SS: Arnav reads...(FIRST NIGHT SPECIAL UPDATE P95) - Page 45

Originally posted by: tmowla

awesome story di... but where is the rest??

Hello friends! Here is the much awaited update. I hope it is up to your expectations. If not, then the next update will sure be cuz there's a lot more in store!

Anyway, today I have promised myself not to worry over the continuing decrease in the number of likes. Cuz there has been a tremendous increase in the number of views so that's what actually matters right? Plus, im happy with my share of comments that I receive from my favourite readers. So its okay, now u wont find me complaining and begging for likes and comments!

The first song is a sad one called Aey Ishq humain. It really goes well with the situation and im hoping all of you would feel what I tried to convey. Here is the link:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0e6dnsGAoeo

The second song is the continuation of Kuch khaas hai suggested by Enrique.

https://www.songspk.pk/indian/fashion.html

The third song is called Kuch is tarah- Euro Mix (11^th song from the list in the link), which is from Atif Aslam's album. Its quite an old song but gets the message across and I can totally imagine Arnav singing it for Khushi. Hope u like it. Here is the link:

https://www.songspk.pk/doorie.html

Part 11:

Next, Arnav took Khushi for boating in the serene Naini Lake. He stepped into the row boat and stretched out his hand for her to hold it.

"Aao na!"

"Hum khud aa saktey hain, humain aap ki madad ki koi zaroorat nahin hai!"

"Ofcourse Khushi! But if u would rather hold the boatman's hand for support, tou tumhari marzi hai" and he turns around.

"Err...Acha theek hai!" He turns around.

"Kya? Bulao issey?"

"Nahin! Ap ki baat kar rahey they hum!"

He smiles his rare smile again and holds out his hand again.

"Aao! Pakar bhi lo, dont worry, chorun ga nahin!"

"Pehley bhi tou chor chukey hain!" She takes his hand and steps in.

"Par inhi haathon ne chorney se zyada, tumhey thaama bhi tou hai, Khushi!" and he pulled her immediately to his chest like he always did.

Khushi's heart began to race once again. The look in his eyes was enough to melt her in seconds.

Aey ishq humain barbaad na kar, Oh love! Do not ruin me

Aey ishq humain barbad na kar..., Oh love, do not waste me,

Aey ishq na cher, aa aa key humain Oh love, do not disturb me again and again
Hum bhuley huon ko yaad na kar Do not recall the forgotten ones
Peheley hi bohut naashad hain hum I am already so unhappy

Tu aur humain naashad na kar Please do not make me more miserable

Qismat ka sitam hi kum nahin kuch The tyranny of destiny was enough

Yeh taaza sitam eejaad na kar Do not create a fresh oppression
Yun zulm na kar bedaad na kar Do not be so cruel and brutal

Aey ishq humain barbaad na kar Oh love! Do not ruin me!

She freed herself from his grip and found a place to sit. Yeh kya ho raha hai...kyun hum phir in ki nazron sey behak rahey hain...inn se pyaar kar k humain dukh k illawa mila hi kiya hai..."

Arnav sat closer to her and the boatman started rowing. Khushi could feel the cool wind in her face as she sailed to the middle of the emerald green lake and took in the breathtaking view of the rolling hills.

Suddenly. Arnav put his hand over hers. The feeling was beyond words, to have the deep green waters beneath you, and be surrounded by undulating slopes, it gave a sense of peace and desolation.

Khushi looked at him but somehow couldn't manage to take her hand out of his.

"Maim Sahab, yeh kamzor sa pul (bridge) daikh rahi hain?"

"Haan tou?" Both Arnav and Khushi look at the bridge.

"Yeh koi aam pul nahin hai!"

"Kyun? Is main kya aisa khaas hai, chaand se dikhta hai kya?" She pulls his hand from beneath of Arnav's and enquires in her KKG style.

"Khaas hai na Maim Sahab! Bohut saalon purani baat hai, do premi yahan is jheel main aye they..."

Arnav pokes Khushi in the waist! She jumps and gives him a "stay away" look!

"Tou aagey?!" asks Khushi.

"Aagey yeh key woh bechare premiyon ki zindagiyon main itne masle they, k un ka pyaar kabhi amar na ho saka, woh kabhi eik na ho paey!"

