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Hola Amigos,
My name is Madz! đł
I am NEW to this forum but not new to this show! I watch it almost everyday, regularly! And what to say...Yesterday was so amazing so magical that I ended up writing this! So, for the very FIRST time I am writing on ArHi! đł
So, Please READ and LIKE and tell me if you like it or not!
Sorry for any mistakes!
And I have used one song from Rockstar, actually broken it into the lyrics as per OS! Reference LINK is given, in case you would like to hear! Its amazing SONG!
Enjoy!
~ Cursed Love ~
She jerked from the mirror cracking sound when he closed the door. In past few hours what really happened she had no clue, she was still in trance. Not able to understand what exactly happened, still in trance that her own mother slapped her. It was still burning her heart. Tears made their marks again and again. And the one person because of whom all this happened was speechless, arrogant and angry. She looked up to him, in hope to get some answers but it was useless. He moved forward, opened his closet, took other cloths and left to washroom. After few minutes he came and again shut the door like before. He left. Without even telling her, just like that, he left. She was once again oblivious. She did not even dare to talk to anyone. All she could remember was his last words written on the mirror, to meet her on the roof. She carefully remembered his all words and action, and all she could realize was his feelings. She somehow observed that he might like her, the way he helped her, the way he cared for her, it was all signs of care and love but the only question was, why he did this? She sat blankly in the corner of the room, waiting for destiny to take turn for her, for him. All that she did not know was that she was locked.
He drove never fast in his entire life like he did. His car was flying and his mind was screaming out loud. He was still in disbelief that something like this can ever happen to him. The girl he loved was in love with his own sister's husband. Never in his entire life he felt this much powerless, never was he tormented like this, between his love and his mother like sister. It was too much to happen in his life, already he had had enough. He could not ask, he could not cry, he could not react, he could not punish. The only way he could find to control the situation was to lock her. There was pain, hurt, anger, agony and revenge in his heart. He stopped the car at the bar and done something which in normal way he would never do. He drank. There was nothing to say, nothing to ask, nothing to cry upon. He sat alone in the corner and just drank for hours.
Meri bebaasi ka bayaan hai, Bus chal raha na iss ghadi
Rus hasrat ka nichode doon, Kus bahon mein aa todh doon
Chahoon kya jaanoon naa, Cheen loon chod doon
Iss lamhe..kya kar jaaoon, Iss lamhe..kya kar jaaoon
When the night was dark and silent, he remembered his home, not home in particular but his sister. He knew his sister has now no one but him. He could kill Shyam for his own sake, to calm his down but he could not for his sister, and now after a moment he remembered, for Khushi. She loved him. The mere thought of it burnt his heart with the fire of rage. He was restless, he could not do anything. It was helpless feeling. Along with his sister, he felt cheated. He was broken into pieces between the inner battle of evil and good. He wanted to kill the person who basically ruined his life, his family and he wanted to harm the girl he loved the most but something just something was stopping him. He was not person he was then. His eyes were open but vision was blurred. All he could see was Khushi with that man, loving him and his sister alone in the home waiting for her husband lovingly. He was in his thoughts and he saw Shyam coming. He came ahead and looked at him angrily. He got up, pushed him hard and left from there, Shyam followed him to his car. He was about to open the door and he heard his voice,
'You will have to pay for what you did.'
He closed his eyes and controlled his anger, the only thing stopped him was a thought that he was going to be father of his sister's child. His sister's life was at stake, he could play with anyone's life but not his sisters.
'I told you, no one can come between me and her.'
'SHUT THE HELL UP!' he yelled. And tried to left but till the moment table was turned, Shyam knew what exactly he needed to do get his reaction.
'You married her but she loves me, you know na? Marriage means nothing because we love each other and you can't do anything to stop it.' He smiled evilly.
Arnav closed his fists tightly. It was direct attack on his heart, his burning, hurt and broken heart. He turned back and step ahead slowly as Shyam continued,
'You can't get her. She loves me and I can feel it when she touch my face with her soft, smooth finger, when she kiss my cheeks lovingly and when I explore her soft and magical body likeâŚ'
'ENOUGH!' and he ran and punched him hard in the face and stomach and he toppled on the ground. To make it more worse, Shyam started laughing hard on his face.
'StillâŚYou can't get her. I had herâŚand I willâŚ' And he could not complete his sentence as Arnav punched him again and left angrily. But still he could listen to his voice, his screaming to him.
'I had her firstâŚArnav. You failed. She is mine. Only MINEâŚ'
He closed his eyes and ears but still the voice haunted him heavily. Alcohol was up in the system and he could see her smiling at him, as if making fun of him. He opened the door and started the engine, in the direct light of the car; he could clearly see Shyam trying to get up on the road. The very inner urge came to him just to crush that man with his car. He accelerated. Just few more seconds and he could kill him. As the care started moving very fast, Shyam was too scared to do anything; he just stood there frozen, trying not to believe what actually Arnav was trying to do. And he started moving fast; out from his way but when the car was just few inches away from him but suddenly it took turn. And all he could see was the clouds of dust created by the force. Arnav drove fast, trying to forget what Shyam said. After few minutes, he stopped the car to calm him down but it was useless. With the cool wind kissing his cheeks wildly, he stood at the edge of the cliff. For a moment he stood still and blank and suddenly he screamed out loud,
'WHY?'
