Arsha Week OS : I will make everything right

Hi Everyone !!!

I am here with my 2nd Arsha OS .. this is for the Arsha Week ...

I am not sure if you have something which similar to my thought lines .. as there are everyday some OS coming up .. Sorry if you find it repeated ..

Do read and enjoy ...please let me know your comments ...

I will make everything right

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Its been almost 3 months now .. my training will be over in a few weeks time .. after such rigorous training hours and days .. I have finally got a weekend and 3 full days of holiday .. Wow .. it seems like ages that I have got some time for myself now .. I am going to just sleep and sleep .. I feel so tired ..

But sleep was not in her destiny .. again the thoughts of her last meeting with Kunwar haunted her .. that 1 hour was the worst hour of her life ..she felt humiliated .. dejected … she blamed herself again and again .. why did she act so stupid … she had never felt so low .. how could she be wrong about Kunwar .. she had known him for so long now … still how could she make such a blunder .. tears which she thought would have dried by now still kept flowing .. she tossed and turned on her bed trying to find peace .. but no .. her mind was just on Kunwar like it had been for the past months ..

But sorrow had seeped deep in her heart .. which would take a long time for her to overcome ..

It was not that he had not kept contact with her after that meeting .. he had been the way he was .. he had never made her uncomfortable nor reminded her about that night .. she knew he would not mention about the conversation which they had to anyone .. he wouldn't mock her .. but she had been very angry with him .. but as time passed by and she came to NY ,she mellowed down because of the way he handled the situation .. any other guy would have definitely broken all contacts with her or laughed at her .. but he chose to email her everyday .. she thanked him for that .. because she could not see or talk to him .. she was not in the state .. he wrote everyday about what all he did .. how his day went .. D3 .. what happened at shoot .. his fears about the TRPSs falling .. his popularity .. his dance.. his fans everything .. he carefully avoided mentioning about his girl ..

Initially for almost 10 -15 emails she had not replied .. she just read and re-read them .. then she started emailing him too .. it was a good way to let out everything which she felt .. she felt very happy writing than speaking or chatting with him .. she would wait for the day to get over and then open her laptop and write the email .. sometimes the email went in for pages because she had lots to write about her dance practice .. how she felt here away from family/ friends .. her flat where she was alone after her training .. but somehow she knew he understood everything .. because his replies were very motivating , encouraging and sometimes funny .. Though in these 3 months she had hardly laughed from her heart .. his emails made her smile ..

Her training was almost over and she had signed one year contract with her instructor who also owned a company which created musicals , ballets and performed all over the country .. she knew this experience would help her in future ..

She fell asleep in the early hours of morning …when she heard the door bell ring. .. she thought she must be dreaming .. but it rang persistently .. she saw the time .. it was 7:30 AM .. who the hell is ringing the bell .. she walked to the door with her eyes half closed .. saw thru the eyehole .. her eyes opened up wide as if somebody had thrown cold water on her .. she opened the door hastily .. and screamed "What are you doing here ?"

Surprise !!! ..

Kunwar .. what do you mean surprise .. it's a shock .. what the hell are you doing here at this hour ..

Kunwar : Are you gonna ask me everything at the doorstep .. let me come in first …

She opened the door wide for him .. he walked in..he hadn't changed ..the same mischievous smile .. the warmth in this eyes .. but there was something else in them .. he seemed tired .. something else she couldn't pin point it specifically ..

He kept his luggage and turned and hugged her .. "Shaks .. its great to see you "

She hugged him back .. still a bit confused as to what is he doing here .. she tried to pull back .. his arms were still firm around her .. isn't the hug a bit longer than what usually is termed as the "friendly hug" .. she threw that thought the minute it occurred to her .. Stop thinking Shakti .. just ask him what's he up to here ..

She felt a little embarrassed in her shorts and tang top .. she had not expected him .. she felt she should have pulled a tee over that .. never before had she felt like this infront of him .. but today was different .. Shakti just pretend what happened last time was something that happened for a moment .. you are not affected by it .. try to be normal for god's sake .. she lead him to the hall and they both sat ..