"Tut tut tut!"

"Phir kya, issi pul se sey chalaang laga kar un dono ney apni jaan de di! Ab yeh sirf pul nahin, un premiyon ki aatma hatiya ki nishaani bhi hai!"

Khushi grabs Arnav 's hand unconsciously.

"What bull shit! Bas karo! nahin sunni humain koi baqwaas kahani!" shouts Arnav.

"Par Sahab, yeh sach hai...kisi se bhi pooch lo!"

"Chup kar k chalana hai tou chalao, warna tumhey main yahan se aisa giraoounga k phir sab tumhari kahani sunainge, understand!"

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"Aaj k liye itna kaafi hai...waapis chaltey hain!" Khushi says on aproaching their car.

"Resort hi tou jaana hai, thori dair baad chaley jaaenhey! Because I want to show you something very important, Khushi!"

She stays silent. His normal behavior "like nothing happened" was getting on her nerves now.

"Poocho gi nahin, kya dikhana hai?"

"Nahin!" and sits in the car, and closes the door loudly!

"Oh God!!! Only you can save me from her wrath, now!"

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Khushi saw the car stopping near what looked like a Mandir on a hill top. She immediately looked on her right to Arnav and found him smiling. She turned away and got out because she didn't want to show him her sudden happiness.

She felt Arnav Jee walking close beside her.

"This is the Naina Devi Mandir. Ab Birthday par to Devi Mayaan se aashirwaad lena banta hai na?" No reply from her side.

"Khushi, please kab tak gussa raho gi? Dekho main, Arnav Singh Raizaada, khud ,Mandir aa gaya hoon tumhari khaatir, ab tou maan jao, please!"

She looks up to him.

"Mandir aap Devi Mayaan k liye aye hain, merey liye nahin!" and heads towards the shops to prepare an Aarti ki thaal. They crossed a big Peepal tree and saw two idols of Lord Hanuman and Lord Ganesh on the right side of the temple. On reaching the main entrance, Khushi saw two statues of lions and got into the queue to go inside the temple itself.

Inside the temple, Khushi got the chance to have darshan of the three deities on her birthday. On the extreme left was Mata Kali Devi, the centre representing two Netras or eyes, wass Maa Naina Devi and to the right side was idol of Lord Ganesh. She did the Aarti, closed her hands and eyes and prayed to the three of them.

Arnav on the other hand,

"Plz Bhagwaan,fogive me this last time! Main ne humesha aap ko dhutkaara hai, isiliye merey saath yeh sab hua, I know it. Main wo dekh hi nahin paaya jo sach tha! Humesha apne aap ko aur apne aas paas sab ko takleefey hi di hain, maine! I have only hurt them. But im really really sorry. Please, Khushi k dil main merey liye pehle waala pyaar jaga do! I want to tell her the whole truth. Please Bhagwaan help me! "

He opened his eyes to find Khushi praying with tears rolling down her face. He didn't understand what to do. The monster of guilt was moving inside of him. He put his hand on his shoulder and she opened her eyes. He shook his head to ask her to stop crying but she jerked his hand off her shoulder, wiped her tears and moved towards the Pundit Jee.

Pundit Jee gave the Prasad ka ladoo to each of them and they came out of the temple. On the stairs, Arnav brought the ladoo near his mouth to eat when Khushi pulled back his wrist.

"Kya kar rahey hain aap?"

"Prasad khaa raha hoon, can't u see Khushi?" Nothing was going according to his plan and he was getting annoyed at last.

"Aap ko shakar manaa hai! Nahin khaa saktey aap yeh ladoo!"

*Not bad, ASR! She still loves you!*

"Tumhey kya? You are not supposed to love your contract husband this much, Khushi!"

"Love...iss ki baat kahan se aagayi beech main! Baat suni aap ney humari...yeh aap k sugar k liye theek nahin hai!"

"Mujhey kuch nahin sunna!"

And he brought the ladoo closer to his mouth again.

"Arey! samajh nahin aati koi baat aap ko!" She snatches the ladoo from his hand. "Apna nahin tou apne aas paas walo ka hi khyaal kar liya karain!"

"Log sahi ki kehtye hain, k biwi k aney sey aadmi be-fikar ho jata hai!"

