kisike jaane ke baad kare phir usiki yaad

Bani is all set for an independent future for herself and her baby! Pia-Pushkar were being really sweet and considerate to stop Bani and assure her that they are there for her. Yaar, yeh pushkar karta kya hai yaar? That he can use his office guestroom for his private guests? Looks like the owner wont question coz it is Mrs. Walia in question! And anyway… sooner or later she is going to own that place… or rather her husband is going to buy out every property that she steps on😆! It was one of those rare occasions that I found Pia justified… she gave Pushkar a good trashing👏. And that guy still doesn't seem to have realized his mistake😡? He was like 'so what if I knew where she was' Errr… I wanted Jai to get his hands on that guy's neck… but Jai seems to be thankful for obvious reasons! It is great that Bani-Pushkar are great friends… but why do I feel it comes at a very heavy price? Nahi pata mujhe…😕

Jai for once looked drained and ill when lying on the bed… varna I did have my doubts about the sling on his hand. Was he shot on the arms? Does that mean that the person wanted to scare Jai away and didn't intend to kill Jai? It cant be a misjudged shot…Jai was held at point blank! and btw why aren't everyone bothered about who shot Jai😕? Did they think it was just a case of stray mugging? Atrocious. But I am glad his Biwi hasn't got enthusiastic about investing it as yet😆.

Aditya is a sweety as always. I really hope they don't turn him negative on a future date! If Bani has Pushkar, Jai has Aditya… both seem to support their friends ably. Jai is so worried about Bani, 1^st thing he asked was where is she… I felt so bad for Jai when he asked Aditya for a favour… 'Please Bani ka kayal rakna… use kisse bath stress honi nahi chahiye' He was so helpless… he wanted to take care of her himself… but he knows he cant! How cruel can it get😭? Jai is discharged and back home. Btw that doctor really needs a crash course on how to check the patience's pulse… he was holding Jai's palm and wrist😆!

Jai is back home and is welcomed by the entire family, or rather Jai's duplicate was😆! Massi ties a raksha daga on Jais' wrist to keep him away from evil… and I feel he will get one tied around Bani's wrist also😃. Jai said he wanted to rest and walked away… it was so strange, he had his entire family… but when he walked away he looked so lonely… the house looked empty…Bani wasn't there! And it hit him straight away😭.

The story really didn't move forward from Friday… except towards the end when Jai looks determined to win his FAMILY back👏! Today's episode was yaadein special… loved the way it was dealt with…. They miss eachother in almost everything, in every step… every thing that they set their eyes on seem to rekindle memories… with so much of distress wonder where they found time to spend such memorable moments! Even Jai's private space wasn't spared of the memories… God, I crackle up even to this day thinking about Jai's 'Private Space' ka dialogue.😆 What the hell were u think Jai when u said that?

The Alarm clock went off and Pushkar was like u r awake… why is alarm ringing😆… 'It is time for Mr. Walia's medicine' came a hesitant and a sad reply. And Puhskar walked off not knowing wat to say… as a matter of fact… WHAT the hell is wrong with this guy?😡 Why is he hell bent on seeing through Jai or being indifferent towards Jai? It is becoming far to evident these days… and I don't like it! Not that Jai reacts any better to Pushkar… but still I don't why Pushkar seems to turn blind to Jai's agony? He was the closest to Jai… and now he cant even see the pain Jai is going through… infact he let Jai suffer all along with the fear of losing bani! Pushkar I will never forgive u or ur friend for what u put Jai through in those two days😡. Jai's death drama was just wat you guys deserved to get back on track.

Bani was about to go out… when the shuttering windows caught her attention. She went to close it and when she had difficulty closing it… she remembered a similar occasion when jai had helped her close it. Today even as she succeeds to close the window, she couldn't help but feel the warmth and comfort missing that Jai's presence used to bring to a room when such a gushing winds would threaten to disturb the peace around. Bani surrendered to the gushing winds to blow her away into the life she had left behind… take her near the man she loved so much.

