A beautiful alliance has been fixed but the heart still doesn't rest…the stress is palpable. Harmony…where is it? The mind is running in different directions at once, while the heart is still stuck in the wonderland. If only the tongue could convey the confusion or at least voice one line of thought properly!! And so…though they yearn for their innocent, pre solemnized love, they fight too. I am right, no I am right… the we is still beyond grasp. At least in this baffling time! Marriage in a month with the final preps underway….its not easy to be at the same place as the other every time.
Words often don't come out right, but how can you fake what those eyes say? The fear, the joy, the apprehensions, the determination & the love fleeting by…if only they stop for a minute & look. I need you…I need you by me now & forever! I am petrified, but I am doing it for both of us! Aah…they will then again grapple onto why their families are breaking their own rules, happily or not! This will give them strength to introduce some new perspective in the antediluvian Bajpayee world!
Or will it? Who will welcome it? Who wants to hear it?? Will the voice be crushed? And what about love? The innocence lost, maturity will take over or a quest to recapture that which has passed by? Staying in the past is not healthy, but can u imagine not wanting something as beautiful as that to last forever? So will that create grounds for more agony?
And I close my eyes & say a silent prayer...let their love get wings & help them soar above the walls that Bajpayees create. Let there be no string which restricts their flight & may the affection from Bajpayees be the only reason why the lovebirds return to the nest which they will from now on call home. Amen!