AR FF~ 'IT WAS'NT MEANT TO BE'PG54-14/01/13 - Page 24

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Posted: 13 years ago
Gosh, is she cute or what? :) Nice update!
wonder how she'll handle the truth..

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Posted: 13 years ago
ooo she got to knw him through magzines.. hmmm thanks for clearing my confusion..
omg dats cutest proposal.. arman is dumb..
thank god finally cloudz clearing.. cant wait to see her reaction wen she cms to knw its her mom whom he loves..
thanks for pm
do continue super soon
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Posted: 13 years ago
Beautiful update ...love it so much.
I really love Ray's character in this ff, she is so sweet.
I want to c her reaction when she comes to know its her mom whom he loves..
Update next part super soon.
Thanks for the pm, take care.
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Posted: 13 years ago
Laziest Writer Ever :P
Loved it...Lets see how she gonna react to it...Keep It Up..Continue Later :P <3

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Posted: 13 years ago
wow..why i havn't read it before??????? .OMG...that was awesome...u r trading on a very untrodden and mature concept here..and i just fall in love with it...want to see how u take the story ahead...pls do pm me if u updt...
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Loved it..😊
Do continue soon...
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Posted: 13 years ago
amazing! loved it!
yaar i missed last two parts...add me 2 ur PM list nd plz doPM me...i don't wanna miss da updates now!
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Posted: 13 years ago


PART 15


**DORIYAN BHI HAIN ZARORI**


"mom" this was first word she said after leaving office, they came home, he went to his library she followed him silently..he went to one shelf then other searching for a book...finally in the 3rd shelf he got his desired book, without looking at it again he handed it to her, she opened it, cleaned it as there was lots of dust on it, like no one had opened it for long,opening the first page,it was pic of riddhima'her mom, if she would not have been wearing a saree she would had mistaken her with herself but it was college bench she was sitting, bended on some notes, u aware of the fact that some one was clicking her pic'and that some one was armaan for sure.

"mom'ye pic tumhare paas?" she was confused'she was not allowing her mind to work in any direction as it was not giving a positive vibes'whatever it was she was ready to face it and accept it but only if arman would tell her himself.

"yes'its your mom"

"tumhare paas ye'mere matlab'tum kiun?"

"you always wanted to know na everything'.you wanted to know why I was not happy when you came here'why I never welcomed you in my home like any other would have done or like you would be expecting me to do'.why I was not at all nice to you'rather I was rude to you'why I was strangest thing on earth for you''like not normal'.this is is reason ray'.your mom is reason for all this'.riddhima is the reason for all this"

Somewhere in her heart she was praying that what she was getting and what armaan was trying to tell her'it was not exactly like that'.may be some other thing would come up out of it'.anything which wont change their equation'anything which wont change her feelings for him'.anything in the world but not this'o god no plzzz but it was not one of her luckiest days so he continued to confirm it more.

"your research is really great'I must say'ria was last girlfriend ever but only before the riddhima came in my life'.."

"armaan please" she wanted him to stop this with teary eyes but he was admant today, wanted to settle this thing once for all'which was troubling both of them for long.

"let me say ray'it is necessary for you and for me too''..riddhima kay meri zindgi mai ane se pehle I did not know the meaning of love'.she was the definition of love for me'.i don't know what was special in her which changed me'changed my life forever'..i was not the same person any more'I used to be like you'now the person you see'whole world see is not real armaan mallik..this is what riddhima has made me"

So many questions raising in her head "but mom was married '.right?"

He laughed hard on his luck "I wish'. i wish I knew it..before it was too late'.when I got to know it was too late for me to go back in my life'I had already come a long way in my own world of love'..one sided love"

He smirked again'.how funny his love story was..he thought'it was all alone him in it.

"or phir tum ne india chorh dia?"

"chorna to actually dunya chahta tha'.par kia karon'us kay bhi brave hona parta hai and I am coward you know it well"

"you are not'.dont say it"

He looked deep in to her eyes to find the reaction of this truth but they were so calm and blank then.

