I wanted to write something to celebrate my 2000 posts. So here it goes! It's nothing much really. Didn't even proof read the OS so please excuse the mistakes. Wanted to write something heated for a change.
Their passionate reconciliation.
"Kushi! Wait. Please listen"
She swished her pallu with a flick and turned around, her eyes smouldering; burning in to his with a vengeance. She gave the dirtiest look she could muster and curled her lips into a snarl.
"What arnav ji? What do you want from me? I'm tolerating you until I can come up with a solution to this mess your dear Jija ji left our families in. Once I find it out, I'm going to get the hell out of here. That's what you wanted in the first place right?"
He felt his breath constrict, his insides clenching and unclenching painfully as he surveyed her.
"Kushi please don't say that! I..I never want you to leave me. I don't think I will be able to function without you by my self. I had no idea. I was mistaken; so mistaken about everything." His breath faltered. He was finding it hard to pronounce words as image upon image of everything he did to her flashed past his eyes like a never ending film reel. He wanted to claw at his skull, hurt himself physically, wrench his heart out and bleed to death. The intensity of emotions he felt was incomprehensible.
"Save your breath Mr Raizada. I'm not interested in what you have repeated so many times by now."
"Kushi I knew you were innocent from the beginning'Its just that my brain was unwilling to listen to my heart. I..I'll do anything to show how much I regret. Anything" he pleaded. He wasn't the type who begged but this was a life and death situation. He was willing to do anything.
For a moment her eyes softened but then they turned to their steely depths once again.
"Please Arnav ji. You have repeated the same lines for the past two weeks. I don't want to listen to you anymore. Come up with something different."
At that precise moment he lost it. Striding across the room he grabbed her by the arm and pulled her towards him.
"I mean it Kushi. I truly am sorry for everything I did to you. If you would tell me a way to show my remorse I would do that right now"
She stared back at him, prisoned in his arms like so many other times, her eyes filling up with tears just as on those many times.
"What about me Arnav ji? Do you think I can come out of what I've been going through for the past five months? What about my feelings Arnav ji? Those scars I have that run deep inside me? Do you think they'll heal by your remorse?"
Her tears were falling thick and fast, her face scrunched up in unquenchable agony. She was like a lost child looking into his eyes, yearning for his love but hesitant to reach for it. She waited there; seeking for his confirmation, a veil of hurt and mistrusts shrouding her from approaching him.
Her trembling lips, her wide tear filled eyes, her flushed face all brought back memories, feelings, emotions he had been trying hard to express but suppressing all along.
He swooped down and caught her lips in a desperate kiss; hungry demanding and unyielding; his tongue plunging inside her mouth with force. Caught off guard she froze for a moment but then started to struggle against his vice like hold as he attacked her lips.
It was a few seconds before he realised that she had stopped struggling and her arms had traveled to his shirt and held the fabric in a harsh grip.
Slowing down he moved his mouth more insistently against hers, channelling every feeling he had for her; his tongue exploring her sweet mouth as he analysed her reaction to him. She had stopped struggling. She wasn't kissing back but her mouth was yielding, obedient to his moulding, her breathing laboured and her heaving chest rising and falling in rapid succession against his very own.
He gently broke their kiss and looked at her face; so angelically flushed, tear strains still glistening down her face and her eyes tightly shut. He slowly let go of her form and stepped back.
Her swollen lips from his administrations parted slightly in confusion as she opened his eyes. They had the questioning look of disappointment strangely mixed with'arousal?
She took a few deep breaths to calm herself down, her darkened eyes slightly smudged with her khol.
She stared back at him, her face tuned up towards him, her expressions firm, stoic and unwavering.
"what was that Arnav ji?" she whispered, her voice hardly heard over the pitter patter of rain falling outside into the pool.
He looked at her and held her stare. "That is what I've felt for you from the day I first met you. I need you Kushi. I love you as I've never loved anyone else in my life. Actually I don't think I've loved anyone in my life"
His voice was steady, measured and husky. Listening to him made her heart constrict. Unknown depths of feelings erupted inside her mingling with her own need for him. But she needed to know if this was real. Did he really mean it?
"what did you say?" She whispered again. She was holding her breath, her eyes blazing.
If he hadn't seen her lips move he wouldn't have guessed what she said.
"I love you. I want to love you the way my heart yearns to love you"
She looked back at him, her face emotionless.
And then she broke down into tears; sobs of desperate need and anger intermingled in gasps.
"why? Why did you do this to me then? Why did you let me go through so much pain? Why couldn't you ask a simple question and let everything get resolved?"
"I was scared Kushi. I was scared of listening to what I feared from your very mouth. I was a coward"
Her insides ached with emotions of love, pain, anger and desperate need for him. They were all unknown to her. Yet looking at his agonized face the only thing she wanted to do was to run towards him and hold him, kiss his brow, run her hands through his thick hair, caress his face and love him in ways she hadn't considered yet. One thing she knew, she wanted to love him. It was an absolute feeling. It was an urge. More than for him it was for her. The need to express what she felt for him had risen to a crescendo and was pulsating inside her, threatening to erupt in painful gushes.
"I'm sorry Kushi. All I can give to sooth your pain is love."
That was enough for her. She rushed over to him and throwing her arms around his neck kissed him fully on his mouth. He was momentarily taken back but as realisation hit him that she was kissing him with all the feverish passion she can generate, he felt his insides exploding with painfully renewed desires.
He nearly lifted her up in his eagerness as they both desperately clung to each other in a kiss of frenzied heat.
Arnav ji, I.. Kushi began breathlessly .
"Shhh.." he hushed her in one sweep plunge into her mouth as he pushed her against the wall; their tongues mating in a feverish delight.
Her hands had found his shirt opening as he himself groped her soft form, their desperation for each other breaking bounds.
"Kushi..I love you" he said hoarsely as he broke their kiss and cupped her face in his hands.
"I know"
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Ok I might consider writing another part if I get enough response ;) And that would be the real action in the bedroom but yeah I need motivation to write that. So comment ;)
Pyaar Kii Ye Ek Kahaani
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