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OS | 7
We're driving slow through the snow
On fifth avenue
And right now radio is
All that we can hear
Man we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us
It's worse in here
Driving on the vast roads of Philadelphia, the road sides still covered with
the heavy snow fall of yesterday and the song right now playing on the radio,
seems perfect as Suhana look forward to see the black car, they were following
and the two others were behind there one for the security. She took a deep
breath to inhale the warmth of air and the intoxicated scent of the sexy man,
sitting beside her on the driver's seat, Ishaan Kashyap. She turns to look at
him. HE CERTAINLY LOOKS SEXY SITTING BEHIND THE WHEELS. She thought and smiled
seeing him looking forward, his jaw rigid, his deep grey eyes gazing around
like an eagle, his nose sharp with a soft tip, his lips kissable pink and surly
she knew how sweet they tasted with that frown on his forehead, fully
concentrated on the road. His suit fitting him to the N of PERFECTION. It was
necessary for him to not lose his focus for the type of work he does. Being a
criminal inside with the image of a respected well-established businessman, he
has alot of enemies who are always up to put him down or get evidences against
him. Till now, he was lucky as no one could ever dare prove anything against
him but somewhere; someone has surly shown his intentions to put Ishaan Kashyap
in misery. The trip was scheduled by his Master, a person whose name, no one
actually know and who's face, else than Ishaan, no one ever saw. Ishaan Kashyap
has killed so many in the past but only those who are unfair and true to their
people or society and he was surly choose for these innocent looks, he has,
that could never let anyone even think that this man can ever be a danger or
with think to hurt someone. He successfully run a textile company in India, and
is one of the millionaire's of today. He was here for a personal trip as
for media but in reality, he was to get underground for a month with some of
his true fellows which include Jiger, Sammy and Sona who supposing was also his
girlfriend just before Suhana entered his life. But Suhana has another plan to
put this trip in usage too. Ishaan don't know why, but from the last two months
was hell ignoring her Talking to her when he thoughts, it's extremely necessary
otherwise just replying in short YES and NO. They were living in the same
apartment from the last two years, sharing a same bed, not to mention that they
have been in a physical relationship but Ishaan just pulled himself away from
the last two months and Suhana was anything, but happy with this way of him
treating her. It was hell impossible for him to stay away from her right after
the time, he were intimate for the first time and after that, Ishaan would took
her with himself, where-ever he will go. She loves him and she knew, he too.
The thing between them in just more than being physical. But they didn't get
the time to express their feelings. During the whole flight and after that, in
this road travelling, he didn't dare ask her anything. "Just let us get
into that damn hotel room and I will talk to him, face to face" Suhana
promised herself. She needs to know what is bothering him this much and what is
the reason behind this weird and aloof behavior of his.
The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
Suhana was still in her thoughts of admiring him and planning to get on him
when they saw a bullet turning up bursting the tire of the car infront which
make it loose its balance and end up crushing a coffee shop on the side. Ishaan
quickly put on the brakes to avoid an accident and his look around to see from
where the bullet came when a bullet just hit the rear-view mirror of their car.
"Ishaan..." Suhana shouted as they both bend down in the car for
precautionary measures. Ishaan hand was on her back as he said out loud through
the voice of firing bullets. "When I ask you, Jump out behind me" Suhana
nodded. She had been through these situations before with him. Ishaan move up
and after looking around a bit and saw people who were sitting on the road side
tables running inside to hide himself, he opened the car door in a quick moment
and jumped out to run and hide himself behind the brick wall of the nearby
restaurant. The road was deserted now which was filled with people just a few
minutes before. "NOW" he shouted peeking from the door. Suhana heard
and moved her body to the driver seat when *SHOOT* a bullet came and crashed
the passenger side window. She looked at the broken window. Her heart was
screaming that it's the end and then again she heard his screeching voice.