Again she asked " how come you are here ?"

Kunwar : Huff .. how many questions you have .. I am on 2 weeks vacation .. I had 2 options either to go home to Indore or somewhere else .. so I chose the 2^nd one .. and decided to spend sometime here in NY .. what say ?

Shakti was a little sceptical .. he wants to spend 2 weeks here with me .. but do I want to spend it with him ?? He didn't even bother to ask me that …

Kunwar was moving around the house as if it was his own .. he looked at everything .. "Hmm good house " ..

"Do you have something to eat .. I am famished .. "

Shakti made a face .. "There will be some pulav in the fridge, I had made yesterday night .. you can have that "

Kunwar made a big nasty disgusting face .. "Ugghh Veg .." ..Shakti flared up "What the hell do you think you are doing .. without even informing me ..you turn up in the morning .. now you want my kitchen to be stocked up for you "

Kunwar : But , am your guest ..

Shakti : "An uninvited guest .. " .. she scowled again …

Kunwar made a sad face "So If I had informed you earlier that am coming ,you would have made arrangements for me ? "

Shakti said with a straight face " Yes , I would have booked a room for you in a hotel " ..

Kunwar was quiet for sometime .. Shakti felt ..was she too rude to him .. she could have been a little mild in using her words .. she came close to him "Sorry .. didn't mean to be rude .. you gave me a big shock by coming here so suddenly .. and after almost 3months I have got this really long weekend to catch up on my sleep .. so just lost my temper .. "

Kunwar gave me his silly grin .. "No problem .. I was just thinking if you could sleep on the couch and let me sleep in your bedroom .. am tired after 15 hours of journey "

Shakti couldn't believe this guy had the nerves to say this to her .. here she said sorry for her words .. its no use with this guy ..this guy will never change ..

She threw the cushion on his face hard .. stamped her foot and walked to her room .. "Don't you dare step in my room .. your place is in the hall .. " .. she shut the door behind her ..

Kunwar smiled at the shut door ..

Behind the closed door Shakti lay on her bed wide awake .. now how am I ever going to get some sleep .. my mind will be outside this room thinking what that guy is upto .. Why has he come .. I don't believe a sh*t that he is on vacation and just packed his bags and came here ..

She tried to sleep .. tossed and turned on her bed .. finally she couldn't take it anymore ..she freshened up .. and quietly went out ..she saw Kunwar sleeping on the couch .. he looked so cute .. for a moment she forgot everything and wanted to caress his face ..No .. Shakti .. hold it .. control your feelings .. She kept a note that she is going out for sometime ..

She came back after an hour with lunch and some other stuff .. As she opened the door of her apartment .. she saw him fiddling with something in her kitchen ..

What are you up to ?

"Oh Shaks .. I wanted to make some coffee and couldn't find anything .. "

"I will make it .. you don't have to trouble yourself .. " she said sarcastically …

Kunwar let her take the place in kitchen and just looked at her without speaking .. this was making her uncomfortable .. she tried to concentrate on her work and avoid those irresistible eyes …

Finally .. "Stop gawking at me " ..

Kunwar let out a chuckle .. "Oops " .. he went and started unpacking his bag …

Kunwar: Lets go out sight seeing today ..

Shakti was not in a mood .. but she saw his eager face .. and she relented .. why can't I just ignore him .. be rude to him .. Ugrrrh …

It was surprising but she really enjoyed a lot .. they went to see Statue of Liberty .. Times Square .. Empire State Buidling .. the tallest building .. they were on the observation deck and seeing the whole of NY city .. it was the most beautiful sight .. Kunwar wanted to do the Titanic scene .. arms wide open and take a pic .. he wanted Shakti also to be with him .. From the morning she had avoided pics to be taken together by giving some excuse or the other .. but here he was not ready to listen .. he had caught some guy to take their pic .. she agreed .. she stood before him and opened her arms wide .. and he behind her did the same .. his chest was touching her back.. she felt for a moment to just give her weight away and lean back in him .. then she came back to her senses .. No .. Never .. "I won't upload this pic on FB or anywhere … its just for us .. " he whispered in her ears .. His voice sounded so melodious to her ears .. she smiled from her heart .. and the guy clicked their photo ..

