Its nt a long OS bt i m writing sumthing sooo bear me...
N rey forced us to talk in alone...bt i m still confused dis tym i dont want to hurt him..n nt even wanna loose him...yeahh i DONT WANNA LOOSE HIM AGAIN...n v wer walking n my chain of thought is broken wen he called my name...
Sw:sharon wait...
I stopped n trun back he was der...
Sw:sharon hum baad me baad kar lenge..baat imp nai hai...n charity event me koi change nai hai...n he left...
I knw he knews dat i m nt comfortable rite nw...he knws me sooo well bt i questioned myself till wen i m gonna ignore him???till wen...
I need to talk to him...i need to tell him dat i m nt ready yet...nt ready to being in a relationship for whom i m nt ready yet...i m realising n he is affecting me bt i dont want to take dis desicion in hurry..i want tym..n i walked towardsd changing room...gals n guys changing room r in frnt of each other n he is just entering d room...
I called his name...swayammm...
He stopped n turn back...
Sw:haan sharon bolo..
Sh:wooo...n a pause coz i dont knw how to say it...
Sw:sharon dont worry u n rey gonna rock d stage...u 2 r d bst...
N i smiles n he smiled back..
Den i remember y i m here..i need to talk to him...
Swayam i need to talk to u..n ITS IMPORTANT...
Expression of his face changes suddenly...
Sw:haan bolo naa...
I was about to say bt every1 cum der n it becum all noisy sooo i cnt say dis in frnt of every1 it might caz MU n i dont want ny nw...soo i ask him to cum wid me...
I m still clueless how to say dat..will he understands me???he loves me n wen i tell him dat i m nt ready how he gonna react..n suddenly my soul said speak out sharon...he will understand...n said
Swayam...baat ye hai ki wen i called rey n bharat said ki sharon ko ye phool de kr propose krna...actually i m nervous till den...
He was all shocked...dat i heard boys convo...
N i continue...bt swayam d thing is i m still nt ready...i dont want to take ny decision in hurry...
N looked dat him...he is looking at me sooo innocently...dat look of him i love frm always...
I said swayam tum kuch bologe nai...i m tensed how he gonna react...
N finally he broke d silence...
Ur wish is my command...frm always sharon..even i dont want to take ny decision in hurry nor i want u to take...nw just forget all dis n concentrate on ur performance...all d bst*smiles*
N i smiled back..i knew dat he will understand me..n i left dat place as i want to get ready...
As d song started..flashback started in my mind...frm d start of d journey till nw...n den i realised i dont need tym ny more...i LOVE HIM n i need to tell him dis...i decided dat after d performance i m gonna tell him...performance ended bt he was no wer around...i searched for him...i want his reaction on my dance bt more importantly i need to tell me dat der is no reasn dat dey r nt together yet...
I *sighed n gain my breathe* n said have u saw my dance??.how dat???
He cum closer n pull stool for me..just sit sharon he make me sit n he is on his knees..
Sw:yesss i saw ur dance n it was just awesum..just came here..
N i smiled as if i get d bst comment ever...he said i danced awesumly...
i said swayam need to talk to u...i need to tell u dat..while i was dancing wid rey i realised dat der is no reasn y v r still nt together...
N finally i said...i love u swayam..i love u...
N he said i love u too...
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