DIL, DOSTI.. HUM!!#2 ch 43: pg 141/thread #3 added - Page 66

Chapter 42

Geet

Thr was silence while we drove back home..!

N a purposeful distance.. nt sure whn d tiny thread of sense wud snap!!

I cud still feel his touch lingering all over me!!

N cud do nothing to control d blush which did not seem to leave my face!!

After reading his diary, I had wondered if I cud love him nymore..!!

The ocean of his love cud drown me bt yet it was his very love tht kept me afloat!!

N yet after wht had just happened.. I knew I loved him even more..

The way he alwaz thot of me first even in d throes of passion , whn I was lost in his touch, he cud still think of me..

I cud still remember d way he had made me free of all inhibitions, anxieties n insecurities.. and accept n respond to him..

N I had let go of all my senses..!!

I cudnt think of anything except wht he made me feel..

As he gradually traversed my body, I wanted more of him, not wanting to judge it as ryt or wrong..

It was love.. n love cannot be judged!!

N yet..

Even after being so.. aroused, I still felt shy recalling d feel of his manhood, n d wetness I had experienced.. n I know he had felt it too!!

He had suddenly stopped.. coming up, breathing hard at nape of my neck!!

I opened my eyes, nt understanding his sudden withdrawal.. I wanted him!!

He looked deep into my eyes, "I want it too, mishty"

Still breathing hard as I realised my breasts crushing into his chest..

He kissed me.. n I cudnt help responding still confused abt his actions..

As we broke to take in sm air,

"but I know u wud prefer our first tym to be after marriage..

N I don't want u to get carried away now n then ever regret it even one bit"

He softly pecked my forehead, collected his shirt n moved out of d room!!

It did take me sm tym to realize wht had happened!!

N as his words sunk in,

I cud only feel a growing sense of respect for him!!

Yes, I did want to wait for our marriage, bt I also knew I wudnt have stopped him today!!

I needed no more assurances from him..

He was mine just d way I was his!!

Everything else was secondary!!

It took me some tym to get back to normal..

N I cud only imagine how difficult it must b for him to stop!!

Not wanting to make it any worse for him, I dressed up quickly..

Even in d car, I cudnt dare to utter a word.. not trusting myself!!

Suddenly d car stopped, I looked out only to realize we'd reached home!!

He opened d door for me.. a true gentleman as alwaz!!

I removed d seat belt n stepped out, almost walking past him, still not able to look at him..

"r u mad at me?"

Wht sort of a person was he.. hw cud I ever be mad at him for putting me first?

I looked at him to see only questions n confusion in his eyes..

N dey deserved an answer..

"I love u maan"

Wid dat I planted a quick kiss on his lips n made a run from der!!

Luckily we were just in tym for dinner..

I freshened up n made my way 2 d dinner table!!

It felt so good today..

Everything was sorted out..!! n beyond!!

Even sitting der, I was lost elsewhr, not able to listen or contribute to d conversation!!

Until.. I heard london..

I thot he was kidding abt it.. he was really going to London??!!

"but maan, we were planning to fix a marriage date soon n if u leave for London.. hw wil it work out?" daadi maa questioned him

Bt again I only heard marriage.. n it felt as if all eyes were on me..

"daadi.. every1 else is here.. n its only 2 weeks.. I wil atleast need tht much tym to sort out evrythng n hand it over to d manager der!! U can start ur preparations n all.. n.."

Dev cut across..

"oh.. bro seems to be in a big hurry to get hitched!!"

Almost every1 chuckled, except d two of us!!

n

For once I cud see maan being speechless..

But den I looked at dev..

A wk ago we were almost abt to get engaged..

Thankfully d truth was out, n dev had confronted me abt it..

Thank u babaji.. if it hadn't happened tht way..!!

"k maan, bt I do want to u make it as quick as possible.. n I wil get d date fixed tomoro n let u know!!"

I cud feel his gaze on me now..!!

Bt den why did he have to go now..

Especially now.. when we shud be spending tym wid each othr!!

I wanted to b mad at him.. bt even tht dint happen..

I knew he dint want to leave either!!

I so wanted to talk to him,

Bt every1 had smthng or d odr to talk to him abt!!

Realizing I wasn't gonna get a chance, I left for my room!!

Thr was a craving I had never experienced b4..

All d events of d evening were now making me restless..!!

I opened my locker n took out his diary..

If not him, I had his love!!

3 weeks later

Maan was due to return today!!

N my happiness knew no bounds!!

Though his work commitments had kept him away longer than planned

N we did argue abt it!!

But der was no alternative!!

Atleast I had evry1 here, der he was alone wid only work to keep him company!!

He did meet me b4 leaving.. n I was really distressed!!

Bt he made it up..

He said we were going to relive d initial days of our relationship!!

We wud chat n mail!!

Bcoz of d tym difference n work commitments, ny othr communication wudnt give us ample tym!!

N it had been great!!

Wid our marriage date being fixed.. nw only 5 days left.. bcoz of his delay!!

Der was so work to b done..!!

I smhw completed d basics of my project n d rest daadi forced me hand it over to pinky..

I wud just do d supervision work!!

Thr was so much shopping n othr work to b done!!

N I wud consult him n inform him of each n every thng.!!

He was not here, bt his virtual presence was soothing..!!

Bt not satisfactory..

N if it hadn't been his diary n memories of tht evng, I wondered hw I wud survive?!!

But nw he was coming back.. n I cudnt wait to become his!!