She was thinking in her room .. why can't she be angry with this guy after what he did with her … was it only her mistake .. wasn't he to be blamed .. no .. he can't be blamed .. she mistook him .. his behaviour towards her .. she didn't want to enjoy with him .. but it was so natural to be jovial when he was around .. she just couldn't help smiling and enjoying .. after almost 3 months ..this was one day she had smiled and laughed so much .. there was some positive energy he oozed .. it just filled around her .. she didn't cry this night and slept ..

***

Some noise woke her up .. She was confused .. what's going on .. she checked time .. it was 4 am .. what's that noise .. she opened her bedroom door softly .. she saw Kunwar doing something in the kitchen .. Oh Hell !!! he is having jet lag .. that's why he has woken up so early ..

She peeped and saw what exactly was he doing .. he was making coffee she guessed .. then he got the cup .. then put on his ipod and started dancing .. she couldn't help smile .. he looked so cute dancing alone .. no .. was he dancing alone .. his hands were in such a way as if he is holding some invisible being .. he is doing a couple dance .. that too alone .. she almost let out a laugh .. she continued to watch him ..

Kunwar turned towards her room while dancing and saw her .. sheepishly he gave a grin .. "Sorry to wake you up again .. I was trying to be very quiet .. I am not able to sleep .. " he ran his fingers thru his hair ..

She came out of her room .. She gave her hand to him .. He was surprised .. but he realised she wanted to dance with him .. he readily took her hand .. he danced very slowly .. his hands on her waist and hers around his neck .. after a while she looked at him … she signalled him to give one of his head phones so she could listen to which song was playing …

Kahin to.. kahin to
Hogi wo,
Duniya jahan tu mere saath hai..

Jahan mein, jahan tu,
Aur jahan, bass tere mere jazbaat hai,
Hogi jahan subah teri,
Palko ki, kirano mein,
Lori jahan chand ki,
Sune teri baahoin mein..

Jaane naa kahan wo duniya hai,
Jaane naa wo hai bhi ya nahi,
Jahan meri zindagi mujhse,
Itni khafa nahi..

She just closed her eyes and hugged him .. his grip around her waist tightened and they were just swaying to the music … she realised that he was just playing this song again and again ..

***

Next morning she woke up on her bed .. she didn't even remember for how long they were dancing like that .. and when did she fall asleep .. and he brought her to her room ..

***

It had been 4 days now .. they had seen all that was to be seen in NY .. eaten whatever Kunwar wanted to try .. she must admit she had a great time with him .. but her mind always asked her .. why didn't he call India once also during this time .. or is it that he didn't call infront of her .. she wondered ..

***

Next on Kunwar's list was to go to Six Flags .. this is a adventure theme park .. she was very fond of all the roller coaster rides .. this park was so huge that they decided to spend the whole day there ..

She loved almost all the rides they had taken till now ..she had screamed her lungs out while on the ride .. she had been the previous Shakti today,who had got lost somewhere in these months .. she loved the feeling of these rides .. how there is a lump in the stomach .. how her hair flies backwards .. she just loved it .. he seemed to be sharing her enthusiasm and fun ..

"Shaks , lets do bunjee jumping .. "

This was something she was terrified of .. she had never dared to do this .. she was bold and daring and could do anything else .. but not this ..

Shakti : "No .. lets do something else .. I don't like it much .. " she didn't want him to know her fears ..

Kunwar :You are scared .. ha ha ..

"Shakti is scared of Bunjee jumping .. Tra la la la " he literally danced there teasing her ..

She glared at him .. "Shut up Kunwar , I am not doing it " .. she tried walk away ..

