Arjun's POV
Arjun is sitting in the music room at night all by himself without the lights turned on. Sitting at the window staring out into the darkened sky.
' I LOVE HER JUNO, I love her. " I shut my eyes closed hoping to erase the memory of what had happened a few moments ago. But instead of that memory being erased only tears had welcomed their way out of my eyes strolling down my cheek. I had never felt this way before. I had never felt my heart throb like this. I had never felt such loneliness.
I smirked thinking that what people say about love is so true. No matter what at the end of the day love only gives you pain, that's why you should never love someone. Love is the most precious thing but also the most painful. Why is it like that? Why does it hurt so much when the person you love goes away from, when they leave you.
I stared out into the dark sky and whispered into the thin crisp wind letting it carry my voice:
(I got this shayari fromhttps://shayari.co.in/)
Jo Kabi pyar karo to maalum ho, ke dard kitna hai'
Wo ek shaqks jo milta b nhi, aur bhulta b nhi, chubta kitna h'.
'..
Raato ki angadaiyo me, ya subaho ki parchaiyo me, sunapan kitna h..
Jo kbi pyar karo to malum ho, k dard kitna h'
'.
Baithe baithe nam hojati hai ye ankhe, in ankho me intezar h..
Pura samandar jo tol na paya, un do boondho me, pyar kitna h..
Jo kbi pyar karo to malum ho, ke dard kitna hai'
'.
Sham hui h, k suraj dhal gaya..
Jo mile hi nhi kbi, unko khona kaisa h..
Jo kbi pyar karo to maalum ho, ke dard kitna h..
'..
Un purani yado me, ya fir shayaro ki bato me, naam kiska h..
Jo Kabhi pyar karo to maalum ho, ke husn-e-dewaangi me nasha kitna h..
'..
Raato ko jo sone na de, kisi aur ka hone na de, Ayesi mohabbat me, pyar kitna hai..
Jo kbi pyar karo to malum ho k dard kitna hai'
'.
Jo Akele kamre me ghanto bithaye rhe, na kuch sujhe uske siwa, na kuch kiya hi jaye, ayesi shaamo me, intezar kitna hai..
Jo kbi pyar karo to maalum ho, k dard kitna hai'
'.
Log kehte h waqt guzarte der nhi lagti, par uski yaad me baithe, har pal ke guzarne ka ehsas hai'
Anjane se hi sahi par ehsas to karo.. Jo tere liye ek pal h, wo ek ashiq ke liye, waqt kitna hai..
Jo kbi pyar karo to malum ho, ke dard kitna hai..
Wo jo ek shaqs milta b nhi, aur bhulta b nhi, chubta kitna hai..
i loved it yar😳
Juno gets up and takes a glass bottle which has alcohol in it and leans against the wall and starts having flashbacks.
alcohol😲
FLASHBACK
Juno is in the music room and raghav walks in dripping wet with rain water," Juno, accha hua kit u mujhe yahin mil gaya. I have this wonderful news to tell you."
Juno replys," raghav, even I have something important to tell you.'
Raghav says," sach yara. Well you first."
Juno," no you go first."
Raghav." No juno u go first u r my best buddy so you go first."
Juno," and you are also my best buddy so you will tell me your news first cause your happiness means a lot more to me than my own."
Raghav," Juno, if we keep on doing this phele tum phele tum then who knows how long we will be standing her for. So I have an idea why don't we both say it at the same time."
"Fine, on the count of 3," says juno
1
2
3'
"I am in love!" they both yelled at the same time.
"What you are in love?" they again asked each other at the first time.
"Juno, tujhe pyaar ho gaya hai. WOW! Yeh kaun si ladki hai jisne the MR ARJUN THAKUR ka dil chura liya hai."
Arjun blushed at this and smiled shyly.
"Haaye haaye, sharma raha hai tu. How cute." Teased raghav
Arjun playfully punches Raghav in the arm and says," meri chod. Tu bata, tujhe pyaar kise hua hai, aur kaise. I mean I thought girls were crazy about you but you never loved anyone of them. Then how did this happen? And this is true love right not just some I like a girl love."
Raghav grinned," haan juno. This true love, its your type of love this time. The long-life type. I don't know when or where but I just fell for her. She is perfect, simple and innocent, really innocent, aur a angry young lady. I really love her juno."
"Kya baat hai yaar, aaj suraj pachim ki taraf se uga tha kya. I mean the cool dude Raghav itni beekhi beehki pata kar raha hai."
Raghav smiled and blushed," sayad."
"at least tell me her name?" said juno
"itni asaani se nahi, you will have to guess." Said raghav
:um..is it saloni."
"nope yaar."
"is it heli?"