"aise kia dekh rahe ho?" she waited for him to continue but when he did not say a word but only starring her, she asked.

"don't tell me'ye sab janna kay baad tumhai kuch fark nahe para"

"fark para hai na'.i respect you more now'.you have given your whole life to the girl who did not even know that you loved her'.how selfless and pure that feeling must be'.aj kal aisa kon karta hai kise kay lie'.haan but that is a bit strange that that girl was my mom..but this is what you call luck'right'.i told you after knowing you first time I started believing in love and luck and now after all that'I believe on luck more and I believe that you and me are meant to be'..so many things just cant be coincidence'..they happen for a reason" he looked at her strangely..is she for real or what.

"so'now I know everything'what is your answer now"

"are you normal''abhe abhe mai ne tumhai itni badi baat btae hai and it did not effect you in anyway" boy, he was surprised again "listen'it had been 15 years since mom dad died'.we all had accepted this fact'I am sure armaan even if dad was alive, even he would neve wait for mom 15 years like you did'..i mean'15 years is hell long period for god's sake'.i wonder how you never wanted anyone to be with you and share the pain and happiness of your life'you are the one brave man'I must say'but now I know the reason'.you never felt like with being someone because you were waiting for me'god made you wait for me'.so now I am here so lets start new"

"no no'.this is'this is like impossible"

"what'why?"

"you and me'not done"

"ok'.but why?"

"for so many reasons"

"okay'in that case I want to know all the reasons"

"look at your age'.you are kid"

She was offended on this reason but calmed herself she had to defend her point.

"o wow'.do you want me to show you flash back or this pic is enough for you"

She showed him riddhima's pic in her hand, with mocking face. He surrendered but he was not going up so easily.

"that was different" he knew himself he was being lame but he did not have any choice.

"o really'.please armaan mallik..move to other point'you face is saying how lame this is"

"don't be a kid ray ands stop this nonsense'I don't want to argue more on this"

"you are the one who is behaving like akid armaan mallik'.i am the one who is trying to solve this matter once for all'for your sake, for my sake but you are'.you are being just yourself'..real pain'nothing else, coward like always'..you were a coward 15 years before'nothing changed even now you are a coward'.you don't have guts to face the truth'.face your own self'.why don't you just accept it you have moved on in life'.you are not more living in her memories'tell me when was last time you thought about mom'why this pic has so much dust on'because for months you did not bother to look it'..15 years are too much armaan'too much, you have given a lot for others, for the one who don't exist even'don't this more please'.dont this please'don't"

As her kneed left her support due to emotional turmoil she was not able to stand any more, bending on her knees she hid her teary face in to her hands, it was taking her life to convince him in to things, the which he was not ready to accept, he was not ready to accept the changes in his life, he was afraid of the world or may be himself but whatever it was, it was taking her life now and she could not take it anymore. he panicked to see her like it, holding her shoulders he made her stand "don't cry please'.i cant see you crying'it hurts me more than anything else"

"why it hurt you so much?"she was not the one who would give up ever. "not again please'..ok I need time..i will think about you'I mean us" just a little promise made her face glow, as he wiped her tears on cheeks she gave him a wide smile "how much time?" he raised his eye brown on this impatient question, should not she be satisfied and happy with the fact that he had agreed to give it a thought atleast but she was'she was as he did not get any new word for me'she was just a ray, he thought "don't worry'I wont take another 15 years" he smiled "I don't mind waiting for you 15 years but I hope you look as dashing as you look now" controlling her giggles, not waiting for his reaction as it was quite obvious,he was going to make faces she ran from there until she locked it and started breathing hard with her back on the door, smiling in between, that little hope gave her the reason to live again, she had lost it few minutes back, but how he gave her hope he was going to fulfill it too, now she had to wait for that time and she could not wait for it anymore but she had to.


