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A Day Out Part 2
He is thrashing and turning on the bed.he is so restless ,he is calling my name again and again .it's with such reverence ,that I cave momentary and decide to go to him and hold him.
I don't know if we are going to voice this burning passion we are feeling toward each other or we are going to neglect it all togather.
We can't help it,the force is undeniable.we both know that. May be thats why we don't miss any chance to touch each other.it's not forced any more it's desirable ,like we crave it .it's our fix .have to have it.
I am standing in the Garden by swing .everybody is around sitting on the chair .it's sunset time,the lights are so bright red,orange and pink mixed all together in sky .it's like gods are playing Holi.
He comes and leans on the pillar.his hands is crossed on his chest.he is watching me strangely.this is the look I don't get it.Emotion are changing on his face like fast forward. I am not able to keep up.then he calls me .
ASR : "Khushi !let's have dinner"if she can wait for me till midnight than I can definitely call her.let her make of it whatever she wants.
KASR : "yeah,let's go."she is nervous he has never acknowledge her at dinner table.she is fidgeting with her fingers .
ASR : "come" then he holds out his hands and take her hand.she is looking at him .questioning with her eyes.
ASR : "is this okay ?"first time he is uncertain.he doesn't know if she approves of this gesture or not.She gives him soft smile with nod.
KASR : " i have to serve" Jiji is serving .she can't just sit.
ASR : " no you don't "then he looks at Payal .
ASR. " Payal sit with Akash ,OP will serve.Om Prakash ,serve the food ,and from today onward you will cook it and serve it."
OP : "Okay .sir."
Then he sees the look on everybody's face .they all have different query.
ASR. :"Nani ,I am thinking for Khushi and Payal to joining the Yoga class.Di should also go, it will be good for her pregnancy period.I don't want them to scooped in the kitchen.They should do something productive."
Nani is beaming and Mamiji is fuming.
Mamaji : "wow ,that's a really good idea.it will do them good. Manorama what do you think?"
Manorama : " who will look after the house ,if they all are going together,"
ASR : " Mamiji ,for house we have whole team of helper .end if someone comes you can say that they have gone to Yoga .they will be very impressed by it"
Arnav made sure to put extra weight on word empress. Nothing can mellow Mamiji but show-off.looking at her dreamy face she was already having this conversation with her shallow friends.
Now the chatting is enough for one day and anyway ,he has other business to attend so he finishes his food .occasionally gazing at Khushi. She is eating with her left hand ,but why ? Incstictively he look at her right hand and notices he is still holding it.he smiles .he is happy that she hasn't try to remove it from his grasp.
KASR : she is looking at her Jiji. First time after the marriage she sees her happy. She is relaxed .and that all doing is her husband ,she feels proud to be Mrs. Raizada.she glance at him she knows that he isn't even aware that throughout the Dinner he is holding her hand resting on his thigh.she doesn't even try to relax her finger fearing that temptation to run his fingertips on that thigh would too much to handle.
Going out of the house would be good for Jiji also. they will be able to talk freely from Mamijis hawk eyes .and she always wanted to do yoga and meditation .that would be really helpful to organize her thought and hormon.
ASR : "Khushi ,are you done ? "he has a place to be .it will take half hour to reach there.
KASR : " Yes .I will put all this in the kitchen."she lifts the curry pot. But Arnav is stoping it by holding her both hands.
ASR : " Wasn't I clear enough? I said Op And other helpers will do it.you and Payal is not spending all your time in kitchen ,other than special occasion .put it down and let's go ."
She can see the ASR resurfacing ,she is wise she put the pot down and ask him to lead her.
Akash : " Payal let's go for a walk."
He is thanking Aanav by grateful look.he is happy that finally his new bride would be available when he comes home.it was bugging him that all the time he found her in the kitchen or crowded by their family. finally Arnav had made it clear that they don't have to do it .all Raizada knows that they can cook very well .no need to do it everyday.He is just sad he couldn't put his foot down with his mom for Payal .but he promises himself next time will be last time.
