i gotta say that there were some exams when i cud feel myself under the shadows. . . but remembering all the pple who wished me and were on my side . . made be push on ilke a bulldozer. . .and I pulled thru with a bang. .
YEEEHAW. . . ..
SOme say that IF . . kinda leads to distraction and cant concentrate on exams/academics. . .
FOr me. . its been the exact opposite.. IF gave me a platform to make new friends and let out all my mega steam . . . . I am glad Giaa lasted till my exams were over.. coz if she had leaft earlier I wud have screwed up big time. . . . .. IF gave me the breaks i needed... i was like a overflowing pressure cooker during exam period. . IF was the place i needed to let off my steam . . . But the fact taht SNS has suffered a death in my heart . . . . . gives me strength to move on in life . . . . so I will hapily say that I will stay on IF. . but I'm afraid it will be like a dead soul . . coz I have been thru shatterings thru my life about twice.. in different fields. . exact same scenarios as Giaa. . in two aspects.. real life. . workplace. . . and ON one of the world's gamig forums.. whre I used to be a Gaming leader. . and was backstabbed . . long story. . . .but I lasted. . . but the end was exactly the same as Giaa and SNS. . .
BUt ever since Giaa left. . you all know my stance.. dont wanna ramble all over again. . .
but one thing all this shud have taught all ov us. . .. NEVER. . be soo emotinally and mentally attached to any fictional show eevr again in life. . . never ever. . . . I have learnt one big lesson that has changed me forever. . . . and I thank God for teaching me that lesson at a time that despite all the shatterings that SNS has put me thru . . last 2-3 days. . I do not care.. because its holidays time now. . .and Exam Results stress is DONE AND DUSTED. . .
Yeeehawww. . .
FOrgive my rant. . I will try my best not to waste your time with such posts.. but I love you all. . and IF is a place to vent out my frustrations. . .and feelings.s. and successes. . . I will prevent this from now onwards. .