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~Important Note / Message~
Umm, I have decided to close this gallery. And Im sort of quitting sig making and all too :/
I will make few creations sometimes maybe if I feel to but I wont be updating here or anything, I will just post those creations in the galleries of the show or actor. But that probably wont happen very often.
These days Im not feeling anything. Like before sometimes when Im making creations, it would make me happy, I used to have a passion and dedication for it but now, I dont know, I dont feel anything. Theres no passion, no motivation, no happiness, nothing. Its just all blank. Its like I dont know what Im doing anymore. I dont know who I am, what I want, anything.
I dont know what it is, but I dont feel like Im living anymore :/ I cant seem to find happiness in anything, even in things that I totally used to love. Like usually, I could spend hours and hours making sigs, graphic designing and all but now I dont feel it.
I've just been feeling really down and not been okay for a very long time now and now I think its getting to me. I've been bullied a lot in school, ever since I started this school to be honest but I never really cared. Even if I did, I would be down for a little bit but then I would forget about it and not care but now its starting to hurt me. I dont know, but everythings getting to a point where Im starting to hate myself :/
I have no-one to turn to, no-one whom I can go to and spend hours with to talk about things, to talk about life. All the people that I know on I-F are very nice, friendly and supportive and I love you all for always and always being there for me but at the end of the day this is a forum, I cant come to any of yous because we just know each other through the net and I soo wish that I knew some of yous in person because maybe my life would be a bit different then. But in my real life, the real people around me, all of them are useless. I dont have anyone, its like Im the loneliest girl in the world. I have my mum, her sisters soo my aunts but I cant talk to them, its too difficult. My sisters are way too young for me to talk to them. And apart from them, literally, I have no-one :(
Sorry, Im going on about other things now. But yeah, this note just to say I wont be updating this gallery no more and Im probably quitting sig making and all. Sorry to the people that like my work but thanks for appreciating my work.
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