arhi ff(wedding)Chp 29: Allz Well That Ends Well - Page 28

hi all. Hope you all enjoy this chapter. And as promised i dedicate this chapter to indy 12, arshianalyst, april 2003, devishree for all the awesome comments and zee10 for being the first to comment😊.

ok now i'll shut up and let you read. and i'll blabber a bit more at the end.

CHAPTER 17: ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA

Arnav turned to face towards khushi. He was up and had also made khushi to stand up.

He was sure he wanted to do this. He wanted to make this day special for khushi by professing his love for her in front of everyone.

He didn't know what to speak. He rattled his brain to form some sort of speech. But his brain told him, that this time, let his brain stop controlling his actions, this time let his heart speak through his tongue.

This time he was going to speak his heart out.

This time he was going to let go of all understanding and mental reasoning and let his heart rule his body.

This time he was going to place his being in someone else's hands.

That this time he would represent his heart.

ARNAV:(the following lines are all spoken by arnav)

Khushi kumara gupta. You are the one who has transformed me from a ruthless arrogant business man to what I am today. So right now before we dive into our new relationship as husband and wife, I would like to confess.

I would like to confess from my heart. I am going to confess about everything.

After my parents death and the incidents involved at that time, I shall confess my whole story to you so that you know me completely and we have a sense of trust.

I will confess my past, so that in the future we can face any problems by staying close to each other and supporting each other. I no longer see the need to hide or run away from my past.

Here in front of everyone I shall disclose it as I am no longer afraid as I have you by my side.

I was at school then. I was very innocent and very friendly. Just like you. Bubbly in every sense of the word, a huge prankster and would do anything to see my friends happy.

It was during those days that I had developed a soft spot for the most beautiful girl in my school. She was called shruti. It was just a stupid school boy crush as I know how love actually feels now. That was not love.

It was a mere attraction. But we did become friends and came very close to one another.

I used to love writing letters to her. I think I had written about 20 letters to her in the span that I had known her. She then used to ask me all types of questions like how much I liked her and always used to ask me to prove it to her.

It was in those very seconds that I did some of the most stupid things in life and I didn't know the storm that was approaching me that would remove the very floor from under my feet.

It was my birthday and as usual I was very happy as it was my 18^th birthday the day I thought that I was an adult. The day I could prove my parents that I was a responsible child. But then all hell broke lose.

As it was my birthday my girlfriend, Shruti Sinha had called me to a surprise party with my friends. I had taken my parent's permission and had gone to see her.

I had promised my parents that I'll spend the entire evening with them.

Shruti told me to meet her at a hotel. She had a room booked. I was nervous. I didn't want to do anything that I would regret that day. So I made up my mind to go and tell her that. When I entered, she was standing there alone welcoming me.

I was just enticed by her. She asked me to go all the way with her and that she needed me in her. But I flatly refused saying that I wont do anything until I am able to stand on my own two feet. She looked pretty bummed but I had no idea that she was going to be the main person responsible for the destruction of everything that I held dear.

She made me a drink. I had never consumed alcohol till hat day as I knew about its effects. So I tried to refuse but she made me drink it. That was the next biggest mistake of my life.

I hadn't consumed more than 5 sips that I started to feel everything start to go black. I had a black out and thought that I was going to faint. I called out for help I shouted for shruti but then I fell unconscious.

I don't know how long I was in that condition but I think I woke up the next day.

Shruti was nowhere to be seen. She didn't answer her phone and was unreachable.

I got up and went down the stairs. The receptionist and everyone in the lobby were staring at me. it was as though I was a criminal. I looked around to know what was going on. Everyone had sopped what they were doing and looked at me.

Then my eyes fell on the newspaper. It was a photo of me. I snatched it from the person and tore it open and what I saw shocked me to my very bones.

It was a picture of me, shirtless and a couple of girls in the background whose faces were censored to protect their privacy. I was shocked. I got a call from the hospital that my dad had a heart attack and was fighting for his life.

I rushed to the hospital as soon as I could. I made it to the emergency room. All my relatives were there. They all looked at me with accusing eyes. Everyone except my mom. She came and took me to my father. He was apparently out of danger and had regained consciousness. He said,

Amar(arnav's dad): arnav, I will ask you this only once. What did you do and why did you do it?

Arnav: dad I have been betrayed. I wasn't aware or in control when those photos were taken.

Amar: what do you mean you weren't in control?

And then I explained everything. My dad and mom stood in shock as they heard that I had lost consciousness.

Then my mom pulled me to the doctor and asked him to conduct a blood test on me to find if I had any poison or drug in me. the test results came in 4 hours.

They were the longest 4 hours of my life. The doctor came and said'

Doctor: mrs.raizada, your son has been drugged. We have found traces of a very rare drug called roofies. It is commonly named as the date rape drug. By this drug, a person can loose all his senses and can be made to do anything under its influence and after he does everything he wont remember even a single thing that transpired. The good news is that we have confirmed that he wasn't abused in anyway. He was drugged only for the sake of those photos.