He caught her wrist .. "Shaks , just try it once .. am sure you will enjoy it like no other ride .. "

"No"

"Please .. Just once .. we will do it together .. "

He was so persistent that she had no choice ..

They both were taken some 100 ft high .. there a harness was tied to both of them such that they were hugging each other and the harness was around their waist .. There was another rope which was tied to their feet .. so first it was that they would fall head down some 40 ft ..then they would be pulled up again and then again let down .. and then they would be swaying from right to left .. the whole session would take hardly 5 – 8 minutes .. these instructions were being told to them ..

Shakti was shivering .. she had never been scared of anything before .. but this was just too much ..

"Kunwar, I don't want to do it " .. she said it in a low voice

"Shaks , believe me you will love it once its done .. "

He cupped her face in his hands .. "You trust me .. " He asked ..

She nodded .. Why did I nod my head .. do I really trust him ..

"I am holding you .. just close your eyes for now and open when I tell you "

She again nodded

She closed her eyes .. a thought came in her mind .. if I were to die now .. whom do I want to see last .. and Kunwar's image came infront of her .. she was shocked .. she opened her eyes in haste but again closed them .. her mom , dad , sisters no one came infront of her .. Kunwar .. why him .. why him ..

"Shaks … we are going now .. just hold me .. "

She took a deep breath .. her arms were around him .. she felt when they were pushed .. she felt the sudden gush of wind going in her head .. she thought she would stop breathing .. it felt as if she was racing down with jet speed .. she felt she would hit something and just fall apart .. she was dugging her nails in his back .. suddenly she was being pulled up .. she felt her stomach was on a grinder .. she thrust herself with more force in him .. "Don't leave me .. please "

"I won't ever leave you ,Shaks " .. he whispered

"Open your eyes .. "

She opened and saw .. first she felt the lightness in her head .. then her body .. they were swaying from right to left .. they were some 80 ft on top .. she could hardly see the people on the ground .. she could feel his body warmth .. but why is she wet .. she had been sweating all throughout .. she held him more close and screamed .. "Shaktiii yu huuu " she went on screaming .. laughing .. her name sounded so good to her .. she had never enjoyed so much .. it was the most thrilling experience … she saw him grinning .. "I need a hearing aid now .. I am going deaf with you screaming in my ears " .. he shouted .. she laughed again …

Finally they finished their ride and were coming down .. she saw the time .. how is it possible .. they were in air for more than 20 minutes whereas the guy had said that its hardly for 10 minutes .. she asked Kunwar about it .. "We took 2 sessions .." He twitched his nose and said ..

Finally the real Shakti was back .. I now walked as if there was a spring attached to my shoe .. jumped sometimes .. hopped .. I really let my heart out today and enjoyed ..

Along with rides there were many games also .. like hoopla .. rings throw .. and the best part was the prize .. everywhere there were huge soft toys to be won .. Kunwar literally played all the games and won the soft toys for me .. While walking home I looked like a 10 year old girl .. my hands full of toys .. and I hidden beneath them ..

***

My training started .. I had to be away for the whole day .. Kunwar was at home chilling .. I used to call him on the home number just to check out if he needs anything …

One day I called and no one picked the call .. I tried a number of times .. but no answer .. I started getting tensed .. where is he .. has he gone out .. but he should have come back by now .. its almost 3 hours now .. finally when I tried again in the evening , he picked up my call to tell me that he had gone for a stroll .. I was not sure whether to believe him or no .. This happened for 3-4 days .. I wondered where would he be going everyday …

***

Friday had come .. Kunwar would be leaving on Sunday .. How did these days pass by .. I didn't even realise .. today I was not able to concentrate on my dance at all .. so I left early for home ..

***

I opened the door and didn't find him anywhere .. I was a little irritated and angry .. where does he go the whole day and why doesn't he tell me about it ..

She sat in the hall waiting for him …

Finally after 4 hours he came .. with that same smile … again his eyes had some expression which I just couldn't place the way it happened when I saw him the first time .. "Hi Shaks .. you are early today .. so weekend mood ?"

