Chapter 39
Maan
"Happily confused"
Yes.. thts wht I was feeling ryt NOW wid all tht was happening!!
Esp after all d turmoil of d past week..
I had run away fm facing d situation which wasn't a great move bt a desperate measure..!!
I wasn't sure hw I'd react to d situation involving d two ppl I loved n cared d most abt..
But d equations were changing too fast n dramatically..
N I m only human.. I cudnt really stand n pretend to be happy abt d engagement of d girl I loved wid my younger brother!!
But der had been no respite..
I had switched off my phone hoping to cut off completely!!
Bt all dose moments wid mishty had cm to haunt me like never before!!
They were all I had.. d remnants of wht I shared wid her, of wht she meant to me..!!
I thot staying away wud prepare me to keep my feelings in check.. bt I had been proved horribly wrong by my treacherous heart whn I had heard of d engagement!!
I realised tht no amt of preparation was enuf..
But I cudnt deny dev his happiness.. he wanted me to b der..!!
So fearing d worst n praying to god to help me ctrl myself, I boarded d plane back home!!
I wud be reaching just in tym..
N thus was shocked to c dev der at d airport to receive me..
Shudnt he have been der getting ready!!
But d happiness on his face made me forget everything, even lamenting for myself!!
As soon as we reached home, d decorations made me realize d truth..
But dev.. he dragged me to my room n gave me a sherwani he had bought for me!!
I dint feel like dressing up bt I cudnt deny him nythng!!
Bt all thots deserted me wen I saw mishty.. I wonder if I still had d ryt to call her tht..!!
Wen I saw geet on d stage luking so beautiful!! Just like a dream!!
For a sec I wished it was me she was waiting for as I stood at my spot frozen..
I cudnt go thru dis!!
But again dev pulled me towards d stage..
This was d difference between dreams n reality!!
Just as we settled on d stage, daadimaa spoke up announcing d engagement of geet n
Me!!
It took sm tym just to sink in wht daadi maa had just spoken!!
N den evrythng froze!!
I cud feel all eyes on me now..!!
Wht was happening?
I only snapped out whn I felt dev's nudge to raise my hand for geet who nw stood in front of me!!
Was dis happening for real!!
I glared at dev..
"don't give me luk bro.. I dint lie.. I never said it was my engagement!!"
Nothing seemed real bt dis was a dream I dint want it to end..
I wanted to live it!!
I smhw did manage to put d ring in geet's hand!!
The only thot in my head..
"mishty is mine.. 4ever!!"
I so wanted to take her in my arms.. der n den..
Bt she almost instantly moved away!!
Initially I thot it was d jitters.. shyness!!
But later I realised der was more to it!!
We were together.. yes bt only in front of odrs!!
As soon as we were alone, she behaved aloof!!
I just cudnt make out nythng out of her behavior..
N her coldness tht caused my rational mind to start functioning again, overcmin d trance caused by d events just nw!!
What had caused such a turn around?
While I realised tht evry1 knew of d engagement except me!!
If geet's behavior was weird!!
Weirder still was d reactions of d elders..
while daadi n mohinder uncle claimed dey knew we were meant to be..!! while rano maa apologized for having a misunderstanding??
Wht was happening?
But d weirdest was meera.. who met me after d guests had left..!! she had burst into tears n hugged me crying apologizing for all d mess!! All I cud make out was she blamed herself for it all!! I spend most of d nyt consoling her n landing up getting more n more confused!!
Thankfully dev made sm sense. He told me hw while talking to meera he had realised tht geet was in luv wid d guy whom she had been chatting wid.. n thus she agreed to get engaged to him..!!
I wanted to apologise bt it brushed it aside!!
I felt der was more.. n realised he was hurt!!
I wished I cud reverse thngs n set dem ryt!!
So mishty knew I was d DD she had been in contact wid..
I tried callin her bt her phone was switched off..
It was nearing 2.. bt I so desperately wanted to c her!!
Bt it wasn't possible wid d guests staying over..
I glanced at d ring..
Sleep had deserted me..
N as glad as I felt feeling it on my finger..
I wondered hw I'd make it upto her!!
Waking up next day.. I felt so gud..
It was like I'd lived thru a dream.. whr me n mishty had gotten enagaged..
I dint wish to open my eyes n ruin it!!
Almost spontaneously I touched my ring finger n felt d cold metal der..!!
I smiled.. n den woke up wid a start!!
It wasn't a dream.. I was supposed to make it upto her!!
Shit!!
I glanced at d clock.. it was almost 12!!
Hw long had I slept.. probably making up for all d sleepless nyts of d past week!!
I rushed to her room.. bt it was empty as expected!!
I freshened up n rushed downstairs!!
Whr wud she be?
I was abt to dial her no.. wen daadi spoke up..
"maan.. hw r u feeling nw? I was worried bt geet said u were very tired after all d travelling n all so I dint wake u up!!"
All I cud make out was tht geet did check on me.. sm hope for me!!
"n whr is she.. geet?
"at work.. uff u have made her just like u!!"
I immediately got upto leave bt daadi forced me to have lunch.. I ate smthng hurriedly.. I dont think I wud have an appetite till I cleared thngs up wid her!!
I rushed to office hoping to meet her der!!
As soon as I entered.. I saw her in her cabin wid pinky n adi so lost in her work..
But b4 I cud enter, ppl surrounded me congratulating me for d engagement!!
By d tym I managed to get rid of all of dem she had slipped away!!
I looked arnd.. bt she was no whr..
Finally I heard fm adi dat she n pinky had left to c d site!!
Damn!!
N den suddenly der was so much work which needed my immediate attension..
Thanx to my goin away for a wk!!
But by d tym d clock struck 4, I had lost my patience!!
Within minutes I found myself driving to her site..
She still wasn't receiving my calls!!
This was it!!
I was getting so restless!!
Why was she avoiding me?
If she was angry, we cud talk.. hw can we sort it odrwise??!!
Atleast I deserved a chance to explain my view!!
Or was she just playing hard to get!!
Afterall she was my fianc now!!
Smhw d thot of it calmed me bt I had to settle dis matter!!
Dint she realize wht she was doin to me?
Bt den it struck me hw she must have felt knowing d truth fm dev n wid my phone switched off!!
Did she too undergo dis restlessness wid half d truth known n me out of reach!!
Wht had I done!!
N one thng was sure she wasn't just angry.. bt very very angry on me!!
N I had a bigger task at hand than wht I had anticipated!!
Smhw I managed to get to her work site n was glad to know she was still der!!
I had to act fast!!
Finally I found her..
Der she was busy in her work, instructing d workers n discussing thngs!!
wid no fan or ac, I cud see d sweat drop sliding down her face from her forehead.. getting lost down her neck!!
I so wanted my fingers to trace d same path!!
Bt suddenly she looked arnd.. restless!1
Did she sense my presence??!!
I hid behind d pillar..
I had to make it upto her.. bt for tht I needed her alone..
N if she wasn't willing to give her DD a chance,
Maan singh khurana knows hw to claim his fiance's attension!!
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