"nope juno. You know what I will give you five clues about her. She is one of your closest friends. She has the most beautiful smile in the college, her eyes they speak wonders, she is a angry young lady, gussa toh uski naak pe hi beta rehta hai and most importantly her passion is also my passion.
"hmm'the only person who I can think of that matches that description is my Sia,"
awww...poor juno😭🤗babiee..pratsy hai na...dnt worry juno😳
Raghav hugged arjun,"exactly yaar, I love her, I love sia. She means everything to me. I don't know when or where in our journey I fell in love. But god I fell for her hard. I love her."
Arjun was shocked, his dreams were shattered, his best friend loved the girl that he loved. How could that be .
Raghav pulled arjun out of the hug. "you are shocked right."
Arjun just started at him without saying anything.
"I knew you would eb shocked juno. I mean who would have ever thought that the girl who I ahted the most would become the most precious person in my life. But of course after you," raghav laughed. "waise juno you haven't told me your girl's name?"
Juno quickly came back to his senses and said," Music."
Raghav," what..music?"
"Yep music, my first and my last love," juno smiled trying to hide his pain.
"Juno. I hate you. I thought you actually liked someone but you are still stuck on loving your music. But let me tell you something, one day the perfect girl will also come into your life."
Arjun thought to himself,'that perfect girl has already come and just left from my life'.
"Anyways juno, we have planned on going to the IPL match today. You gonna come?"
"Nahi raghav, I have a song to write, you go and have fun."
Raghav hugged juno and left him shattered.
FLASHBACK ENDS
SMASH! The bottle crushed against my hold and broke into pieces cutting my hand. there was red blood oozing out of my hand but for some weird reason it did not give me pain well not as much as the broken pieces of my heart did.
I am the worst friend in history aren't I. instead of celebrating my friends happiness here I was sitting by myself celebrating my pain. I laughed at my condition.
I should be happy for raghav and I am but something keeps on breaking inside me at every moment, and it just seems to keep on tearing me apart, it keeps on giving me tears.
Why god why, why did you have to make me love sia why? Why could you just not stop me from falling for her? My best friend loves her then how can I even think about loving her. I hate myself so much right now.
Arjun picked up his guitar and started playing it. You could hear the pain in his music and his voice. It seemed like his soul was pouring out its pain.
Naina Laggeyan Baarsihan
Tu sukke sukke sapne vi pijj gaye
Naina Laggeyan Baarsihan
Rove palkan de Kone vich neend meri
Naina Laggeyan Baarsihan
Hanju digde ne chot lage dil te
Naina Laggeyan Baarsihan
Rut birha de badlan di chhaa gayi
Kaali kaali khaali raaton se
Hone lagi hai dosti
khoya khoya in raahon mein
Ab mera kuch bhi nahi
Har pal her lamha, main kaise sehta hoon
Har pal her lamha main khud se yeh kehta rehta hoon
Tujhe bhula diya, oh,
Tujhe bhula diya, oh
Tujhe bhula diya, oh
Phir kyun teri yaadon ne
Mujhe rula diya.. oh
Mujhe rula diya .
Teri yaadon mein likhte jo lafz dete hai sunaai
beete lamhe poochhte hain kyun hue aise juda.. khuda,
Khuda mila jo yeh faisla hain
Khuda tera hi yeh faisla hain
Khuda hona tha woh ho gaya
Jo tune thha likha
Tujhe bhula diya, oh,
Tujhe bhula diya, oh
Tujhe bhula diya, oh
Phir kyun teri yaadon ne
Mujhe rula diya..
Mujhe rula diya .
Naina Laggeyan Baarsihan
Tu sukke sukke sapne vi pijj gaye
Naina Laggeyan Baarsihan
Rut birha de badlan di chhaa gay
Naina Laggeyan Baarsihan
Tu sukke sukke sapne vi pijj gaye
Naina Laggeyan Baarsihan
Rut birha de badlan di chhaa gay
Dol pal tujh se juda thha,
Aise phir rasta muda thha,
Tujh se main khone laga,
Juda jaise hone laga,
Mujh se kuch mera
Tu hi mera liye abb kr dua,
Tu hi is dard se kar de juda,
Tera hoke tera jo main na raha,
Main yeh khud se kehta hoon,
Tujhe bhula diya, oh,
Tujhe bhula diya, oh
Tujhe bhula diya, oh
Phir kyun teri yaadon ne
Mujhe rula diya.
Tears started pouring out of his eyes. He did not even bother to hide them. He just hugged his guitar and made a promise to himself.
"I promise for the sake of my friend's happiness to keep a distance from sia and to try and not love her. I am sorry sia but today is the last day of our friendship. After this you shall only me raghav's."
With hat Juno closed his eyes.
NOTE: my title for the FF is too long to but it as the title so i was wondering if its ok if i change it to meet mila de rabba or should i just leave it?
