WO TERA NAAM THA..ANGAD/KRIPA prt 17 pg 6

jisey dil ney pukara

it was a dark stormy night...stormy winds were knocking to the every door of khanna house..it seems like storm has came just to enter in khanna house..the whole khanna house sank into darkness except one room in which a dim light was on...the storm get it way to enter in khanna house.

in that room,an old lady was sitting on the bed in a shock state n a girl was weeping set on the floor near the knees of that old lady..girl said:"im sorry ,dadi!plz forgive me for wat i hav done...dadi!im sorry"dadi look at that girl's inocent n angelic face who was weeping n sobbing..she was non other then kripa"kripa sharma".for few moment dadi cudnt able to speak...she cant believe in wat she just read in those papers,those papers were a medical report which says"kripa was 1 month pregnent".

kripa was continuesly crying n sobbing,she said:"i loved him that night n cudnt able to stop myself!dadi...for me that was dream n that night i lived my dream...in that night i lived my whole life".she was looking mesmorized by remembering that night n speak all this in a trance even in front of dadi but dadi cut her in btw n said:"who is he??"dadi's question took her out frm the trance of that night..she look at dadi with sadness,dadi was also looking at her but sternly,kripa slowly put her head on dadi's lap n said:" sorry dadi...i cant tell his name bcoz he never loved me"she said cryingly.dadi said ,furiously:"kripa!u hav his child in ur womb n r saying that he never loved u"kripa said dadi with lowered head,her tears were droping on dadi's lap:"for him..that was nothing but a weak moments which he had spend with me..".dadi get up frm the bed n said:"kripa!u hav to tell me his name,he has to accept u.."kripa also get up n said:"no dadi!i love him n i dnt want him to carry the burden of unwanted relationship.."dadi turn toward kripa n said:"then wat u want,kripa!do u hav any idea bcoz of ur one mistake all khanna family will hav to survive...dnt u care abt us wat we will say to this society...how we all face this world when ppl will ask us abt wat u hav done...n wat will u say when ppl will ask u the name of the father of ur child...".kripa said emotionaly:"dadi!i will never want to see u,dilip uncle n naina unty in trouble,...i never want to hurt u n yes! i will never let ppl to ask anything frm u n frm khanna family by which they questioned ur prestige n self respect..i cant see u all in trouble... ...dnt worry dadi!i will never let u ppl suffer..."n then she left dadi's room n not only dadi's room but left khanna house too without informing any one...not even dadi...

4 years n 8 months later

a cute little girl was running with her little foot steps toward her mumma's room ,first she bang the door n then open it while lifting her ownself on her toe to hold the lock of the door...she jump on the bed n then cuddle herself in her mumma's arms.her mumma smile on her loveable act n hug her softly,that little girl ask her mumma,cutely:"diya ka aaj birthday hai???"her mumma smile n said in sleepy voice:"ahan!diya birthday kal hai".n then she brush her nose with her daughter's nose.her little daughter quickly give her a kiss on her mumma's lips n smile.while smilling she got deep dimples on her both cheeks.her mumma quickly kiss on her dimples n hug her once again.that cute little girl was "diya" n her mumma was"kripa".

part 2

diya was asking abt her birthday n kripa reply her that tommorow is her birthday...diya wrap her little arms around kripa's neck n said:"lekin diya ko aaj cake khana hai wo bhi mumma k haath ka..."kripa kiss her again n said:"to mumma ajj he cake banayegi diya k liye...happy???"diya smile n said impatiantly :"or diya ko birthday gift bhi aaj he chahye..."now kripa look at her with raised eyebrows n said:"so..this was the main point ..haa!".diya gigle n said:"mumma!diya ko donaa doll house"she insist.diya knew that kripa bought doll house for her.kripa get up frm the bed n said:"aap ka birthday kal hai ...to gift bhi kal he milega".then kripa pick her in her arms n said:"u r getting late for ur skool...".diya make some cute anoyed faces n shown kripa her tiny fourth finger..indicating kripa that she is"katti".kripa said while moving her hands on her hairs lovingly:"ache bachey zid nahi kartey...".diya said stubbornly:"lekin diya achi nahi hai..gandi hai...".kripa said while making her ready for skool:"kisney kaha diya gandi hai...diya to bohot achi hai".diya said anoyingly:"bunty(diya's class fellow)kehta hai k mere paas papa nahi hai naa is liye mai gandi hoo".kripa froze in her position after hearing diya.

meanwhile kanan heard the all conversation btw kripa n diya.kanan slowly put her hand on kripa shoulder n said to diya:"diya!kya tum mumma ki achi beti nahi ho???"diya shyingly noded her head in yes .kanan said:"to phir tum gandi kaisey huwi???".diya smile n look at kripa with happiness n said:"mumma!diya to achi hai...aap ki achi wali beti hai".kripa hardly smile on her daughter's happiness.n then soon diya left for her skool.