KASR : " where are we going?" she asks naturally but shut up immediately knowing that he is close to snapping .
ASR :" home town." he knows what would be the expression on her face .so he quickly look at her to see the confusion written all over her face.
KASR : "why ?"his whole house is fully furnished with custom made furniture why would he want to go there?
He wanted to call interior designer but she is very stubborn she wouldn't have been agreed .if he wants to win with her,he has to surprise her,and before she come back with argument close the deal or else she will flip.
ASR : " you will see ."he can see she is frustrated.
KASR :she is loosing her patience . She is tired by his cryptic answer and behavior .but she doesn't want to snap.finally they are able to have a conversation without yelling at each-other.if she has limited time with him,she will make sure she has some good memory of them.it's depressing thought she doesn't want to think about that right now .she wants to enjoy her present .She has been always live in moment believer.
ASR
He can tell that wheels are turning in her head. It's written all over her beautiful face.she is mad but she reins it quickly .she is apprehensive and then she is sad .she is capable of feeling so many emotion all togather .she can divert them also ,he can see when her face is wistful and she make a decision and look hopeful with bit of a glum expression.she doesn't let emotion rule her.she is ruling them ,diverting them and squishing them.she is so much different then him.his life is ruled by emotion .dominance and rage bieng the main. Whatever he feels it's dominate his decision.and alter the path of so many people.doesn't matter if he is in office or at home .that is the only sole reason this girl is sitting besides him as his wife.his wife .that thought brings him back to the matter of hand.they are 5 minutes away .
They are in bedroom furniture section.
"what are we looking for sir?"
He hears the voice and turns his head toward the person.his name is Prakash.
ASR : " hello ,we are looking for finest quality of bedroom furniture ."
Prakash : " this way sir "
KASR :" we already have it."
ASR :"I want new one "he can read on her face " are you crazy?"
ASR :"I am not crazy .I want new one as per your test ,after all that is your room to."he doesn't dare look up after making this admission .
She can see he is shying ,he is doing to make amends for his previous rude behavior.and saying no to his offer means she won't forgive him.but she doesn't want to hold grudge. This is his way of telling he is sorry .well by spending insane money on extravagant thing.she steps closer and says thank you.
She is clueless what else to say.
KASR : "Whar are looking for exactly ."
ASR :" I told you it's your room .whatever you like .don't look at the prize ."
KASR : "everything is so expensive ." then she sees his face and throws her hands in the air.
ASR : " now this is better ."
KASR :"what!?"
he didn't mean to say that out-loud.fuming khushi is better than to silent or contemplating. with this side of her he knows what to expect and how to deal with it.
ASR : " let's look"
But he is not looking at the furniture.he is looking at her face and the way it changes. It tells him which one she liked ,which she liked most but found expansive .seeing that he tells that he liked that one too .but he can also tell that she is not that glad or satisfied with it.
ASR :"let's go "he takes her to other store. It was all imported furniture showroom.Once they entered.they were received by beautiful sales girl.she was more like Model.
KASR : now this is more like ASR style.extravagant furniture shown by bimbo. Oh ,why where ever they go there will be women ogling her husband.
He saw her body go stiff and also saw that salesgirl and Khushi was having a glaring competition .he would love to see her jealous.but not now when she was feeling threatened by her and he wasn't having his claim on her.he wanted to make her understand that he was only hers in and out.so he moves closer end hold her by west,making perfectly clear that whom he belonged.she looks at him and smiles. Leaning into his side.
Salesgirl scatters away , she finally recognize them and calls the manager .who is more than happy to attend them.he knows the women besides him is his wife ,she is pretty but he doesn't dare to look at her more than profession requires and polite way.famous people are not to mess with,they are always very possessive .specially with their wives.he politely converse with them asking their priorities .
Manager: "what would interest you sir?"
ASR : "bedroom furniture ."
Manager : "any color preferences sir?"
ASR :" khushi !?"
