@vijaya u r rite!! i recently read a book on healing & human psychology titled "You Can Heal Your Life" by Louise L.Hay. there she told abt a man who always made fool of oders esply institutions.i m writing her exact words here which reminded/s me of taps ckt- "He knew how 2 get away wid almost anything & yet he got away wid nothing".(same applies 2 taps ckt. she got away wid anything like attempt 2 murder, instigating mentally weak prsn, robbery of God's jewel & her father's money etc. but she also got away wid nothing) "his theory was that he cudn't stop cheating until sum gud came his life. ( taps is also saying & hoping sam ethings widout putting her efforts in gud deeds). Of course wat he was giving out, no gud cum in2 his life. he'd 2 stop cheating." his resistance was that he was not ready 2 let go of the old ways."(taps is also resisting 2 change her old ways of blaming oders esply her father & once considered as frnd iccha & repeating the same jaap of "bachpan se lekar aaj tak. her this non-stop chanting of this mantra really pissed me off of her so much that even icchha's tapu-jaap doesn't make me irritated)