"JUMP OUT" and she did. She ran in the full speed to him but as she
was about to reach the door of the restaurant, *SHOOT* her heart felt a jolt
and the next moment, she was falling down on the floor but just in time, Ishaan
caught her and dragged her inside, hiding her along with himself behind the
wall. He anxiously pa her face, making her open her eyes but after fluttering
her eyes a little, she was lying motionless in his arms. He frantically opened
the buttons of her over coat and pulled out her hand to examine which was
bleeding badly. "Suhana, open your eyes...Suhana" he asked her,
shaking her face while she stayed unmoved. "Suhana..." he called her
again as he pulled out the soft swollen belt of his overcoat and put it tightly
around her arm just above the wound to stop bleeding. The sound of bullets
increases as he heard voices of Sona, Sammy and Jiger along with the trained
drivers who were firing back now. After 10 minutes, silence took over the place
but Ishaan didn't notice anything. His gaze was just fixed on her angelic face,
her rosy lips that had turned pale, her big black eyes were hidden behind those
eye-lids which made him anxious as he always like to see his image in her eyes,
her cheeks were pale too with a few blood drops were staining them, her
forehead was having that similar frown which she usually had when he don't get
her what she like or they have an argument on a silly thing. "Suhana"
Almost in a whisper, he took her name again and again, wishing that his voice
will make her conscious like she usually get with his presence. "Ishaan..."
Sona called for him when she and Sammy get inside the restaurant "Oh my
God!! She is bleeding..." Sammy said as he and Sona get in the restaurant.
"She needs medical assistance Ishaan" Sona said diverting his
attention. "Police will be here in few minutes, is everything
covered?" Ishaan asked them as he caressed Suhana's hand calmly.
"Yeah...one of the drivers ran with the guns...The other two are with
Jiger... He got a bullet in his leg" Sammy explained. Ishaan get up
holding Suhana in his arms as he heard Ambulance siren and came out.
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
"You still don't wanna leave her..."Ishaan sigh hearing that voice.
"I already told you Ishaan that she don't belong to this world of ours...
along with us, she is also in a great danger...Are you gonna keep risking her
life like this?" Sona said as she and Ishaan were standing alone in the
corridor of the hospital. Ishaan was looking inside through the small window of
the door. Monitors were attached to her body and doctor was examining her.
"Sona, I think we are over with that topic...Aren't we?" He asked
strictly. They were so over that topic two months back. Before Sona could say
anything, the doctor came out. "We are quiet lucky here Mr. Kashyap...the
bullet just passed by really close to her arm...she is completely fine now and
will wake up in 2 hours...Just make sure she don't use this hand much for
atleast 2 weeks" Ishaan nod and as doctor left, sigh in relief. "She
was lucky this time, but what if next time, bullets are not so generous to
her...and will take her away from you..." Ishaan felt shiver inside his
body with Sona's question and look inside once again to a sleeping Suhana.
"It's better to get her away from this world of ours by ourselves Ishaan,
atleast you will know that she is alive and safe...rather than keeping her
stick with us, risking her life every second" Ishaan closed his eyes as he
re-winded the scene he witnessed when she got that bloody bullet. If he had
been close, he would never have let anything hurt her like this. "I am
going to check on Jiger...he gave his statement that someone just started the
firing and he got a bullet when he was running to save his life like many
people on the road stated. But Sam is on his work to find out who did that...we
will surly catch him soon..." Seeing him not responding Sona sigh.
