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alien123

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Posted: 13 years ago

hi... my 2nd post...actually i've been a silent reader and i know many of u r going to hate me for not having commented but actually i was too shy to say anything... so i'm really sorry to all those people...you guys have done a fabulous job...😊

this is going to be os as i'm not very good at writing..

so i'll jst tell you what i wanna write abt and you guys tell me whether to continue or not. its going to be abt arshi and happen after the misunderstandings clear and take place in arnav's office in full view of the entire staff where khushi has come to give the divorce papers as 6 months have also ended...

pls tell if i should continue or not...😊

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chavvi16

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Posted: 13 years ago

Hell yes you should continue go for it

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alien123

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Posted: 13 years ago

PART 1

He sat there leaning against the glass walls of his cabin, head in his hands...defeated...helpless...pained...broken...and for the first time he wished he wasn't ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA. For the first time he wished he was like others...more open..more trusting...more loving and more of everything he wasnt. But what use was it now...he had lost everything in the past 24 hours...he had lost his only happiness...his Khushi...Today as he sat their contemplating over his fate, he realised he could blame nobody but him... Nobody had snatched her away...he himself had driven her away...no he had abandoned her... abandoned her when she needed him the most...just because of ill founded fears..."why"..he asked himself the umpteenth time and got the same answer...because he was weak...too weak to give love a chance...too weak to give life a chance...too weak to give khushi a chance...too weak to give himself a chance...He finally let his emotions take control and his long restrained tears flowed without restraint...he couldnt take it anymore...he was tired of pretending...tired of lying to himself...tired of lying to khushi...In that one moment he made a decision..." if it has to end...let it end this way...though its too late to change what's happened but at least i wont die thinking that i let go of my only chance to live...moreover my wife has a right to know the truth..." with these thoughts he stood up...

completely unaware of the close scrutiny he had been subjected to by his entire staff with their mouths hanging open...never before had they seen the mighty ASR in such a state...puffy eyes red and wet, tousled hair...half tucked shirt and most importantly the deep guilt and remorse evident on his usually indifferent face...the facade was down...revealing the real Arnav behind the imposing mask of ASR...the arnav who cared...who loved...who felt sorry and who wanted to live...who wanted to forget and be forgiven...

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chavvi16

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Posted: 13 years ago

that was good do continue soon

hope he manages to get through to khushi

lets see what you have planned for these love birds

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alien123

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Posted: 13 years ago

part 2

She sat by the pool side gazing at her reflection in the water. How calm it looked...a stark contrast to her turbulent soul. She tore her eyes away to break her reverie, but found her thoughts turning more reflective...the reason---the reminiscences of those numerous cherished moments...the day when she had first seen him watering plants...seen his tenderness,how she had thrown the tea at him, how he had allowed her to take the soil from his pot, how he had eased her pain on Diwali, tied the payal around her ankle,how he had almost kissed her...deepening their bond...how she'd cried on his shoulders when she first come to know Shyam's truth...found comfort in him, how he had teased her when she'd been worried about his absence, how he'd kissed her and challenged her to the same, how she had kissed him in front of the entire family,how he'd confessed that he'd brought the bangles for her...and the most special one...their first holi together...she'd not forgotten anything though she'd claimed she had...how could she...the confessions had been so tender...so touching...and so beautiful that she'd never felt so complete before...it had given her hope...the poolside had been their heaven. She smiled a small smile but almost immediately her eyes welled up again as she recalled the more painful memories...how each time he had shattered her heart...pierced her with his unending hatred...how he'd forced her into a marriage....made her sleep outside as she disgusted him...but she'd been ready to forgive and forget...but not any more. her tears of self-pity changed into those of resolve. "it has to end...and i'll be the one to end it...so that he can't call me a gold digger again...i'll move on...wipe out each and every of his memory." And so she got up, the Divorce Papers clutched in her hand. "i won't let him dictate me any more", she thought, "i'll never forgive him", knowing very well that just a tender, loving look from him will be enough to melt her, knowing that she'll never be able to let go of him because she belonged to him...mind, body and soul...she'll never be able to stop loving him...not till her last breath...not till Eternity.