kripa n diya was living with kanan frm last 3 years in nainital.3 years bak when nishant who was kanan husband saw kripa in a very bad condition in banglore took kripa with himself n give her a full support like family.initialy when kripa left khanna house she went to masoori just to hide herself frm khanna family as khanna family was searching for her ,so she choose small town to spend her life but after 8 months when she gave birth to diya...ppl around her didnt accept her ,taunt her for being single parent...pass some disgusting comments on her...told her that:"she is a spot on sociaty".she didnt get jobs as ppl dnt want to communicate with her...when ever she went for a job..ppl humiliate her n if she got the job,the bosses of companies in which she got the job shown physical intrest in her that kripa cudnt bear...she left masoori n when to banglore ...but in banglore too,she didnt get a peace ppl kept hurting her ...even kripa didnt found any permenent shelter to live...it was getting hard for her to spend this life...she cudnt even ask for death in front of god as little diya was in her hands..she has to live just for her little daughter.n then one night in banglore when she was roaming aimlessly to find any shelter ..nishant saw her n took her with him .

kripa look at kanan with blank eyes like she dnt hav anything to speak.kanan said:"dnt worry kripa!we all r with u".next day was diya's 4rth birthday.n diya cut the cake happily n excitingly.kanan,nishant,buaji n little daughter of kanan n nishant"pinky" clap for diya.diya said to kripa:"aaj diya 4 years ki hogayi".she said happily.kripa also smile n said:"haa baba!diya aaj bari hogayi hai...purey 4 years ki.."then kripa gave her a big kiss n her gift.diya kiss kripa with her soft n tiny lips n said:"i lov u mumma".

diya n pinky was making doll house n kanan n kripa was having little chit chat,when diya happily rush toward kripa n said:"mumma!diya ney doll house banaliya"then diya drag k ripa with her n shown her beautyfully organised doll house n then diya said while pointing toward the doll:"ye diya ki doll hai...or ye doll ki mumma or ye papa.."diya inocently shown two other dolls to kripa.kripa said:"wwoowww!diya ney kitni achi tarha doll house decorate kya hai.."kripa was appriciating her daughter.a big smile comes on diya's face by which her dimples got prominent..kripa quickly kiss on her dimples...for kripa this was the most beautyful sight in this world...diya said inocently:"mumma!diya ki doll kitni lucky hai...us k paas papa hai..".diya share her heart inocently with kripa n kripa feel helpless once again...

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in khanna house,it was mid night n he was walking in his room,restlessly while smoking...he read:"im going...now thr will b no need to avoid me...im going frm ur house n frm ur life...dnt worry!i will never tell any one abt wat happened btw us that night,i wanted to assure u earlier that i will never do disrepute u but u ignore me like im not even exsist in front of u...i knew one thing that u never loved me n ur ignorance n ur behavoiur already assure me that u cant even tolarate my presence..so im going now u can live happily n wat else i want for my dear frnd...thr was time when u r my frnd n only frnd but after that night despite of gaining ur love i lost ur frndship,dnt knw y???yeah!one thing which i always wanted to tell u is"i love u..i love u frm the day we met but i never got courage to tell u"i knw u r uncomfortable while reading all this but wat can i do i had a habbit to share my heart with u..this was the only thing left in my heart which i havnt told u till now...one more thing...dnt ever try to find me ...if u ever felt love for me even for a moment though unintetionaly so for the sake of that moment never ever try to search me...this is my last wish frm u n hope u will fulfil it".after reading this letter,he slowly fold the letter n put it on the bed.he hold his head n then said yearningly:"i love u...damn it..i love u...y did u put this condition that i cant even search u"then he unfold that latter again n touch the hand writting,thr was spot of her tears in that letters...he was reading this letter frm past 4 years every night n yearn in a pain of her love...he said to himself:"i also loved u frm the day we met but i realized my love just 4 years bak..when u left...i didnt love u for a moment but loved u for my whole life..."after then he throw himself on the bed but sleep was miles away frm him...he was cursing himself frm last 4 years...he was non other then angad"angad khanna".

part 3

in the morning,on breakfast table.angad was looking bit low bcoz of last night...he cudnt able to sleep whole night n he didnt even took sleeping pills as he was got bit use too of taking sleeping pills bcoz thoughts of kripa never let him sleep n when ever he need to take some necessary rest he took sleeping pills but last night he wanted to think abt kripa...he want to think abt her n love her in his thoughts,he didnt want to let go her frm his thoughts...he sit in front of dilip n dilip said to him:"angad!today..maa ji(devyani khanna aka dadi)is going to discharge frm hospital..n i will be busy with my important meetings..."angad interrupt:"dnt worry dad!i will took dadi at home".n then just dilip cell phone rings n after hearing the call,dilip said excitingly to naina n angad:"kartik ka phone tha..london se...we got the contract".

kartik khanna,an elder son of naina n dilip khanna.simone is his wife.they hav been married frm 3 years but still dnt hav any kid.kartik is in his dad's bussiness like angad.but kartik n simone spend most of thr time in abroad.

angad is the second son of naina n dilip khanna.

laksh khanna,a youngest son of naina n dilip khanna.k.t was his childhood love n now his wife.k.t n laksh both r sweet n fun loving person.laksh was also in his dad's bussiness.

aliya,an only daughter of naina n dilip khanna n an only sister of 3 brother.she is also married n living in london with her husband(shabbir) n 2 kids...