I just scowled " Kunwar , can I know what you have been upto these past few days , I call you during the day and you are never at home .. I get the same answer in the evening .. went for a stroll "

Kunwar sat next to her .. his expressions had changed .. he was in deep thought .. he looked at her .. his gaze penetrating in her eyes .. she was confused but he had some determined expression on his face .. " I wanted to give my reply to you for that night " .. he quietly said

The minute he said this .. all the memories of that night came back to her like a gush of wind …

***Flashback ***

She had met Kunwar after a few months at the TellyChakkar interview .. They may not have met frequently after she quit D3 .. but they were in constant touch .. they talked everyday about anything and everything ...

She had initially felt the changes in herself during their D3 shootings .. she was slowly seeing Kunwar from a different perspective .. she was not sure if she was in Kria's shoes when she started feeling this towards him .. she loved everything he did .. what he said .. how he said ..even though she loved to fight with him .. argue and irritate him a lot .. but somewhere she started getting this unique feeling which she had never had with any other guy before .. from DID days they had hugged .. he had touched her face .. her neck .. her waist … so many times she had been in his arms ..but now during D3 when these shots happened .. she used to get these tingling sensations .. especially when he held her by her waist or when he shut her mouth with his hand .. once or twice she felt she would just kiss his hand which was on her mouth .. her heart beat would increase and she would sometimes feel that she is not acting .. its just real .. this was new to her .. she used to dream about him .. fantasise how it would be to kiss him … she was falling in love with Kunwar ..

She was a bold girl .. she could have spoken about her feelings to him .. but she was not ready to accept it easily … she wanted to know if he felt the same way about her too …he was her best friend from DID days .. but during the shootings .. the way he interacted with her .. she started feeling that he is reciprocating her feelings too .. she thought she gave him enough hints and he took them too .. they had never spoken it aloud .. but she felt she was special to him …

She remembered the scene when she had to sing in Shivam's party .. Palki Maam insisted that she sing it herself .. Shakti was terrified .. she was ok with singing infront of family and friends with her awful voice .. but on national television .. God !!! .. everyone would make fun of her .. moreover the D3 gang was already pulling her leg over that .. she tried to convince Palki Maam that Neeti would be the best choice to sing .. but Palki said that if Kria is in love with Rey truly then she would sing from her heart even though her voice is not good ..so she wanted that love to come out in that scene ..

Shakti felt if she was in love with Kunwar ..will I be able to sing a song for him infront of such a huge audience ..

She gave the shot somehow .. the whole D3 gang was laughing and making fun .. but Kunwar hadn't said a word ..she was surprised by this .. he wouldn't leave a chance to pull her leg .. so what's wrong now .. she went to her vanity van to touch up her makeup .. she was standing in front of the mirror with a sad face when the door opened and Kunwar came in .. "Hi Shaks " .. She tried to smile .. "You were too good .. don't be down if the gang is teasing you ..seriously "

Her smile widened .. he went on "Any guy would fall in love with you after this "

Shakti's eyes were wide with surprise .. but in her mind she asked "Even you , Kunwar ?"

But she said "Thanks .. " .. the minute she said this ..she realised that he was smiling mischievously at her .. she was not sure why .. he said "Just that the guy should be deaf " .. her eyes widened and her mouth fell open .. she threw the hair brush which was in her hand at him .. but he had already closed the door and ran out .. She sat and laughed for a long time ..

She had thought that after she quit D3 .. if her feelings were just attraction .. it will diminish with time as she might not see him often .. but no .. this feeling just increased by leaps and bound ..

Even though she knew he had a girl in his life .. somewhere her heart said that he loved only Shakti .. she thought maybe he would confess his feelings before she went to NY .. that would be the right time too ..

After the interview she was confident that he too had feelings for her .. to spend more time with him and especially alone she said ..

Shakti : Kunwar .. want to go for coffee ?

Kunwar : Yup .. my place ? Don't know after this when will we get time like this ..

