[MG FF]- Surrender...Author's note page 49 - Page 9

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CHAPTER 8 Koi to hoga apna...

Maan jogged into his room, softly closing the door behind him. Needless to say, the hotel people had momentarily forgotten their work when he had entered in :p. But Maan didn't bother as he was still the victim of the strange duel that was going on in his mind. He slowly walked towards the window, picking up a towel on the way and wiped his face, as he stood by the window, thinking. He had grown up with a very different mind set and he wasn't sure that anyone would understand it so easily. His likes, his preferences, his tastes were completely different from what the normal bachelors of his age would have had. That was why he was mostly all by himself. Even though Annie was there, she couldn't fill up that void he had in his heart. He was alone...he felt lonely...he felt suffocated...

This was why he had decided that he would find someone who was just like him. Who could understand his thoughts, who could reciprocate his feelings in the most special way that would make him surrender himself. He wanted to completely give in to that person who would make him feel that he was himself. Who would make him laugh like a child. Who would make him feel like that he was talking to himself. Who would be the mirror of his personality. Who could make him cry, weep like a kid. Who could understand the other Maan that was hidden in the personality that he had created in front of others. Who could bring him out of the suffocated corner he always had been in. All these, only his Daadi knew. She knew what he was but not completely. He could share his views to his Daadi easily but he wanted that someone special in his life with whom he can share his whole life. But where was she???

He couldn't figure out whether the feelings he had in him, for the girl to whom the payal belonged, was love or not but he could see a certain amount of change in him since the day he got her payal. May be this was love...may be not...but sure enough, if she came probably his loneliness would vanish...

Wondering if the loneliness would ever leave him, he started singing to cut the boredom and to convince his heart that someone might come to rule it...if it was written in his destiny...

Koi Hota Jisko Apna

Hum Apna Keh Lete Yaaron

Paas Nahin To Door Hee Hota

Lekin Koi Mera Apna

Aakhon Mein Neend Na Hoti

Aansoo Hi Tairte Rehte

Khwabon Mein Jaagte Hum Raat Bhar

Koi To Gham Apnataa

Koi To Saathi Hota

Koi Hota Jisko Apna

Hum Apna Keh Lete Yaaron

Paas Nahin To Door Hee Hota

Lekin Koi Mera Apna

Bhoola Hua Koi Waada

Beeti Huyi Kuchh Yaadein

Tanahai Dohraati Hain Raatbhar

Koi Dilsa Hota

Koi To Apna Hota

Koi Hota Jisko Apna

Hum Apana Keh Lete Yaaron

Paas Nahin To Door Hee Hota

Lekin Koi Mera Apna

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Here, Daadi was also wondering the same thing: if ever did her grandson have the chance of unconditional love in his life. Has the god created someone who is truly meant for him? Is there someone in this huge world, who alone had the power to make him hers? Did her Maan ever have the chance of feeling that he is himself?

She knew him to be an extreme introvert. He never opened upto people. He never told her any of his sorrows, any of his problems. He only shared some of his happy moments. Rest of all was hidden within the confines of the Maan that the world didn't know. He never shared anything with Annie too, who was his life. He never complained, nor cribbed in front of her. But she knew it. The loneliness was eating him from within and that would make him break down completely, may be not right away because he was strong. But sooner or later he would break down. The fire would burn out. MAAN KHURANA would shatter if someone who could understand him didn't come. The girl who was there in her house may have the capacity but Savitri Khurana was unsure of what Maan would expect out of Geet. So she didn't have any courage to take the matter forward. She decided Maan would personally test her as he was an expert mind reader. He would come to know how people are and what their personalities are in a jiffy. No one probably could escape the strong eyes through which he would measure people and the weightage of their thoughts. All in all, he was an all rounder. In a matter of minutes, he would tell how people were. Daadi often joked that Maan should have been a psychologist but he was no less than that.

PRECAP: Maan as a kid

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AWESOME CHAPTER