angad went to hospital n after completing all the formalities ..he went to dadi's ward n bend down in her feets to take her aashirwaad.dadi smile n said:"angad!im fed up of this hospital enviroment..."angad smile n said:"dadi!i came here to take u home...".dadi slowly get up n said:"then wat u r waiting for ..lets go frm here".dadi was looking really iritated by this hospital atmosphere.angad just smile on her iritation n hold her arms to give her support.

dadi got a minor heart attack couple of weeks ago that time whole khanna family was got worried abt her but after couple of days of her heart attack when she started recovering rapidly ..they all get bak to thr normal life but it was just angad who daily visit dadi at hospital n some times he visit twice if he had not any other work to do...n thr was no doubt that angad was the most dear grandson of her.

after comming bak at home angad took her in her room n help her to make sleep on the bed.dadi was looking tired.angad sit near her n said concernly:"u just take rest...i will come to see u after a while".dadi sighed n said:"its ok angad!im fine ..can u give me a file frm my cupboard..".angad said :"which file ,dadi!".dadi said:"well..those r the documents of my personal properties n acits..i want to distribute all my things in my grandchildrens before i die".angad frown n said:"nothing will happen to u..n thr is no need to distribute ur properties among us...we just need ur love n blessings...".dadi smile n said:"but this is my wish to distribute my things among my grandchildrens...".angad get up n went to the dadi's cupboard,n start searching that file as he knew that dadi's happiness lies in wat she said.angad said while searching her file in her cupboard:"dadi!where is the file..i cant found".dadi said:"in the second drawer".angad smile on her shrap memory n her perfectionism.he took the file frm the drawer when an envolap drop frm btw the file.angad pick up the envolap n then open it.

angad was shock..it was a medical report of kripa sharma.after reading the report,he said to himself:"she was pregnent????"n then angad rush toward dadi n ask impataintly:"dadi!when kripa left..she was pergnent???"dadi was shock but after seeing medical report in angad's hand,she understand that angad read it all.dadi silently noded her head.angad look at dadi in disbelief n said:"n u didnt tell any one abt it..why??why did u hide this frm me".dadi look at angad amazingly..dadi can see the pain in his eyes...n can feel that his heart was yearning for her...dadi got an hint.

part 4

dadi ask angad while searching the truth in his eyes:"angad!u r concern abt kripa just bcoz she was ur frnd or is thr anything else.."angad look at dadi surprisingly n with in next moment he got up n said:"i will answere ur all question,dadi!but right now i need to find her.."n angad turn bak to see dadi n said:"she was lot more then a frnd"dadi sighed n close her eyes when angad went out frm her room.drop of tears roll out frm dadi's eyes.she said in her heart:"after 4 years i can able to understand u,kripa!now i understand that y u didnt want to tell me the name of "him"bcoz he is my grandson n u dnt want to disgrace him in front of his own family..".

angad went to his room,took the keys of his car n went to office.he cant figure out his own feeling...he was happy becoz he came to knw after 4 years that he has a child..his own child...n kripa is the mother of his child..but he was sad too bcoz he came to knw abt this after 4 long years...he has became a father n he was unaware of it...

he quickly dial a number of some private didective n investigators n give them a breif information abt kripa ,give them her pics n told them to search her...he offer them handsome amount of money to do it fast.he also called indian embassy to find out abt kripa that she ever travelled out side india with 4 years or not...

he took her picture in his hand n kissed .he said in his heart:"i cant bear this sepration any more,kripa!now i cant wait to see my child...

in nainital,kripa was having dinner with saxena family(nishant,kanan,buaiji n pinky)n trying to feed diya but diya keep denying to hav her dinner.she shook her head in sideways everytime when kripa held morsel in fornt of diya,diya said:"diya ko khana nahi khana hai...diya ko bhook nahi hai"diya's eyes stuck on pinky n nishant.pinky was sitting on nishant's lap n nishant was feeding her with his hands.kripa follow diya's gaze n understand her daughter's thoughts.diya ran in her room n hide herself behind the curtains n starts crying.kripa follow her n took her out frm behind the curtains n hug her lovingly..n ask:"kya huwa!kyu ro rahi hai meri gurya".diya said inocently with teary eyes:"mumma!diya ko rona khud he aa jata hai jab wo pinky ko us k papa k saath dekhti hai...diya ko bhi papa chahye ...jo diya ko khana khilaye pinky k papa ki tarha..".diya cuddle herself in kripa's arms.kripa said:"to kya diya mumma k haath se khana nahi khayegi...diya mumma se pyar nahi karti???".diya look at kripa with her bueatyful black shinny eyes n said:"diya mumma se bohot pyar karti hai"she said in her inocent way n brush her little nose on kripa's cheek.kripa smile n said:"to mumma khana laye???diya k liye..".diya smile n nodded her head in yes..she forgot abt pinky ,nishant n papa's thing while talking with kripa. after having dinner with kripa's hand.diya n pinky start playing with thr toys...when pinky wishpers in diya's ear:"diya!tumhey papa chahye naa.."diya excitingly noded her head in yes...then pinky hold her hand n took her to the small mandir which they hav in thr home.pinky said:"meri mom kehti hai k hum bhagwan se jo bhi maangtey hai wo humey zaroor detey hai...tum bhi apney papa ko manglo..wo tumhey zaroor dengey ".diya ask pinky:"kya sach mai bhagwan mujhey papa dengey".pinky happily noded her head in yes.diya kneeld infront of small mandir ,join her little hands n look at bhagwan with her beautyful eyes having sparkles in it,she said to bhagwan:"aap ppl mere papa mujhey dey do...jo mujhey bohot pyar karey bilkul mumma ki tarha or jo mumma ko bhi pyar karey bilkul meri tarha.."

