Ju...Just...le..leave...me she said in a afraid voice not meeting his eyes...

Arnav didn't respond to her and in one quick go he turned her around...he saw how she clutched the bed sheet...He smirked slightly...He then took the dori in his hand...he saw how she tightend her grip on the sheets...he tied both of the dori's really tight so she could feel what he was doing...After he was done he got up from the bed and stood there waiting for her to get up...But she didn't stood up...

A: Wht the!!! Stand up...

He took the duptta of the dress, which was lying beside her on the bed and covered her back...she quickly got up and covered her front and back with the dupatta...she didn't looked up at him...he realised how uncomfortable she was feeling so turned around...

He heard how she was going out of the room..But she stopped...He was confused and turned around to see why she stopped..He saw her staring at the locked door...

Khushi still facing the door: Why you locked the door? What you wanted from me...she asked in a low voice...

She turned around and asked now in a louder voice again the same question...

Arnav didn't respond...she came near him...and started to push him with hitting him on his chest with her little hands...He couldn't understand how she got the courage to come back to him and hit him...When he saw behind him a shelf and infront of him her still hitting him on his chest, he quickly grabbed both her wrists and pinned her again the shelf...

K: Leave me, you cheap disguisting perverted man...

A: If you are done with your rubbish then listen to me,
Ms Khushi Kumari Gupta...he said in anger...

Khushi just ignored him and struggled to het out of his grip...Arnav let go of her and continued...

A: Ms.Gupta I'm here to make a deal with you...
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love it and sounds interesting anyways love it and plzzz update soon
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👏👏thanks...great job👏👏

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