And toh woh epi hai which started KRML😆
God When I read them, when I was on the throes of falling for this angry lover boy...
When there were doubts regarding his fate...of being tied up with the terrorist and questions regarding his attraction towards Gulaal...
Those were such tense days and I was banging my head to read his mind and predict his actions...right now, looking back, it seems so futile an exercise...as his heart, mind and soul were like that Vasant's paghdi...with Gulaal written all over them😆
As I said earlier also, Kesar and Gulaal, both were so big on promises...
Yesterday he said he will try to fulfill his obligations and today is get, set ready to do so...
And the first he takes over is ofcourse Dushyant...but then you can see the difference...the vibrant, positive, Progressive Kesar...ready to take on the world...and the fact that he told Dushyant...that if he wont make mistakes, how will he learn..that was Kesar na?? not afraid to make and rectify his mistakes...
And as happy and enthusiasitic he is, he was bound to be hear that happy humming from her too..It was almost like the two of them were connected...drawing happiness from each other...drawing towards each other...and he went there...pulled by an unseen thread...which bounded them for time and eternity...
And his peeping...I so loved that when he did that...Watching her as if she was the most precious thing in the universe..as if she might just evaporate anytime...the ten years of separation had made him understand and value every glimpse he got of her...how must he have hankered for that one glimpse of love all these years...and when he does get the chance...he watches it with such absolute wonder in his eyes...I almost could detect a sheen of tears in his eyes when he looks at her through the door...
The CVs are so ishmart..I tell you...when Kesar looked at her they gave us this 'Paapi' music...which made us believe that they were not meant to be together...and over and above I remember the whole forum getting depressed because of Gulaal's song...But in reality it was sang for Krishna...'Jashoda no Jayo' meant she addressed Krishna...and everybody was apprehensive that she had sung a 'Yashoda' song...😆
Gosh we were so desperate!
And then Gulaal sees him..She might always tell him that she never saw him that way..but she did put up her pallu everytime na?? And that is obvious...the way he stares at her...she has to be blind as a bat not to know the stare that he gave her😆
And it was something that struck me..that had he been not there..she would have had no reason to get ready to...she would be in her white clothes...with no colours in her life...and without colours 'Gulaal' would have been nothing but a lifeless woman...
Something the kind of that plain milk...in which when saffron is added it becomes rich and colourful...
Kesar added that necessary ingredient in her life...
And he had such a difficult task,...he was meant to complete an already complete woman...
oh back to the room😆...
I love his stance you know...I always have..the way he never looks her direct in the eyes...
And the way he almost hunches when he is around her..
This is such cute glare...he always did respect her na??? that deference to her...always...
And then Gulaal's ecstatic response...the way he gets overwhelmed by her happiness...feeling proud as well as humbled..
I so adore the complete goner look he gives Gulaal...when she is talking to Vasant...as if sach mein he is saying 'Kaise mujhe tum mil gai'...
Did someone see the one glance he gives to Vasant's photograph...
but then his glance is back to her...
.and as if the question has to tumble out of his mouth just like that...
'aur tu?'
His taking over the responsibility...his diversion, his change of heart, everything was the answer to this one question...
'Aur tu?'...
There is something so quintessential in that question...as if everything in his world that happened...or rather should have happened ...or rather he wanted to happen...should be in answer to this question...
And when she wipes her eyes with that hand...which are adorned by his bangles...owww...the way his eyes follow it and his happiness...overflowing...as if finally...after the all these years since he purchased those bangles...he finally attained peace ...that the bangles have reached their destination...*sigh*...owww...can I have him plz😛