ANALYSIS OF YESTERDAY' S EPISODE:
Sometimes in life events or incidents happen, which not only make you stop and re-think your life, but also give you a chance to amend your ways to a more secured future and bury the past so as to look at a new tomorrow.
Relationships evolve but you have to give it time. The most pure relationship of all is love. Love which makes the world go round. Love which is so silent yet so powerful. Love which not only hurts but also soothes you when you need it the most.
Like Jai yesterday said,"When someone soothes, nurtures your broken heart it is love." Such a simple sentence yet such a powerful statement at the sametime. He says he did not know the meaning of love until Bani came into his life. Even the scene, where he raises his hand to Bani was such a powerful scene, where two people so much in love, where he knows that Bani standing infront of him saying all these vicious things is not the real Bani, she is hiding under a cold exterior yet Jai is able to see her false bravado and facade, and he tells her, "Yes Bani this is your house and nobody can ask you to leave."
He turns around and apologizes to Maasi. I do not know if many people observed the emotional conflict that Jai had today, on one hand , he had Massi, someone who is respects and treats her like his own mother and then there is Bani who is his wife and he has just began to understand his feelings for her. I mean Jai Walia, for the first in his life, apologized for Bani, how many of us thought this would actually happen? Yet, as much as he wants to tell Bani to leave he just cannot and walks away in tears.
The scene where he is moving towards Bani which such intensity in his teary eyes. Eyes which have love, questions, doubts, conflict, anger and emotions mixed together he is not able to comprehend why this happening to him? When he finally talks to his unborn baby, it broke me down completely, such beautiful monolgue. So well delivered by Jai Walia, the best part to me was when he says,"I hope you have your mother's eyes, then you will never be able to lie, even if you want to, the anger that you will show, will be a cover for helplessness that I can see in your mother's eyes." It says so much about the state of mind that Jai Walia is going through. I also like when he says that your mother and I can speak a lot without even saying a word.
The final scene of the episode, where Bani is crying with a hand on her stomach, says so much, the way is she broken leaves you choked with emotions which know one can imagine yet they are so real.
Jai has always said,"He can tell Bani so much, without even saying a word."
Two people who love each other so deeply so profoundly are so confused about the feelings they have for each other. Anyone can see how much they want to come out and say their deepest secret and fear. Yet they say nothing but say so many things.
The chemistry between Jai-Bani was amazing, they looked so much in sink with each other. Yet so apart from each other. It makes you wonder when they will finally confess their love for each other. It is something time will tell......................
MY THOUGHTS:
There are two ways to live your life. One is to live life the way you want to and one is surrender it to fate and hope for the best. With Jai and Bani it is been nothing but ironic and comical at the same time. Fate seems to be playing games with them. When they did not want to be in a relationship fate brought them together and when they realized what they meant to each other then fate played another twist and separated them both.
Today, Jai and Bani are two people fighting their inner most emotions and more importantly fighting against each other, but not out of anger but out of love, each of them wanting the other to be happy. Each facing their innermost demons and putting on a game face is ready to take the other head on. But the biggest problem is the mind does not understand the matters of the heart. While their mind tells them this would be the end of the road for both of them, but the heart it just likes to play games and that too cruel games.
Every time they look at each other, what they see is pure love and that scares them both more than anything. Neither of them ever thought, that a marriage which had disaster written all over from the start is now become the most important factor for both their lives with a relationship of their unborn child. A relationship which both wanted to terminate and walk away from is the same relationship that they both are trying to safe, without telling each other, both are ready to make scarifice for one another provided the other is happy.
But how can anyone be happy, when the heart only desires one thing and only one thing and that is love and companioship of your soulmate more than anything else.
Will they fight these emotions and part ways or will this become the most defining factor in determining the future of their relationship is something only time will tell..........
So what do u guys think? Love to know your comments.
Cricket
Anupamaa
