Part :159 cool air and the warmth of your heart
Little Ruhi played all around and finally felt very tired and sat quietly in Suchi's lap.
"dadi story"
Suchi: ek minute beta
Ruhi didn't give up: dadi
Suchi with a smile: come, let's read the new book
Ruhi got so happy, saying goodnight to everyone Suchi and Ruhi got into bed with the book. Suchi turned those colorful pages reading thru the words, while little Ruhi started imagining a beautiful princess inside, playing around in that thick forest with the seven dwarfs.
Sushma saw their little talk as she passed thru near their door. She paused for a second, in her eyes it was little Radhika who was listening to those stories, and the teller was herself. Tears filled, and she wiped it off with a smile on her face. She walked near to the varanda.
"Dev, it is too late beta, go to bed"
Dev jerked hearing Buva's voice, with a smile: ha buva, did Ruhi sleep?
Sushma with a smile: she is so tired, but listening to her dadi's story.
Dev: so mom got in her trap. No wonder she didn't come to me for story tonight.
Sushma with a smile: um, now she won't need you much. Radhika filled your place
Dev: ji but then suddenly he looked at sushma with an unbelievable stare: ji?
Sushma: what?
Dev: no, what did you say, Rdahika
Sushma with a smile: for last two days , radhika was singing around , telling stories, playing around, somehow she made Ruhi to eat.
Dev with a smile: that's nice
Sushma: um, beta, I am going to bed, you need anything?
Dev: no Buva, I am fine, you go to bed, will finish this in 10 minutes.
Sushma: ok beta , good night
Soon Dev also finished his work and went to Suchi's room. Suchi showed 'shh " pointing at sleepy RUhi.
Dev went to take her
Suchi: no, let her sleep with me, don't wake her up now. If she need anything, I can bring her.
Dev: ji mom,
He went near and placed a soft kiss near his little ones cheek and looking at suchi: goodnight mom
Suchi: goodnight
As he walked in with a happy smile especially after hearing about Radhika from buva, ... she started singing around, telling stories... She is the one who throw that book away when I brought home, she hesitate to get into that world saying that is not real and now she did open the door towards imagination, the same imagination where she belonged to me without my knowledge.
He slowly closed the door behind and looked around, and found Radhika standing near the window , looking up at the sky. His heart skipped a beat, he missed seeing her standing near that window, that was her posture always come to him when he see the dark outside, he failed to see what she was searching at that time, but now! She is coming back slowly, which I wished for long.
Without making any noise he just went and wrapped his arms around from the back to, circling her tummy, and held her very closer to him.
Radhika jerked in fear and then cornered her eyes to found Dev 's profile closer to her neck
"aap!"
Placing a kiss near her shoulder skin: um
Holding onto his arm, she said: sab kam hogaya
"um"
"Ruhi" saying that she tried to turn
But he held her more closer, and in position saying: shhh
:what?" confused Radhika sked
"no talk, I just want to stand like this for sometime"
Saying that he rested his head over her neck, placing a kiss near her ear lobe, he mumbled near her ears: Please
Radhika didn't understand anything, just cornered her eyes at the strange behavior of Dev. But she felt his arms tightening around her, and taking her more closer to him, as his broad shoulder overshadowed hers. The cold wind circled around , the darkness gave way to the sparkling moonlight. The earth was resting under the velvety sky above. Radhika's eyes once again fell into that moonlight darkness. Time ticked by
:what are you searching for?'
Radhika jerked as his voice mumbled near her ears again
Dev : Tell me Radhika, what are you searching for in this darkness?
Radhika Nothing,
Dev; then why you are standing here
Radhika: I don't know, I felt like I missed something in this darkness all the time. I missed seeing those stars, missed seeing those changing circles of that moon, missed seeing the light shaded dark clouds moving in bundle, missed feeling this chandenpur wind, it was all around me, but , now I am feeling them back. They were near me, but I missed feeling them. How many times I wished to be one of them,
She continued in trance: I wanted to be that sparkling star near the moon, I wanted to slide on that smiley moon, I wanted to fly with this wind, I wanted to float like those clouds,
Dev raised his head: what?
Radhika feeling the lose hold, turned around and rested her head in his chest, and said: I loved watching the darkness, and I used to hear a strange man's voice as I look at it so deep. I asked dadi many times, who is he? Where is he? Why he singing at this time when everybody getting to sleep. But his voice used to come late night, I was trying to hear it tonight, I felt like I missed that too for long. All this time dadi helped me to find answers, when the thunder and storm hit the ground, she used to say the sky is trying to satisfy the thirst of this land.
Again she tightened he arms around him, ...holding her more loser, he just smiled along with a tear drop that rolled down without his intention, and finally his throat moved to her silence
"I was waiting to hear it from you Radhika, for long". Loosening his arms around her he pushed her slightly back to see her eyes, and holding her chin up, he said: you don't know anything Radhika, for the past few years, I was searching this Radhika inside you, who gets lost in the midst of darkness, who gets lost in the beauty of nature, whose eyes were only dreaming about me, I wished to hold you in that moment, where the search and the stare ends in me. I have you back now, and now I won't let you run away from this moment. Today I am so happy, so happy, you lost yourself in this journey somewhere without your knowledge, and now you are back, and I want to hold you like this forever. I love this Radhika so much.
Radhika was unable to hold back that she wrapped her arms around him again and stood in his embrace. Time ticked by.
"aren't you tired?'
Dev looked at her in question
Radhika: no , you came late, and now its getting darker too"
Dev with a smile: um, I am tired, let's go to bed.
Radhika: let me check on RUhi, she didn't come when I called her before
Dev: she didn't come with me either, I can check on her, you go freshen up
Radhika: no I can
But before that Dev made his move , and as he passed the almara, he paused, and then with a naughty smile he went near it, and opening the cupboard, he scanned thru it , and Radhika noted his hands searching for something inside it very badly.
Radhika coming near: you need something
Dev just winked his eyes once and said: um
Radhika: what?, I can help you.
Dev just nodded his head in disagreement and closed the door, and said: let me check on RUhi, ok
Radhika: ji
She got changed into a two piece night gown, tied her hair in a bun, and then left the towel over the rack. Dev came back saying , RUhi is sleeping sound. Mom said she will take care.
By then Radhika went and sat on the bed with a book in her hand while Dev went to freshen up.
As he came out he just turned the lights off, Radhika looked at him. Getting onto the bed, he took the book away from her , and looking into her eyes he said: tonight is meant for just you and me..
Saying that he turned the bed lamp off and took her into his hold saying: and I just want to hear your beating heart next to mine.
Radhika with a shy mind, went into his talk *************************************** thank you for stopping by... devika part 160