part 5

angad came to dadi's room to clearify everything...he wanted to explain everything...but laksh n kt was sitting with dadi n having casuall chitchat when laksh saw him n said:"angad bhaiya!why r u stuck at the door..come in".angad smile n sit on the sofa beside laksh.angad also participate in laksh n kt's talk but actually he was waiting for thr leave..n after a while when kt n laksh went frm dadi's room...angad came to the bed n sit in front of dadi.dadi who was looking relax few min before while talking to laksh n kt now looking tired..dadi look at him sternly when angad speak:"dadi!i need to talk..i want to share my heart with u...dadi!i knw that i did a big mistake n its not forgiveble but give me one chance of correction.."dadi said in a tiring voice:"who m i to forgive u n punish u...n i dnt need any clearification,angad!u hurt her,u betrayed her, u played with her inosence...".angad interrupt restlessly:"i knw that i hurt her,i betrayed her but i loved her too...that time i was unaware of my own feelings dadi!..n that night i didnt played with her inosence ...that night i litraly worshiped her..."dadi said sarcastically:"n then...u throw her frm ur life..."she smirk.angad steal his glance frm dadi n said nothing bcoz she was saying right...though he never told kripa to leave but his silence enforce her to leave...after few seconds,angad said to dadi:"dadi!when she left this house...i realized my love for her...i realized that wat i hav lost...n now when i came to knw that...that night brought my child in this world...my child is a proof of my love...i want to assure my love to her...i want tell her that how much i loved her in past 4 years..."dadi interrupt n said:"i think this is all useless...jab tak kripa tumhey maaf nahi karti...".angad noded his head like he was agree in wat dadi said...after a while dadi speak:"hav u think that how will u face ur family's questions when u will disclose everything??"..angad said daringly:"if she can face all hardships for me ..y dont i??...she was protecting my image for my family...she dnt want to disgrace me in front of my own ones..now its my time to become shield n protect her..n i knw how hard it was for her to face this world alone..."

after 15 days,
angad was in his office when he got the call frm private investigators.they inform angad that she spot out kripa n his daughter.angad went to meet those investigators..they told him that kripa n diya is in nainital,living with saxena family...they give angad recent pics of kripa n diya...they inform abt every little thing of kripa n diya that where kripa is working n where diya was studing...while comming bak to home..angad felt the most happiest ever...he wanted to go nainital frm next flight but before that he has to tell every thing to his family.so he booked the ticket of nainital of next morning.

it was dinner time n all khanna family was sitting around the dinning table when angad speak:"i found kripa...n im going to meet her.."all of sudden ,every one became quite..it was a pin drop silence..kt who was in kitchen helping maid in serving dinner,immediatly came out n look at angad in disbelief...every one was looking as angad with quest eyes when angad said again:"im going tommorow to meet her n will take her bak with myself..".he got up frm the seat...when naina ask:"do u knw where she is???"but then she cut herself n said:"so wat u knw abt her..thr is no need to meet her n dnt u try to take her bak to home...she left this house according to her own wish...she left this house in the darkness of night,she didnt even think abt our love which we gave her...she emphasized us that we mean nothing to her...let her live her life according to her own wish".naina was looking really annoyed frm kripa.angad said:"she left this house bcoz of me..mom!".this time laksh said:"bcoz of u???yyy?".angad said while giving a deep look to every one:"yes...she left bcoz me...she left bcoz she didnt want that i fell frm every ones sight...she left bcoz she loved me...she left bcoz she dnt hav courage to tell u every one that she was expecting my child... she left-----"angad was continueing in a rage of emotions when dilip slap made him stop.dilip slap him hard n said furiously:"do u hav an idea wat r u speaking??"dilip grabed his colar...n every one else were in shock state...angad said:"yes dad!wat ever im speaking is true".dilip said:"u ruin her life,angad!dnt u knw that wat she mean to me???she was an only daughter of my best frnd...wo aakhri nishaani thi mere dost ki...tumney kya soch kar us k zindagi k saath khilwaar kya...".angad head was lowered,he knew that this all he deserve...angad said:"i knw..i made a big mistake but now i want her bak in my life...i want to give my all love to her..". dilip said:"tum nahi jaantey angad!tumharey waja se mai apni nazro mai gir gaya hoon...u better apologize her n take her bak ".angad noded his head n said:"im going tommorow morning ,,she is in nainital..."he was going up stairs when he turn around n said having tears in his eyes though his eyes was smilling too:"mom..dad!diya fulfilled ur wish of becaming grand parents .."naina n dilip look at him with quest eyes n said:"diya??"angad said:"ur grand daughter n my n kripa's child".all of sudden a smile came on dilip n naina's face as they were desparate of becaming grand parents..they were especting this frm kartik n simone but angad fulfilled thr wish ,some how.

