Ok , I am a silent reader here , have never ever tried my hand at writing FFs , so this is my very first , hope I am not horrible as I think myself to be
I love You ( I was clueless about the title so sorry for being so cliched )
Khushi's House
After crying hours and hours , Khushi's eyes gave up on her , but Khushi didn't , n frankly she didn't even know why. Why was she crying ? Is this the first time when ASR called her gold digger ? Certainly a big NO! Then why today when he mouthed those words which were a routine, pierce and wound her heart so badly ? And how could she let go of her senses and let someone come that close to her ? and this seems even more horrible when the person in question is Arnav Singh Raizada ! Has she lost her marbles ? She has fallen in love ASR ? Of all the people in the world , her heart skipped a beat for Arnav ? the man who never treated her with respect , who never missed a single opportunity to pull her down and ofcourse showing her Khushi ki aukat ka live telecast time to time without fail.
Is she ok ? Like really ok ? How can she love him ? Love ??? Suddenly she realized she has found out the answer , the very same answer , answer abt why she cried when Lavanya hugged ASR when he came to call her back to Raizada house, y his touch made her shiver , y she couldn't bring herself to agree marrying Shyam ji, Y her world crumbled down when ASR announced his engagement with Lavanya ji. Yes Khushi Kumari Gupta has fallen in love n how ! ' today she got her answers and the conclusion for her answers .. He doesn't care for her , She meant nothing to him. There goes her love !
ASR's House
Lying still on the bed , still reeling under the incidents that took place today . He got so close to Khushi , broke all the boundaries he had set for himself , Agreed to marry Lavanya ? God ! Marry ? ASR will marry now ? oh yh n marrying just coz to make Khushi realize her place ? And ofcourse battered Khushi so much that an uninvited guest called tear decided to finally decided to reside in his eyes. Yes ! ASR was crying !!! Crying for Khushi ! No he can't hide it anymore , Khushi affects him , her pain , sorrows , her closeness , her very presence affects him.
One thing which he always feared has managed to barge in his life even after practically turning himself into a stone .. ASR is in love. What Di sed about love was all right cause currently he was living each and every word she said about love. This mere thought jerked him , Yep ! I have done nothing wrong , infact I have done it for the best . I can let myself to drown myself in this tupid emotion called love , jst can't. Yes I am marrying Lavanya and yes Khushi means nothing to me". Well his tears thought otherwise though.
Khushi's House
She had agreed to marry Shyam. She wiped her tears n said, " Whatever happened today happened for the best , I lost my track , I disobeyed my family for that person for whom I was nothing but an employee"'. She'll marry Shyam n she'll not let ASR effect anymore . " I don't matter to him , and now he won't matter to me". She finally closed her eyes and hoped that she would get atleast few hours of rest , few hours to drive herself from the insanity she was witnessing right now.
Next Day.
Khushi's House
Khushi woke up , Jiji was not there on the bed. For five minutes Khushi just sat there still , seemed like bracing herself for the day. Went to the bath. She was feeling better , not better better , jst better better , if you get what I mean. She rushed to the kitchen , drank some water , rushed in the living room , grabbed her bag and was about to rush to the door when suddenly Bua ji came to interrupt her. "Sanka Devi , its your engagement in the evening don't forget to come early". Khushi said with a pale smile, I won't , I am just going to collect my cheque and inform Anjali ji that I won't be coming from tomorrow , I'll come back soon Buaji , Don't worry."
ASR's House
Standing at the door Khushi was preparing herself to face everyone . She was happy that she is late from her usual timing. She won't have to face him. On the otherhand, Arnav was relived that Khushi has not come to work today . He won't have to face her , he won't have to fight with his emotions , atleast not for the time being. OP handed him his briefcase , he headed staright towards the main door. " ASR ASR , we need to talk , umm I need to talk about our marr, umm about yesterday", Lavanya came in from her room. Arnav just gave her a look and said ,"Later Lavanya , I have meeting right now". And saying that he opened the door only to find Khushi. She was about to press the doorbell . Both froze, and a strange silence surrounded them.
So There ! don't know if I'll continue . I just wanted to try my hand and I did , No thoughts about updating future parts as of now.
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