"You take care of yourself" Sona left the next moment and Ishaan
opened Suhana's room door slightly and entered with slow steps. On approaching
the bed, he looked at her. She was sleeping peacefully. He put forward a chair
and sits down holding her hand. His eyes stick on her face and his lips, keep
praying for her wellness and kissing her hand in between. His mind constantly
running Sona's words again and again. He knew and agrees that whatever she said
was true but what about his heart. His heart always feel a stab like something
hard hit him whenever he even thinks of making her get away from himself. She
was a flawless beauty that was trapped in his world. He knows, his heart knows
how he just wished himself to be another man, in another world, happy like
every other guy, leading a normal life, wishing to have his own family without
ever been worried about their coming life that if he will have another day to
see or not. A tear escaped his eye. He had never been this helpless in his
life. He likes to take orders from his Master and after giving them to others,
to make sure that the work is done perfectly. He had given orders to kill
specific people around the world, but now he wish to give her a command to get
back to life. He pushed back the little hairs that was covering her forehead
and kissed her there. "You need to get away from me Suhana...You are alive
and happy, that's enough to keep me alive rather than keeping you with me and
being afraid every single moment that I am putting your life in danger" Sona
has warned him before, and that's why he was ignoring her, thinking that may be
this way, she herself with get away from him. But ignoring her, seeing the
disappointment and tears in her eyes, controlling himself to reach for her,
kissing her pouting lips to make them curl in a smile almost killed him every
time. "As soon as you get fine, I will make sure to get you away from me,
in a world of peace and love...that's what you deserve...that's where you
belong..." He promised himself.
Everyday seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me
Ishaan entered with a bowl of vegetable soup to see her siting, with that pout
that always left him to just wish to read her mind. The thoughts must be so
special, that make her lower lip turn out, making her look ever so sweet and
adorable that one could hardly ignore. Her bandaged right hand was lazily
placed in her lap while the other was caressing her own neck. He wouldn't have
dared to interrupt her and would have keep looking at her to memorize this
image for forever if this soup wouldn't have been essential for her to take
"Suhana..." his soft voice curved her lips into a smile but on seeing
the soup, she frowned. "Not again...please" she pleaded but she knew
it better, that it's useless to argue with Ishaan. "You have too...see I
specially got that ready for you" Ishaan gave him one of his sweet looks
to which she can't say no. Ishaan put forward a spoon and Suhana open her
mouth, closing her eyes. "Yuck Ishaan" she turned her face. "How
can you ask me to have this" Soups were surly not one of his favorites.
"Cause right now, it's best for your health" and for the pain too. He
added in his mind and put forward another spoon full of soup. Doctors
prescribed some painkillers for her and also a sleeping pill to take whenever
she feels pain, but Suhana being Suhana, always put up the mask of braveness
and strength as she don't want anyone to see the pleasure of her to be in pain.
She already had given enough memories to others. Ishaan knew her just well
enough to know when she is hiding her pain or fears from him and he would
usually find a way to get them away from her. She was an orphan, and after
reaching 18 years of age, she moved out from the orphanage with Shekhar to whom
she always considered her brother, but he was the same man, who for the sake of
finalizing a deal, presented more appropriate to say, gifted, Suhana to a
business man. If it was not for Ishaan's power of physiology, Suhana would have
been trapped in any of that low rated room. Ishaan saved her and show her the
real face of the man, to whom she considered her Brother. Enough to say,
Shekhar was killed by unknown people, but Suhana knew pretty well, it was Ishaan
who did that. He was always so true and sincere right from the start. He
believed her enough to not lie to her about her PROFESSION but he didn't dare
spend a dime from the money, he earned through this on her. It was always the
money he earned from his textile business that was reserved for her. She wasn't
bound to stay with him. She was given a choice to stay at a peaceful place with
a job in hand, but she chooses to be with him. It was something so magnetic
about him that didn't let her go away from him. They got together well and
soon, she realized, it was not some attraction only, she was in love with this
man who came as a savior for her and now, she can't even think to stay away to
take a breath without him.
