ok lemme make a confession
WHEN ON MARCH 18, 2010 SBS TOLD THAT SHILPA MIGHT BE BACK TO DMG.
I WAS SOOO HAPPY BUT I WAS SCARED TO SHARE MY HAPPINESS WITH ANYONE, COZ I WAS SCARED IF ONCE AGAIN I WOULD GET HURT THEN WHAT. SO I DIDNT TELL ANYONE.
ON MARCH, 19, 2010 I HAD MY BOARD EXAM OF 10th N MY FULL FOCUS WAS ON KI WILL RIDZY BE BACK.
ON THAT DAY I DECIDED TO GO TO MY FAV. TEMPLE AND REQUEST MY BEST FRIEND GANPU TO GIVE MY TRUE FRIEND, MY DR. RIDDHIMA BACK TO ME, BUT SADLY THAT DAY IT WAS CLOSED.
SO I KINDA GOT A CLUE THAT MIGHT BE RIDZY WONT BE BACK.
AND AS I THOUGHT SBS CONFIRMED ON MARCH, 20, 2010 THAT SHILPA WONT BE BACK. I WAS COMPLETELY SHATTERRED. I WAS SOOO ANGRY WITH MY GANPU, HE DITCHED ME ONCE AGAIN. I CHALLENGED HIM THAT IN MY 3 MONTHS VACATION AFTER BOARDS i.e, APRIL, MAY & JUNE I WOULD BRING BACK MY RIDZY AT ANY COST. I SIGNED MANY PETITIONS, WROTE ON MANY SITES, AND ON 28, APRIL, 2010 I CAME ACROSS IF AND I JOINED IT. THE FIRST THING I CAME ACROSS WAS DMG FORUM & I MADE ENDLESS TOPICS ON SHILPA ANAND TO BE BACK AS RIDDHIMA (many got closed saying that they were repeated topics :P) AND I CAME ACROSS SO MANY PPL & I USED TO SAY TO MYSELF SHRUTI SIRF TU HI NAHI BOHOT SARE LOG KARAN SHILPA KE PEECHE PAGAL HAI. THEN I GOT A NEW IDENTITY OF BEING A KASHIAN. AND THEN AFTER 2 MONTHS STRUGGLE I FINALLY GOT BACK MY RIDZY & THAT SAME SBS CONFIRMED THAT SHEZ GONNA BE BACK AND BELIEVE ME THAT WAS THE BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE. AND I STILL REMEMBER I CALLED MANY OF MY FRIENDS AND THEY WERE SOOO HAPPY FOR ME COZ DEY KNEW HOW BADLY I WAS WAITING FOR HER FOR THESE 2 YRS.
EVEN MY MOM WAS SOOO HAPPY (love u mom)
BUT SADLY THIS FORUM HAS CHANGED A LOT. I DON FEEL LIKE COMING HERE, ACTUALLY FRANKLY SPEAKING THIS FORUM HAS BEEN POLLUTED BY LOADZZ OF FAKE FANS (i noe theres gonna be a huge debate after certain ppl read it, bt i am k with it bring it on!!!!). BUT AS THEY SAY, JAB EK DARWAZA BANDH HOTA HAI TO DOOSRA APNE AAP KHUL JATA HAI, SO I GOT KASH HEAVEN, ITS LIKE MY HOME WHERE I CAN SPEAK N SAY ANYTHING N EVERYTHING, N WHENEVA I AM UPSET MY DEAREST FELLOW KASHIANS DO AWESUM STUFFS TO MAKE ME HAPPY (so sweet of u guys, thank u sooo much kashians)
SO NOWADAYS MY ONLY ADDA IS KASH HEAVEN
DMG FORUM BYE BYE
KASH HEAVEN HI HI
thanks for making such an awesumm topic tammy :)