part-14next two weeks were hectic weeks for siddhi as a student and kunal as a teachers.siddhi was busy studying and giving her exams and kunal was busy in paper corrections, invigilation and court trials. it was friday:
Criminal Law exam for final year law students.15 minutes after the exam started kunal went to the examination hall to visited the students who were writing his subject paper , to make sure that students were ok with the question paper.
look at the students busy writing their exam! siddhi was sitting in a corner with a second year law student and writing ' criminal law ' paper...it turned in to one of the most difficult paper for her.all students were busy writing putting their heads down without even care to wipe their sweat.
invigilator:'10 minutes more...ten to five' he warned them. it was a 3 hours paper, from 2pm to 5pm.
siddhi revised her answer sheet in hurry.till the invigilator grab the paper she was checking the paper again and again.
siddhi:' ufff...😔'with a sigh she stuffed her pens,pencils,plastic scale , eraser, hall ticket, four folded question paper, student ID card etc etc ...in her pouch, zip lock it and walked out of the examination hall.it was their last exam.out side the hall students were discussing their answers.some of them were with a smile on their face,some were with long and unsatisfied face.as soon as siddhi came out rohit and her other friends surrounded her.
rolli:'hi sidd...😊...how was the paper?...😃' he was curious to know.
siddhi:'screw that...😡...i don't want to discuss it..😃...' she was not in a happy mood.
rohit:' kyun kya hua?...😆'
siddhi:' this KC bhi na...argh!.....kahan kahan se pooch te hai...jo jo padi thi uss mai se kuch nahi poocha...jo nahi padi thi uss mai se hi sab kuch poocha hai...😡' she blamed KC sir.
rohit: ' ...this is what every student feels in every exam😆...' he laughed at her.
raveena:' any way now onwards we are free from our exams...😃' she was very happy.
rohit:'yo...tomorrow night we have our farewell party ...please don't miss...'
vikram:' no worry...we all will come...after all it is going to be our last day of college life...'
pinku: ' true...we will meet in the party then...😊' they said bye to each other and went home.
next day around 6pm, time for farewell party!
it was organized by the third year law students ! the party was arranged in the open space of the college campus.the whole campus was covered by beautiful white shamiana and all the trees were decorated by blue and white tiny serial bulbs.
look at the arrangements...very simple yet beautiful!😃
as kunal was personally invited by the college captain and vice captain he was forced to attend the party.theme for the party was blue and while.all the girls were looking gorgeous in sky blue sarees and boys were looking cool in their white suit.
siddhi was wearing a sky blue lace saree paired with sexy halter neck blouse completely exposing her attractive back and beautiful necklines. she was wearing no necklace.no bangles, very small red bindi and dangling earrings matching with the saree color, added glamor and beauty to her.
farewell party is a bittersweet event of saying goodbye to friends!
the party started with a small prayer and welcome speech by junior students.they distributed a small farewell gifts to their seniors who has helped them a lot in their early stage of their college. they also gave some cultural programs all by themselves to entertain their seniors and professors.soon after that there was a buffet-style simple dinner with cool drinks.but the seniors were not in the mood to enjoy the dinner. they were standing in groups...in pairs, busy talking with their friends and taking photos of each other and with professors.siddhi:' i will miss you...😭' she put her hand around rohit's hip and gave him a side to side friendly and passionate hug. while saying she could not control her tears. they were standing away from the crowd.
rohit:' tum bahut achchi ho sidd...😭'he put his left arm lightly around her shoulders and gave a gentle squeeze as if he too don't want to miss her. for the past 3 years he was waiting for this day.he was counting down days and nights for their completion of law degree to speak out his feelings towards her. as a true friend he don't want to distract her studies or lose her friend ship by being hasty in confessing his feelings.unfortunately he realized that he was too late.' kis ne kaha sabar ka phal meetha hota hai...😭...mera sabar ka phal to kachcha hi raha gaya...' pain filled tears rolled on his cheek.
siddhi:' tum ro rahey ho...😲...'she came out of his hug wiping her tears.
rohit:' tch!...😔' he shrug.
