Chapter three
'hmmm I know u want to ask me something but kya puchne chahthe ho yeh nhi pata! Ask na kunwar itna formal kyu ho rha hai ???'
'shaks do u really have a bf ????'
I was dumbstruck at his Q.. ab kya batao isse!! Itne dino baad.. wait!! Was this Q bugging him up all time ??? is this the reason he was quite QUITE these days ???
Yess this is it! last time, before I had broke up ( DID days ) he was the same! He wasn't talking to me well.. coz I had a bf.. and he he ? he was insecured!!
*sigh how I dint have any problem with his insecurity.. how I wished him to be insecure for me..?
'shaks ?? u there ?'
'haan haan .. bf ? aur muje? Kunwar tum..'
wait!! Wait! Don't tell the truth! Continue what u had started ! if he is happy wid Charlie.. I am happy wid my so called bf! Fake hi sahi.. jala toh sakti hoona ? *smirk*
'haan hena.. kyu ????'
'sacchi mei ??'
Did I hear him gulping ??? hahahaha!! Now its my turn!!
'haan kunwar mei joot kyu bolungi.. kyu tumei koi problem hai ??'
'muje ?? muje prob kyu hogi! Naa naa aisa kuch nhi I was just curious u c…'
'ya ya I know I know u don't need to explain kunwar I can understand..'
I laughed silently!!! This was going crazy!!
'toh who is he ??'
Shit!! Ab kya bolu ??? soch soch soch !! koi naam! Jo yeh nhi jaanta ho.. hmm hmm YA GOT IT!!
'karan'
'karan ?? yeh koun hai! pehle toh yeh naam nhi suna na hi tere saat deka ???'
'karan wo mere delhi ka dost hai.. kuch din pehle hi Mumbai aya hai.. but hmm haan we are dating for quite a while.. he is my old friend.. he understands me well.. after all FRIENDSHIP IS THE FIRST STEP OF LOVE!!! Hena kunwar ??? tune hi bola tha na ??'
'hmmm haan yaa..'
Mission accomplished!! Jal rha hai!! matlab he too feels the same I do .. *wink*
reallly ?
until he says it i cn nvr b convinced ! *sigh
'kunwar ???'
'hmmm!!?'
'hmm wo muje karan ka call arha hai I will talk to u later! Bye kunwar cyaaa'
and I cut the call before he cud reply..
it felt good as I understood he felt jealous but I was least known did he love me or he was just concerned lik a gud frnd.. ??
CONFUSION !
My life's new definition = confusion !!!
***
It was 3 days he dint call me.. he did send msgs but formally just gud mrng gud nite wishes and few news regarding shooting.. nothing else.. we nevr spoke about Charlie..
Did I do something wrong ??
did I do wrong in telling him about bf thing ??
gosh im soo confused soul these days!! Kunwar gadha I hate u fr making life lik dis huh !! gadha hi hai !!
***
Tat evening I got a call from sneha inviting for a party arranged by D3 producers for the success of d3..
I casusally went in.. I knew he wud cum along wid Charlie chipku kahi ki..! I had made up my mind to face the reality..
There were Ehmmbh cast n crew too.. and also some other industry members.. it was a blast..! I loved it..
***
I greeted D3 gang.. palki maam.. had a great gala time wid all of dem.. but kunwar wasn't seen anywer..
'hey amar ko doond rhi ho?' archie questioned mischievously..
'hmmm naa mei toh..'
'haan wo Charlie ke saath hai dance floor pe .. there' said Alisha pointing out at them in d middle of dance floor..
'aaj kal amar humari saath kaha rehtha hai.. jab deko Charlie ke saath hi time spend karta hai.. dost dost na rha..' archie started off wid his dramatic dialogues..
But my gaze was struck in the two..
though i wasnt concentrating on alisha's talks but one of her coment made me flinch
'hey see there kunwar n charlie How Cute they look.. so perfect na.. ?' alisha comented holding her cheeks admiring the two !!
*MY FOOT* i said it inaudible to others 😡😡
Charlie was trying to do a move, everytime she did dis she tripped and kunwar held her by her waist.. I fisted my fingers.. wat was happening to me ?
I cudnt see the two enjoying even though she dint know the D of dance the two wer there in d dance floor in each other arms..
Unknowingly a tear slipped down frm my eyes..
'hey wats wrong ?' sneha enquired placing her hand on my shoulders..
I shrugged and went off to the bar counter leaving everyone confused..
I sat there trying to think wats happening to me..
My heart was beating faster.. evrytime it beated there was a pain in my heart socket..
I felt my chest was crushing..
My eyes wer going moist..
My hands and legs shuddered as I recalled again n again wat I saw in the dance floor.. I dint want to recall though..
Damn WTH is dis ??
***
Amar and Charlie came near the gang laughing and giggling..
'hi sneha…' sneha's gaze was stuck in Shakti..
'amar wat happened to her ?' sneha asked still looking at Shakti..
'for whom sneha ?' amar n Charlie said it together.. nd they laughed at it..
Sneha glared at them and walked off..
Shantanu was trying to register the situation.. but he was too tired of giving his brain some work he shrugged and followed sneha..
'amar , u and Charlie look great together! Hope to cu both happier alwz' Alisha greeted the two and hugged them as she turned to go to dance floor..
Amar and Charlie shared a look .. nd it was wen Shakti noticed them..
***
Kunwar charlie se bahut pyaar karta hai.. I said to myself as I started crying..
I found few eyes on me.. I whipped my tears and ordered fr drinks.. the waiter hesitated but I insisted firmly..
***
'ok amar il catch wid alis (Alisha) on the dance floor u enjoy here..'
'yeah carry on dude..' amar said as he hi fived archie..
Before archie went off he saw Shakti
'hey amar shaks also has cum… don't u think u guys shud talk to her ? jabse tum dono couple bane ho tabse wo bechari akeli pad gayi..' archie cracked a joke.. but it was a lame.. somewer it hurted amar.. and it made Charlie proud..
'don't u think we shud talk to her ? poor thing' Charlie said holding amar's arms..
'but ..' amar tried to retort but before he cud do so he was on his way to shaks..
***
Gulping hard 8 ( high alcoholic ) shots, I still cudnt get over it.. may b thse drinks r USELESS!!! I glared at the waiter as I turned around in my chair..
'hey beautiful..' kunwar called me as he bit his tongue..
'may b embarrassed calling me beautiful infront of his G-F'
'hey prince charming..' I said as I got up and fell right in his arms..
It was heaven.. I dint hav gud conscious to register wats happening due 2 alcohol but I felt that's wer I belonged.. a secure arms..
Our eye locked..
I kept staring at him.. I cud c the concern in his eyes.. and lil of confused affection too..
Our LOOK LOOK was interrupted by Charlie the great..
'amar ?' she called out awkwardly..
Kunwar made me stand on my feet.. but I was imbalanced.. still trying to balance..
He was about to say something.. jus then I saw..
OMG ITS HIM HERE??? I almost screamed..
Any gueses whom did she see ???
Wats gonna happen now ??
Keep guessing.. i knw i knw u cn gues him very soon 😉