next morning,angad went to nainital.n dirrectly went to saxena house to see kripa,he was getting desparate to meet, to talk her,wanted to pour his all heart n love to her..want to hug her but he was disapoint when an old lady(buaji) open the door n said that kripa wasnt at home n she went with kanan to market for shopping some house holds things..n buaji didnt knw that till when she came...after a while angad thought to meet his daughter..he can meet her in her skool as it was skool timmings.he went to diya's skool n walk into skool..he saw few children playing in play ground with a ball n diya was also thr playing among them..angad was mesmorized by looking at his duaghter...when he saw diy comming toward him ,he was surprise by her act n try to figure out that y she is comming to him as for her ..he was a stranger.but then he saw the ball on his feet...he smile n pick up the ball.diya came in front of angad n said:"ye diya ka ball hai.."n then she held her little hands in front of him...angad loved the way of her speak..he carry her in his arms n said while enjoying her way of speak:"or ye diya kon hai??"diya blush n point herself with out saying anything.angad smile n diya too...angad saw beautyful deep dimples in her both cheeks,he cant resist to kiss those beautyful dimples...just like kripa...n then he put her down n let her go to play with her frnds...he sat thr for a long time to see diya ..he forgot everthing except one that...his n kripa's love was definately been so pure that night...n thats y god gifted them with diya.

diya was playing along with her class mates n runniing around when she fell on ground ...angad who was watching her...run toward her n carry her once again in his arms...diya was crying while rubbing her eyes...thr was little scratch on her little knee...angad cuddle her in his strong arms n wrap his hankercheif around her knee n said:"dnt cry sweet heart...it will b fine"he kissed her but diya was crying alot n sniffing while crying which make her look more cute then angad said again just to divert her mind:"will u eat chocolate??"..diya look at him n said:"only dairy milk.."angad smile on his demand n bought her dairy milk frm skool canteen.now diya was busy in eating chocolate in angad's arms when diya ask him,all of sudden:"aap bohot ache ho..kon ho aap??".angad said:"ur papa.."diya was shock but next moment diya moved her little hands on his face n said:"aap diya k papa ho???".she was confirming ,angad smile n said:"haa".diya said:"aap diya ko pyar karengey jaisey pinky k papa pinky ko pyar kartey hai??"angad said emotionaly:"papa aap ko pinky k papa se bhi zyada pyar karengey.."

part 6

diya was still in angad's arm,she ask to angad,inocently:"aap mumma ko bhi pyar karengey???".angad said:"haa!i will love ur mumma..."he said that having lots of desire in his eyes for kripa.diya said again:"aap bunty se kahengey ??..k diya gandi nahi hai...achi hai"angad noded his head in yes like he was accepting every conditions of her little daughter who is dearest to him.diya smile n said:"to phir diya aap ko kiss karey??"she said cutely.angad said:"papa to kab se wait kar rahe hai...diya ki kiss k liye.."then diya kiss him on his both cheeks n then she sweetly kiss on his lips with her little ,rosy lips.after a while angad send her to her class room.n promise her that he will wait for her outside the skool ..when her skool will off

now angad cant wait for take kripa n diya bak to home..he wanted to clear every misunderstandings..he want to apologize...he will kneeld in her feets too if thr will b any need...but he cant loose her ,now ...he cant able to bear that.

on other hand,kripa went to diya's skool to pick her ...n when skool bell was ring ..diya came runningly to kripa...kripa pick her in her arms...diya said while wraping her little arms around kripa's neck:"papa kaha hai???"ask inocently..kripa look at diya with amazement n ask:"kon papa??"diya said:"aaj papa aye the ..diya se milney...diya ney god se prayer ki thi naa k diya ko papa chaye...to god ney diya k liye papa ko bheja".kripa stare diya ,anoyingly but next moment she felt love for her daughter on her inocent's prayers n wishes..kripa seems lost in her thoughts when diya shake her n said:"bolo na mumma!papa kaha hai...papa ney diya se promise kya tha k wo diya ka wait karengey".kripa came out frm her thoughts n said in a scolding way:"diya!dnt bother me...koi papa wapa nahi hai..."n then kripa muttered :"pata nahi kis ko apna papa bol rahi hai".diya's eyes get filled with tears by kripa's scolding...diya said stubbornly:"papa hai...diya k papa hai".n then she get off frm kripa's arms showing her anoyance to kripa but she still holding kripa's finger ...they both start walking on foot path...both daughter n mother looking anoyed to eachother.when diya run toward him..

diya saw him frm far away..though she can see his bak only but she recognize his father...diya grab angad's leg frm behind n said:"papa!"angad look bak n then lovingly pick her in his arms.n then his eyes went on kripa who was standing right in front of him...she was freeze in her position...she ran after diya when diya saw someone n starts running toward him that time kripa didnt knw where her daughter was running...she was just following her daughter n then she saw him n forget to take step toward diya as diya was already reached in his arms...kripa was staring him like she dnt believe in her sight...but then when her mind told her that he was actually in front of her...she looked at him with blank expression n blank eyes...all of sudden she felt coldness creeping inside her...she felt cold herself like an ice...her feelings n emotions were lost...she just stare him with emptyness in her eyes...

angad cant figure out her feelings...he knew that he has to face her hate,anoyance,her complains n her sarcisms but ..here...she was looking at him,emotionallessly...thr ws nothing in her eyes...not love neither hate...
kripa took diya frm his arms n start walking toward her house...all of sudden she feel tired...her every steps became heavy like tons...but still her heart was empty frm every emotions ..she cant even hears diya's voice...wat she was saying ..for wat she was screaming...kripa's soul n heart unble to listen anything like thr was a complete silent inside her...deep silent.n angad stood thr helplessly ...he felt defeated

kripa soon reached at her place...she put diya down n then lock herself in her room...those memories which she thought became blurry by the time ..now flashing in her visions like it had happened just yesterday...she sat on the bed n close her eyes n everything became clear n visible...those memories took her in it trance.