The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
"You must be joking right" Suhana said, cupping his face with her
trembling hands as tears swim in her eyes. "No, I am not" Ishaan said
with a voice, that he hoped was strong enough to make her see that was so firm
on his decision. "I want you to go away from here Suhana...I wish, I just
wish that in the start you would have took the decision to go for that bloody
job than sticking with me...But now, as I get it, I don't want you to stay with
me anymore..." Suhana looked at him in disbelief. The last two and a half
weeks were like the most beautiful period of her life. Ishaan made that so. The
care, the love, the sweet small moments of love, the soft touch, the
love-filled night, her mid-night craving and he would settle her on the shelf
to cook something for her and then sharing it together, Suhana would never
forget that in her life-time. Just last night, he had made slow and tender love
that left her breathless and aching for more. What might have happened in the
night that he is so offended to her? Did she disappoint her? Was she now what
he expected her to be? Did she say something to annoy him? "Ishaan...Please
tell me what's wrong? What have I done to annoy you?" She said in a
desperate crying voice. "It's you I am annoyed with. I had enough babied
you that now I feel that my life's is just been so restricted. I can't go
anywhere alone, I can't decide anything without the thought of what you are up
to...I can't make my own plans" Ishaan said jerking her hands away,
leaving her stunned as he continued. "We can't plan a trip now as Suhana
is not fit, I can't go away leaving you all alone to yourself...You always
think it's essential to tell me what should I wear to what should I eat...Oh!
You can't eat that Ishaan, you know you can't handle spices. Yuck Ishaan, that
color looks awful on you..." He mimicked her in a hard voice. "That's
enough now. I wan to lead my own life, the way I want that to be...I don't
wanna have a teacher appointed for me to tell me do's and don'ts of my life
anymore" Ishaan almost barked at her, leaving her crushed and heartbroken
in tears. She moved back till she hit the damn wall. "Suhana" his
heart cried out her name. His hands so wanted to move forward to grab her to
save her head to hit the wall but he curled his hand into a fist, controlling
his emotions. "If you want to see her alive, you have to do that Ishaan"
He told himself again and again in his mind. She moved down on her knees, her
teary eyes stuck on him as she tried to read his tight expressions. "You
are not my Ishaan...You are not.." She mumbled. "Surly I am no longer
that fake Ishaan who would show that his every thought belong to you...Actually
today, after a long time, I am feeling just MYSELF" He stressed on his
words making her believe that whatever he said, he meant that.
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing is wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see sun set in your eyes
"Ishaan" she wakes up all sweaty and terrified. The first thing she
did was switching on the side lamps and extending her hand to get a grip or Ishaan's
arm that was sleeping peacefully beside her. She took a sigh of relief and wipe
off the sweat with the back of her hand. Her eyes not leaving his face just to
confirm herself that it's not a dream and he is actually laying beside her.
Leaning down on him, she looked at the sweet look on his face. His closed eyes,
his clear forehead that got some wrinkles but as she moved her fingers
caressing it, they went away. His light beard, just like the way she loved. In
her view, that surly gave him a sexy look but he preferred clean shave. His
broad shoulders looking out from that black skin fitted black vest he like to
wear in the night. His one hand was under the pillow while other was engrossed
in his hairs as he was laying straight on his back. He had this habit of
ruffling his hairs even in sleep. Suhana find that really amusing and moved
away the small strands that were coming on his forehead. With the moment, Ishaan
flickered his eyes to see an intriguing Suhana, noticing his features.
"Hmmm...What brought Ms. Suhana in such a night to inspect this Kashyap?"
He said in a sleepy tone as his hands took a place around her tiny waist and
pull her on himself. "I just had a bad dream" Suhana explained.
