A BIRTHDAY SPECIAL
(actually after 3 days we have a birthday of a very special person)
(so all thanks to her i m writing this ss for her..actually it was suppose
to be an os but my writing flow like anything once i start thinking)
(only one bad thing about this is..i m not sure if i will be able to complete till the birthday..so sorry in advance..but this is dedicated to her..advance wishes since
i m not sure if i will be able to come online afterwards..so happy birthday..priya di..love you)
so here is the first chapter of this ss
name of the ss.. is sochata hoon uska dil..
(hmm all credit goes to this song..who forced me to write it)
Sochta hoon uska dil kabhi mujh pe aaye to'
Sochata hoon uska dil kabhi mujpe aye to'.
Sochta hoon uska dil kabhi mujh pe aaye to ' 2
Jaan bhi usse de doon main
woh kisi tarah mujhe aajmaye to..aaye toh
Sochta hoon uska dil kabhi mujh pe aaye to
Aaye toh aaye toh
Iss dil pe kya kya guzarti hai..
jab uski nazar baat karti hai..
Meri bekhudi barhne lagi
Woh khayalon main jab..
muskuraye to..aaye to..
[ Sochta hoon uska dil kabhi mujh pe aaye toh
aaye toh ] ' 2
aaye to ' 4
[ Hansta hai koi koi routa hai..
yeh jazba to har dil mein hota hai ] ' 2
Mujhe pyaar hai intezaar hai
Meri jaan tujhe koi ye bataye toh
Aaye toh'
Sochta hoon uska dil kabhi mujhe pe aaye toh
Sochta hoon uska dil kabhi mujhe pe aaye toh
Jaan bhi usey de doon main
woh kisi tarah mujhe aazmaye toh
Sochta hoon ' 2 '.
here is the youtube link..
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hy8_XdLw9Xc[/YOUTUBE]
SHOT 1
Today he was going to tell her. No matter what but he had to tell her. Four years of silence. And today if he was not going to tell her god knows if any time he will get this courage to make up the mind and speak to her directly. Some where in his heart he felt she had the same feeling for him as he had for her. He wanted to tell her since the last four years. Tomorrow was their farewell and today they were in collage as they had decided to spend this day all together.. his friends had told him to just go and speak to her. But he was all nervous. He dint want to loose her friendship. But if not today than it would be never. He was madly in love with her. Yeah right "Prem Juneja" was madly in love with "Heer Mann".
But how do he go and tell her?????
Finally after debating with himself he decides to go and tell her.. yes he was going to go and tell her.. hmm but wait a minute.. he wont go and tell it by himself.. he will write it in a letter.. yeah a letter..all his feelings in the letter as by doing this he had to not face any of the emotions
That would be a cool idea.. so he gets up from there and goes and sits on the parapet of one of the blocks.. of his collage..actually he had come early.. so that he would prepare himself mentally..so he was early and non of his friends had come yet..and that included her
After making himself comfortable he starts writing'but how to start' was a BIG QUESTION MARK ??? infront of him..
He was not getting from where to start also he could not believe it that he was finally completing his four years of engineering.. he hated it..until he met her
FLASH BACK
It was his first day in collage.. he hated engineering..but all thanks to his parents who had always dreamt of their son becoming an engineer.. and that to a chemical engineer.. eww' firstly his chemistry for super super super super weak.. remembering the reactions my goodness..how can some 1 remember so many reactions????? That what he always thought'and also his silly friends had gotten admission for the same field'" chemical enginerring".. so here he was today in the RIT ENGINEERING COLLAGE..
He was searching where his block was.. there was a chaos every where.. the bulletein board where the information was put up.. was surrounded by so many students..so he decided to stay back as he dint want to get in that crowd..there.. he thought it was better to stay back let all of them finish..he knew all of them were fresher's like him.. may be some of them had the same story like him while others might have come because they wanted.;.. after some time..when the situation was slightly better.. he decided to go and check his block.. so het got up and went infront.. and what he saw was another shock of his life.. his name was in the other block..while all his friends were together in another block' this was the least he had expected'he and his friends wre not in the same class??? Could the day have been more worst??? Surely and certainly not' firstly he was forced to come here andsecondly he was not going to be there with his friends..
He went to his friends..
Preet " kya hua prem?? Y r u looking so down???"