He wants her to take a lead from here . He saw that her taste is good. He was feared after seeing her bedroom at buajis place. But now he knows that she is compatible with his taste.he wonders if they are as compatible in bad also.yeah bed they are here for bed.such wayward thought he has about bed and Khushi .yeah bed+Khushi= unlimited pleasure .he likes that equation way to much.not again,He scolds himself inwardly and try to pay attention to Khushi.
KASR : " what size do you want?"
ASR : "king"
KASR :" but your current one is queen."
ASR :" I will need bigger one."
He said that looking into her eyes.he doesn't miss when her eyes widened,and blush covered her face and neck .yeah she understood why he would need bigger bad.
AST :" other-than that whatever color,material you like it's ok with me.no pink or orange though."then he gives her flirtatious smile.pulling her close.
KASR :"okay." she doesn't know what else to say.but one thing is clear whatever happening between them it's permanent .he is not playing with her emotion ,he means each word and touch.nothing is done or spoken in rush or swaying in the moment.
They look through some pieces they both settled with dark chocolate colore furniture it has Comfy couch too.four doors wardrobe ,dressing table ,bedside tables, and designer lamps.he can see she is happy with choice.that makes him satisfaide.
ASR : "now, let's look for drapes and curtains." he is steering her toward linen section.she is touching the material ,taking feel . she settled on burgundy colored bedsheet and duvet set .he is amazed she really has good taste.He has to admit that she knows how to spend money ,she will easily fit in his life.she is all the motivation he needs to plan thier next shopping trip ,he would love to take her to la pearla or Victorias secret. Maybe he will start whole new line of fashion lingerie yeah that is more satisfying .oh not again.he and his wandering mind.
KASR : " where did you spaced out.I chose some bed covers you tell me which one you like."she is looking at him expectantly .she is ready to snap him out of it if he spaced out again. It's like whenever they are togather he falls asleep with open eyes.
ASR :" which one you like ?"
KASR : " I like all of them.,,,,, "
ASR :" than we will take all of them."
She hasn't even finished her sentence . He will buy whatever she likes
KASR. :"they all are very expansive ."he raised his eyebrow telling her by his stance "does it matter?"
ASR :" let's look for the curtains ."
This time he gives his input now and then so he won't space out again and make fool out of himself.
Manager is repeating order .when he says couch. Khushi look at him questioningly ,but doesn't interrupt their conversation.he likes that,he knows this is not her style she never holds her toung .but like him she is also putting some effort into their blooming relationship.but he knows she won't be able to hold so he says one world " Later" and she nods and doesn't ask him to elaborate further.
She can see he is in comfort zone.she understands he likes only the best.his attitude toward both stores is noticeable ,he knows exactly what he wants ,still he is giving her choice first preference .which is not usual for him.he is dominating and demanding not giver. he is trying to change just for her.that thought gives her small hope that out of this whole shitstorm something good will come-out.
The bed is really spectacular California for-poster conopy bed. She can't wait to jump on that.she wants to exspireance that bed with him.If it means that he would be with her she can spent all her nights on the floor.than with a bang she remembers that he told her he hates her.that's why she had been thrown out in the balcony.if it wasn't for the rain she would have been still there.she is good where she is on the floor on makeshift bed. No need to dream with open eyes.they have settled the bill ,she doesn't look at the amount. He can afford it and whatever he has spent he is the one who gonna use it so no need to overthink it.
ASR :" I want it by tomorrow noon.I also want my curront furniture to pick up and given to old-age home."
He knows its not their job to pick up used furniture and deliver to desired place .but after giving them his business he can sure make them do it.
Manager : "sure will do sir."He knows how this rich people are. they better not to be denyed.
ASR : " good."
KASR : " can't you say thanks ?,afterall he agreed to pick up the old one."
ASR :"it's his job to make sure I am satisfied by the service.he will do whatever I ask,by whatever mean anything I want." then she understand the undercurrent of his word.money ,money can by anything anyone;and that is why he is so competitive.everybody is at his feet with just one exception her .
