OS-what my heart says..
"Hum phi aapse I love you damn it...Hum aapka intezar karenge…" her words were still echoing in his ears, making him realize that how long his heart has yearned for that lovely confession. He found himself smiling in content, relief and love. Now smile comes as a natural expression for him, her memories are enough. 'Yes I have won my life back – which was somewhere lost 14 years ago...'
Through out his life actions were important than words, he was a man of action. Fearing the words will bring out his weak side 'arnav' -the unpleasant past, years back he buried the true words of heart. For all those pain life has given him he fought back with actions his brain conceded, and the world called him 'ASR -the ruthless'. His life was a deal whose priority was his Di... Di was always a motherly figure for him, but he never let his pain be shared with her. He was her guardian, for his life was to protect her from all the pain of world -even from his own.
He made a wall between himself and the world, for them he was a cold hearted man with no feelings. But deep down he wanted to be caressed, to cry out loud and the most- to be happy! He knew that happiness comes with a price tag, to let your heart be shared. He feared of it, for sure to be loved will bring back the abandoned memories of past. He enjoyed depicting himself to be strong, in which he succeeded too, till she fell in to his arms for the first time. He feared her doe eyes will read out what his mind was saying-'I love you'. He wanted to get away from that feeling. He made her life hell, taunted her classless-to make her hate him, so that even if he let his heart out she will not reciprocate the feelings. Letting her go away was never an easy task for him, for he always hold her tight whenever he shouted to get lost. He never wanted to lose her, never. He envied her smile so pure and happening, for he wanted to smile like that. So he hated it and ended up hurting her every time he saw it. But his heart too cried on her sadness, he wanted to kiss away her tears .He wanted to kiss her. Badly….
He fought with his feelings like never before, only to lose it. That day he went to confess that his eyes always said her.' She was his, to love…' This time he wanted a real conversation, heart to heart...his life turned turmoil when he found her in his jeeja's arms. He forced her to be his, for di's sake, and for his too. He didn't want her to be any others, she was his this time too- to hate...hatred always reminded how much he still love her, how his heart aches on every pain he gave her. She betrayed him, his di...His mind said. Still heart ached, for it loved her endlessly...
When the truth struck him, he wanted to make her stay with him-to take away the pain he has given her, to love her... He always heard what their hearts said in harmony, the three magical words. He never felt the need of a voice, they knew it. But once they said it aloud he wanted to say it more, his heart felt shared for the first time. He wanted to see her, to hug her and to make her listen to his heart -saying 'I love you too damn it'
haii..this is my first os ,hope u like it..do comment plzzz😊
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