Only you.. forever ? ||ArSha SS|| ch9 jul'17 - Page 17

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'aaahhh' I screamed as I woke up.. my head was weighing as if im holding whole earth upon my head..

I was trying to get a clear vision of wer I was .. yeah yeah don't be surprised its my own home! But sometimes we tend to think hatke as if we are characters of a movie..

Nothing tat sort happened..

My room door slowly flung open..

Mukti came in wid her weird expression.. the knitted eye brows.. straight stood lips.. her hand kept brushing her hair behind her ears.. and those eyes.. yes tats the main part wer I tend to find out wat her expression actually is.. and ryt now she was throwing daggers at me thru her eyes..

Mukti kept a tablet and lime juice on the table 'take it miss drunker'

'huh ???? muks plss!!! I hav no strength to argue wid u! my head is killing me!!!'

'I know I knw.. y wudnt u taken some more shots?? Ur head mite have probably dead!!!'

'muks shut up!' I said as I drank the juice and ate the tablet.. 'thanks to god tat mamma and dad wasn't home wen u came wid kunwar last nite..!' she said picking up few forms wich ws on my table and few CDs.. I kept staring at her.. seriously I wasn't concentrating on anything she said.. except one word 'kunwar'

'im goin out.. I hv a shooting cu later shaks..! kabardaar bed se uti toh !!!!!' she ordered me. I nodded lik a baby..

She turned to go but stopped and looked at me trying to figure out something.. she came closer..

She touched my neck and asked 'whats dis shaks ??'

'what ??' I asked touching the place.. I felt some pain in ther.. I got up to check it out in the mirror

It was a bite.. someone bite me ?? I was confused.. it was wen I recalled the whole incident..! kunwar, karan everything!!

Mukti shook her head bewildred.. poor sweetheart she was concerned.. I smiled conveying nothing serious.. she nodded but I knew I had a face a storm late evening wen she returned from shoot.. tats how muks is always!!

Mukti went to shoot. I sat at home thinking !

'if kunwar is happy wid her.. then I shall nevr interfere in them!' I decided.. as I took the confirmation letter.. 2 days more.. to go..

But I felt embarrassed of breaking out infront of him.. I dialled his number.. but then cut it even befre it rang.. then I dialled again.. no I dint have courage..

I thout of a msg.. I struggled harder for words.. surprisingly I was loss of words!!!

I typed GUD MRNG msg and thout to send it but seeing the time.. 'it was 1pm' I canceled it again.. and pushed myself back to my pillows

***

I really don't know how the next day flew off.. party farewell etc etc full on fun and masti.. I dint meet kunwar since d incident.. first reason was hard to face him after tat incident.. second the farewell consisted most of my close friends and gals especialy.. very few boys had shown.. I dint even invite my D3 friends.. but at the end of the day wen I was tired was abt to bump into my bed, Alisha and gang had shown up..

Alisha, vinti, priyanka, sneha had surprised me accompanied by shantanu and vicky.. the rest of the gang had late nite shoot.. and kunwar was busy in the sets tats what I got 2 knw by these.. we chatted cracked jokes had fun till late nite.. ooops sorry almost dawn.. at 4 my crazy friends left the place.. now finally I crushed my body into the bed a took a deep sleep shutting my eyes close and allowing my mind and heart to REST atleast a day before I left !

***

Wats happening to me ??? Charlie shaks!! Yeh dono muje pagal karke chodenge !!

He tried to analyse the situation.. he recollected all incidents from DID days..

How he loved shaks. First he had a crush wen he saw her'. And den the crush turned into like wen they started rehearsing for TKT.. and then it turned into LOVE after the performance which changed their world.. Kuda jaane! How the mere name brought shivers down his spine he wondered..

He had almost kissed shaks tat evening after the performance..

***

GOSH!!! Guys stop it!!!!! shaks screamed as the remaing gang continued hooting them... everyone teased them after their breath taking performance.. infact after seeing the audience response and the chemistry tat burned the stage everyone showered them wid suspicious look wenevr they seen together..