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He had said he will give them a thought but looking at him, he was doing nothing about him, atleast she was feeling this, it had been more than a week since that day of confessions passed, she was hoping him to change towards her after getting to know her feelings for him, but he was looking least affected with that day'.or he had short term memory loss, removing that day from his memory only because other things he was very well aware of and taking care of all the stuff around him beautifully, only thing he thought to ignore was her feelings but not her, as he was as friendly with her as they used to be before all this happened, same routine started again, they would go out every weekend, she would ask for anything, she would drag him for shopping on Sundays not allowing him to sleep, he would give her tuitions very strictly, that part she was liking he was damn strict teacher'omg in what time I thought to ask him to do this favor, more than favor it is becoming rather an punishment for me, she sighed as she saw him eating bite of sandwich "I m planning to go india next week"

"what'.why" it was very sudden for him as she had not spoke to him about this at all "hmm'.actually my smester is ending so I m gona have break I want to utilize it more than that I am missing bi a lot" her voice very sincere'he wondered if there was some other reason for it but sincerity of her voice made him sure that she was really missing bi, her home'.it was not easy to leave your home and settled in a new place, who would know this feeling better than him "so how long you gona stay there"

"not more than 2 weeks"

"okay"

"don't be so happy'.i am not gona leave you so easily"

"I know'..poor me" he sighed to get sympathy but he got a smack on his arm only by her "haw'so mean"

He smiled on her, putting coffee mug on table "come, I ll drop you'I am getting late"

"yeah yeah" she made a face on his back, it was not an easy life to be with ziddi armaan mallik but she had chosen it for herself willingly, she had to live with it now'no matter what next would bring for her.

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"so'.all done?"

"yeah'.almost"

For 2 days she was packing her stuff and it was large every large,how much she had shoped here she realized during the packing and most of the stuff she wanted to take with her as she wanted to show it all to bii, armaan had found it a but kiddish but yet not she was a teen, he reminded himself it was quite normal for her, but one thing what she noticed was that the time she had started her packing, armaan had become very quite'the way he was when she came here first time but later on he was proved more chatter box than her at times, that were very few moments but they were great when he was just himself, he had talked nonstop to her for the whole evening sitting on a bench, specially after getting to know about his past, she had found him more relived and relaxed around her, he had shared his mastiful experiences with her of his college times, ignoring the riddhima part of course, that was yet not comfortable topic to discuss for both of them, it was unbelievable for her to hear all this'.could this armaan mallik do fun and that too such extent'she had heard it about him but listening all those pranks stories by himself it was another lifetime experience for her and she had a time of her life that evening'''but coming back to his attitude of past 2 days, it was weird, he had been really quite.

"kia hua?"

He knew sooner or later this question was coming, she was not the one who would keep quite and don't budge him "what?" he acted to be ignorant, trying hard his luck one last time "you know what I am asking'.mun kiun latka rakha hai'.i said na I am coming back'.kahen pyar vyar to nahe ho geya" how she was going to miss any opportunity of teasing him "what rubbish'" his words were not supporting mind, he was getting weak with every passing moment he wanted to leave asap but she was not allowing only, he was lost she was worried for him, he was insecure about her but she would never confess it as far she knew him, she had to take the case in her own way "hey don't worry'I said na I am coming back"

"promise?"

