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And again I will copy post my old KRML over here...sorry for this...but I thought right now it is better than my current mindset...
So, We had Kesuda in total brat mood today (I would be too if I had been woken up by JK in the morning like that...I still cant get over his expression, when he saw JK and pulled the sheet over him as if to protect himself from some potential threatš¤£)
We have actually hear him first today, which is so rare, because somehow his silence and his eyes are so much vocal that his voice is rare to hear, (Except when he is talking...errr shouting at the behri talli phulliš)
The bacha came all husbandy in the kitchen...and who does he first see...Jamuna kaki all geared up as a cheerleader to cheer the new husband avatar...š
Now Seriouslyš³...
He somehow, I think feels so inadequate ...and yesterday Jamuna kaki made him, actually aware of that inadequacies, insecurities, eating him away, and he sees no way out ...yesterday he thought he would be able to finally find a cure to them...but instead he not only lost the footing before Gulaal, he further fell in Motabha's eyes...
and to be woken up to face the same ghosts he had been trying to run away from made him chose the only way out...
Following Jamuna's advice..
Was it me or did somebody else also saw tears in his eyes...or rather...moist eyes..when he was addressing Gulaal in the kitchen with her back towards him, telling him she doesnot want to see him...
And Jamuna kaki looking towards him with taunting eyes when Gulaal said that she will bring his thaal along with others, so made him more 'ziddi bacha"' Nahi! alag se thaal bana ke la!! Brat! I tell youš
And Pan ba interrupting just makes him irritated and he just leaves before he faces some more questions...
But how can he leave before he could see her...š³
He cannot na...Seee...He takes a look back and sees Gulaal still busy in her kitchen queen tactics...and he gets frustrated
And when she refuses to look at him...he is getting so desperate like a child, he would so like to run and pull at her pallu for not giving attention to him...but he cant..because the mota cupid is sitting there taunting himš
And he so is getting frustrated by Panba butting in..I think if Panba would not have been there..he would not have left the kitchen till Gulaal looked up and gave a proper answer to him...
Was it me...or was it hankering that I saw in his eyes...of that one sight... for once, if Gulaal would just turn towards him and show his her face...
He , I think, went a bit ahead, just to look back and see whether she is looking at him...but when she doesnot...he gets mad...
He again goes into that 'want-Exclusive-treatment' mode...let others prepare nashta for all...but for me...you do that...
And as we all knew...Gulaal gives it to Talli phulli...and she again starts her kathaš³...Talli!! you idiot!!š· you could have given it to him without making him hear your whining na!! I mean we blast off hearing that from such a great distance...he is so near...uske kaan ki to harroz band bajati hai...blast to hoga hi naš”š
By the way the manner in which Kesar looked up at her voice was so violent...I would have dropped the Khaman ki dish on his head with fearš...and the way he looked around,,,,I really did not understand that look... when he looked behind Talli, I felt that he was searching for Gulaal...but then he looked all he ways (probably must be thinking...who is looking if i actually throttle this girl??š)
And he does react as expected...he just plainly gets up and insults her and walks off...
And again I will copy post my old KRML over here...sorry for this...but I thought right now it is better than my current mindset...
So, We had Kesuda in total brat mood today (I would be too if I had been woken up by JK in the morning like that...I still cant get over his expression, when he saw JK and pulled the sheet over him as if to protect himself from some potential threatš¤£)
We have actually hear him first today, which is so rare, because somehow his silence and his eyes are so much vocal that his voice is rare to hear, (Except when he is talking...errr shouting at the behri talli phulliš)
The bacha came all husbandy in the kitchen...and who does he first see...Jamuna kaki all geared up as a cheerleader to cheer the new husband avatar...š
Now Seriouslyš³...
He somehow, I think feels so inadequate ...and yesterday Jamuna kaki made him, actually aware of that inadequacies, insecurities, eating him away, and he sees no way out ...yesterday he thought he would be able to finally find a cure to them...but instead he not only lost the footing before Gulaal, he further fell in Motabha's eyes...
and to be woken up to face the same ghosts he had been trying to run away from made him chose the only way out...
Following Jamuna's advice..
Was it me or did somebody else also saw tears in his eyes...or rather...moist eyes..when he was addressing Gulaal in the kitchen with her back towards him, telling him she doesnot want to see him...
And Jamuna kaki looking towards him with taunting eyes when Gulaal said that she will bring his thaal along with others, so made him more 'ziddi bacha"' Nahi! alag se thaal bana ke la!! Brat! I tell youš
And Pan ba interrupting just makes him irritated and he just leaves before he faces some more questions...
But how can he leave before he could see her...š³
He cannot na...Seee...He takes a look back and sees Gulaal still busy in her kitchen queen tactics...and he gets frustrated
And when she refuses to look at him...he is getting so desperate like a child, he would so like to run and pull at her pallu for not giving attention to him...but he cant..because the mota cupid is sitting there taunting himš
And he so is getting frustrated by Panba butting in..I think if Panba would not have been there..he would not have left the kitchen till Gulaal looked up and gave a proper answer to him...
Was it me...or was it hankering that I saw in his eyes...of that one sight... for once, if Gulaal would just turn towards him and show his her face...
He , I think, went a bit ahead, just to look back and see whether she is looking at him...but when she doesnot...he gets mad...
He again goes into that 'want-Exclusive-treatment' mode...let others prepare nashta for all...but for me...you do that...
And as we all knew...Gulaal gives it to Talli phulli...and she again starts her kathaš³...Talli!! you idiot!!š· you could have given it to him without making him hear your whining na!! I mean we blast off hearing that from such a great distance...he is so near...uske kaan ki to harroz band bajati hai...blast to hoga hi naš”š
By the way the manner in which Kesar looked up at her voice was so violent...I would have dropped the Khaman ki dish on his head with fearš...and the way he looked around,,,,I really did not understand that look... when he looked behind Talli, I felt that he was searching for Gulaal...but then he looked all he ways (probably must be thinking...who is looking if i actually throttle this girl??š)
And he does react as expected...he just plainly gets up and insults her and walks off...
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