This entry goes back to the day when Sandhya had to agree to the marriage.
Aaj maine ek bahut bada faisala liya hai. Nahi, maine nahi, Ankur Bhaiyya jo faisala liya tha mere zindagi ke baare mein us faisle ko apna rahi aaj main.Shaadi hone jaa rahi meri. Haan, mummy-papa, bhaiyya ne mere liye ek MBA ladke ko chuna hai. Wo kya hai na, Ankur bhaiyya ko US jane ke liye deri ho rahi thi aur isi liye mujhe kisi aur ke ghar bhej rahe hain. Bhabi ne mana kiya bhaiyya ko aur aaj tak main bhi soch rahi thi ki main is shaadi ki khel se bach sakti hoon.Phir socha, Ankita bhabhi kyon du main Bhaiyya ki soch ki saza.Socha ki aazad kardun in dono ko mere responsibility se. Aaj mujhe inke ambitions ke liye,meri khud ki aur mummy-papa ki sapno ko maarna pad raha hai.par kya main majboor hoon? Padhayi ki hai maine,soch thi hoon, khud rahe sakthi hoon yahan akele, mujhe nahi shaadi ki zaroorat hai aur nahi hi Ankur bhaiyya ki. Par.. par..Ankita bhabi ise hone nahi degi.Wo mujhe akela yahan apne haal par kabhi chodke khush nahi rahe paayigi. Shayad main majboor hi hoon. Kyon hamesha jhukna padta hai,kyon hamesha dusron ki khushi keliye khud ki khushi ko maar dena padta, kyon a bhaiyya ki America jaane ke liye,ek behen ko kisi anjaan insaan ke sathi,ek joothi rishta nibhana padta hai.Kyon main apne sapno ke baar main nahi soch sakthi! Kyon mera dil mujhe Bhaiyya jitna khator hone nahi deta. Kyon apno keliye ye dil itno sochta hai! Kyon itne kam samay main zindagi itni boori tarah badal jaati hi ke shak hone lagta ki kya aaj tak jo hua wo sapna tha ki jab jo honewala hai wo sapna hai.
Kyon logo bomb blasts karvate hain? Aaaj,mujhe ye tak pata nahi ki meri jinse shaadi honewali wo dikhte kaise hain ya karte kya hain.Par mujhe ek baat pata hai,main zindagi ke har din un logon se aur unke jaise logon se ladhungi jinhone mujhse mere mummy-papa,mere sapne aur mere bhaiyya-bhabi ko bhi cheen liya hai.Is Sandhya ki zindagi se toh in logon ne Suraj ko hamesha ke liye cheen liya hai, par ye Sandhya ,apna Suraj dhundke rahegi! Koi nahi hara sakta mujhe ya mere sapno ko..koi nahi.. Aur kehte hai na,Suraj ke saath hi savere ki roshni bhi aayegi.Sab kuch theek kar doongi main..han sab kuch theek kar doongi main!
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