:: Incomplete Love :( ::

"Wow" that's the word I can utter' he was standing infront of me.. I cant believe.. these 4 months were like hell to me' I was suffering to hell' the pain inside me was growing day by day.. I feel like this pain will burst out and my life will be dark forever.. my life is dark already but this was some other darkness' I guess I will be dead that day..

I can see him coming towards me with a slight smile.. his smile was so soothing that I felt I will be normal like I was before' lively , bubbly.. these were the words those described me earlier but now I wasn't anything other than a dead body with a dead soul.. he took me in his arms and hugged me as tightly as possible.. it just feel heaven' I hugged him back.. he was the reason I m living.. cut.. I was living.. the day I left him was my last day.. I was totally a fool ...

Soon it vanished and I saw myself playing with a ball' my mom was watching me with a grin' she was smiling widely seeing her daughter playing ' he came and hugged me.. the word which make me grin more widely was the 3 words she said while taking me in her arms.. "I love u beta" I was becoming teary' they way she pulled my cheeks was so cute'

Soon it too vanished.. and now I saw myself as a baby which wasn't able to walk.. and my mother trying hard to make me walk.. I held her index finger and she carefully make me stand.. I was smiling whole heartily seeing this scene' I now realized that my mom was the best mom.. she did bad to me but that too was because she loves me.. she was being possessive towards me as she was betrayed by a so called rich man who took her carrier first and throw us in this hell..

Swayam's p.o.v

"WHAT??" I was shattered.."em.. i..i m..coming." I fall on my knees.. I started crying hard' I don't know the atmosphere just changed in seconds.. 1^st I was laughing here with my friends and now I m just ,' crying hard' because' because!.. soon all my friends rushed to me as I was met with an accident.. no I wasn't but someone else'

Sharon cupper my face and asked me "swayam !" she shake me but she didn't know I was shaken to hell.. "SWAYAM !" she shouted but I wasn't in a position to answer her.. Everything around seems so feckless.. I was left with no forbearance' just PAIN' soon everyone was hell worried.. I thought if they are HELL worried after seeing me like this , then what will happen when they will hear that news??

I came back in my senses when I realized that I have to go somewhere' I got up quickly and looked here and there.. I saw the person I want to talk to.. he was holding me .. the concern in his eyes was so clear' I thought for a moment but at last those dreadful words escaped from my mouth.. " guyz kriya.. kriya is in her Death Bed" soon a roller coaster of emotions ran in my mind.. the good , bad , funny moments with her were so beautiful.. everyone was shaken aback.. they were quiet and after sometime neha got the courage to ask me about it..

"You are Kidding swayam! Tum jhoot mat bolo plz.. kriya ko kya hua? Ye ye nhi ho sakta.. tum tum jhoot bol rhe ho!" she started crying badly and she started beating me on my chest'. She pushed me away.. "I m going to her ! she just have some last time' and I .. I just can let the time go" I said and was leaving when all gathered around me and pleaded to take me with them.. everyone was there.. Sharon too' she too was crying.. but.. rey.. he was just standing there like a statue.. he didn't even move.. I shake him but no response' I pulled him with me but he let go his hand out of my grip and was leaving when I told him the name of the hospital.. I can clearly see that he was crying .. but I cant do anything..

Soon all the memories vanished when I feel hell lot of pain in my right arm.. I then opened my eyes and saw myself in some hospital and doctors and nurses gathered around me' I exactly knew what was happening !... I knew that I was going where I exactly belonged.. in real hell.. or emmm heaven.. idk that.. I smiled at them and they confusingly smiled back..

Then I saw my mom crying hard.. I m nt a gud daughter and also not a gud lover * I meant not a gud more than just gud friend*.. I never gave happiness to my mom nor to my love' I m a bad totally bad and useless creature on earth' I sighed '

I was miling al the way as I want my last moments to be best.. I want.. I want to see him.. I want to see my love.. did he ever wanted to see me? Will he come? Why the hell he will come? After whatever I did, he will never want to see my face'

That was the moment I lose myself and cried hard' then I don't believe what I saw' I saw my best friend swayam standing on the door crying.. with.. with Sharon.. God she too is here.. with Sharon ' I knew it.. yayyy' I knew it that they will be together one day.. I flung on my hospital bed ' all the nursrs and doctors looked at me surprisingly' emmm.. some were angry too.. I made a puppy face and point to swayam.. they smiled and let him in.. once the door opened, he rushed to me and hugged me tightly' he was crying badly.. I hugged him back and playfully muttered.." You too looked cute together' stay like that forever !" my throat was paining as the way I tried to suicide was bad..

I feel sorry for my self.. there then he broke the hug and shouted at me holding my shoulders and shaking them.. "HOW THE HELL CAN U DO THIS?" I gulped hard.. I then started crying' he looked at me and sighed' " I love u kriya ! u r the best bestie I have ever had !" he calmly said that but the tears was like never ending..

And soon all gathered around my hugging one by one.. crying like there is no tomorrow' I knew their pain but my pain was more' I already lost myself, my love , my life and now what?... nothing else..

I knew this was the end.. I tried to find him .. I looked here and there.. but he wasn't anywhere to be seen.. MY LOVE WAS NOWHERE TO BE SEEN ! my inner voice shouted and I broke down to tears'

I asked swayam slowly.."IS HE??" he quickly nodded his head in a NO.. this was the last broke down.. my heart was now shattered into pieces.. I was breathless'

I started breathing hard which make everyone worried.. I was breathing very badly.. I clutched the bed sheet and throwed myself back on the bed.. my eyes were tightly shut' with every coming second I feel more and more pain.. the one word No makes me cry like anything.. I was crying hard and was breath less' all were witnessing this moment but he wasn't here..

Wait ! I saw him' Yayyy I saw him.. he was standing near the door' his eyes were red and swollen.. he was panting hard and was looking dreadful.. I cant see him like this' he gulped hard and rushed to me.. he took me in his arms while the doctors were doing their work.. he hugged me tight,, I sighed in relief and was really happy to see him besides me'

He was looking and me and crying hard.. he cupped my face and said.. "Dont worry.. kuch nhi hoga.." he said while sobbing.. but he wasn't true.. I sighed and said my last word "Sorry rey !" and then there was a last sigh and then'''.

Sorry guyz..

I wasn't feeling gud so I wrote this..

Its nt that always a story can have a good end.. think practical..

I m really sorry to hurt u guyz.. I didn't mean to hurt u..

-love yaaa

Urs Devil :(