Prem " main tum logon ke class main nahi oon'this is not done ..we all are engineering students that too chemical and y separate classes??"
karan " coz ever class have limited quota 'and hence limited accommodations'.so sorry dude v r really gonna miss u"
till then kritika and meher came running.. " guys we are in the same class as yours..so here also we all are gonna be together..super fun right "
prem " yeah have super fun..guys"
kritika " y prem are u planning to be serious with studies from now onwards??? Is it not surprising' ??? the prem juneja busy studying sounds little uncool right???"
meher " yeah prem and study no combination..also"
prem " shut up guys"
kritika " are humne kya kiya hai.. ?? tumhi ne to kaha ki tum log enjoy karo.."
karan " han kritika lekin prem humare class main nahi hai..isiliye'he said u guys have fun.."
meher and kritika " ohhh kkk"
preet " ek taraf se achha hai...humare beech kaba main haddi nahi hoga.. ..aur waise bhi he is the odd one out.. main meher ke saat hoon..aur karan kritika ke saath'.nobody in our group is single'except for him..so may be.. he inds some 1 in his new class?... kyun prem ..?"
prem just gave a killing look to preet..while others all laughed
(karan and kritika and meher and preet were dating each other from school days..they have been actually childhood sweethearts.. and in their group prem was the oly one who is single..")
Prem " okay fine I m just going to the princi..and telling him to change my class..right now'"
As he turned he bumped into some 1.. and instantly his hands moved infront to hold her..
She was angel an angel in his arms.. as if god had sent her just for him..he was so lost in her.. .. she was looking so cute with the expressions playing on her face.. and her eyes closed.. .. he found her trying to open her eyes.. and when he her eyes'he felt like drowning inside them' they were so lost ' god knows for how long they were standing like this' but the slight giggles brought him back to the world..
Prem " vo sorry actually main vo appk..actually.."
Heer " nahi actually I m sorry actually main apse.. vo takrana .. I mean mujhe apki help chahiye thi.."
Prem was surprised " meri help..??"
Heer " vo actually kya aap mujhe bata sakte hai..ki block list kaha pe hai?"
After thinking for a moment hmm " sure.. come lets go.."
Excusing himself from those smiling faces of his friends he left from there to help her
That was their first meeting'
FB ENDS
The sudden tapping on his shoulder brought him back..
Karan " are yaar humne tujhe kya kaha tha?? Aur tu yahan ye pen aur paper lekar kya kar raha hai???"
Prem who was dreaming came out and noticed that since a long time he was here dreaming..and his friends were calling him..
Prem " sorry guys main vo kuch soch raha tha.."
Preet " kuch ya kisi ke barein main??:"
Prem let out a slight smile..
Karan " ab gadhon ki tarah hasna band kar..humne jiske liye itni himmat karke tujhe taya kiya tha..vo kam kiya??"
Prem shook his head in a no..
Preet " vaise to badi batein karta hai..ab kya hua??"
Prem " do u think its so easy for me??"
Preet " acha baba thik hai..ab batan tu yeh kya kar raha tha??"
Prem" vo actually mein apni feelings heer ko likhake dena chahata hoon..isiliye'"
Preet " likhke:???...
Prem " haan.."
Preet " idea bura nahi hai..chal hum log teri help karte hai.."
Karan " aur kritika aur meher ka kya..??"
Preet " are yaar vo heer ke saath ati hi hongi..tab tak hum is bevakoof ladke ki help kar dete hai.. chal.."
And the trio left from there..
Here at the entrance of the collage heer meher and kritika were entering inside..
Kritika " heer aaj bata de use ki to use pyaar karti hai..thik hai.."
Heer " lekin kaise agar usne inkar kar diya to???"
Meher " duffer vo tujse pyaar karta hai'. ab chup chap chal aur bata de use thik hai???"
Heer " are u sure??????"
Meher and kritika " yeah..aur agar tumne abhi ek aur baar poncho na..to hum apna promise break karke ..khud jayenge aur use bata denge thik hai'"
Heer " no..please..main chal rahi hoon na..tumhare saath.."
They reached inside..the gals were searching for the guys'but they were not seen any where..
Kritika " heer to vaha jake baith hum unhe dhoondke ate hai thik hai' idiots call bhi answer nahi kar rahe hai.."
Heer smiled..and went and set near a tree'
She had decided to go and let out her feeling towards him' but she was so very nervous'how was she suppose to tell him ??? four years of friendship and u just go one day and tell that person " I love u"
Sounded a bit weird..
The days spent him and offcourse the friends brought a smile on her face..she still remembers how she had bumped into him..on the first day of their collage..
ho gaya update..
i dont know how redicuolous it sounds..
but still do read and criticise..
dont know when the next update is going to be
hopefully soon..
love ya ll
take care
and di happy birthday have a blasting birthday
enjoy it..have a great timne..love ya..okay