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she was sitting near the dead bodies of her parents(suryabhan n gayitri sharma).they had died in car accident...she was holding her dady's hand tightly like she wont let them go ...she was weeping ,badly ..she was left alone in this big world..she was an only daughter of suryabhan n gayitri...n now thr was no one to take her responsiblity...n she was not big enough to bring up her ownself..he was just 15 years old..when dilip n naina came forward n hold her hand

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part 7

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she was just 15 years old when her parents died in car accident...she was left alone in this big world when naina n dilip came forward n hold her hand...kripa said to naina:"unty!mom dad mujhey is tarha akela nahi chor saktey...how can i live with out them..."she was weeping,badly.when naina wipe her tears n said:"u r not alone ,kripa!hum hai naa..."then dilip put his hand on kripa's head n said:"tum mere dost ki aakhri nishani ho,kripa!...frm now on u will live with us...frm now on we r ur family...".

then naina n dilip took kripa with themselves to khanna house...kripa silently accepted the fact that her parents r no more though it was very painful for her to accept it but she did...she didnt knw much abt the khanna family though dilip khanna was the best frnd of her father...bcoz she spend most of her childhood with her nani in other city...kripa was very dear to her nani n lived for almost 10 years with her nani...but when she was 13 years old her nani was died n then she came bak to mumbai with her parents...after comming bak to mumbai she got busy with her skool n studies...she met dilip n naina couple of time after comming bak to mumbai but never got the chance to meet whole khanna family...

naina n dilip taking great care of her by which she felt embaressement n obligation too...but most of the time naina n dilip got busy with thr huge bussiness empire...kripa found her nani in dadi's aspect..n dadi also pamper her,love her more then her own grand children not bcoz she felt pity for kripa but for dadi...she was loveble,her inosence,n her simpilicity won dadi's heart...kripa also got attached with dadi more then any other grand childrens of her...laksh,alilya n kt was very frndly with her n quite funny sometimes...kripa like thr acompany.. most of time she sit with them but never speak much...thr was a strange kind of emptyness in her life that she cant took this life like others...sudden death of her parents took away all her happiness...

laksh was also 15 years old,aliya was 14 n kt ,who lived in naighbourhood was 13 years old...kartik was 22 years old,he was just complete his graduation in bussiness management...he has his own world...he was never much intrested in homely matters...though he accepted kripa as a new family member,he dnt hav any problem with kripa's exsistance..he took kripa like laksh,aliya n kt...

it has been two months,she was living with khanna family,kripa was lost in the world of thoughts...she wasnt thinking abt her parents or khanna family or anything else..she was thinking abt "angad"..she never met him but the day she came to khanna house,she heard his name so many times frm all family members...she saw his photographs too which aliya n laksh shown her...it seems like he was soul of khanna family...naina n dilip has great hopes on him..dadi never discuss her other grandchildren with kripa as she discuss angad with her...it seems angad was very dear to dadi too...n laksh,aliya n kt was so admire by him..they praise him all the time...for them ,he was the only idol...kripa knew that angad was a second son of naina n dilip khanna,he was 19 years old n right now studying in london...aliya n laksh said several times to kripa:"angad bhaiya can do any thing,..even he can make u smile,kripa!which is the most impossible thing to do"laksh n aliya always make fun of her for her sad expression which she always has on her face...

n dnt knw when thoguhts of angad capture her mind...even without met him...she use to think abt him n unknowingly hav crush on him...

after a month ,it was summer vication..when aliya came to her,runningly n said:"kripa!u knw wat???angad bhaiya is comming ...".aliya n all other family members looking so happy frm the news of his comming...kripa was also bit excited for see him...n then finaly a day arrived when angad came home...kripa was standing in some corner n staring him frm far away...no doubt that he was so handsome,tall n charming..he looked bit mature frm his age but kripa felt deep attraction in him...it seems like she was getting aware of her crush on him...angad was meeting n hugging each n every family members...he looked very lively n full of life...she was staring him with gaze while standing in corner when angad eyes went on her...

angad shrink his eyes like he was trying to recognize her n went toward her...angad looked her ...his eyes cant resist to admire her beautyful face n delicate but curved n beautyful figure..he point her n said:"u r..kripa???right".kripa slightly smile n noded her head n yes...angad's heart skip heart beat after seeing her beautyful smile...angad extend his hand n said:"im angad...i hope u wud knw abt me".kripa noded her head again in yes n shake her hand with him...

it was a lunch time n khanna family was having lunch together,..every one was looking impatient for talking to angad...naina,dilip n dadi showering all thr love on him...laksh ,aliya n kt asking abt thr shopping list n all...angad was sharing abt his studies n frnds...n abt the life in london...but kripa was silently eating her lunch n giving glances to angad in btw...after a while when she complete her lunch ,went to her room,silently...angad saw her going frm lunch table...