siddhi:
rohit:' you know what...mai tum se bahut naraaz hun...😡' he tried to be angry with her.
siddhi:' what?😲...why? ...😕 '
rohit:' aaj tak mai tumara achcha aur suchcha dost bankar tha...rahunga...har waqt, har baath mai tumara saath diya... dunga ...har ek baath...choti se choti bhi... mai ne tum se share kiya...par tum...' he looked at her with tear filled eyes.
siddhi: '...i don't understand what you are talking about...😕' she looked confused.
rohit: ' in matheran ,on that night ...out side the resort i saw your personal moment with KC sir ...i don't want to disturb your private time with him. hence i stayed away from you ...fortunately or unfortunately i heard you...'
siddhi:'... 😲 sweetu...trust me ...i don't mean to hide it...it was purely my embarrassment......it is a new and uncomfortable feeling...i don't even know how to disclose it to you...😳'
rohit:'...but i understood it long before...i have seen a glint in your eyes when ever you interact with KC...that spark...twinkle ...and that love... i never saw in you when you are with me...'
siddhi:😕 😳
rohit:' go and talk to him...'
siddhi:...she looked worried.rohit: ' aaj nahi tho fir kabhi nahi...' while he was insisting her, a junior student came with a mike and called her to say few words.with hesitation she went to the small stage like plate form.
siddhi:' ahem!...😔' she cleared her throat to take the attention of her friends. she was not at all prepared for her farewell speech.it was not necessary too. students were just speaking their mind and heart in the name of farewell speech.
siddhi:'..ahem!...what should i say?😕...time ran very fast...it seems like we were just entered this college yesterday and it's hard to accept that soon we will be going to another stage of our life...' she paused.
students:😒...they stopped talking with each other and listen to siddhi what she was saying.
siddhi:'😔 ...those 4 long years staying in this college with 58 classmates, 10 subject teachers is my treasure forever...😛'
kunal:😊...he stopped talking with his student to listen siddhi.
siddhi:' ...for all the hard times i had, the projects, presentations, assignments, home works, unit tests, exams,...uff...the burning brows, sleeping late at night and waking up early in the morning are few of my sacrifices...sacrifices that i learned in aiming good grades.i am going to miss those incredible professors who have shaped me to who i have become today...... she searched for kunal in the crowd.
kunal:😃
siddhi:'...who could ever forget those giant laughs we made on this every corner when teasing someone, those killing happiness i felt together with my best friends, and even the crying moments and pains i left behind...
...but the most striking moment i felt was that, the deep pain i am trying to hide everyday... participating actively in class, smiling, laughing...but no one knew how hard for a student like me to experience not experiencing how it feel to have the so-called father, to have the so-called mother ...you may not understand me now but i say to you, in spite of these, this place made me feel, i am not alone.😭...'she cried and made others also to move in tears.
kunal:...he was touched my her speech.
siddhi:' ...here i wanted to mention our khadoos KC sir... 😭' she looked in the direction of kunal and tried to smile at him.
siddhi:'...sir...we all know... from out side you are very hard, rough and thorny but from inside soft and sweet... just like a jack fruit! ...when you shout at me on my mistakes and mischief you were my father...when you cared me and protected me , you were truly my mother...you filled the gap of those two whom i was missing from my childhood...😭...i love you...😭' she broke out with emotions. without concluding her speech she gave the mike to the person next to her ,got down from that small stage and rushed out of the crowd with tears.
kunal: 😲... he was dumbstruck with her announcement ' i love you ' in front of all, over the mike. there was a wave of disturbance passed over the students.
anand and raveena were surprisingly shocked.had no clue of it before that...they looked at each other.
rohit:😃...he too never expected that but still he appreciated her courage and felt happy for her.
while moving through the crowd siddhi dashed on some one and strongly held by him. he grabbed her wrist and pulled her away from the crowd...who was KC sir...kunal chopda!
siddhi:
kunal:' what are you saying in public?😡...tumai andaza bhi hai? 😡' he yelled her keeping his voice as low as possible.
siddhi:' i said what i wanted to ...😛' she has no regrets.