My mom and dad were devastated and so was I, because I knew it was shruthi who had done this. We immediately released a press statement to get my name cleared. Shruti had now gone into hiding as we had lodged a complaint and police were after her. It took me 3 days to prove my innocence to the world.

Then another tragedy struck. I and mom had gone to get dad discharged from hospital.

But we were informed that he had died because a nurse had injected the wrong medicine in his body and she was also on the run.

When I saw the cctv footage I recognized the nurse immediately. It was shruthi. She had killed my dad. I was broken and shattered. It was as though someone had stabbed me because I felt immense pain in my heart.

As soon as the news got out that my dad had passed, my chacha started to distance us from him. We thought that he blamed us for his brother's death. After a few days I found out the truth. He had gotten married and taken over the company.

We didn't want money so we felt it was best to not anger him anymore and let him be.

But that was not to be. When I came home I saw him and a couple of his friends at home and having a huge argument with my mom. I went inside and hid and the truth that I heard was shocking. My chacha was telling my mom that he owned her now and since they lived at his expense we owed him rent.

For that he said he will sell my mom to the highest bidder. I lost all my sense of control and went on a rampage. It was five men against me but I did not care.

My rage was my strength. I started to punch and beat everyone. The anger within me would never allow me to stop.

It took me about half an hour but to me it was just a second that all the other men in the house were on the ground and were bleeding terribly. Then my mom caught my hand and pulled me into a hug to calm me down. if she wasnt there i would have killed all of them. she had asked me to calm down and her hug was the only place that i always felt at peace.

I caught my chacha's collar and warned him that the next time I won't stop and will kill you.

Saying this we left to the place were Anjali di was getting married. She didn't know as to what had happened in the family at all. She doesn't know till date as I have never had the courage to talk about that night.

It was my di's wedding and my mom had asked me to remain quiet as she didn't want to ruin the wedding. But that was the next biggest mistake that I did.

When the boy's side showed up I observed that my mom had vanished. I went to look for her and I found her dead. She had taken her own life. Whatever life I had inside me died that very second. My heart stopped beating.

Then in the corner of the room my eyes fell on the camera that was hidden. I took it and realized it was my mom's video camera. I rewound the tape and what I saw killed my even more. It was shruthi and she was threatening my mom.

She told that she would have arnav killed if my mom didn't disappear or kill herself. My mom cried her heart out and seeing this there were something that was blurring my vision.

I cant call them tears. It was more like blood. I was bleeding looking at my mom take a knife and slit her hands at gun point.

Then I saw shruthi run away. My mom turned towards the camera and whispered,

Zana(arnav's mom): arnav please look after your dear sister. I have just somethings to tell you before I die. My last word to you my son.

Never let a tear come to my angel, anjali's eyes and be strong for her arnav.

Please don't let your anger rule over you. I know you to be a better man than you show us.

Please don't shut yourself away from this world just because of what happened to us.

Don't lose faith in us and in your sister. I and your pa will always be near you. We will always guide you through your pain.

Lastly please forgive me for my selfishness. I cannot live without you so I chose to kill myself to save you. please forgive your mom and promise me never to blame yourself for all the mishap. It was not your doing.

Sorry beta. Sorr-

And she fell into the darkness. Lost forever.

I looked at the sky and shouted. I vent all my anger and pain and I don't know what I felt that night. I was beginning to die.

I fainted and was taken to the hospital. My sister's marriage had been called off as the boy's parents were scared of my family. Di had also fainted. but thankfully she didn't know the truth, true to my promise I didn't let the police show her that tape either.

We caught shruti. She was at my chacha's home. She was the woman he had married. I was completely shocked. She confessed that everything was chacha's plan but she had no proof. So she was put behind bars and charged for double murder and chacha escaped.

That day chacha threw us out of Sheesh Mahal.

I was alone with my di. None of my friends had come to give me a shoulder to cry on. The reason being that I was now an orphan and I had nothing to share. All the money was taken over by chacha and we were left on the streets. At that time naniji came forward and took us home.

After getting over the shock I had gone to school again to meet my friends but they shunned me out as I had nothing to offer them apart from friendship. That was the day I became a beast. That was the day I took all my affection to this earth and threw it away from my body. That was the day I swore to live life only for my di and provide everything to her that I could. All the happiness that she deserved. That was the day I concluded that there was no god. That was the day I challenged god that I will no longer let him write my destiny and will write it myself. In my eyes he was my enemy rather than a friend. That was the day I concluded that there was only money and there was only power. That was the day I concluded that everything to do with love was nonsense. I had decided to buy anything with money. That was the day that I killed the mallik and became ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA.

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so hope you guys liked it. i know you were expecting arhi, but to talk about arhi and his true feelings at the moment, i wanted to give his background info. the next one will definitely have lot of arhi. but forgive me when i say that i'll upload that only on saturday or sunday as i have an exam on sunday. believe me i hate it as much as you to stay away from here. but i'll make it up to you guys in my next update.😊