it was an evening n kripa was reading some book in her room,when some one knock at her door...kripa open the door n it was angad..kripa was amaze to see him at her door...she was standing in the middle of the door when angad ask:"may i come in??"kripa got embaressed n make a way for him to let him come in her room...angad sit on the couch though kripa was standing n looking at him with quest eye when angad look at her n said:"y r u standing...come on sit here"he made place for her beside him,he said in a frndly tone.kripa hesitatingly sit beside him..angad look deeply in her eyes n found sorrows in her eyes ..on other hand,kripa was also looking in his eyes n found deep attraction in those intense eyes...when angad said:"i can understand that how it had been hard for u to face the most biggest tragedy...i can understand that it must b very painful for u after all its not easy to leave without parents..we all need them...i cant even imagin ur pain n sorrows"he was talking to her like they knw eachother frm so many years...kripa kept silent...when he said again:"but u knw wat???to being happy is the most easiest thing to do...i knw ur sarrow is bigger then anything else but u shud move on in life..."kripa said:"may b!!!but thr shud b any reason for being happy..i doesnt found any reason..yet"angad said:"so u want reason for being happy..let me give u one"n then he held his hand in front of her n said:"mujhsey dosti karogi...i hope my frndship brings happiness in ur life...n spread smile on ur face..which is really beautyful".

n then thr frndship began...frndship or love???????

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part 8

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angad's frndship gave new direction to her life...she starts living happily...angad's thoughts n his dreams put her on the path of love n happiness...on the other hand..angad also got very close to her...he kept trying to make kripa happy,happier n happiest more then before..he never let her alone...he knew one thing that kripa was a girl who hardly open to any one..but angad want her to open with him...he want her to share every little things with him...though angad never give her a chance to ask any thing abt him as he already told her everything abt him by himself...angad shared his thoughts,his dreams with her...

kripa also starts sharing her thoughts,her problems with him,slowly...angad was unable to figure out his feelings for kripa...he knew she was special but y???he didnt knw...he knew that her happiness mean alot to him..but y???he never tried to find the answere...he knew that she was very different frm his types of girls...yes,angad liked those girls which r smart,confident,bold n sharp...but kripa was totaly different..she was quite,simple,reserved yet inocent...but then also ..angad cant resist himself for the attraction n concern which he feel for her...

it was angad's 19th birthday n dilip gift him a new sports bike ...n it was surprise for him...he became really happy n excited to hav a sports bike...he has a craz for sprots bikes n sports cars...angad immediatly took the keys of his sports bike n ready to go for a ride...kripa was expecting that angad shud ask her for a ride but she disapointed when angad ask josh..his best frnd for a ride...n after 5 mins ride he came bak n ask laksh...then aliya ..then kt...angad took all of them for a ride one by one as he wanted to share his happiness n excitement with them...kripa was reallly really disapointed n abt to go inside the khanna house when angad block her way with his sport bike...n said:"come on sit.."he mention her with his eyes to sit ...his eyes was smilling n hav some unkonwn sparkles in it...kripa look at him anoyingly n said:"im tired.."angad hold her wrist n said:"come on yaar...todays my birthday..u cant refuse me".kripa look at him anoyingly n then sit behind him...angad starts his bike n said to naina,screamingly...:"dnt wait for us ,mom..we will hav our lunch ,outside"...after listening to angad...a beautyful smile spread on kripa's face...when josh,laksh,aliya n kt yells:"not fair bhaiya!hum sab ko 5 mins ki ride or kripa ko long ride k saath lunch bhi..."kripa felt embaressed when angad said:"yeah...bcoz she is the only one who wait for me till last...n i knw that she can wait for me everytime...".kripa felt blush...when naina said to angad:"b carefu on roads ,angad...n kripa hold him tightly".kripa hold him,hesitatingly n angad can feel that she was hesitate...he said:"hold me tightly,dear!other wise u will fell.."kripa said:"im ok".angad said:"oh really??"n then angad give full speed to his bike ...kripa hold him tightly in fear n not only hold him but hide her face in his bak while closing her eyes tightly...she scream:"angad!slow chalao..."first angad laugh on her afraidness n then he slow the bike...then they went for a lunch...n angad make fun of her all the time on the way she got scared.kripa said,anoyingly:"i will never talk to u".angad said:"YY?".kripa make some cute anoyed face n said:""u knw..y"..angad said:"dnt do that kripa...n if u will do that then how can i get to knw abt ur stupid thoughts..."angad naughtyly tease her..kripa frown...angad said :"i read some where that ..beautyful girls r bit stupid too".kripa said frowningly:"u r calling me stupid???"angad said cheekily:"no duffer!im calling u beautyful.."kripa blush on his comment..when angad said surprisingly:"hey u blush.." kripa said while trying to hide her blush:"no im not.."angad said:"u r..kripa!"..kripa:"no im not"...n then thr sweet arguements n sweet fights goes on n on...as these sweet fights n sweet arguements r the part of thr frndship...n then time passes so quickly n angad vication was over n he went to london ...