kunal:' what!😲...' he gripped his hold.
siddhi:' pehele aap mere sawaal ka jawaab do...😒' she pulled her hand from his hold.
kunal:😒... he left her hand and looked at her annoyingly.
siddhi:' when are we going to get marry?...' she asked as simple as that.
kunal:' marry! 😲 you!...😲' he was jolt by her direct question.all of a sudden he felt suffocated in that open space and chill night.
siddhi:😛 she enjoyed looking at his face expression.
kunal:' lu...lu..look at you!...and look at me!...😡' he stammered with anger.
siddhi:'..haan mai ne dekli...😛'she said after looking at him and her literally.
kunal:'tumara dhimaag kharaab hogaya hai😡...look at your age and mine...dus saal ka faraq hoga...😡'
siddhi:' so what?😒 ...even my mother was 10 years younger than my father...still she gave birth to three of us...😛'
kunal:' 😳 😡...mera wo mathlab nahi tha...' his face turned chilli red with embarrassment and anger.
siddhi:' par shaadi ka tho yehi mathlab hota haina?...😛...' she said innocently.
kunal:😡😳 ...' his throat was stuck with improper words and could not speak.
siddhi:' tho fir kyun matheran mai confess kiya tha...?😛...'
kunal:' ...mai paagal ho gaya tha...😡...' he slightly slapped on his forehead.
siddhi:'exactly!😃 paagal pan hi tho pyaar hai...😛...'
kunal:' be serious...tum nashey mai tho nahi ho...😡'
siddhi:' haan...par pyaar kay...😉' she tried to be as cool as possible.
kunal:' be wise...don't go crazy... we can not get into wedlock for the sake of our 4 months old puppy love...😒' he advised her.
siddhi: ' puppy love ! 🥺 ...shayad aap ka hoga 😡...Mera Ishq Sufiyana hai......aap kay umar se ya yeh khadoos waala shakal se mujay fark nahi pad tha...i love everything about you, even your imperfections ,age and attitude...' when he referred her feeling as puppy love she got emotionally hurt.
kunal:...he too understood that he hurt her feelings, but he had no choice.
siddhi:'...as soon as i wake up you come to my mind...i count the minutes to see you and talk to you...thinking about you makes me smile...i tried to be a better person just for you... the fights and disagreements do not make me stop liking you...laying in your arms just makes me forget about the world and all the pain...the amazing feeling i get when you touch me...hold me... hug me...is it puppy love?...😡 😭' she felt those feeling while saying to him.
kunal: 😲...' he was shocked to hear his own feelings from her.
siddhi: ' ...when we are apart my heart aches ...when you are next to me i feel warm heat waves rushing through my body...my heart skips a beat when you are around me. every time i go home, i miss your voice , smile and personality ...i can't stand to be away from you for too long...i just want to be with you always...is it a puppy love?...😡 😭' she was emotionally broke down.
kunal: 😲...siddhi please...'
siddhi: '...when you walk into the class room everything else disappears...you are always on my mind and in my heart, i wanted to share everything with you ...this feeling is definitely different from anything i have experienced before...is it puppy love for you?...😭'
kunal:'i don't want to agree with you 😒...' he was adamant.
siddhi: ' that is your attitude...😡 😭' her eyes and cheeks turned red and felt a burning sensation on her cheeks.
kunal:
siddhi:'...i said every single feeling of mine. i bet you too go through the same...fine...the day will come , your attitude will kneel down ...you will cry for me...😭...' she understood that his attitude is the barrier for him.it is not possible for her to convince him unless otherwise he realizes on his own.
kunal:'issa kabhi nahi ho ga...😡...' said as if he was damn sure about it.
siddhi: ' yeh tho waqt hi batha yeh ga Mr. kunal chopda......😭' she walked away with tears as if there was nothing left to talk.
kunal:...🥺...😭...'he stood heart wrenching looking at siddhi going away from him with tears...felt as if his soul is getting departed from him for ever...' i am sorry siddhi...mujay maaf kardo...i can not take advantage of your innocents...i love you...😭' he cried secretly.
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Edited by shumi. - 13 years ago