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He is thrashing and turning on the bed.he is so restless ,he is calling my name again and again .it's with such reverence ,that I cave momentary and decide to go to him and hold him.
I don't know if we are going to voice this burning passion we are feeling toward each other or we are going to neglect it all togather.
We can't help it,the force is undeniable.we both know that. May be thats why we don't miss any chance to touch each other.it's not forced any more it's desirable ,like we crave it .it's our fix .have to have it.
I am standing in the Garden by swing .everybody is around sitting on the chair .it's sunset time,the lights are so bright red,orange and pink mixed all together in sky .it's like gods are playing Holi.
He comes and leans on the pillar.his hands is crossed on his chest.he is watching me strangely.this is the look I don't get it.Emotion are changing on his face like fast forward. I am not able to keep up.then he calls me .
ASR : "Khushi !let's have dinner"if she can wait for me till midnight than I can definitely call her.let her make of it whatever she wants.
KASR : "yeah,let's go."she is nervous he has never acknowledge her at dinner table.she is fidgeting with her fingers .
ASR : "come" then he holds out his hands and take her hand.she is looking at him .questioning with her eyes.
ASR : "is this okay ?"first time he is uncertain.he doesn't know if she approves of this gesture or not.She gives him soft smile with nod.
KASR : " i have to serve" Jiji is serving .she can't just sit.
ASR : " no you don't "then he looks at Payal .
ASR. " Payal sit with Akash ,OP will serve.Om Prakash ,serve the food ,and from today onward you will cook it and serve it."
OP : "Okay .sir."
Then he sees the look on everybody's face .they all have different query.
ASR. :"Nani ,I am thinking for Khushi and Payal to joining the Yoga class.Di should also go, it will be good for her pregnancy period.I don't want them to scooped in the kitchen.They should do something productive."
Nani is beaming and Mamiji is fuming.
Mamaji : "wow ,that's a really good idea.it will do them good. Manorama what do you think?"
Manorama : " who will look after the house ,if they all are going together,"
ASR : " Mamiji ,for house we have whole team of helper .end if someone comes you can say that they have gone to Yoga .they will be very impressed by it"
Arnav made sure to put extra weight on word empress. Nothing can mellow Mamiji but show-off.looking at her dreamy face she was already having this conversation with her shallow friends.
Now the chatting is enough for one day and anyway ,he has other business to attend so he finishes his food .occasionally gazing at Khushi. She is eating with her left hand ,but why ? Incstictively he look at her right hand and notices he is still holding it.he smiles .he is happy that she hasn't try to remove it from his grasp.
KASR : she is looking at her Jiji. First time after the marriage she sees her happy. She is relaxed .and that all doing is her husband ,she feels proud to be Mrs. Raizada.she glance at him she knows that he isn't even aware that throughout the Dinner he is holding her hand resting on his thigh.she doesn't even try to relax her finger fearing that temptation to run his fingertips on that thigh would too much to handle.
Going out of the house would be good for Jiji also. they will be able to talk freely from Mamijis hawk eyes .and she always wanted to do yoga and meditation .that would be really helpful to organize her thought and hormon.
ASR : "Khushi ,are you done ? "he has a place to be .it will take half hour to reach there.
KASR : " Yes .I will put all this in the kitchen."she lifts the curry pot. But Arnav is stoping it by holding her both hands.
ASR : " Wasn't I clear enough? I said Op And other helpers will do it.you and Payal is not spending all your time in kitchen ,other than special occasion .put it down and let's go ."
She can see the ASR resurfacing ,she is wise she put the pot down and ask him to lead her.
Akash : " Payal let's go for a walk."
He is thanking Aanav by grateful look.he is happy that finally his new bride would be available when he comes home.it was bugging him that all the time he found her in the kitchen or crowded by their family. finally Arnav had made it clear that they don't have to do it .all Raizada knows that they can cook very well .no need to do it everyday.He is just sad he couldn't put his foot down with his mom for Payal .but he promises himself next time will be last time.
