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bluelotus

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Posted: 20 years ago

This poet has written something a long while back, which can be applied to our feelings towards JJKN. Just read it,please.

Betrayal

this betrayal
the feeling of my heart sinking
into my stomache
my mind crumbles into pieces
seen unfit to love

you wonder why i avoid you
why i inch away from you
why i run from your sight
why i fear your gaze
why i cower in the corner
in a dark room hoping for the light to come through
for someone to realize
for someone to help
for someone to rescue me
for someone to save me from you
to save me from drowning

you wonder why i flinch when you move near me
you wonder why i fasten my pace when near you
you wonder
you wonder what you did

in those drukenly sober moments
when i learned to forget
forget you
forget how i trusted you
how i loved you
to forget everything you said
to forget the lies
and uncover the truth

but this betrayal cannot be forgotten
it stands burned in my mind

you come and begg
saying the words
saying your sorry
saying you didn't mean to hurt me
saying your anger got the better of you

there is no you
all there is are lies

your flesh
your organs
your bones
your mind
your body

lies..
the truth has been unleashed
now that i know...

Rhian SilverStone

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ms-tabu

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Posted: 20 years ago

wow! blue what acomeback, hey dear missed u so much.

and yes your poem really sums up r feeling towards jjkn,welcome back dear😃

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bluelotus

@bluelotus

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Posted: 20 years ago

Tabu, it is not my poem, it is a quote...and I never left IF to stage comebacks...😆 I stopped watching JJKN though. I was a little busy so was not frequent.

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ketaki_ry

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Posted: 20 years ago

wow blue!! nice poem! 😊

We missed you in JJKN mourning sessions....

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ms-tabu

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Posted: 20 years ago

ya i know u did not leave IF dear, but ithink u r here after say more than aweek, though it seemed quite along time at least for me, everyone misse d u here😃

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bluelotus

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Posted: 20 years ago

Well, sorry dears, I have been too busy so missed the mourning sessions.........

Any way I am here but have no intention for mourning. Let them do what ever they want, Atleast I got you friends through JJKN,no? My only regret is that I have left poor Arman all alone with those vampires............😭