'Why did you do this to me? I loved youâŚI LOVED YOU, GOD DAMN IT!'
'You are MINE. You are mineâŚ'
And he collapsed on the ground, completely broken and shattered. And then one lone tear slipped down from his cheek and then again and one more and another and slowly, it made a stream of tears on his cheeks. He cried. It was a roar of a wounded tiger. For few more minutes, he sat there complete vulnerable and broken. And after few more minutes, he got up with complete energy and a feeling vengeance. Slowly and gradually, the worst side of his personality was eating up his best side; he was beginning to be defeated by his anger and rage. He got up and drove the car, he did not know what he was going to do next but one thing was sure, he needed to take revenge, he needed to harm her. He was completely defeated by the feeling of vengeance and wrath.
Ruke sa..na ruke, Yeh na thake, Aandhi si joh chale, Inn sansoon ki
Pata bhi na chale, Kahan pe kya jale, Hai darr se, Tann mann ki Sehran se..
Hasrat ki, Surgan se, Bhadke aag.., Shola shoal jake bhuje
Dhuaan dhuaan oh Dhuaan dhuaan Lage mujhe
Dhuaan dhuaan oh, Meri bebaasi ka bayaan hai
Meri bebaasi ka bayaan hai, Meri bebaasi ka bayaan hai
She was still sitting in the corner of the room, completely blank, hurt and confused. Her entire world just changed upside down and she could not even do anything. Only one thing she knew was to trust him. She trusted him. Of course, she was mad at him but somewhere deep in the corner of her heart she knew that there must be a reason why he did that. She managed to think beyond her pain and anger. She knew it was not the time to let anger control her mind. She was quiet and she heard some sound and before she knew anything, he opened the door and locked it again. She tried to get up slowly but she stopped when she looked at him in his eyes. His eyes were red, little bit swollen and painful. He stepped forward and she got up.
'Are you okay?'
There was care in her voice but all he could see was lie. Everything seemed fake to him. He stepped forward slowly with anger reaching its heights.
'ArnavâŚ'
'SHUT UP!'
She shivered. She was scared then. The way he was coming to her is scaring the hell out of her. She started to take back steps slowly. She had so many questions but it seemed useless because he was not even in mood to talk. She decided to take is slowly.
'Okay.'
And when there was no more space to go back, she could feel the cool touch of the wall to her back. She closed her eyes and he locked her against the wall with his hands. With only few inches gap between their faces, he continued,
'Why did you do this to me? What did my Di do? Why did you do this with her? Why? WHY? WHY? WHY?' and he slammed his fists on the wall leaving her complete shell shocked.
'Me? Are you drunk?' and she covered her mouth.
'Oh for God sake stop your drama. And answer my question. WHY?'
'I am not getting anything you areâŚ'
'âŚof course you DON'T!' And again he slammed his fists.
Tujhe cheen loon ya chodh doon, Tujhe maang loon ya modh doon,
Iss lamhe..kya kar jaaoon
Iss lamhe..kya kar jaaoon
Iss lamhe..kya kar doon mein, Jo mujhe chain mile, Aaraam mile
Aur ho aur ho, Saans ka shor ho, Aanch ki ore badhe
Aur ho aur ho, Saans ka shor ho, Taap bhi aur chade
Aur ho aur ho, Aur mile, Hum aur bhi jal jaaye
It hurt. She could not see his pain anymore, she tried to touch his face lovingly, and when she touched his cheeks slowly, she was stopped. He caught her wrist tightly, causing her more pain. It was an irony that few days back, only he healed her pain carefully and lovingly and now he was causing her pain again. The same place, same way but feeling changed. He closed his eyes and all he could see and hear was Shyam's words, how he said he had her, how he said he loved her and he opened his eyes to stop his thoughts. He pulled her with him and threw her on the bed carelessly. She had no words, she was just shocked. He saw her lying on the bed, trying to get up. He removed his coat, then tie and shirt. That was the moment she was frightened. She started saying his name again and again. She had no idea what was in his mind. She tried to get up but he caught both her hands and made her lie down again. It started bleeding from her hand. She started crying then; he came closer to his face and kissed her cheeks. He removed her cloths slowly, one by one, completely avoiding her pleadings and screaming. He covered her mouth to stop her screaming. She was tired then, she was helpless. She closed her eyes in failure and suddenly, he left her. He got up and threw the quilt on her. The only sound in their room was her cryings, her tear jerking crying. She opened her eyes and saw him standing at the edge of the bed. She covered her body fearfully and stepped away from him, in the corner of the bed, turned in to small ball. She adjusted her hairs and saw her bleeding hand, she did not do anything. She was too shocked to do anything. He came to her and bent down to her ears and held it strongly, again she closed her eyes, and heard him saying,
'You are not worth it!'
And he left her. He left to the balcony. She was still shocked, not able to move even. All she knew was that he almost raped her and she could not feel for him anymore. All she knew was that she could not find herself anymore in the mirror. All she knew was that she lost him, lost her love and lost herself. On the other side, in the balcony, he smacked the wall and slowly sat down angrily with tears in his eyes. All he knew was that he crossed the limit, he almost raped her. All he knew was that he was not the same person anymore, not in front of him or her. All he knew was that he lost his love, his own soul, he lost her forever.
And yes, One IMP Question,
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