'array tu usse pyaar karta hai re! kyu nhi maan rha hai' dharmesh screeched in his ears for one last time..! but amar groaned..

'bhai plss aap aise aise khayal mere dimaag mei mat baro! Ek toh pehle se hi meri dimaag ki dahi ban chuki hai!! u know I have started seeing her in different way.. and every time I touch hr I feel..' dharmesh cut him

'wahi toh!! Tats what im saying u have started loving her dammit..' dharmesh assured again..

'NO NO! its infatuation..' amar said recollecting the name again 'yes infatuation' dharmesh hit his forhead in dismay.. he got up and went aside..

They were in the club.. it was a treat from Terence to all the contestants.. they enjoyed a lot.. but amar was struggling wid his feelings.. he felt uncomfortable to show himself infront of shaks.. he was afraid that newly built friendship wud break.. he was afraid if she understood he wud loose her.. for some strong reason he felt tat she was already in relationship.. but he refused to agree as his feelings for her had grew unbearable day by day..

He left the club and walked out.. he was walking in lone street of mumbai.. the buzzes of vehicles was rushing to his ears.. the serene breeze hit his face.. he felt good..

He was lost in his own thouts.. the buds of love had started growing he wasn't sure wether it will gloom as a flower of die as a bud.. but he confirmed watevr this may b it will b forver special.. tats when he realised how she had bcum soo special to him within few days..

As he was drowned in his thouts his eyes gazed at a gal sitting on the rockx near the sea side.. he moved pass her and stopped and then suddenly turned to c who it was..

'shaks ?' he said audible enough to himself breaking the chain of thouts..

He moved closer to her after taking deep breaths for few seconds..

'hiii' he greeted her sheepishly..

She turned at once she blinked in amusement and at the second time she embraced the cool breeze from the sea and shifted her gaze back to the ship wich was floating in the ocean way tooo far from the shore..

He sat next to her..

'hii kunwar.. tum yahan.. ?'

she said in a simple tone.. still gaze fixed on the lone ship in the sea..

'hmm mei.. wo aise hi.. tum tum yahan ??'

'hmm I was just spending some time alone..'

Now his inner conscience rang and he understood she wanted 2 spend time alone..

'oh im sorry 2 disturb u.. u carry on.. il cu later.. bye..' he said getting up only to be caught by her..

She held his wrist stopping him from going.. he looked down at her.. she looked too cute and too innocent..

He smiled.. and blinked..

'stay wid me.. I will feel better..' she sweetly concluded blinking her eyes

He sat down next to her.. even he needed sometime .. probably a break ?

He too started staring @ the lone ship on the sea..

'are u alright' he managed to utter breaking the silence wich resisted for 15 long minutes..

She turned and smiled at him.. 'hmm well actually..' she struggled wid words..

He had observed her since morning..

First she was a lil disturbed and then lil tensed..

Tensed because Terence sir had coldly stated last nite tat they caught up wid the chemistry but they yet lacked a lil bonding.. if they succeded in it they wud be simply perfect..

Amar kept his hands on her shoulders and squeezed it assuring it wud be alright.. they rehearsed one last time.. he made her comfortable this time looking deep into her eyes wid soo much of affection.. it wasn't jus the dance he did feel affectionate of her..

And later tat day all during the stage rehearsals.. props settings.. shooting she had glued to him.. he liked no no he loved her company.. yet again he sensed some change in the air.. she hadn't received any calls yet.. normally she wud receive atleast one call for two hour.. and she wud talk atleast for 20mins or even more.. it was obvious to assume it wud her BF.. but she had shrugged saying its her friend.. her sister sometimes.. and sometimes even mom.. he always wondered why she justified to him even if he dint ask ? tats what made him fall for her even more..

And later tat evening after their breath taking performance.. she clinged into him, wrapping him securely in her arms and cried a lil and then used his arms to calm herself down.. it felt gud for him.. he dint deny.. and again his feelings flushed on his body.. he was shuddering every secthinking if she read his mind..!!?

