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Part 46
maan bent down on his kees n consoled sam...
suddently his thought also went to d name ...VED ??
maan controlled his bleeding heart, "who is ved ??.."
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sam controlled herself sumhow n let out, "ved is.."
it was dem dey heard d knock on d door...
maan sighed n went to open d door only to find hameer and uttara on d door...
hameer looked at maan shocked..he knew..maan had been crying.but why..wat happened to him all of a sudden..
uttara went in n shook sam, "sam wat happened..why u look so stressed out..is everything alright maan.."
"umm..yes.." dat was all maan could utter and left from dere instantly..not wanting to break down infront of dem...
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it had almost darkened..but suzeil could find maan around..she tried his clel but itw as switched off...worried she asked every1 but no1 had no clue about..neither was geet in d house...she tried calling geet but sum1 informed dat geet is in imprtant meeting..dat means maan is not wid her as well...den where is maan...
last time she saw him was on dining table for lunch..but hiw was very quite and didn't even had his food properly...she wanted to ask him wat happened..but his mood seemed very off and she didn't want to be get into any fight wid him...
sighed, she tried his no for d nth time but d same ..off...
she had no clue where to search him...
she walked into d garden outside and thuppe herself on d jhulla worried for maan...
it was den, she saw 1 glimpse of maan on tarrace..which soon disappeared...
did she really see man..or it was just halucination...she waited dere impatiently..and same happened..she again saw 1 glimpse of maan which again disappeared...
shooking her head, she instantly made her way to tarrace and stopped few steps away from him...
he didn't even realise...
he was lost in himself and his facial expression told her dat...
she was fearing his expression..his expression seemed of sum realisations...wat happened to him all of a sudden...did he realise dat he dnt love me.. ? d thought ripped her heart apart..
but if he realised..den he should be happy..why is he so upset..not getting answer for any query..
she walked forward..n placed her hand on his shoulder..gaining his attension...
startled wid sudden touc..maan turned around n was shocked n disappointed to see suzeil standing dere...
at dis particular moment..he couldn't face her at all..he didn't want to see her..or his guilt vil once again eat him..
her turned away instantly, "wat u doing here..."
his dejected voice broke her hopes in peices..she calmed her broken heart, "maan..u sound upset..wat happened.."
maan closed his eyes in frustration...walking towrds d edge..he held d cement structure into his fist n let out, "suzeil..just leave me alone for sum time..i vil be fine.."
she knew..he was frustrated..he was in pain...his restlessness was opently evident...
sighed ,she walked towrds him, "maan..im not just ur girlfrnd..but ur frnd as well..u can share wid me.."
"suzeill..cnt u for once listen to me..just leave me alone right now.." he snapped harshly
a tear rolled out of her eyes wid his harsh behaviour but she instantly wiped it off...
smiling sadly, she again spoke, "maan..im.."
confused, maan turned around, "wat do u mean..."
she turned her eyes away from him, "u need help maan..u heart needs help.."
d pain laced voice of suzeil made maan realise..he has been very rude wid her all d time...feeling guilty..he walked towrds her and held her hand, "listen..im know..im being rude all d time..its just im out of my mind.."
smiling, suzeil squized his hand a litle warmly, "im not angry wid u maan...i know wat r u going through..i know u r in pain bcoz geet is pain..u know more right.."
maan just kept staring at her for a while..she understands him so well..but den why he cnt he feel dat familiar senses towrds her d way he feel for geet..oughh..he just going insane...
maan went on his knees and brushed his finegsr through his hairs in frustration, "everybody..suzeil..everybody left her...including me...since when i became so selfish..i shouldn't hav left her alone suzeil..dey...dose monsters killed her parents..can u believe it..she was like a small angel..just 5 yrs old..and dis cruel people snatched her parents from her..kya biti hogi uske dil pe..i dnt believe dat people can be so cruel to sum1..and i..wat i did..she needed me..my care..and i just left her all by herself...i not worth of calling a frnd suzeil..im not worth enough..."
suzeil was shocked beyond limits wid d reavil...never on d earth any could think of sumthing might hav happened...dis much bad people...can a human bcum inhuman upto such extent...dose inhuman snatched her parenst..her purity..her innocence...her memories..he beloved...her dreams..her home..dey snatched everything from her...
a gal who lost her parents at d age of 5...wat might hav sent through her..all her small small dreams..her angel like frnds..her home where she took her 1st step..her memories wid her parents..her life..everything changed..but still she didn't complain..den dey tried to snatch her dignity from her..how can people be so ruthless...so heartless..so inhuman...
but maan's last set of words made her realise how guilty he was, "maan it wasn't ur fault..it was actually our parents..."
confused, maan instantly looked up, "watt..wat do u mean.."
suzeil closed her eyes..gaining all d courage..n finally spoke, "yes..it was ur dad and my dad...do u remember dat dream project of ur dad...it would hav been sansactioned only by my dad...and u r aware of d strong relationship between our parents...my dad asked ur dad for ur hand saying..if in d future u as in maan vil be ready to marry me as suzeil..den only d project deal vil continue.."
WATT
maan was in shorts of words...his dad..he never knew all dis..where was all dis leading...
he had no clue wat was suzil talking about...
suzeil continued, "its d truth maan..it is d reason..ur dad pruposely insisted u to complete ur MBA in london..in d same colge as me..so dat v can meet each other and know each other..u know how possessive dad is when it cums to me..he wanted a secured married life for me..and he could hav never find any better family den urs...when i was going to meet u for d 1st time..i was being told dat i was supposed to be getting married to u so i would know u thoroughly..."
maan stood up in shock...he could remeber his father's words when he had met suzeil.. "maan...meet ur future.." dats wat his father had said..but he didn;t understand it den...but now he realised..his father simply used him for d project..how can dad do dis to him...so spending time wid him..being nice to him was all d drama of his father..he couldn't believe..his dad made him fool...and idiot he, left dadi maa..left geet..left delhi for his dad...
such a idiot he was...
everything has started to clear now...
never on d earth he can trust his father again...
suzeil noticed him all silent n continued, "basically our parents used us.."
"no suzeil.." maan spoke up finally..."no ur dad..he did all dis for ur own good..but yes..my dad used me quite well for his project...i never knew..i was such a fool...but i dnt regrent meeting u..u hold a special place in my life.." said maan knowing..she might be feeling left out..
suzeil smiled, "i do maan..i do..i do hold a special place in ur life...but im not ur life maan.."
it was maan's turn to becum shock...he looked at her confused n shocked,..wat did she mean by dis...
he felt more guilt thinking he had hurt her and dats why she is saying like dis...
suzeil smiled and took his hand in hers, "maan..u like me..but u dnt love me.."
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precap :
" i love geet... "
" but u dnt deserve her..." came a ruthless voice
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