Shakti's heart felt dismayed .. why is he speaking this way .. I am yours and always will be .. but you need to speak first .. but she said " Great "

Kunwar made coffee for them and they sat in his hall .. their conversation started with D3 .. then her dance training .. NY .. her plans after coming back .. she tried one or two times to get him on track by said " So Kunwar don't you have some last words for me before I go " .. "No farewell gift for me .. " .. "I am sure you will forget me easily .. " .. but how much ever she tried .. he didn't take the clue and went on some other topic ..

Shakti's patience was being tested .. she had enough of this silly conversation .. she finally said " I will miss you a lot Kunwar " .. He stopped at what he was doing .. he looked in her eyes .. "Me too " .. he did have pain in those eyes which spoke to hers .. She just couldn't stop herself .. " Kunwar , I don't know what else to say to you .. just that I love you " .. His eyes were wide with shock .. his mouth fell open a bit .. she mistook his expression and she went and kissed him on his lips to show that she meant every word of what she just said ..

After a while she pulled back and she had tears flowing and she realised just what had happened ..she flared up .. "You .. you .. didn't kiss me back .. Oh Gosh !!! .. "

Kunwar : Shaks .. no its not …

Shakti was so shocked by his behaviour .. she just didn't know what was happening to her .. she was shaking like a leaf .. as if someone had slapped her a 100 times .. she choked "It means that you don't love .. " she couldn't complete ..

Kunwar tried to hold her hand "Shaks .. please listen .. "

She hurled her hand free from his and screamed " What a fool I have been .. I can't believe it .. I did this .. "

She just picked her purse and stormed out of the door and closed it with the loudest bang ..

Kunwar cried out her name a number of times looking at the closed door .. he too had tears in his eyes .. yes .. he didn't kiss her back .. the first thing was that he had never expected this sudden act by Shakti and 2^nd thing was that he was in a relationship …

He sat on the floor for a long time still staring at the closed door and then he felt he knew what he had to do ..

*** Flashback ends ***

Shakti came back to her senses .. she saw Kunwar sitting on the floor and he was holding her hands .. she was so irate by what he had said .. " Kunwar , don't you dare say a word about that .. It just happened in the moment… I just don't want to talk about it "

Kunwar calmly said " I am sorry .. I hurt you .. but I wanted to tell you the reason "

Shakti snarled " Reason .. Ha .. you come here after 3 months to tell me the reason for that night .. are you out of your mind .. " … she stood up ..

Kunwar stood up too and held her wrists .. "Please Shakti .. just listen to what I have to say .. I came here just for … "

Shakti had enough of him .. she tried very hard to shake his hands off her and cut him short .. "Oh now I understand why you came here .. you wanted to see if Shakti Mohan .. the strong , bold girl …..who fell for you .. just like all the other girls who do that .. and you didn't respond to her feelings .. you wanted to see if I was broken .. you wanted to see if I was hurt .. you wanted to see if I was crying for you .. you wanted to get that sadistic pleasure of seeing me sad .. you are disgusting Kunwar ..

Kunwar pleaded " No . .Shaks .. its not what you are thinking .. how can I do this to you .. I have always tried to bring a smile on your face …

Shakti started shaking with anger .. tears were pouring from her eyes .. her face had become red with anger " Smile .. my foot .. Umm .. now I get it .. sight seeing .. bunjee jumping .. you again wanted to use your charm .. that's what it is .. your magic wand .. rite ? you saw me smiling .. opening up .. so you get another chance to just walk over me … let me tell you Kunwar Amarjeet Singh ..you don't affect me at all …