Jai on the other hand missed her all over the place…on the dinning table, in bedroom and if I may add even in his private space. He opened the draw to see that she has left the bangles he had given her… a sense of tremendous lose engulfed him. He looked as if he had resigned to fate all over again. What I liked about this scene was Jai thought about their 1^st experience together. I mean, when he saw the dinner table…he remembered the 1^st meal they had together, their breakfast(or did bani eat?) When he glanced around his bedroom… he remembered the night Bani had for the 1^st time slept in his room… THEIR Room! He removed his night suit and thought about the the time when he searched for it in his cupboard to find it lying on the bed. And so was the Private space experience😆. He saw the bangles… his 1^st gift to Bani, his Wife! For the 1st time she had removed it off her had😭 It was so symbolic… as much as he stretches his memory they rest at bani… it was as if he doesn't remember his life before Bani. His existence before Bani doesn't seem to matter to him… he has no clue how his last 40 years have gone by. Mera Bechara Duffer… he looked so alone… felt like giving him a hug and saying it will be fine. 🤗

He sat lost in his own world holding Bani's photo… realizing how incomplete he was without her. Massi came to check on him… he said he is feeling better, but the sadness in his face only made Massi's heart ache for her Munna. 'Kahan chaligaye tumhare hassi'. Helpless and devastated he replied 'Bani ke bina tho sab kuch adura lagta hai'😭 Bani, how long are u going to put this guy through this torture? You will lose him all over again… u will lose the Man you helped discover and make a good human out of him with you love and compassion. You created this Jai, now don't destroy him😭.

When Massi asked Jai about the reason Bani left, he unable to bear the guilt anymore… with great difficulty confessed to the fact that he was responsible for her Mom's accident. Massi was taken aback… but Jai looked very sincere when he explained how the accident occurred… Massi doesn't hold it against him. Thank God! One day even Bani will come around. Jai again remembered Nishikant Dixit's badua… Jai don't remind me of that guy so many time… I REALLY HATE HIM😡! Jai wonders if being away from Bani and his baby is the way he should be punished for the accident. Massi consoles him saying that Human's have their own ideas but Nature has its own plans… it has got Bani into your life, u got married to her, she became a part of your life…. And now when she is gone… the same kudrat will get her back into your life. Yup, massi it will. Jai stop blaming God. He has been working overtime to keep you and Bani together… he has foiled your plans of staying away from eachother and he will do it once again. God has always been merciful on the two of you… giving enough time for love to bloom… you are a truly blessed couple!😃

Massi leaves him hope saying a person can win over adversaries if he believes in himself and his purpose. Yippeeeeeee Jai looked so determined to set things back on track. 😃

Now for Mrs. Walia(will she batter me for calling her that? Anyway who cares… just want to keep reminding her of who she is😆!) She was doing all kinds of circus, climbing up a chair to set right a defused bulb! I wonder what if Jai had been around… she would have got the blasting of her lifetime.

Rano and Pia came along and chided her for her antics. Rano slowly told her that she shouldn't be alone… she should be with her husband👏. Bani looked taken aback for a moment and retained her composure. Wow, me so happy I think Rano is in Jai's camp now👏. Obviously she seemed to have seen the Love for her di in Jai's eyes. The 2 days that he spend searching for her and the fact that he almost got killed has helped Rano change her stand towards him. When Jai told her bani will be back before her phag phera, Rano was so happy and more over he did her kanyadhaan aswell na. Rano has realized that it is only Jai who can protect Bani… remember she heard the police interrogate Bani and she ran to get Jai even when she knew Pushkar was around to handle the situation(as if!😆). Rano tho is fully impressed with her Jai Jeeju… me think she will partner with him to get Bani back into the Walia mansion😃. That should be fun… wonder how Bani will react.

Rano wants to stay back with her… but Bani asks her to go and take care of Sahil and his PARIVAR… ok, then give her the schedule of when jai takes his medicines, what food he takes… blah blah blah. Now tell me should I hold it against Bani for not enquiring how Jai was recovering😕? Or does she watch the news for it? Or does she think Jai has the sling around for style? (Btw I do think Jai looks a bit handsome with that sling😳) I want to hold it against her… but yaar mujhe acha nahi lagta😕. And as Rupy says even me scared if Jai will forgive me if I become harsh on Bani.

I am totally excited about t'row. Pia has called the walia's over for a party… I wonder how Jai is going to come to Pia-Pushkar's place… but he will come, it is chance to meet Bani and get going about his 'Mission' and me thinks it is going to be crackling unless the hosts Pia-Pushkar play spoil sports… and keep Bani away from jai😡. But then Rano-Sahil hain na…i wish they kind of arrange for a Rendezvous on the terrace😳

Now for the best scene of the day…. Jai by the window, the strong winds blowing and he looked handsome as ever standing there in an introspective mood😳. I know he got quite a lot of brickbats for what he said…but I didn't find him wrong! He cant be wrong! I cant find a father wrong when he things about a better future for his kid!