"Ah!! I am hurt...now the bad dreams had to get you come close to me"
He said with a hurt expression. Suhana gave a side smile as she pulled her
right arm up and traced his face with a wicked smile. "I don't need
excuses to get close to you". "Ahaa..Then tell me, what make you turn
up to look at me in such a night?" He said with a smirk on his face as his
hands traced her hips to her thighs slowly, making her sigh in pleasure as she
put her head on his shoulder, her lips were quiet near his ear. "Make love
to me Ishaan..." She whispered softy. "Make me believe that I belong
to you...brand me as yours Ishaan" She said in a voice that instantly
turned him on as he rolled, making her lay down under him. He looked at her
face for a moment. He wanted that. He so wanted that tonight so he could have
that taste of her sweet lips, the fragrance of her intoxicated smell that will
stay with him forever. A night, so pure that he could always remember and
cherish afterwards before he will make her get away from himself. Suhana cupped
his face and the look in his eyes, make her shudder. They were having that
desire, passion, love, attraction, she always sees. But this time there was
something else too. Something that seems too fearful and alien to her to see in
his eyes. Not letting her get too much into him, he bend down and kissed her in
such a way that she could remember nothing but just him, feel nothing but him
around. Her hands moved to run through his silky hairs while Ishaan hands moved
beneath her shirt to caress her abdomen with the back of his hand in slight
motion. Her deep intake of breath makes him smile against her lips and he lifts
up her shirt and takes it out. His mouth took hold of her sweet shoulder,
running up her neck to trace her jaw and earlobe. The slight pull on earlobe
left her whimpering. "Please..." she pleaded, having enough of his
lips torture. "Soon" he promised as he cupped her softness as she
arched upward, making him have more of her. But he keep on going slow, taking
inch by inch of her sweet body, and tracing patterns in such a way that drive
her insane. When finally he gave in to the desire, she didn't think but felt
loved. "I so love you Ishaan" she almost say, but hold herself. She
don't wanna go too fast though it's been two years of their relationship, but
she knew, he willnt except this now. He needs to figure out that before she
tells him on his ownself. Sighing she closed her eyes, engrossing her face in
his bare chest, placing her hand on his heart to feel its melodious rhythm and
was off to sleep in seconds.
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
Waking up with still sleepy eyes, she looked around seeing that bright sunshine
welcoming her. She stretched her arms out and turns at the click of door to see
Ishaan getting out after taking a shower from the washroom. He was rubbing his
hairs with toilet and stops that to give her a pleasant smile. "Good
Morning" he wished. "Good morning" She wished back in a groggy
voice. Ishaan smiles fade remembering that it's the last morning he is gonna
watch her like this, in his bed, wrapping sheets around herself leaving her
shoulder bare and exposed back, her hairs and mark on the body defining the
passion of the night, they felt. Her lip plump and rosy from last night kisses.
Her kohl, running around her eyes giving her a sexy smoky look. He grabbed her
trouser and shirt from the floor and throws that her way which she caught
nicely. "Suhana, you need to pack the bags" he said standing infront
of the mirror. "Are we going somewhere?" she asked while wearing her
shirt and running her hands under the seat to get on her trousers. "Not
us, just you..." that make her stop her action and quickly getting out
from the bed, straightening herself. "What? Just me...without you...it's
so out of question Ishaan" she replied. The nightmare from the last night
again surrounded her senses to think. She felt herself like the same terrified Suhana
whom she gets to know, face to face. Is Ishaan, Her Ishaan is also fed up from
hr. like the one from dream? She thought, giving him a blank look. He knew he
shocked her with the news. Damn, if he wasn't in this line where you always
have a life at the stake and he had seen, enemies destroying full family of the
other one, and all he had for himself, the only family he created and was so
close too, is Suhana. Where at a part, she provide her strength to fight, one
the other hand, she was also her biggest and only weakness and his enemies
surly knew that. All people had spotted them together at so many events,
parties, conferences, charity balls and he never denied that she was his
girlfriend. Though he hadn't dared to tell her that he love her so much, with
the fear that his love will not let him get away from paying off the debt he
own to his master who get him out from the garbage at the age of 8 and made him
so successful and rich, that now, he is running the lives of so many charities
and people. "Suhana" he said softly, coming closer to her. "It's
not for long...We got to know from our sources that the person who attacked us
last time, is planning again to trap us and after last time, I don't wanna put
your life in risk anymore" He said in a soothing voice, rubbing her
shoulder up and down. "But Ishaan..." Ishaan cut her in between
before she could say anything more. "First let me end..." Suhana
defeating sigh as tears took place in her eyes. "You are going to Assam
with Jiger. He also need some rest to gain his strength back. Two of my men
will pick you up from the airport and get you to the safe house. In few days,
I, Sona and Sammy will join you both..." Ishaan said pulling her close in
a hug. Suhana closed her eyes, letting the tears flow. Though his plan sounds
convincing, but she had the fear, that if she get away from him, she will loose
him for forever. Ishaan kept caressing her hairs to savor these moments of her
closeness for the rest of his life. Though he had planned to get Jiger with
her, but Jiger will depart to some other place at the last moment, leaving her
to get to the safe-house so that in few days, she could start a new life. He
will call her, convince her, though he doubts that she ever will, but he will
try his best to safe her from the demons of his world. "Ishaan, you will
come in few days, right?" Ishaan nodded giving her a weak smile while
cupping her face in one hand, wiping away her tears. "Promise?" she
was just looking like a baby that demands her favorite toy. He looks into her
eyes to see uncertainty. It was the first time, she asked for a promise and Ishaan
knew, if he doesn't do that, she will never leave. "Promise" He said,
making her smile. Unknown to her, he had crossed his fingers of the hand, that
was wrapping around her waist.