Kunwar just held her shoulders and shook her "You have to listen to me " he screamed at her face .. she was shaking her head " No I don't want to .. just get the hell out of here " … her hands punching him in the chest .. on his face … he took both her hands behind her back .. and gripped it with his left hand .. it was very tight .. it hurt her … she was trying to get free from him vigorously .. he just held her head with his right hand… he jerked it a little hard .. but Shakti was not in her senses … he growled " Just listen to me once and then I will leave .. I promise " … she kept shaking her head and trying to free herself .. suddenly she froze by Kunwar's action .. her hands were still .. her head was still .. she had no idea for a moment what was happening .. whether it was really happening .. her lips were in his mouth .. he was eating it as if it were a soft cake .. he was licking it .. he was nibbling it .. it was not forceful .. it was not as if he was angry .. this was different .. he was kissing her with passion …. It was gentle yet it was persuasive .. she opened her eyes and tried to press her lips to each other tightly not letting him in .. she didn't know for how long she would be able to do this .. her hands were sweating .. her tight fists were dugging the nails in her palm .. her back was dripping wet .. her top stuck to her skin .. she finally closed her eyes because she felt she didn't have any power left in her .. her body was becoming weak .. she thought he would just devour her and she would be just standing there and letting him do that … she felt she would just faint in his arms now .. whereas Kunwar continued to nudge with his lips to make her open her mouth .. she finally surrendered and opened her lips partly .. she had expected an aggressive tongue to explore and capture her mouth but no .. she felt a gentle slimy part in her mouth which was playing and discovering the inners of her mouth .. she just wanted this feeling to engulf her .. her mind had already stopped working .. she felt she is just doing what he wanted her to do .. she was doing everything in a trance .. she felt his hands loosened their grip on her hand and her head .. she slowly took her hands around his neck .. put her fingers thru his hair .. his left hand gripped her waist and his right hand running all over her back .. she thought she had no other alternative left with her .. she gathered whatever strength she could and kissed him back .. their tongues met .. then parted .. he tried to take her tongue in his mouth …she tried her best to set it free and take his in her mouth .. she sucked it with all her might .. their saliva mixed with their emotions .. it was sweet and salty as it was mixed with their tears .. she sucked his lips .. biting it and nibbling it .. he took her lower lip and sucked and bit her .. again took both her lips and kissed it and slowly pulled back .. he was panting but he kissed on her cheeks to wipe the tears away .. her eyes were still closed .. he placed kisses on her eyes .. and gently placed her on the sofa .. he again sat on her floor and took her hands in his ..

Finally she opened her eyes to look at him .. he had tears in his eyes .. she couldn't understand what he wanted to say with those eyes .. maybe she was crying so much that her head was spinning and now she was not able to see him properly ..

Kunwar gently said " Just hear me out and then I will leave .. I won't ever turn back " .. she just kept staring at him …

Kunwar continued " When you kissed me the other night .. I was too shocked at first to react .. I had never expected you to do that .. I had never imagined that you would think I didn't kiss you because I don't love you .. No .. its not that way .. I have loved you and only you .. My feelings developed for you when DID ended .. I suddenly felt that I would never be able to see you again .. talk to you .. you would get busy with something and we would loose contact .. but then D3 happened .. and we again got another opportunity to be together .. I was very happy seeing you smile and laugh everyday .. Many a times I did think of telling you .. but I was not sure whether you think of me as more than a friend .. I didn't want to make you uncomfortable or jeopardise our friendship ..

I know I have always flirted with you .. pulled your leg .. but when you roll your eyes and then smirk at me .. or make faces or get irritated with me .. it was a pleasure to watch you .. finally everything would end in your smile which comes directly from your heart ..

You think I would laugh at you or mock you if a girl like you falls for me .. its something I would be proud of .. That night was a night which I can't forget .. You thought I am worthy of you .. that was more than enough for me .. How could you think that I would do anything to hurt you ..

I know I wrote you only emails in these 3m because I was afraid you might not talk to me if I call or block me if I wanted to chat with you .. I had to sort some things at me end .. so I took time ..