Jai remembered how the accident had affected the lives of the 3 children and how lonely they were without their mother around. He realizes that it would be the same fate for their baby aswell if Bani doesn't come back. The kid will be emotionally marred for life shuttling and torn between his separated parents. He cant let that happen… his kid will not be deprived of a father's love, care and protection. BANI HAS TO COME BACK! Go Jai Go! Get her!😃

I have enough of Mom vs child debate we are putting Jai through. Poor soul. After all we have seen Jai go through over the last 2-3 weeks, Jai doesn't have to prove that he loves Bani… atleast I don't need any proof or reassurance from him. HE LOVES BANI, PERIOD! As far as the kid goes… it is but natural for a parent to feel attached that baby… you have longed for the kid all your life and now it is here… and what is worse, u are forced to stay away from it. It is invariable that the kid gains as much importance in your life as your wife. After all your love has found a new lease of life in the form of that child, literally! If you love ur wife, how can this kid be anything but important?

Btw Jai decided to get Bani back not coz he needed a heir for his Walia Empire… he wants her back so that they can give their kid the love, warmth of a complete family. He had chosen to respect the fact that his wife wants to stay way from him… coz he doesn't have any right to stop her. But then she is now carrying their child… he is equally responsible towards that child and has equal rights! Just coz the mother carries the baby for 9 months doesn't mean that she loves the baby more or she has a right over the child. The father has an equal right. He was ready to go through his life without her, even when he knows he cant survive without her. He wants her back not for himself, but for the kid...not coz he needs the kid, because the kid needs him more.

I think what Jai is doing is the need of the hour… I am sorry but I really don't see Bani thinking of the Baby… or should I say the creatives haven't bothered to show it. Jai is right in focusing on the kid and the future than lament on a past he cant rectify even if he wants to. To hell with Jai, to hell with Bani… the 1^st priority has to be that Kid! Why should that kid suffer for what was not its fault? Why should it be deprived of the father's love? I think parents have no right to bring in a kid if they cant give it a happy and good family.

I don't want that kid suffering coz of Jai's past, Bani's anger/hatred and most importantly that sharabi budda's curse😡 and not mention his/her scheming Bua😡. Btw whatever happened to his jalad Massi😡? Who was behind getting his/her mom aborted? 😡

This kid deserves a happy family… and Jai-Bani better give their child one. There cant be two ways about it... Jai has understood, Bani better! As far as Jai wanting Bani back as the mother of his child goes…he is right. See he cant claim Bani as his wife, can he? Their relationship is standing at a stage where all the bonds that they shared with eachother is threatening to break away…. Their baby is the only bond between them… it is holding them together and this wont or rather CANT be broken. Their child is the only hope of getting Jai-Bani back together. So that child has to become the prime focus of the parents… it is only as parents they will be able to connect as of now. Once they do… they will rediscover their Love, respect and trust! And Jai is doing just that… getting Bani into his life, into his home as the mother of his child. And I don't find it selfish… coz I cant find a parent's emotions for a child selfish… it is the most selfless bond that can exist.

Me too much a papa girl and me sees a lot of my dad in Jai…may be that is why I am hell bent on defending Jai… but even otherwise… I don't think we can ever categorize a parent as Selfish. Have you ever seen ur parent being selfish with regard to you? I bet the answer with be a unanimous NO! See that answers your Question… Jai cant be SELFISH! I rest my case!😃

It was Ram who ruled the day asusual… with a brilliant portrayal of a grief struck husband and a determined father👏. The episode needed a lot of subtly in Jai's mannerisms and the way he spoke… he wasn't THE Jai Walia who commanded the world… he was just another normal guy going through the pain of separation from a loved one… and that came out beautifully in the way Ram about conveying Jai's state of mind👏. Seema Bhargav came up with a rocking performance as the support system of Jai. Prachi? Something is wrong with that girl… she has lost touch… she invoked no emotions in me😕. Roshini was good in the scene pia battered Pushkar👏.

That's it from me…. Will wait for your replies as usual😃.

Lots of Luv

Anu