SS: Arnav reads...(FIRST NIGHT SPECIAL UPDATE P95) - Page 27

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Part 7:

Arnav began kissing her once again all over her neck, lower and lower until Khushi reached upwards to undo her saari for him. when he suddenly stopped her by putting his hand over hers. She frowned, unable to understand. Arnav got up settling into a sitting position, wiping the sweat off his forehead.

Khushi got up as well. He was bent towards the floor.

"Kya hua Arnav Jee?" their first words of the night.

"Haan?" He turned towards her. "Umm Khushi...I have to tell you...I...(phew)...just remembered that I had... a video con at the office. So...mujhey abhi jaana hoga..."

Khushi's changing expressions did nothing to relieve his pain.

"Kal chale jaayega!" Every word filled with emotion...

He fixed his glance on the bed sheet. "Sorry it's an urgent conference with some foreign investors. Main ruk jata agar..."

But she came over to kiss him. Her second kiss on his cheek, but her first deliberate one. It was nothing like the first quick peck in the middle of his family members. This one had so much passion and so much longing, that he found his feet glued to the bedroom floor. Maybe she was kissing to stop him...or so he felt.

"Hum aap se bohut pyaar kartey hain, Arnav Jee!"

Was it her open declaration of love or the guilt inside him that he couldn't stop his emotions and he slid his hand to the small of her back and kissed her full on the mouth!

Thaame dilon ki baahein
Hum aatey saalon mein...
Saalon mein...

Paaye jawaab hum ney
Tere sawaalon mein
Sawaalon mein...

Khwaabon ki dor...
Toote na yaar...

Hona tha pyar...

Hua mere yaar...

"Khushi,I'll be back once I'm done, tum araam se so jao, okay? I'm really sorry!"

She nodded to say that it's okay and smiled. He was free to go, and this made him feel worse if possible.

He hurriedly put the laptop in its bag and grabbed his mobile and car keys, gave a quick glance to a smiling Khushi and stormed out of the room. In no time he was driving speedily on the Delhi roads.

Why didn't u say it, damn it? She was asking, "Kya hua Arnav Jee?" why didn't u tell her reason you could not proceed further? Why didn't u let go of the guilt that keeps coming between the two of you! Why did you have to lie to run away from her? She was dressed tonight just for you, she wanted to complete her relationship with you but what did you do, broke her heart and dreams once again, like you always do?

But what else could I have done? I know I have not been gentle with Khsuhi most of the times, but I could not use her for my own benefit this time. She is not a rag doll to use and throw later on. She is my wife, my love and I can never take advantage of her! And If I had told her in the middle of making out, that I married you because I thought you were having an affair with Shyam. But now I know that you were not, so can you please forgive me and carry on?! No, I could not bring myself to say that right after I saw how deeply she loves me. Not tonight! There was just no way out! I could not confess tonight!

Yes you could, you could have confessed in the evening when you took her out, you could have said it the car, you could have even said it before making out, but NO, you did not! Or because you could not! You know why...because you are a coward!! You never think once before insulting anybody but now that the tables have turned, now that its time for you to admit your mistake and apologize, you are taking ages to think over it! Go fool somebody else, the great Arnav Singh Raizaada!

"JUST SHUTT THE HELL UP!!!! Shut UPPP!" He shouted to the empty car.

The voices in his head were driving him crazy! He switched on the radio to block the voices inside of him and continuesd with his rash driving. He didn't even know where he was heading. He was running away from himself.

"Kyun des bides phire maara
Kyun haal behaal thaka haara
Kyun des bides phire maara
Tu raat beraat ka banjaara

Arnav put the brakes on at once and the car stopped with a screech. He could actually relate to the song.

O nadaan parindey ghar aaja
Ghar aaja (Khushi kissing him when he wanted to go a while back)

Ghar aaja (Khushi's head on top of his when they slept on the recliner)

Ghar aaja aa aa aa.(Khushi crying when he announced his engagement)

Nadaan parindey ghar aaja

Nadaan parindey ghar aaja

Sau dard badan pe phailey hain,

Har karam ke kapde maile hain! (Breaking the beads of her dress, letting her fall from his cabin, making her stand in the rain, making her sleep in the dark, the forced marriage...everything...all of them!)

He hit his head on the steering wheel unable to put up with his inner turmoil.

"Main kya karoon...jis sey sab theek hojaey? Kaisey bataoun Khushi ko?"

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She could not get to sleep. She was feeling very bad for Arnav Jee who had to work at this hour of the night and the events that took place in the evening were enough to make her insomniac. The mere thought of how Arnav Jee kissed her ran shivers down her spine. She sat up, lit the lamp on her bedside and grabbed her pink notebook from the side table which for some weird reason she had forgotten there.

"Bilkul paagal ho gaye hain hum, agar Arnav jee k haath lag gayi hoti tou!"

The thought of Arnav made her smile yet again for the 500^th time this evening. She opened up a neat page:

Jo... yeh badaliyaan woh chhed de, tou chalkey baarishein

Woh... de aahatein kareeb se, tou bole khwaaishein ke aajkal

Zindagi har eik pal, har eok pal se chaahe, haay jisaka dil huwa

Bahaara bahaara, huwa dil pehli baar ve

Bahaara bahaara, ke chain tou huwa faraar ve

Bahaara bahaara, huwa dil pehli, pehli baar ve!

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When Arnav returned to his bedroom, it was four in the morning and Khushi was fast asleep. He was tired both mentally and physically and his head ached badly. He gulped down 2 glasses of water and stretched down to lay beside her. She had her body tilted on his side and looked peaceful as ever. Without the jewellery she looked even more pretty. Wonder why she didn't change in her nightclothes, he thought? Ofcourse because I ran away! Damn! I'm still hurting her, directly or indirectly. Keeping her away from the person she loves. Not giving her what she deserves. He gave her one last look while pushing the flicks off her face. He took out his mobile phone. Now there was no delaying. He had to take her away from the Shantivan immediately!

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awesome!!! fantastic!!! brilliant!!! mindblowing!!! sperfluios!!! wonderful!!! i can understand arnav's backing out he obviously wants khushi to know the truth before moving on cause he doesn't want to hurt her before telling her . he loves her that much to protect her from himself and the guilt he feels, he should tell her whats on his mind only then will he be able to move on with his life with khushi by his side. his so considerate

👏👏thanks...great job...amazing...brillaint...👏👏

Oh Arnav ... Pls dont run away...

lovely update... nice that arnav feels he'll be taking advantage of her if he makes love to her without first having confessed how mistaken he was in his reading of her character... maybe taking her away will bring them closer and might help him gather courage to confess and face the consequences

wonderfull update 👏

wow... why he wants 2 take him out of shantivan?????

it was a fantastic update thanks for pm and u wanted a love song rite then you can put o re piya from aaja naachla . or kuch khas hai from fashion movie . ...😊

Originally posted by: enrique

it was a fantastic update thanks for pm and u wanted a love song rite then you can put o re piya from aaja naachla . or kuch khas hai from fashion movie . ...😊