But I gotta do this
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part
"Ready???" Sona said getting into the room, pushing jiger's
wheelchair. "Yeah" Ishaan and Suhana turned away, breaking the eye
lock they had. Suhana was looking stunning in her black tights with a thigh
length maroon noodle strap kurti. For safety, Ishaan get her a scarf, so no one
could identify her entry back in India. "Let me get the luggage"
Sammy asked as he entered the room and took away Suhana's bags. "Don't
worry Suhana, everything will be OK and these guys will join us soon...but till
then we could have some peace of mind and sometimes, we can even share a tea,
back-biting about these" Jiger said, trying to lighting up the mood. Suhana
gave him a fake smile cause her heart was right now, feeling so anxious.
"Ok guys, we are waiting down...come soon" Sona said with a wink that
made Ishaan and Jiger laugh and later, she left with Jiger. Suhana turned her gaze
to Ishaan who was standing with a wary look in his eyes. "Suhana, see I
promised you that I will come soon...they why are you leaving with such a sad
face?" Ishaan cupped her face. "I will miss you Ishaan" she said
in a shaky voice. "Oh come here" he pulled her in his arms. "I
will miss you too Suhana, but just cause I will miss you, I could never put
your life in a risk" Suhana closed her eyes for a moment, clutching his
shirt when a red light made her open her eyes. "We will be together soon
and then..." But before he could say anything more, "Ishaan..." Suhana
shouted and took a roll, still holding him when *SHOOT*. Ishaan could all hear
that and then look at the blank look in her eyes as she fell on the floor and
he too get down with her in time to just miss another bullet that entered from
the window of the room. In minutes, the firing voice could be heard louder but Ishaan
keep looking at Suhana. The bullet hit her back this time. Ishaan pulled out
his hand that was holding her waist to see if full with blood. "Suhana"
he shouted. "I...I love you Ishaan" She said that as Ishaan again and
again took her name, till she couldn't hear him anymore. Hurriedly, he took her
in his arms and rushed down to the main entrance. Sammy saw them coming and
also noticed the freaky look on Ishaan's face and Suhana soaked with blood.
"What happened to her?" Sammy asked as he approached them to help Ishaan
with Suhana. "She got the bullet, that I suppose to had" Ishaan
explained. Sammy opened the car door and he quickly get inside with Suhana
"Sona, take Jiger inside" Sammy shouted as he took the driving seat
and rushed off to the closest hospital.