This one word cleared all her confusion, his voice'it was lacking confidence like the usual one..more than a question he was pleading her to promise him to come back through his eyes''"yes'.promise" saying it she hugged him, he needed it at the moment to remove all his insecurities, after riddhima he had lost trust on his luck only, he had believed that there was no love for him in this world, he was not made to be loved but after coming ray to his life, when he started expecting from her, he did not know himself now she was leaving even for a couple of weeks it was making him weak'..he was feeling to lose her too'he was getting scare to be alone again, whole world was around him but yet he was all alone in his life,his pain his success no one was there to share with him but when ray in his life, he found a best friend a companion in her, he did not want to lose at any cost and not for any stupid reason, he made his grip tight on her back,hiding himself in the crook of her neck, she gasped as she felt his breath on her bare neck"armaan" she whispered to herself only, she wanted to stop him as he moved his hand on her back but he was in to another world, fear of losing her was forcing him to get close to her'possibly close to her as he pulled her in to himself,hugging tight. It took her few more seconds to lose her senses in his arms as she started ruffling his hairs in her fists, a current passed her body when she felt his lips on her skin ever so lightly, she could not figure out'was it for real or she was hallucinating it, but his next move made it clear for her that it was very much real just like her love for him,kissing whole length of her neck, making her go weak on her knees, she held him more tight for support, he parted from hug to look at her closed eyes and flushed face, caressing her cheek with the side of his hand, he bending on her lips, very slowly breathing on her face, exchanging air with her'in anticipation her lips trembling she digging her nails in to his back to hold him more tight but this is when he was brought back to the earth and his sense, realizing what he had done and what he was going to do, he jerked back "i'..i''.i am''''.damn" he hit the wall hard and left the room.


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As the alarm rang loud in her room, she woke up reluctantly, for the obvious reason she could not sleep whole night, next day early morning it was her flight, she woke up lazily to get ready, this alarm was set by himself last night when they were packing, he had set alarm for himself too, he was coming to see her off, how much they argued on it, how much she tried to convince him it was not needed at all,she could go with driver, it was too early for him to wake up, he wont get time to sleep till late night again she was well aware of his schedule and there were high chances of him to get ill due to this but for a change he was so stubborn on this topic with her and mater a fact she had loved this so much, this gesture of him was many other gestures of him everyday was making it more sure for her, she was not the only in living in the Loveland, it was not one sided blank love but she was waiting for him to come straight to this himself, she wanted to give him all the time he needed to figure these feelings of him, she did not want to push him in to things forcefully, everything was going great until last night happened between them, it was nothing but his shouting feelings for her but as far she had known him, his reaction to this she was aware of it, that's what made her eyes filled with tears as she sat on the bed all dressed to leave, hoping he would come and knock on her door with his dimpled smile but how wrong it was to expect this even, her mind knew it but her heart'who would listen to it, it was unreasonable but may be not, door knocked, she wiped her tears with the back of he hands "yes"

"ray beta come'.its getting late"

It was ramu kaka, asking her to come down and killing her last hope, picking up all her luggage she came down.

"armaan?" before sitting in car, she asked to ramu kaka.

"baba ko zarori kaam se jana para'.jane se pehle mujhy kaha tumhara khayal rakhne kay lie"

"yeah..his zarori kaam...i know"

She smirked painfully and get in to the car before the tears in her eyes made their out on her cheeks.

Edited by zara-KSG-malik - 13 years ago
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Posted: 13 years ago

Zara have u ever promised to leave the part in such interesting point..now coming to ur update i just loved it supperb..finally the truth is out .Ray was so cool calm she respected Armaan more after this omg 1st time i am loving a female lead in an ff ths much coz every time usually the female lead hurt Armaan more i am happy reading ur ff ..wen she said we r meant to be together i was clapping hands tht was awesome i liked this line too "god made you wait for me'.so now I am here so lets start new"😆so agreed he can try n give a chance to them haye tum ne meredil khush kardia.love u thank u so much..i cant wait to read next part bt 2 days is too long plz plz try to update soon this installment was too small continue soon..

Edited by -pooluvsKaSh- - 13 years ago
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Posted: 13 years ago

Originally posted by: -pooluvsKaSh-

Zara have u ever promised to leave the part in such interesting point..now coming to ur update i just loved it supperb..finally the truth is out .Ray was so cool calm she respected Armaan more after this omg 1st time i am loving a female lead in an ff ths much coz every time usually the female lead hurt Armaan more i am happy reading ur ff ..wen she said we r meant to be together i was clapping hands tht was awesome i liked this line too "god made you wait for me'.so now I am here so lets start new"😆so agreed he can try n give a chance to them haye tum ne meredil khush kardia.love u thank u so much..i cant wait to read next part bt 2 days is too long plz plz try to update soon this installment was too small continue soon..

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