when i came out of shower he was no where around. i absent mindedly got ready. my mind still searching for possible reasons that made him say all those things. i was rude to him but its not like that he did nt know that side he knew well everything was okay till we got engaged and then mayo. everything ws fine. it was mehndi when he first acted that way. but aisa kia hoa hoga. he is not doing it cuz he hates me he is doing it cuz he is hurt per kis baat pe. and why does he think that i dont like him or want to leave him. then why did he say all those things.me ye sab clear bhi kaise karo. wo to mu se kuch bol bhi nahi rahe. he is taking me back take delhi wapis ja ker me unhai chor k chali jao. per ye to me karo gi nahi per aisa kia karo k unke dil me jo galat fhmi hai wo door ho jae..
i went down he was not even there. breakfast was on the table. i stood there and and then clearing my mind i made my way to the table.
i was about to put the first bite in my mouth when he came in. blue jeans white shirt.buttons half way open. half sleeves. and a little transparent.he came and sat opposite to me and started eating his breakfast.
i kept on stealing glances at him whenever i was sure he was not looking.i could swear no body could look more handsome then him. a sudden desire to be close to him emerged deep inside me and that did it. my toast got stuck in my throat and i choked.
geet . geet he was suddenly right next to me giving me water and patting my back. i was sure i was about to go in cardiac arrest if he maintains that position of his. but as if he had heard my thoughts he instantly backed up and i exhaled. trying to relax my nerves.
we ate silently afterward .actually i ate silently and slowly with my head bent down. he was just sitting there staring me down as if analyzing me making it more difficult for me to eat.finally when i was done he spoke.
are you done?
i looked up and stared goofily at him trying to interpret his question . he wawed his hand in front of my face and i realized.my cheeks burned with embarrassment and i replied yes.
i m leaving. will try to come back before night. you want anything else for the day.
no i shook my head. being away from him for whole day would definitely give me time to think about us .
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maan came out of the house happy with himself his scheme was working. seeing her trying to swallow. and stealing glances at me it was so good. but ye to ghar pe ruk gai ab kia karo.. and then his eyes fell on the distant lantern. idea.
he again took out his ghost equipments and set into action. within 15 mints she was outside running after him.
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i finally got hold of him. maan. maan rukiye. and he stopped
what . was his rude reply.. i swallowed my pride and said wo mujhe bhi ap k sath ana hai.
he raised one eyebrow.
fine i am scared and i dont think i can stay there alone. so i m coming with you .
hmm. he said and started moving.
kharoos dusht danav. cant he ever reply normaly. geet tu bhi na . ye aur normal aisa to ho hi nahi sakta.i kept on muttering curses the whole way and i had a very good idea that he could listen to me.but he was ignoring me so i continued.he was walking fast and i was stumbling falling down every 10 steps or so
fianlly after 4 hrs of walking the trail came to an end and i sighed with releif. he looked at me annoyed and then took out sandwitches from his back pack.
eat it and hurry we still have 4 more hours of walk.
i could not control it . who does 8 hrs of walk for a campiing trip.
no one does that its a 4 hr walk jo tumhari tripping ki wajah se 8 hrs pe chali gai hai
he replied angrily.
it was getting hot as it was mid day. i gave him a filthy look and sat down with mys andwitch and started eating it he sat atleast a dozen steps away from me as if he will catch my clumsiness if he comes near me. i promised my self to be more stable while walking and started the long journey again.well it did work better we completed it in 3 hrs.. when we reached the meadow it was beautiful. it was middle of nowhere it was all green surrounded by trees. a river crossing nearby. all kinda flowers were there. the beauty of the place made me forget my anger.finally when the annoying thumping sound distracted me enough i looked back. and i forgot to breath . he was there fixing a camp. his shirt was on the ground. i stood there ogling at him.looking at his perfectly carved muscles.it was almost night time when he was finally done with the camp.
you will get cold if you keep on standing there. get inside the camp.he ordered
mujhe washroom jana hai i said hesitantly
or wo me kaha se lao.. he replied rather sarcastically.
kia?
its a jungle tumhare liye washroom kaha se lao me yaha. jsut go in the trees.
what? i m not going there.
fine and he picked up his fishing rod and moved toward the river.
i stood there but then it was almost unbearable.
i started towards the trees. i was almost there when he shouted from behind me.
its the other way..
kia ab trees bhi specified hai kia?
he laughed the washroom is the other way. its a regular camp site it has a washroom. near the other end.
i cursed him loudly this time kharoos dusht danav and moved to ward it.
when i came back he had lit the fire in front of the camp. and was cooking something over the other end at the grill which my eyes had missed the first time.
we ate dinner in silence. he was a good cook that was for sure. but whats up with him being shirtless.
babaji ye kia bina result ka torture hai. shadi se phle to kabhi aik button tak nahi khulta tha ab shirt hi nahi phn rahe. pata hai kitna mushkil hora hai mere liye.i kept on complaining. as the bornfire was making his half naked body even more appealing. finally i got up as i could not resist any longer
where are you going he asked..
going for a stroll.
hmm dont go far.
hmmm i mimicked him. and left. in my own thoughts. ofcourse i wasnt going to go far as i was very much afraid of dark. the night was starry and full moon so i had gotten the courage to stroll on my own. but if i sat there i cd no longer control so goiing for a walk seemed less risky.
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he was holding me tight against his body. we were both standing still not even daring to breath. his sharp eyes were scanning for nearing danger and then it hit me
what he was doing ?he was letting me go and yet was making sure that i dont go.. i laughed .he instantly put his hand on my mouth as the ferocious beast turned toward us.
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