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here
Ishaan was pacing into the corridor of the hospital. 2 hours had passed since Suhana
disappeared into OT. His hands were sweating, his mind running all the bad
possibilities that could occur but his heart was way away from all these
emotions as it seems like it stopped to beat. Though he could hear the
frightening strong beats of his heart coming almost from his throat but it
wasn't pacifying him the way it usually does. It seems like she took her heart,
leaving the beats just for him. Or maybe these beats were of her heart. He
couldn't say anything. He just know that right now whatever happened, he wanted
to see her looking back at him with those deep hazel eyes that always make him
see his reflection in a crystal clear manner. He was still in these thought
when doctor came out. "Mr. Kashyap...We are lucky that the bullet didn't
hit her backbone otherwise she would have to face some serious problem. She is
ok now, just under the effect of anesthesia right now. Due to blood loss, she
is still very weak. Just took great care of her" Doctor explained holding
his stethoscope. "Can I see her?" Ishaan asked. "Right now we
are keeping her under observation in ICU...you can see her for few
minutes" Ishaan nodded. Opening the door, he gets inside to see her hand
attached with a wire. The beeping sound of monitors filled his ears. Her mouth
was covered with oxygen mask that a nurse removed as she came in crossing him,
and after reading the monitors, left. Ishaan took slow steps and took the seat
beside her bed. He keeps looking at her face which seems too pale right now.
Just like she had when she was about to leave for the airport. Right then it
was her fear about losing him that turn all her rosy cheeks pale. Right now,
it's about his fear of losing him that again made her pale. He moved forward
her hand and caressed her cheek with his fingers. "Why you did that Suhana,
I was already making you get away from me...my cursed life...why you took that
bullet I supposed to have on you baby?" He asked as the tears, he almost
thought had dried long back, rolled down his cheek. "Why you did that Suhana?"
"Cause I love you Ishaan" She whispered in a low tone. He looked up
at her face, showing the pain she got with the slight moment she tried to make.
"Don't you dare move" He said warning her. And she agreed like
always. "You got scared" Suhana said with a small smile on seeing the
worried teary eyes on his. "I almost died" "Shhh" she
whispered as she couldn't move her hands even. The anesthesia was still
capturing her senses but thankfully, her mind and heart was working at its
best. "Can you live without me?" She asked after a small pause of
silence. As he shakes his head, she again asked in a weak voice. "Then..."
she gulped down her saliva and continues. "How could you think I can stay
away from you? I...I knew all about you right from the start Ishaan...If I had
to leave you, I would have done that before getting into your life" She
explained in a voice just hearable to him. "I wish I just wish you would
have left me then Suhana...atleast you wouldn't have to face this" He said
as tears again rolled out his eyes looking at her condition. His all too lovely
and lively Suhana, laying on a bed. "Then I would have died 2 years
back..." Ishaan gave her a warning look. "I want to thank you for
these two amazing and wonderful years of my life Ishaan...If it not had been
for you...I would have a life, no girl wants to live...you gave me everything,
my happiness, my life, my love..." She explained while getting out of
breath. She wasn't in condition to talk much but she needed to express herself
now more than ever. Ishaan keep looking at her, caressing her hand, looking at
all the love she had for him in her eyes. "I am still waiting for a reply
here Ishaan...Do you think laying on this bed making me feel any good" She
said with a loop side smile. Ishaan chuckled and cupped her face with another
hand. "I love you too" His words set her body in calm and peace. She
closed her eyes with a wide smile and Ishaan keep admiring this beauty that
belongs to him and thanking God for getting this sunshine into his dark life.
"Now that's a part, I expect a kiss from you" Ishaan see her opening
her eyes and smiled showing his deep dimple. "You are truly behaving like
a girlfriend now" He commented. "Do you mind if I do that?" She
asked feeling naughty. Though she was going through extreme pain, but this
moment, the most awaited moment made her forget everything, even her pain. "Hell
No...I am your man" Ishaan stand up and get close to her. "I like how
that sound" And his lips covered her for a small peck. "Was that
good?" He asked teasingly. It's been ages, he was teasing someone and she
was his now, totally. "Grrr...Don't be mean and take advantage of my
situation now" She complained. He giggled and moved down again to give her
one of his soulful kisses that assured her, that this time; they are going to
be together for eternity. Though Ishaan hated being a part of this criminal
world but that's what he was taught to do right from the start. He hadn't
started doing that on his ownself but right now, he was feeling great that due
to this, he got to meet the most awaited gift of his life, the only relation,
he can called as his own and he will always cherish it, no matter what.
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S97MaG3kOMY[/YOUTUBE]
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dont be Kanjoos with comments guys...
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