KASR : " where are we going?" she asks naturally but shut up immediately knowing that he is close to snapping .
ASR :" home town." he knows what would be the expression on her face .so he quickly look at her to see the confusion written all over her face.
KASR : "why ?"his whole house is fully furnished with custom made furniture why would he want to go there?
He wanted to call interior designer but she is very stubborn she wouldn't have been agreed .if he wants to win with her,he has to surprise her,and before she come back with argument close the deal or else she will flip.
ASR : " you will see ."he can see she is frustrated.
KASR :she is loosing her patience . She is tired by his cryptic answer and behavior .but she doesn't want to snap.finally they are able to have a conversation without yelling at each-other.if she has limited time with him,she will make sure she has some good memory of them.it's depressing thought she doesn't want to think about that right now .she wants to enjoy her present .She has been always live in moment believer.
ASR
He can tell that wheels are turning in her head. It's written all over her beautiful face.she is mad but she reins it quickly .she is apprehensive and then she is sad .she is capable of feeling so many emotion all togather .she can divert them also ,he can see when her face is wistful and she make a decision and look hopeful with bit of a glum expression.she doesn't let emotion rule her.she is ruling them ,diverting them and squishing them.she is so much different then him.his life is ruled by emotion .dominance and rage bieng the main. Whatever he feels it's dominate his decision.and alter the path of so many people.doesn't matter if he is in office or at home .that is the only sole reason this girl is sitting besides him as his wife.his wife .that thought brings him back to the matter of hand.they are 5 minutes away .
They are in bedroom furniture section.
"what are we looking for sir?"
He hears the voice and turns his head toward the person.his name is Prakash.
ASR : " hello ,we are looking for finest quality of bedroom furniture ."
Prakash : " this way sir "
KASR :" we already have it."
ASR :"I want new one "he can read on her face " are you crazy?"
ASR :"I am not crazy .I want new one as per your test ,after all that is your room to."he doesn't dare look up after making this admission .
She can see he is shying ,he is doing to make amends for his previous rude behavior.and saying no to his offer means she won't forgive him.but she doesn't want to hold grudge. This is his way of telling he is sorry .well by spending insane money on extravagant thing.she steps closer and says thank you.
She is clueless what else to say.
KASR : "Whar are looking for exactly ."
ASR :" I told you it's your room .whatever you like .don't look at the prize ."
KASR : "everything is so expensive ." then she sees his face and throws her hands in the air.
ASR : " now this is better ."
KASR :"what!?"
he didn't mean to say that out-loud.fuming khushi is better than to silent or contemplating. with this side of her he knows what to expect and how to deal with it.
ASR : " let's look"
But he is not looking at the furniture.he is looking at her face and the way it changes. It tells him which one she liked ,which she liked most but found expansive .seeing that he tells that he liked that one too .but he can also tell that she is not that glad or satisfied with it.
ASR :"let's go "he takes her to other store. It was all imported furniture showroom.Once they entered.they were received by beautiful sales girl.she was more like Model.
KASR : now this is more like ASR style.extravagant furniture shown by bimbo. Oh ,why where ever they go there will be women ogling her husband.
He saw her body go stiff and also saw that salesgirl and Khushi was having a glaring competition .he would love to see her jealous.but not now when she was feeling threatened by her and he wasn't having his claim on her.he wanted to make her understand that he was only hers in and out.so he moves closer end hold her by west,making perfectly clear that whom he belonged.she looks at him and smiles. Leaning into his side.
Salesgirl scatters away , she finally recognize them and calls the manager .who is more than happy to attend them.he knows the women besides him is his wife ,she is pretty but he doesn't dare to look at her more than profession requires and polite way.famous people are not to mess with,they are always very possessive .specially with their wives.he politely converse with them asking their priorities .
Manager: "what would interest you sir?"
ASR : "bedroom furniture ."
Manager : "any color preferences sir?"
ASR :" khushi !?"