She rolls her eyes.

"Come on Khushi! Maan bhi jao k u love me! Acha agar nahin maan-na tou let me tell u something. Abhi abhi tum mujhse pooch rahi thi k kya mainey tumhari baat sunni? And I told you k nahin sunna mujhey?"

She frowns. But he comes closer, his index finger, outlining her face while Khushi kept looking in his eyes.

"Tou yeh...k main kal raat sey tumsey kuch kehna chahta hoon, aur tum ho k sunti hi nahin! Ab kya main bhi tumhari tarah zabaradasti par uttar aaoun?"

Kuch saaz hain...jaage se jo they soye,
Alfaaz hain... chup se nashe mein khoye,

Nazrein hi samjhe yeh guftagu saari,
Koi arzoo ne hai angdayi li pyaari,

Kya yeh khumaar hai, kya aitbaar hai,
Shayad yeh pyaar hai,
Haan hai shayad,

Naa inkaar hai, naa iqraar hai,
Shayad yeh pyaar hai,
Pyaar hai shayad...

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On the way back to the resort, there was complete silence in the car. Arnav was thinking to tell her everything the moment they step in their suite. While Khushi was looking out of the window, thinking of the prayer she asked for in the Mandir.

"Aey Baghawaan! Kya maangain hum aap sab se apne janamdin par? Sirf itna hi k ab tou daya khaa le hum par! Aur kitni samasyaaoun ka saamna karna parega humain? Ab aur nahin jhela jeta, Devi Mayaan! Samajh nahin ata kis par viswhaas karain, kis par nahin! Jis par apne aap se, apne parivaar se bhi zyaada vishwaas kya, us ne hum par zara sa bhi vishwaas nahin kya. Humain samajh na sakey!

Kya gunnah kiya hai hum ne jiski yeh sazaa mil rahi hai humain? Jis se sab se zyaada pyar kiya, us ney humari neeyat par shak kya? Usey humari aankhon mian apne illawa kisi aur k liye pyaar nazar aya! Ab aap hi bataye, kya karian hum? Kaise un ko maaf kardain!

In k liye sab eik khel hai, abhi shuru tou abhi khatam! Par nahin...yeh humari zindagi hai aur ab hum kisi aur ko iss ka faisla karne nahin daingey! Bua jee ne zabardasti Shyam jee k saath sagaayi karai, Arnav jee ne zabardati contract shaadi karwai, par ab nahin! Humain kisi ko maaf nahin karna, aur kisi k saath nahin rehna! Bas aap se sirf ek ki binti hai Devi Mayaan, k humare man ko sukoon aur shaanti de dain!"

Arnav heard her sniffing and turned towards her. She was crying again her face towards the window. What should he do to make her stop? He gulped down the lump of tears that were forming in his own throat.

Kuch is tarah teri palkein, meri palkon se mila de
Aansoo tere, saare meri palkon pe sajaa de

Kuch is tarah teri palkein meri palkon se mila de
Aansoo tere saare meri palkon pe sajaa de

He put his one hand on her shoulder and turned her body to himself. She was startled to find him so helpless at her tears. Before she could wipe them, he wiped the tears with his fingers, shaking his head.

Tu har ghadi har waqt mere saath raha hai
Haan yeh jism kabhi door kabhi paas raha hai
Jo bhi gham hain yeh tere unhein tu mera pataa de...

At this, more tears welled up in her eyes. How can he be the reason of my tears and then also be the first one to wipe them for me?

Mujhko tou tere chehre pe yeh ghum nahin jachta
Jaayiz nahin lagta mujhe ghum se tera rishta
Sun meri guzaarish ise chehre se hataa de
Sun meri guzaarish ise chehre se hataa de

Kuch is tarah teri palkein meri palkon se mila de

Aansoo tere saare meri palkon pe sajaa de

Arnav put his arm around her and held her close to his heart, wiping her tears with the other hand.

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Comment and/or like if you feel like. 😊 btw, how were the songs??

Originally posted by: 207shikha

aww loved it..!! their visiting temple was purely khushi..!! atleast now she should forgive him..! he had been through enough..!

Originally posted by: sparkle.grey

Heartfelt update dear.

lovely update👏👏

continue soon