AR FF~ 'IT WAS'NT MEANT TO BE'PG54-14/01/13 - Page 10

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Part 7

~~FINISHED~~

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"oye..mun kiun latka rakh hai?"

"kuch nahe"

"kuch nahe hai to ye subah subah 12 kiun baj rahe hain'or tha kahan 2 din se'call karo switch off'.group mai bhi kise ko nahe pata'.scene kia hai?"

Finally after two days nikki caught him and she was confronted him, he was sitting there with sullen face, last two days what he had gone through only he knew that'he did not want any one to be part of that pain which was his only'.he was possessive about the pain too what he got from her'how would he able to see her with any other person'just that thought made him mad'he did not want to see anyone, last two days made him clear what he felt for her, it was much more than any attraction or infatuation, he had experienced his heart melting on just her smile, he had experienced his breath stuck in his chest when he would smell her fragrance, all that and much more was so new for him, it never happened in his whole life and he was smart enough to know that it was love'just love'pure love'but worse part was that in all this he had completely forgotten about the face that she was not his riddhima only but mrs gupta, mrs riddhima gupta, her sweet voice of her first day introduction echoed in his mind "mrs gupta" but that day call in her home, dragged him back on earth, he was living on the sky till now, sky of love, sky of happiness and his first and only his angel, but reality was way to harsh and cruel, she would never love him back that was not enough but he had to see her with other man and her love all for that other man, only this thought was breaking his breath chain,sweats appeared on his forehead when nikki touched it worriedly

"kia hua ammy'bol kiun nahe rahe'.bolo na please"

she was positively worried now and then he hugged her tight, possible tight, hiding his face and tears in her shoulder, he really needed some one at that moment, who else it could be other than nikki "why nikki'mere sath he kiun'kiun hua mere sath aisa"

He said in between hiccups, he was crying like a baby, she knew she had to act like his mother then, he was all broken in her arms, she had to do lot of repair to make him armaan.

"hua kia'.btao na please armman btao"

Finally he parted from her and looked at her.

"riddhima"

A lone tear slipped on his cheek and this time on nikki's too, only that name was enough to tell rest of the story, she knew damage was done already, nothing could be done now'she hugged him again, patting his back to calm him and made him realize that somethings were not just meant to be and it was one of them.

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"armaan"

He turned to see that face only which he was avoiding hard for last week very successfully but now there was no way out but to turn and respond to that voice.

"yes ma'am"

"vo tum'."

He looked at her intensely, she was hesitate to talk to him but for what?.

"tum'itne dino se aa kiun nahe rahe? I mean bi was worried about you"

She gave excuse instantly or he would have any wrong ideas about it, she was woman after all , being a woman no matter how dumb you are but about such things your intuition would work all in a right way so did for her, she knew he started liking her or may be more than that but this was something she could not do anything about, unless he came to her to talk about this but this was last thing she wanted to happened that's why only, when he did not come to her home for two days she did not bother to ask anyone about him, she was aware of the face that he was missing from college too but asking any one about his ware abouts was not one of wise things to do so she kept quite on this matter but last night when bi literally scolded her for being so inhuman, she had no choice but to come at home with that answer where he is, she was so surprised how she witnessed getting worried about him so much, bi was actually missing him, that surprised her, how could a person effect you in just couple of meetings but he did, no doubt there was something special about him but what was that she could not figure out not yet at least.

She was relived to see him in a corridor today morning, so she was saved from asking nikki about him. When she asked him where he was, she saw spark in his eyes , hope emerged in his eyes, she could not afford to give him any kind of hope so she decided something at the moment, which will clear all his thoughts and would end all this hopes too and that was right thing to do, she thought.

"actually I went to meet dad, sorry could not inform you about it"

"its okay'.i want to talk something important with you'can you come home tonight"

He was more that happy at her offer, he knew it was nothing related to what he was assuming still he wanted to assume that, it made her happy, out of this world, he did not know about her but he had decided to tell her about his feelings for her tonight, no matter what response he would get but he was not able to keep that thing inside him, he wanted her to know at least, deep down in his heart he knew her answer still he wanted to listen from her only, so his heart would be broke forever and would stop making his life hell , but he was so wrong.

"sure I'll come"

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"tmhai lagta hai tum thek kar rahe ho?"

Bi asked her in kitchen, when she came to help her.

"yehe thek hai bii'.hum dono kay lie,mere paas or koi raasta nahe hai"

Bi have her pleaded look, she knew it was not going to be easy for any of them but she was as helpless as riddhima was.