He wants her to take a lead from here . He saw that her taste is good. He was feared after seeing her bedroom at buajis place. But now he knows that she is compatible with his taste.he wonders if they are as compatible in bad also.yeah bed they are here for bed.such wayward thought he has about bed and Khushi .yeah bed+Khushi= unlimited pleasure .he likes that equation way to much.not again,He scolds himself inwardly and try to pay attention to Khushi.
KASR : " what size do you want?"
ASR : "king"
KASR :" but your current one is queen."
ASR :" I will need bigger one."
He said that looking into her eyes.he doesn't miss when her eyes widened,and blush covered her face and neck .yeah she understood why he would need bigger bad.
AST :" other-than that whatever color,material you like it's ok with me.no pink or orange though."then he gives her flirtatious smile.pulling her close.
KASR :"okay." she doesn't know what else to say.but one thing is clear whatever happening between them it's permanent .he is not playing with her emotion ,he means each word and touch.nothing is done or spoken in rush or swaying in the moment.
They look through some pieces they both settled with dark chocolate colore furniture it has Comfy couch too.four doors wardrobe ,dressing table ,bedside tables, and designer lamps.he can see she is happy with choice.that makes him satisfaide.
ASR : "now, let's look for drapes and curtains." he is steering her toward linen section.she is touching the material ,taking feel . she settled on burgundy colored bedsheet and duvet set .he is amazed she really has good taste.He has to admit that she knows how to spend money ,she will easily fit in his life.she is all the motivation he needs to plan thier next shopping trip ,he would love to take her to la pearla or Victorias secret. Maybe he will start whole new line of fashion lingerie yeah that is more satisfying .oh not again.he and his wandering mind.
KASR : " where did you spaced out.I chose some bed covers you tell me which one you like."she is looking at him expectantly .she is ready to snap him out of it if he spaced out again. It's like whenever they are togather he falls asleep with open eyes.
ASR :" which one you like ?"
KASR : " I like all of them.,,,,, "
ASR :" than we will take all of them."
She hasn't even finished her sentence . He will buy whatever she likes
KASR. :"they all are very expansive ."he raised his eyebrow telling her by his stance "does it matter?"
ASR :" let's look for the curtains ."
This time he gives his input now and then so he won't space out again and make fool out of himself.
Manager is repeating order .when he says couch. Khushi look at him questioningly ,but doesn't interrupt their conversation.he likes that,he knows this is not her style she never holds her toung .but like him she is also putting some effort into their blooming relationship.but he knows she won't be able to hold so he says one world " Later" and she nods and doesn't ask him to elaborate further.
She can see he is in comfort zone.she understands he likes only the best.his attitude toward both stores is noticeable ,he knows exactly what he wants ,still he is giving her choice first preference .which is not usual for him.he is dominating and demanding not giver. he is trying to change just for her.that thought gives her small hope that out of this whole shitstorm something good will come-out.
The bed is really spectacular California for-poster conopy bed. She can't wait to jump on that.she wants to exspireance that bed with him.If it means that he would be with her she can spent all her nights on the floor.than with a bang she remembers that he told her he hates her.that's why she had been thrown out in the balcony.if it wasn't for the rain she would have been still there.she is good where she is on the floor on makeshift bed. No need to dream with open eyes.they have settled the bill ,she doesn't look at the amount. He can afford it and whatever he has spent he is the one who gonna use it so no need to overthink it.
ASR :" I want it by tomorrow noon.I also want my curront furniture to pick up and given to old-age home."
He knows its not their job to pick up used furniture and deliver to desired place .but after giving them his business he can sure make them do it.
Manager : "sure will do sir."He knows how this rich people are. they better not to be denyed.
ASR : " good."
KASR : " can't you say thanks ?,afterall he agreed to pick up the old one."
ASR :"it's his job to make sure I am satisfied by the service.he will do whatever I ask,by whatever mean anything I want." then she understand the undercurrent of his word.money ,money can by anything anyone;and that is why he is so competitive.everybody is at his feet with just one exception her .
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