And now she was sitting on the rocks staring a lone ship when everyone else partying..

So putting this and that into the place he finally spoke 'fought wid ur BF ??' a lil of praying it wud turn contradiction..

She looked at him astonishingly as though he read her mind..

Since 2 weeks they had come immensely close 2 each other just like BFF's' she was quite comf wid him..

She looked away from his gaze.. and nodded yes.. her facial exp stated tat this time it wasn't a normal fight instead it was a serious one..

He gave her a side hug and assured everythn wud be fine.. and he assured himself too tat she wud always remain Special for him and wud be his Best of friend always no matter what happened.. he wud never bring their friendship in threat..

She looked at him still in his trance.. his arms protectively holding her from sides ( side hug )..

She looked at him.. their eyes met.. her eyes were numb.. he felt the intense in the air..

They came a lil close 2 each other may be influence of the cold breeze and sea side ?

They came still close and she reciprocated my closing her eyes.. he too followed it but stopped just a 1 mm from her lips.. his lips almost touched hers. There was tiny negligible gap.. his hot breath made her lips tingle in anticipation..

He moved a lil back and kissed on her cheeks.. she squeezed her eyes..

He drew back..

She was embarrassed so did he..

He smiled at her and thnkd the gods for saving the moment before any mistake wud have taken place..

She smiled at himm.. now the intense in the air was replaced by awkwardness..

They sat there for a while wid a smile plastered on their lips..

Before he turned to leave 'kunwar ur my best friend.. no one understood me this gud other than my sisters..' she hugged him tight.. it felt gud, he smiled though his heart ached..

***

but wen he realised she was dating someone he stepped back.. kept the love desire hid inside him.. and den after tat evening within few days.. she broke up but again he dicided he wud jus remain to b her best friend..

He was happy to b wid her.. soon he saw her fighting wid her feelings.. what feelings ?

He understood dis better whenvr they shooted any intense scenes in D3.. she wud indulge herself as though she is experiencing it from heart and not just an act..

He once felt she feels for him.. but then next moment her closeness wid him was just like a best friend.. hw she use 2 b..

he dint have any clue..! when she decided to go to NY his heart sank.. he wanted to stop her but wat right he did have after all ?

and moreover he felt proud to have her such a great opportunity..

He understood he can nevr own her..! don't know why but he felt he lost her..

And then Charlie was in some kind of dipression mode due to her recent break up wid her secret bf..

( here she refers to Charlie ) He tried to consol her after all she too was his friend.. on the process she started feeling for him.. and she herself confessed.. he cudnt say no and give her another heart wrench.. and moreover shaks wud nevr love him! atleast that's what he thout..

But wen he heard shaks has a bf too.. he was again heart broken Why ??

The jealousy was all around.. he cudnt stand it anymore!

He spilt out about his love for shaks infront of Charlie.. and had a break up wid her.. he just went home and cried whole day almost..

And the same day he learned shaks was right anyway because he got a news Charlie had taken a urgent flight to delhi and was hanging out wid some guy.. this made him shrink even more..

This was really a brutal feeling to him.. for once he felt he is a worst friend ever!!! For not believing shaks and believing this bitch!

He had broke all contacts wid Charlie tat day.. and spent the whole day crying.. he asked shantanu to lie to shaks tat he was busy in shoot ..

He decided he wud not meet her when she goes off.. probably he cudnt hold back what he was holding back these 2 years ?

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this was the best part of your SS... loved it.. the way you portrayed Amar's POV was really good... ArSha made for each other!

Awesome update nams!!
loved the way u described amar's pov
yes he loves her yayy
acha hua he broke up with charlie...
eagerly waiting for the next part

Amazing Update nams.

oh my god, that was amazing

Awesome update nams!!
loved the way u described amar's pov
yes he loves her yayy
fab lovely charlie lol i hate her
u r really fab writer as i always say :P
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