<<I have referred to the girl in Kunwar's life as "she" "Her" .. all in inverted commas .. don't want to take any names >>

I had to close a chapter of my life before I even saw or talked to you .. and it was not easy for me .. believe me .. "she" has been in my life since a long time.. "she" is a very good friend of mine .. when no one supported me or my dance .."she" was there for me always .. yes , "she" does love me even today .. but I couldn't feel for "her" more than as a friend .. I thought I was in love with "her" until I met you and knew what love actually is .. My family also accepted "her" after I won accolades for DID then D3 .. they thought its because of "her" that I have achieved all this .. no doubt "her" encouragement and motivation was the force behind it .. I was not sure how to explain everything to "her" .. and to my family … both our families share a very good relation .. I was scared that it would be marred because of my decision .. but after that night I had to do it .. yes .. "she" was devastated .. "she" was angry .. but I just couldn't do anything but be with "her" till "she" calmed down .. "she" is and will be one of my very good friends .. I am really thankful that "she" understands me and my feelings for you .. I know there have been many face-offs between you two .. you can't stand "her" neither can "she" .. but now "she" does know why there was friction between you two .. "She" was , is and will be a part of my life .. but trust me you are my love and life now ..

I am really sorry for making you miserable for these 3m .. I realised it when I saw you when I came here .. You had changed .. you had lost that twinkle in your eyes .. you had lost your smile .. and it was all because of me .. I still hate myself for that .. So I wanted to bring back my original Shakti back and then let my heart out to you ..

I know after hearing all this .. you may still think I am lying .. but this is truth of my life and its open like a book infront of you .. Whenever I close my eyes .. its only you who come in my mind and heart and I want to spend the rest of my life with you ..

Kunwar kissed the back of her hand and got up .. Shakti still hadn't given a single reaction .. he walked and started packing his bags .. he realised he has lost her .. There was nothing left for him here .. he had to leave …

He had done with all his packing .. he came near her .. Shakti hadn't moved an inch .. "I am sorry for what I have done "

He was about to move towards the door .. he felt her hand on his wrist .. he turned to see .. again tears had brimmed up in her eyes and now they were flowing .. she pulled him towards her .. and hugged him .. he gathered her in his arms securely .. he let her cry on his shoulders as he caressed her hair .. soothed her back .. saying sweet nothings in her ears ..

After a long time when finally Shakti thought she had cried enough .. she looked up in his eyes … "If I would not have stopped you from going ,what would you have done ?"

Kunwar smiled at her "I had a backup plan ready too"

Her eyes were wide with surprise ..she raised her brows .. he looked like a small kid "I was gonna quit D3 .. come here and a dance academy so that am near you and then I would win you again .. I had to do a lot of enquires so I used to visit the different dance academies every day " .. he looked at her sheepishly ..

She hit him lightly on his head .. " So much confidence … that you would win me .. ?"

"You only gave me the confidence when you confessed that night " .. he smiled widely ,wiped the tears which were on her cheeks .. and kissed on her cheeks ..

Shakti was thinking something and then she looked up a little concern in her eyes "how are we gonna work this out .. you in India .. me here ? "

Kunwar knew this was gonna come .. he slowly caressed her face .. looked deeply in her eyes "Baby, I will make everything right .. I have my eyes set on my goal .." he paused .. telling her thru his eyes that she is what he wants .. "I swear to you that I am gonna make this work for us " .. their foreheads met .. she closed her eyes and thought .. how come I had not thought of this side of Kunwar .. the one who can't hurt anyone .. he will take upon himself all the sorrows but never let the person infront of him cry .. I have not made a mistake .. I have got my best friend as my lover .. she blushed at that thought .. she remembered some of the lines in his emails .. now she understood what he had meant .. "Shaks , always believe in your feelings ..trust them …" she hugged him tight .. then tilted her head and looked up at him " Kunwar .. can you do better than the kiss which we just shared now ? " she teasingly asked ..

His eyes opened in amazement .. he saw the mischievous look in her eyes … but before he could say .. she giggled and ran to her bedroom .. he ran his fingers thru his hair .. said under his breath "Hell .. What all do I have to prove to this girl .. " ran behind her .. " Shaks , you can't escape now from me .. I am gonna show you now " .. he picked her up in his arms and both fell on her bed …

*** The End ***

Unique n Beautiful OS..

Loved it to d core..

Awesome writing..

N thanks for d big one...

Fantabulous Updt.