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"riddhima'I think I love you, no no I am damn sure I love you, I know you have some personal problem, marrige or love some one but it does not effect me or my love at all, I can assure you that no one in the world can love you more than me, please give me one chance, I will give you all the happiness of the world, you are my princess you need to be treated like that only, I am your prince..no I mean I will keep you like my ma'am no I mean princess..shit'what are you saying dude'.control'control"

Even confessing to riddhima's door was making him nervous, he breathed in and out anf finally rand the door bell, it was do or die situation for him now.

"ao na armaan...bahar kiun khare ho'or kahan ghayb the itne din se"

Bi greeted him with hint of complain, he hugged her saying "vo dad ki buhat ya aa rahe the to un se milne chala gea tha'sorry kaan pakar kay'next time jahan bhi jaon ga ap ko bta kay jaon ga'ya may be ap ko bhi sath le jaon..what say?"

He winked at bii, she hit him playfully "chal hat'badmash"

Her smile vanished when she remebered what was going in his way next.

"riddhi'.i mean ma'am kahan hain?"

He asked cheerfully.

"tum betho mai bulate hon use'.."

He kept bouquet on sofa and sat beside it.

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"hi armaan"

He looked above at her, storing all his courage he got up.

"hi ma'am'I mean riddhima"

She raised eyebrows on mentioning her name but ignored it.

"actually I wanted to say you something"

Words got stuck in his throat, he felt his throat going dry but he continued anyway only she did not give him chance to do so because she was very well aware of what was coming after that, and that she did not want to happen ever.

"but before that I want you to meet someone, someone very special to me,someone who is my life"

It was taking time to sink in him what she was saying, he was just standing with blank face, when she called one name

"Ray'."

Between the age of 2 to 3 years, one girl appeared with ponytail,red cheeks,big eyes just like ridhima, that what mad him realized that what that girl could be of her and he was ready to shattered at that moment.

"this is ray'.my baby my life"

She hugged her lovingly.

"say hello to armaan'.i think you wont like to call an uncle'right?"

She giggled herself but inside her she knew it was not funny at all, not for her and not for him. She could feel by his face which had no color by then, she had seen his going cheerful to nervous to confused to shocked to shattered now, he was so transparent in his expressions that what made him a person of clear heart and mind but she could not help him more even if she wanted, she had family to live with, she had responsibility of a 3 years daughter, she came here but at that time she did not know what to do with her life, her life was a mess that time, she wanted to resume her career after ray was big enough to be at home but sid he never agreed to her on that, they had argument on this issue on daily basis but one day it was enough when he asked her to leave his home and his daughter if she wanted to be a career woman, she could not believe her eyes that time, sid was a nice guy, they were happily married before this issue came between them even though he was choice of his father, but she never had any complains from him, he was almost perfect husband and more than as a father, but that day she was left with no choice but to leave that home which was supposed to her too, only she had with her was bi she asked bi to come with her here as she already got that appointment letter from this very college, but just after a week she realized what a mistake of her life she had done, she could not leave her marriage and more than that she was not able to live without her baby, everything stood secondary when it came to ray, she cried day and night then one day she killed her ego and called sid, he was nice enough to forgive her and welcomed her back at home, her home, her baby'next day he came to her with ray, everything was settled down, like nothing happened ever, to get that just one hug from sid and ray she knew what she wanted in her life that was not that job for sure but in between all this what happened with armaan, she never ever wanted that, when she came here, she took him a spoil brat but she was ready any kind of challenges'on her part she never gave him any signals rather tried to be rude with him but it never effected him it looked like'he was in his own world, he was madly in love with her, she had seen that in his eyes long back, how she wished she was wrong in reading his eyes but she was not, when bi told her the same thing, it was then she decided to end it once for all, she was leaving college, leaving city, going to her home sweet home but she wanted to leave it on a good note, she liked him very much as person if she was not married already and a mother already may be there could have been chance for armaan, how charming he was, no one could have deny his charm ever, she accepted this fact, but in her life there was no space for armaan or his love, no matter how true or strong his love was'.but she could not help in it, only she wished to god please give him that girl who love he more than he do to me'.in this way he could forgive me and move on in his life.

A tear slipped from her eye, she turned to look at him,wanted to say him "good bye" wanted to see his dimples one last time, wanted to see those sparkling eyes, but nothing was there, he was not there.

*NOTE*

i know this is turning out super boring but bear with it😳 i really had to move this how i have planned it😉...yes armaan is heart broken dont kill me for this please 😳 its a fultoo filmy FF, more ups and downs coming up, half of the FF is done half left i ll try to wrap it up very soon bcz i have so many other ideas in my mind already 😆 last but not least do tell me how u feel about this

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