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I know that today's episode was rather heartbreaking but I really loved this episode. It's been a while since we saw something like this. We were so used to all the sweet scenes that we were forgetting how SwaRon relationship really is. It was much needed. With the way story was going, I am sure there were a lot us who would have been happy with confession being today but we also know that it wouldn't be our SwaRon though. The episode was one of the best and most intense of SwaRon due to the emotion it emoted.
There are several things that really stood out to me today. First was the fact that Sharon brought that open book topic that all of us weren't able to digest. I am glad that it was not forgotten with the time. I seriously thought it was a very heartbreaking scene when Swayam recalled all those things from the past. It felt like a moment of epiphany for him when he sort of realized what Sharon was about to say. His eyes clearly were pleading Sharon to not do it but I am really glad Sharon did. He needed this to back down because, as most of us already discussed about this, we wanted Sharon to be the one to open the shut book. Now call me optimistic but I think this is where this is leading to. If not a confession, at least it will somehow convey some significant thing to each other. I want Sharon to take the initiative and step into this relationship.
I think the scene or rather the line that really stood out to me today was when Swayam Sharon from saying anything further "Let's not risk your comfort here." Honestly these words really stood out to me as Swayam's journey in pursuing this relationship because it showed that Swayam was about to something like "It's about my feelings too..." but he stopped himself because he knew that it would pressure her or worse, hurt her. He wanted her to be comfortable and he told her that and he wanted her to know what he's thinking but not at the risk of her getting hurt. I felt like he was reminding himself of the reality. He's tired of being hurt and he would love it if she just accepts but he also knows that it will take time for her. But I am glad he stopped her. I felt like he is about to burst into tears, so I am so glad he decided to walk in dignity instead. That scene was so heartbreaking for me, and I am sure for many others, because Swayam is starting to feel that there's no hope that Sharon will ever say yes to him open the shut book but amid all of the tension, Swayam failed to realize how Sharon's expression softened when she saw him hurt.
The last scene was really really significant to them because after all the protests, sharon decides to put those shoes on. Why did I find that scene beautiful you may ask? Well it wasn't only because those shoes fit her very nicely, which they did. It was also because it showed her first step into his intensity. She is one step closer to pursuing that intensity. Oh yeah guys, I am sure all of you will agree with me when I say that this shut book will open again for sure!
Anupamaa
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