but angad call her every day...n they talk abt everything...it seems like thr soul need eachother...they both didnt get peace if they wont talk a singal day...kripa counting days for his come bak...n then one day he give her a biggest surprise...he came for her 16th birthday...he want to celebrate her birthday with him...he gift her a beautyful dress which he bought for her...she was looking very pretty in that dress...after celebrating her birthday along with whole family ...angad n kripa was sitting on the stairs...they were all alone...every one else went to sleep ...when angad said:"u r looking so bueaty ful...".kripa blush n said:"thnkx" angad said:"u knw when i saw this dress...only u came in my mind...i thought this dress is just made for u..n i was so right"...n then angad kiss on her cheek...n said:"im so happy to hav a frnd like u"...n after then kripa never able to forget that moment in which angad kissed on her cheek...her love grew little more for him...n then angad went for london after few days...

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part 9

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after an year...kripa was 17 n angad was 21 years old...he came to india after one whole year...it was an early morning...angad was already awake but still on the bed when he heard the bang on his door,he knew it was kripa...kripa came in his room n smash his door ,madly...she walk toward him when she trap in his shoes,place near his bed...she was abt to fell when angad hold her ...they both fell on the bed...for few moments...they both were lost in eachother but then kripa starts hitting him,she was still on his top...she said ,madly:"u idiot,stupid...u came frm london last night n u didnt even tell me or inform me..."angad was staring her with out blinking his eyes...she was blooming day by day...then kripa said again:"i thought u were also dieing to meet ur frnd like me but...i was wrong..."said anoyingly...angad was still lost in her...kripa said:"i missed u so much...do u???"angad didnt reply her...this time kripa look directly in his eyes...she blush on the way angad was staring her...kripa blushingly hit on his chest n said:"im talking to u..."...this time he came bak in his sense ...he sighed on his unknown feeling...n lay her down underneath him ...for a moment ,kripa got nervous but at the same time she loved his closeness...angad quickly kiss on her cheek n get up frm her...he said cheekily:"mainey to wahi kya jo ek dost ko karna chahye..."kripa said:"kya??"angad pinch her nose n said:"yesterday night when i came bak ...u went for sleep...n i didnt want to disturb u n ur sleep...".kripa:"hmmm..wat ever"she was still anoyed.after breakfast josh n other frnds of angad came to meet him...n kripa silently left him as he was busy in meeting with his frnds...she was in kitchen ...watching dadi who was instructing maid for lunch...when angad came into kitchen n said:"kripa!go n get ready..we r going for hang out".kripa said:"tum jao...i dnt wanna come".angad said:"yy??"kripa said:"bcoz i feel uncomfortable with ur frnds.."most of angad frnds were rich brats n had bit attitude but they were nice with kripa as they all knw that angad n kripa were like best of frnds...angad said:"i dnt care..u hav to came with me...for me"..n then he push her in her room for changing her outfit..after a while ..kripa came out ..she was ready to go but with out her mood...angad embrace her n pull her closer to him n said:"jab mai tumharey saath hoo to kya problem hai...im enough to make u comfortable...dnt i??".kripa smile n said:"dnt u dare..leave me for a sec...other wise i will escape".angad said:"so u r warning me.."kripa said cheekily:"yeah..."..n then they went to club...then for a lunch n then disco...kripa told him:"angad!mujhey dance nahi ataa.."but then again angad drag her to the dance floor...n wishpers:"i will make u dance..."n then angad did...he make her move with his steps...kripa didnt knew when her steps matched with his...she was so lost in his eyes...she feel sweets shivers in her body as angad hands touching her body ...his hands were on her waist ..his breath was caressing her hairs n cheeks...n dnt knw when kripa rest her face on his chest...n angad felt sensation inside his body...by the touch of her face on his half bare chest ...as the uper buttons of angad shirt was open...after few moment...when its getting hard for him to bear his unkown feeling...he said:"kripa!so gayi kya...yaha dance kartey hai...sotey nahi hai".kripa frown n said:"thnx for informing me ".angad laugh on her iritation...n then angad didnt waste a chance to tease her for sleeping on the dance floor...kripa anoyingly kept quite...as she cundt explain him that wat actually she was doing while resting her face in his chest...he was feeling his warmth..she was feeling his touch...she was listening his heart beats...

it was a valentine day n angad want her to take out to celebrate it...he ask her for a date...kripa was so much surprise,she ask:"date??"angad smile n said:"dnt get excited...im taking out for a date bcoz ...mujhey pata hai tumhari life mai mere ilawa to koi hai nahi k tum us k saath celebrate karo valentine...to mainey socha k hamari dosti k naatey mai itna to kar he sakta hoo.."kripa felt hurt...she said:"mujhey tumharey ehsaan ki zaroorat nahi hai...i will not come".angad grab her in his arms n said:"hey im joking yaar...i knw tumhey koi bhi larka mil sakta ...koi bhi larka tumhara dewana ho sakta hai..tum ho he itni achi.."it seems like angad was speaking his heart kripa was lost in his words..angad caress her cheek,lovingly n said:"i wanted to celebrate valentine with u..kya do dost valentine celebrate nahi karsaktey???"n then kripa went with him for celebrating her first valentine...it was a first time when kripa was celebrating valentine in her 18 years...angad was her first crush n her first date too...

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