maan is changing but i hope the change is permanent. many a times whn distances r stretched out then the only focus is to b happy with this person forever. the real test begins whn u eventually have the person n u still hold em dear.
luvd how maan called again n again without thinking about his ego.
luvd how he thought about geet and what she will think if he joins her rather focusing on soothing his throbbing heart.
surely maan was extremely rude to her all through his life but then evn brij cud c that maan showed reaction to geet's presence. good or bad is another issue but he was always affected by her n no girl evr did that to him. he was a kid that nvr shared a thing with anyone. it's natural to get all psychotic without having a real friend. geet was always there for him but he thought he was at the loosing end and not the receiving or winning end. yes he was at the loosing end always. whn she was there, whn she was not there, whn he wud feel her or he wud choose to not feel her...whn he'd hear her voice or whn he wudn't ...he always lost ...he lost his heart to her. ...accepting it wud b loosing and then not accepting wud also b loosing.
as for now he can't breath without her happiness. sadly there isn't much to do if someone is repenting from all their heart.
personally sometimes i get all steamed up and ready to kill a few but then the person i'm mad at...wud happily accept their fault and say sorry...u r stuck!! what other choice u have other than to let it go. yeah u can't change past but u can rewrite it.
rachanan told me to read u'r work and oh i'm so happy that i listened to her.
thanx for u'r thoughtful work.
thanx for the pm n including the song.
Edited by basicquestion1 - 13 years ago
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